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Ovdje čete upoznat mene šta slušam,šta radim...Opčenito sve šta trebate znat o meni i naravno upoznat cete moj fuckin' life if you know what i mean.Pozdrav!!

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Rezidence:Sisak
Years:18
Job: Guitar (I'm working on it), playing games, sk8ting(when i have time),School. Etc.



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Ja sam jedan obicni lik koji kao i svatko drugi ima razna razmisljanja o zivotu,ljubavi smrti,mnogo toga me muci kao i vecinu ljudi moje dobi,ova je stranica iskljucivo da vam pokazem kako se osjecam u pojedinim trenutcima u svome zivotu .Pozdrav!!

_VOLIM_

Palacinke,Cigarete,alkohol,pizzu,zivcirati starce,,
svoj Sisak iako se nema u njemu nista vidjeti
marte,starke,sestru,Adrianu,Donnu ,Andreu
capuccino,kavu,svoj komp ,goth cure
crnu boju,,goth u kulturi.I josh puuno toga!!

_NEVOLIM_

Starce,narodnjake,techno,skolu,uciti,
ucijenjivace,politicare,bahate ljude,kelj,
poriluk,one koji misle da znaju sve,filozofe,
I josh puuno toga...


_KONTAKTI_

ani_bo.project@inet.hr(MSN)
boris.ledzeppelin@gmail.com(mail)

_HOBIJI_

Pisanje,crtanje,
uzivanje,kupanje,Sviranje...!!

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MOJE BLOG DUŠE I ljudi koje poznam(neki) !!

Adrianica

Andree (Moja Kate,je je moja si xD)

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Grupe koje slusham!!PRVIH 10 NAJVISE

1. IRON MAIDEN
2. KAMELOT
3. WINTERSUN
4. JOY DIVISION
5. TRISTANIA
6. SISTERS OF MERCY
7. THE SICKNESS
8. EPICA
9. ABONOS
10. THERION

OVO KAD ME PUNKE NESTO U GLAVU PA POSLUSAM,,ALI ZANEMARIVO..


11. LED ZEPPELIN
12. THE DOORS
13. GUNS 'N ' ROSES
14. CLASH
15. AC-DC
16. STATIC-X
17. SONATA ARCTICA
18. ROB ZOMBIE
19. ABONOS
20. CRADLE OF FILTH
21. NIGHTWISH
22. KU... OD OVCE
23. AZRA
24. FEET
25. PRLJAVO KAZALIŠTE
26. PSIHOMODOPOP
27. ATOMSKO SKLONISTE
28. HLADNO PIVO
29. DALI'S CAR
30.COCTEAU TWINS
31.CLAN OF XYMOX
32.MIRANDA SEX GARDEN


EVO DA VIDIMO KOLIKO VAS IMA OVO JE POSTAVLJENO 14.8.2006 DAN KAD POCINJE PRIMIRJE IZMEĐU IZRAELA I HEZBOLAHA!!!!!!SALA ALI JB**GA!!!!POZZ!!


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_GUNS N' ROSES_
_DON'T YOU CRY_


Talk to me softly
there's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
and please don't cry
I know how you feel inside
I've been there before
Something's changing inside you
and don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a haven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
and give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take ist so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
and the times we had baby

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a haven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember
that I never lie
And please remember
how I've felt inside, now honey
You gotta make it your own way
but I'll be alright now suger
You'll feel better tomorrow
in the morning light, now baby

_GUNS N' ROSES_
_WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE_

Welcome to the jungle
We've got fun 'n' games
We got everything you want
Honey we know the names
We are the people that can find
Whatever you may need
If you got the money honey
We got your disease

In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your
knees knees
I wanna watch you bleed

Welcome to the jungle
We take it day by day
If you want it you're gonna bleed
But it's the price you pay
And you're a very sexy girl
That's very hard to please
You can taste the bright lights
But you won't get them for free
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Feel my, my, my serpentine
I, I wanna hear you scream

Welcome to the jungle
It gets worse here everyday
Ya learn ta live like an animal
In the jungle where we play
If you got a hunger for what you see
You'll take it eventually
You can have anything you want
But you better not take it from me


And when you're high you never
Ever want to come down, YEAH!

You know where you are
You're in the jungle baby
You're gonna die
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your
knees, knees
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Feel my, my, my serpentine
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your
knees, knees
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your
It' gonna bring you down-HA!




