mourning palace

srijeda, 24.05.2006.

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napokon kiša. fakat sam sretna smijeh. vrijeme je obično u nekom kontrastu s mojim raspoloženjem pa sam danas bila nekak živahna rofl cijeli dan. pisali smo mat. rješih cijeli test thumbup (that's a first) osim jednog zadatka s nekom zajebanom konstrukcijom, al to se ne računa jer smo na toj strani mogli izabrat jedan zadatak koji nećemo riješit. ovo je prvi put da sam sigurna da ću dobit 2 thumbup. weeee! dobila sam i 5 iz engl. al to sam očekivala jer sam napisala imala inspiraciju taj dan kad smo pisali pa sam se raspisala i dobila to kaj sam dobila. inače, na engleskom pišem bolje sastavke neg na hrvatskom. mogu se nekak bolje izrazit. jedno vrijeme sam pisala i dnevnik na engleskom, al sam se nedavno opet prebacila na hrvatski jer sam skužila da na hrvatskom znam bolje psovat smijeh, a i bolje zvuči. čak sam i iz njem. dobila 5 i to iz testa za koji sam bila sigurna da ću dobit 2. to me jako oraspoložilo. sad tu ispada da sam neki štreber pa se hvalim svojim peticama, al to se stvarno rijetko događa pa moram malo uživat rofl… pod hrv., dečki su trebali napisat neke ljubavne pjesmice pa su to čitali. ja sam se potrgala od smijeha. ko bi reko da su tak hmmm... romantični. dobro da mi, cure, nismo trebale to pisat jer nisam spremna podjelit svoju 'poeziju' s javnošću. pod odmorom mi se dogodilo nešto jako slatko. dobro, možda nije slatko, al sam jako sretna zbog toga. već zadnjih sat vremena tu nešto hihoćem po kući i već sama sebi idem na živce, al ću si dat oduška i malo ću, za promjenu, bit sretna. wuhu. noćas sam išla spavat oko pol 2, 2 jer sam čekala starog da se skine s kompa, ali neuspješno. sad mi se spava jer sam se probudila oko 8. u zadnje vrijeme sve manje spavam po noći. jedva čekam ljeto. onda mogu zamijenit dan za noć. to je jedna od (jedine) dvije stvari koje volim kod ljeta. druga je to kaj ne moram niš radit tj. mogu radit kaj hoću. ne mogu vjerovat da je još samo 2 tjedna do kraja šg. to me jako uznemiruje (mislim na loš način). ajd, danas mi je stara rekla nešto što bi mi donekle moglo uljepšat praznike. rekla je da bi se mogla upisat prek ljeta na neki tečaj sviranja (gitare) jer je valjda i ona skužila da ovo moje samoučenje nikam ne vodi namcor. mogla bi isto od 9. mjeseca počet ić na sveučilište na sviranje. počela bi ja još prošle godine al tad nisam imala gitaru. kak bi bilo super da odem u neki rock-kamp (to sam, inače, vidla u simsonima) i da me onak nema cijelo ljeto i kad se vratim lijepo rasturam. jea… imam bujnu maštu al ja bih fakat htjela svirat. znam svirat samo jebenu flautu (i ne baš dobro, ako smijem nadodati). e da – danas sam neš kopala bratu po sobi (mislim stvarno. kad još malo odraste bit će neuredniji od mene, a mene je teško nadmašit) i na podu našla neki lepi križić. da je bar malo veći… nosila sam ga danas malo za promjenu iako mi se više sviđa onaj kojeg inače nosim. i na izletu sam si kupila tako jebeni privjesak – onu malu pločicu na kojoj si kao moš urezat svoje podatke (ejdž, sex, blood…) i malu slatku gitaricu. sad onak ljepo zveckam dok hodam. danas sam sjedila u busu pokraj nekog tipa koji je imao prejebenog zmaja il kostursku glavu (ne sjećam se kaj je točno bilo, al je bilo zakon) ko privjesak. imao je još i lanac (koji si ja planiram kupit eni tajm sun. neam vremena da odem do jebenog zagreba. bum prek praznika. ugl.. htjela sam reć da mu je zapeo između sjedala pa se mučio pol sata da ga izvadi. hihi.. roflsmijeh joj kak sam zlobna... namcor) na nekim podrapanim hlačama sve u svemu, zakon mi je izgledao… yes trebala sam ga slikat...

