12 X 12 CANOPY https://blog.dnevnik.hr/12-x-12-canopy

Since last weeks banishing, two photos down, I was really poorly. Over the last few months I was so exhausted like Ive never been. Its not that I had over done anything but there truly are psychic vampires out there that can drain you of every bit of energy you have and I know that this was why. I had no appetitie...and talk about sleep?! Even after sleeping all day I was still exhausted with a way too high pulse so I was put on beta blockers. They knocked about too and after the banishing last Monday, by Wednesday and thusrday I was vomiting terribly. This is all part of the spiritual path I do believe, not that everyone has to go through the same but its true to be said: When you are on a spiritual path, if your heart is really and truly in your worl to help others, then the tests will come.
Sometimes you could ask yourself: But is it worth it? Yes..it is if you feel and know that what you have to do and work spiritually and on a mystical plane, then indeed. And you know dears, you cant simply ignore someones vile nasty malicious thoughts. You do know that they are wishing you harm and then after that, you have to deal with their nastiness and lies which you overhear or are face with by them. Then theres getting so angry then sad...and as the old expression goes: A vicious circle until the day arrives, like it did last week, when I grew into my own, realizing that I am not a fully fledged wizard and NOT use what I knew was right

I had to have blood tests twice last week and I go to find out the results on Friday this week.
Then on Saturday a miracle began to happen. I felt better...indeed a weight was lifted. Sunday I was exhausted again, then yesterday I felt better again and ate a little and enjoyed it. I felt clearer in my mind...and felt that my body was starting to regenerate and that all I had to do was be patient. Then today I woke up and felt even better!! And decided:
THE SHOW MUST GO ON and LIFE IS for LIVING!!!!

I got up and dyed Fluffys hair (which you will see in a few days) before 8.30am and before you could say Abracadabra (speak the blessing) there I was dressing up and asking Fluffy to get the camera so to let you see , for real that your friend Ed is indeed bouncing back, before the blood tests results are heard...in fact I dont care! I am on a spiritual path and if I have to suffer mentally and physically in order to exorcise someones vile guides that may have latched on to them and is working through them, then at least in the future I know to remember to wear my spiritual armour on so that I dont suffer the side effects. You could say: But Ed, thats been just you that has been porrly and it all got too much. True, very true but I know that within my very being, that this time of illness has now been released.

Tomorrow we are going out! I dont care where we go (as long as there is water, and trees and magick) and I am so looking forward to the new me.

So here you are dears, so now you can stop worrying:

Day One of the new Me oxo

I have been umming and ahhing for several months now about whether I should go blonde (I'm thinking a dark blonde/warm light brown, not too light/yellowy), and yesterday I finally decided to put the plan into action.

I've been dying my hair black for some years now and lightening it up without ruining my hair/becoming an accidental redhead is going to be a long process. My hairdresser is always up for a challenge though, and we're thinking three months of streaking caps and foils and growth should get us to the shade we want.

Yesterday's adventure has put some interesting reddish/chocolatey brown colours into my hair, and I'm pleased to see that my already very light regrowth is almost exactly the colour I want.

And also I couldn't resist using this picture because the cap makes me look like a geriatric Edward Scissorhands. It's a good look!

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