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_LED ZEPPELIN_
_Stairway To Heaven_

There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying the stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying the stairway to heaven.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who stand looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying the stairway to heaven.

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_CRADLE OF FILTH_
_LIBERTINA GRIMM_

Howitzer glare and spitfire blade
Wooed by Dresden serenades
Her soundtrack now a bombing raid
Bored of vaudeville

God was six days sober
On the night that she was born
To the glistening star of a bible class
An icon now in religious porn
She was Alice through the glory hole
An ejaculate misconception
Disney-esque, the high priestess
Of greed and deepest dark deception

All best to bury whims
For Miss Libertina Grimm

She, that little red riding crop
Brer Werewold at her stocking tops
Beneath the tightened leather strop
Of the basque of the houndervilles

At the stroke of midnight come
She polished verse and hearses
In a poisonous pen dipped in omen
To her surgeon full of general curses
In the hand of morgue redeemers
Though the dead always pleased her more
Squatting in their coffins
Flirting curtsies to the thirteenth floor

Tip your hats
For sweet Libertina Grimm

Fantasy and candy stores
Snow white and the seven straws
Smoke and mirrors on all fours...
Libertina Grimm

Her brothers grim, her sisters through
The final dance will be the cue
She amputates to fit the shoe
Libertina Grimm

Libertina Grimm

Mystery kindled in a blackened room
Nine candles lit to improve the gloom
She sees the dark as she feels womb
Full of hidden secrets
They haunt her heart, those precious few
Those Count Lestats and Betty Blues
Those tortured souls just like me and you
Full of hidden secrets

No, don’t go
Don’t you leave me
So alone
Libertina
No, don’t you go
Don’t you leave me here
So alone
Where the dead are free to roam



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_CRADLE OF FILTH_
_TEMPTATION_

I've never been closer
I've tried to understand
That certain feeling
Called by another sound
But it's too late to hesitate
We can't keep on living like this

Leave no track
Don't look back

All I desire
Temptation
Keep climbing higher and higher
Temptation
Adorable creatures
Temptation
With unacceptable features
Temptation
And trouble is coming
Temptation
It's just the high cost of loving
Temptation
You can take it or leave it
Temptation
But you'd better believe it

You've got to make me an offer
That cannot be ignored
So let's head for home now
Everything I have is yours
Step by step and day by day
Every second counts I can't break away

Leave no trace
Hide your face

Full of desire
Temptation
Keep climbing higher and higher
Temptation
And you can take it or leave it
Temptation
But you'd better believe it
yeah

Step by step
Day by day
Every second counts
I can't break away

Keep us from temptation [x3]
Lead us not into temptation

Trying to find it
Temptation
You've got to get up behind it
Temptation
Put your dime in the hot slot
Temptation
But it's a million to one shot
Temptation
You think that you're right
Temptation
Your gonna face it tonight now
Temptation
Give me a breakdown
Temptation
Because it's time for a shakedown
Temptation [x16]

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SKID ROW
_I REMEMBER YOU_


Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
The wind would whisper and I'd think of you
And all the tears you cried, that called my name
And when you needed me I came through

I paint a picture of the days gone by
When love went blind and you would make me see
I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes
So that I knew you were there for me
Time after time you were there for me

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

We spend the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

We've had our share of hard times
But that's the price we paid
And through it all we kept the promise that we made
I swear you'll never be lonely

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
Washed away a dream of you
But nothing else could ever take you away
'Cause you'll always be my dream come true
Oh my darling, I love you

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

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_SKID ROW_
_18 AND LIFE_


Ricky was a young boy, He had a heart of stone.
Lived 9 to 5 and worked his fingers to the bone.
Just barely got out of school, came from the edge of town.
Fought like a switchblade so no one could take him down.
He had no money, oooh no good at home.
He walked the streets a soldier and he fought the world alone
And now it's

18 and life You got it
18 and life you know
Your crime is time and it's
18 and life to go
[repeat above]

Tequila in his heartbeat, His veins burned gasoline.
It kept his motor running but it never kept him clean.
They say he loved adventure, "Ricky's the wild one."
He married trouble and had a courtship with a gun.
Bang Bang Shoot 'em up, The party never ends.
You can't think of dying when the bottle's your best friend
And now it's


"Accidents will happen" they all heard Ricky say
He fired his six-shot to the wind - that child blew a child away.