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Amon Amarth - VICTORIUS MARCH

Ten heavy feet
Walk the bloodsoiled ground
With rhythm these
Five warriors march

No matter how much
The bleeding wounds
From enemy swordcuts
Hurt to the bone

The revenge they sought
Was taken in blood
No mercy was showed
No mercy was showed

They ignore the pain
That hammerlike pounds
From falls, off slain horses,
To the ground

No signs of weakness
No signs of weariness
Not even a glimpse
Of remorse in their eyes

They slew men ruthless
Fed the wolves with flesh
And now they leave
This land side by side

Now they're headed home
Five swordsmen who fought repentlessly
Their story will be told
Of five brave men endlessly

All sorrow is left
For the women to bare
The children cries
They live in fear

No man was spared
No house or farm remains
No christian woman unraped
Their church consumed by flames

Their steel shines red
With enemy blood
It sings of victory
Granted by the Gods
And as they return
Bleeding but proud
The horizon burns
And the song is ringing loud



Children Of Bodom - DOWNFALL

The night of timeless fire is drawing near
I flee... Throughout the years of throe
Watching through a mirror, as I fall apart
I see a wreck, I'm burning

I see angels burning, falling down in ruins
Looking down I see me, I'm my own enemy

Watching myself decaying, falling from high spirits
I flee... Throughout the ruins of me
Longing for finding my way out
Leaving myself, there's nothing left for me
The ruins are about to crumble down.

The flame is dying by shivery winds of jet black skies
It reflects hatred in my eyes

I see angels burning, falling down in ruins
Looking down I see my ashes scattered around my grave

Angels whispering fire, no longer I'm alive
Settled down I'm done with the trip to my kingdom come



Dimmu Borgir - MOURNING PALACE

Daylight has finally reached it's end
As evenfall strikes into the sky
Far away in the dark glimpsing moonlight
Sickening souls cry out in pain

Whispering voices summoning screams
Waiting for Satan to bless their sins
Blackhearted angels fallen from grace
Possessed by the search for utter darkness

Hear the cries from the Mourning Palace
Feel the gloom of restless spirits
Hear the screams from the Mouring Palace
Feel the doom of haunting chants

Eternal is their lives in misery
Eternal is their lives in grief
Abandoned in a void of nothingness
A chain of anger, a fetter of despair

In this garden of depraved beings
This unsacred place of helpless ones
Satan blessed the creatures
Inswathed them in endless night

Whispering voices, summoning screams
Waiting for Satan to bless their sins
Blackhearted angels fallen from grace
Possessed by the search for utter darkness



Iced Earth - DARK SAGA

The deal was rigged
There's darkness in my soul
I want to die again

An empty soul shrouded in darkness
Alone and confused what am I?
Images flash memories jaded
He took my life God damn his lies

Fight spawn of the damned, bring down the heavens
Smash in the gates, burn 'em down
You must accept the fate that you've chosen
You will obey your destiny

I cheated myself for love
Love unconditional
Now just to see her face
I've lost it all

I know there's goodness in me
Though I'm not the same
I will defy the master
I will refuse to be his slave

No, I was betrayed I can't accept this
My future's unclear, it's a lie
I'll follow my heart stand and be counted
The curse will lift I will survive



Iron Maiden - HALLOWED BE THY NAME

I’m waiting in my cold cell when the bell begins to chime
Reflecting on my past life and it doesn’t have much time
Cos at 5 o’clock they take me to the gallows pole
The sands of time for me are running low

When the priest comes to read me the last rites
I take a look through the bars at the last sights
Of a world that has gone very wrong for me

Can it be there’s some sort of error
Hard to stop the surmounting terror
Is it really the end not some crazy dream

Somebody please tell me that I’m dreaming
It’s not so easy to stop from screaming
But words escape me when I try to speak
Tears they flow but why am I crying
After all I am not afraid of dying
Don’t believe that there is never an end

As the guards march me out to the courtyard
Someone calls from a cell God be with you
If there’s a God then why has he let me die?

As I walk all my life drifts before me
And though the end is near I’m not sorry
Catch my soul cos it’s willing to fly away

Mark my words please believe my soul lives on
Please don’t worry now that I have gone
I’ve gone beyond to see the truth

When you know that your time is close at hand
Maybe then you’ll begin to understand
Life down there is just a strange illusion.