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METALLICA
_WELCOME HOME(Sanitarium)_

Welcome to where time stands still
no one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, No windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred

Sleep my friend and you will see
that dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
can't they see it's why my brain says Rage

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone

Build my fear of what's out there
and cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
but violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
he's getting better, can't you tell?

No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
but they think this saves us from our hell

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium, just leave me alone

Fear of living on
natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly word
seems the only way
for reaching out again.

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_METALLICA_
_NOTHING ELSE MATTERS_

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No nothing else matters.

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_CHILDREN OF BODOM_
_ANGELS DON'T KILL_

I hear the footsteps going by,
Watching myself slowly die.
Sharp pain impaling through my heart,
Slowly tearing me apart.

One minute you're an angel fallen from grace,
Next, the fist that I hate.
Pickin' me up from the gutter with a gentle kiss,
Then rips out my heart to show me how black it is!

No!
You're no good!
It feels so cold,
Yet I won't turn back!
I'll die alone!

I hear the footsteps walking by,
Watching myself slowly die.
Sharpening pain impaling through my heart,
Slowly tearing me apart.

When you appear as an angel
Knocking me down, looking my way,
Could you ever kill the pain in my heart,
Even though they say angels don't kill?

No!
You're no good!
It feels so cold,
Yet I won't turn back!
I'll die alone!

No!
You're no good!
It feels so cold,
Yet I won't turn back!
I'll die alone!!

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_CHILDREN OF BODOM_
_TOUCH LIKE ANGEL OF DEATH_

a glance to my eyes, deep within reveals
this worn-out warrior's mind
I'm killing you by suffering
discomposure of a deepest kind

in the night i crave to feel your breath
and your touch like angel of death
in the dawn I'm in chains of bestial rage
and forced to make you dead

the chains get tighter around my throat
i can give you no love, only dead-lift of pain

in the dusk of evening i tuck you up with feather
forever I'll stand by your side
in the twilight of night I'm laughing
while cutting you hundred and thirteen times

can't you see i am evil, double-edged razor
child of eternal hate.
to torment you like a motherfucking-whore
I'll make you cry forever more

I'd crawl through broken glass to you...
and your name is written in my very flesh
with the knife I'm still longing to use

in the night i crave to feel your breath
and your touch like angel of death
in the dawn I'm in chains of bestial rage
and forced to make you dead.

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OVO MI SE SVIĐA





petak, 02.01.2009.

Hello New begining!!

Hello ekipa,sretna vam nova,meni je barem,nista ne zelim osim savrsetka skole i odlaska na fax ,mozda bi koja medicina pala u splitu dolje ili rijeci,:D,ili koji prometni fax,sto reci,prosla godina je obiljezena sranjima tucama,ubodima,explozijama i ostalim glupostima,nova godina je dosla sto reci idemo dalje ,jos se moram odluciti koji ce skin ici na ovaj moj sexy blog,crn je jako,nevalja mi to vise,ok volim crnu boju ali zelim nesto spešl..!!To je to,nexttt-...

Ima jedna cura,koja me jako zivca,svojim ubojstvima i posjecenim rukama,ovo nece procitati jel ne zna da imam blog,ali pobogu,zeno,ako ikad vidis ovaj post,ja prvenstveno nisam vrijedan toga a i zalosno,je da zbog neke neuzvracene ljubavi,ubijas sebe i starce kako tvoje tako i moje,da mi ljudi dolaze doma i seru,da sto sam napravio da si u bolnici zavrsilamadmad Doslo mi je tada da te osamarim,ali ne tucem cure nikada tako da to ne dolazi u obzir..Da to je to,Smiri se uci za ovo nadolazece polugodiste i to je to lud..

Nexx will be da ja,i moja zena,2 mjeseca s Donnom,ni nije tako mala stvar novu smo zajedno proveli,ljubili se pili,bilo je odlicno,cak sam i zaboravio kako je lijepo imati nekoga,sad polako mi se vracaju svi ti feelings,hvala bogu allahu,budi kome vec,uglavnom hvala :P ,sto reci,evo me doma,skola ubrzo pocinje sve ovo je preebrzo proslo,da mi je sve vratiti unatrag kao sto je Andreeecerek rekla u svom postu kopi pejst ,onako,bilo bi preedobro,ali sto je lijepo kratko traje,barem u ovom svijetu,ok biti ce nadajmo se mnogo lijepih stvari jos,ali eto,dosta mracnih misli,prebacimo se od ove godine na nesto svijetlije,na neku ljubicastu boji,haha Adrianice,treba mi nesto ljubicasto ,xxD ..To je to,ljudovi,cujemo se opet in a few days kiss



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nedjelja, 28.12.2008.

Just leave me alone !!!

Pozz,drugovi i svi dobri ljudi,SRETAN VAM BOŽIĆ,evo mene ponovno,sto reci,stvarno ali bas bas stvarno je vrijeme da se malo pocnem brinuti i o mom blogu,ipak je on poveznica sa nekim mi dragim ljudima ,i ipak je nastao 2006 godine i jos se vuce nekako,weeheee sretan

Nekako me pritiscu ovi sugavi dani,ovo tmurno vrijeme odem u grad u 12 popodne (podne)wratim se u 4 ujutro doma odspavam do 4 popodne i opet,mrak,jbt,samo mrak,tko ce ovo vise izdrzati,sama monotonija,nije ni vrijeme sto je nekad bilo,pizdim,nemam vremena za nista bas i ne uzivam doma,previse svi su jebeno zivcani zbog starog koji je u bolnici muci se jadan ima problema ,ccc,stara prolupala malo isto,sister i njen fax zadnja godina nikako da zavrse,trosim previse love ,previse se zivciram iako to nisam ja,ocito se virus kojim je moja obitelj zarazena prenio i na mene,draga andree ako procitas,procitao sam onaj tvoj mail,nije mi se dalo nista slati,nemam volje,ionako ,je svaka moja recenica za tebe neka bajka,pa sto bih ti poslao onda bilo sta,ugl.cujemo se ljudovi,ako vas bude,cisto sumnjam da me se sjecate,neki da neki ne,vaxy me se sjeca,moram i sa njim obnoviti prijateljstvo,ipak sam ja zajeb nas meeting pa je samo adriana dosla a ja morao ostati doma,a mogao sam pobjeci why not,to je to,enjoy in life if U can bang


P.S.-BLOG je u izradi jos moram izb neke linkove od nekih ljudi posto ih je vecina izbrisala svoje profile ,pa moram nabaciti nove,kao od Addie npr. nja nja smijeh itd,bez brige,sve ce se to srediti za nekoliko dana,pa-pa!!

Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, no windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred

Sleep, my friend, and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see it's why my brain says “rage”

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone

Build my fear of what's out there
Cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?


No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our hell

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium

Just leave me alone

Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
kill is such a friendly word
seems the only way
for reaching out again



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srijeda, 27.08.2008.

OMFG jesam li ja upravo bio na blogu WoW ,,

EVO MENE ,,MORAM VIKATI I DERATI SE,,DA SE VIDI DA SAM ZIV I DA UMIREM OD DOSADE,,NE ZNAM STO ME SNASLO PA DA SE POJAVIM NA BLOGU,,OCITO MEMORIES I SJECANJA NA DRAGE MI LJUDE STO RECI,,VOLIM VAS SVE LJUDI MOJI,,I CUJEMO SE POKUSAVAM SKUPITI SNAGE DA OVAJ BLOG PONOVNO SREDIM I DA,,SVE ZIVO PREUREDIM SVE ZIVO SVEE SVEE ZIVO,,WEE,,TO JE TO,,CUJEMO SE LJUDOVI MOJI..

da znate i da se uvjerite da sam ziv ,,jos evo linkovi ..


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ponedjeljak, 21.01.2008.

Hello People!!!!!

Evo mene,jadnog samog,nakoon duugo mjeseci,sjedim,lezim pisem sviram placem,otisla si a nisi rekla zbogom,zasto se ta prica kod mene ponavlja iz dana u dan,,ovaj blog nisam uređivao uff ,danima mjesecima,pa skoro je i godina dana prosla,sto da kazem,osim ostao sam isti stari Boris,zedan krvi mraka,tame,alkohola,droge,skole,da skole,barem zaboravim,na sva sranja doma,zaboravim na tugu i bol,barem na neki nacin,i zaboravim,na prokletu ljubav,koju niti cu vise pokusati pronaci niti ista,mrzim ju i to je to,nemam vise samoubilacke ispade,niti se rezem,ono nisam EMO,jbt,zivca me taj naziv,ugl,to je to,dosta me stvari pokrenulo tako cu se prihvatiti posla i ponovno poceti pisati,blog,eto,cujemo se draga moja ljudska i neljudska populacijo u paklu,grrrrr......burninmadburninmad



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ponedjeljak, 10.09.2007.