My Dying Bride - MY WINE IN SILENCE

Where are you now my love?
My sweet one.
Where have you gone oh my love?
I'm so alone.

I only think of you.
And it drives me down.
I only dream of you.

Come here
My lover
I'll keep you
I will change you
Come here
My slave
You will live
Forever
Screaming
Crying
My lover
With you
I'm gone
At last

I'll come to you. Take my hand.
Hold me again. Please take my hand

Who are you?!
What were you?!
My beauty
I can't tell
How I feel
How I felt
You have paid
For your
un-kind-ness
With You
I'm done
At last

Please hold me now my love.
Where are you now, oh my sweet love.



Opeth - HARVEST

Stay with me awhile
Rise above the vile
Name my final rest
Poured into my chest

Into the orchard I walk peering way past the gate
Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait
Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead
Halo of death, all I see is departure
Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr

Pledge yourself to me
Never leave me be
Sweat breaks on my brow
Given time ends now

Into the orchard I walk peering way past the gate
Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait
Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead
Halo of death, all I see is departure
Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr

Spirit painted sin
Embers neath my skin
Veiled in pale embrace
Reached and touched my face

Into the orchard I walk peering way past the gate
Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait
Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead
(Release your grip, let me go, into the night)
Halo of death, All I see is departure
Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr



Red Hot Chili Peppers - DON'T FORGET ME

I'm an ocean in your bedroom
Make you feel warm
Make you want to re-assume
Now we know it all for sure

I'm a dance hall dirty breakbeat
Make the snow fall
Up from underneath your feet
Not alone, I'll be there
Tell me when you want to go

I'm a meth lab first rehab
Take it all off
And step inside the running cab
There's a love that knows the way

I'm the rainbow in your jail cell
All the memories of
Everything you've ever smelled
Not alone, I'll be there
Tell me when you want to go

Sideways falling
More will be revealed my friend
Don't forget me
I can't hide it
Come again make me excited

I'm an inbred and a pothead
Two legs that you spread
Inside the tool shed
Now we know it all for sure

I could show you
To the free field
Overcome and more
Will always be revealed
Not alone, I'll be there
Tell me when you want to go

Sideways falling
More will be revealed my friend
Don't forget me
I can't hide it
Come again get me excited

I'm the bloodstain
On your shirt sleeve
Coming down and more are coming to believe
Now we know it all for sure

Make the hair stand
Up on your arm
Teach you how to dance
Inside the funny farm
Not alone, I'll be there
Tell me when you want to go



Smashing Pumpkins - SOMA cerek

Nothing left to say
And all I've left to do
Is run away
From you

And she led me up, down
With secrets I cant keep
Close your eyes and sleep
Dont wait up for me
Hush now dont you speak
To me

Wrap my hurt in you
And took my shelter in that pain
The opiate of blame
Is you broken heart, your heart

So now Im all by myself
As Ive always felt
Ill betray my tears
To anyone caught in our ruse of fools

One last kiss for me...yeah
One last kiss good night

Didnt want to lose you once again
Didnt want to be your friend
Fulfill a promise made of tears
And crawled back to you

Now Im all by myself
As Ive always felt
And Ill betray myself
To anyone, anyone but you

So let the sadness come again
On that you can depend on me
Until the bitter, bitter end
When good sleeps in bliss

And Im all by myself
As Ive always felt
And Ill betray myself
To anyone



Tool - OPIATE

Choices always were a problem for you.
What you need is someone strong to guide you.
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow,
what you need is someone strong to guide you..
like me, like me, like me, like me

If you want to get your soul to heaven,
trust in me .
Now don't you judge or question.
You are broken now ,
but faith can heal you.
Just do everything I tell you to do.
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow.
What you need is someone strong to guide you.
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow.
Let me lay my holy hand upon you.

My Gods will
becomes me.
When he speaks out,
he speaks through me.
He has needs
like I do.
We both want
to rape you.

Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life now
Open my eyes and blind me with your light

If you want to get your soul to heaven,
trust in me .
Now don't you judge or question.
You are broken now ,
but faith can heal you.
Just do everything I tell you to do.

Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life now.
Open my eyes, blind me with your light now.

Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow,
Let me lay my holy hand upon you.

My Gods will
becomes me.
When he speaks,
he speaks through me.
He has needs
like I do.
We both want
to rape you