Evo mene konacno,opet tu sam zar ne,da tu upravo tu na svojoj stolici pisem novi post!!

Hey people,osjecam se nenormalno,nisam sad ono pree happy ali sam dobro,skola je pocela ekipa se skupila mi metalci darkeri i behemothovci,teski sotonjare,ponovno se deremo trcimo kao mala djeca po skoli,i ganjamo cure iz prvih,razreda,ima dobrih curica uff i to preedobrih,samo su mi malo cudne,onako noughty su pred svima a sta tek nasamo,ne pasu mi,ali daju se,heh,na koji nacin to svi znamo,ah Zagreb je ipak Zagreb,sta cete,takvi su ljudi,evo bash sam nedavno isao u dobra zvuk,jedan preedobar kafic za metalce,nesto slicno ali puuno bolje nego MD u Sisku,ali necemo o tome,i bivsa na vratima,polila me naravno sokom,jer ju nisam pozdravio,ali bio sam,totalno super,jer konacno znam da mi vise netreba,bash vise netreba,sad ce i ovaj post procitati 100% neka procitaj sam,eto to je to,neki textic noughty malo,za one koji nisu procitali,hehhe.pozdrav svima,i obecajm ponovno cu vas poceti commentirati bash sve,da kao sto ste culi,pusa,Marjani,Sanji Ines i miss A.(znati ce ona.PA-Pa finokiss


Bilo je kisovito i tmurno jutro,u zraku se osjecao miris,izgorenog mesa,josh od sinoc,jer su stanovnici Westfall-a zrtvovali 5 zena misleci da su vjestice,da bi se prekinula strasna smrt nepoznata u to vrijeme,zvana "KUGA"..Setao sam praznim i blatnjavim ulicama,punim stakorima i trulog voća i povrća.MiSLIO SAM da cu se ispovracati,od tolikog smrada na koji se nikako nemogu naviknuti,mislim,vise bih volio da sam u paklu nego tu na ovom mjestu punom,prljavih ljudi.Zapravo zivim za takvo mjesto,zivim da pronađem nju,svoju lijepu bozicu,kojoj bih htio podariti sebe cijeloga,moj posao bio je recimo,lak.Ja sam inace po zanimanju,mrtvozornik,ili kako ja sebe zovem "ANĐEO SMRTI"..Godio mi je taj naziv,primjetio sam da su me i kraljice noci drugacije gledale nego prije,heh kako naivno od njih,mozda ja izgledam kao prodana muska kurva,ali duboko u sebi zapravo zivim za njih,nju moju malu crnu curicu.Ona je cura koje ja jako lijepa,a zapravo,mrzi kad joj to drugi govore,sad neznam tko je to josh drugi,jedino znam da sam to ja,a za ostale osobe me nikad i nece biti briga,Ima puuno problema bash kako i ja,jer nas dvoje kao dvije male mracne duse,nemozemo bash prezivjeti na ovom okrutnom svijetu puunom boli, tuge i patnje,i stalnih pogleda uperenih u nas,mozda ce se netko prepoznati,ali ona najvise,jer ono,kad covjek pozeli nesto tako savrseno kao ona nemoze odoljeti,a da ne poljubi te male slatke red lips.cerek

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utorak, 07.08.2007.

Take the blame!! ja sam kriv..!!

ja setam u zoru poslije noci,bez tebe trazim utjehu,sanjam price o nasem kraju slusam ponovo.Tvoje lice bez sjene sa tmurnim pogledom i lazem ponovo ljubavi pisem novu pricu, a vrijeme skriva stare snove....!!

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Zanima me koliko bi mi krvi poteklo iz mojih zila uskoro cu i zaj pokus pokusati napraviti,samo tek tako da si josh vise unistim svoj i zivote drugih,heh,jadan sam jako fucked up kao josh neki,neznam,pokusati cu rijesiti neke stvari,ono tu nije samo girl u pitanju tu je zivot starci,posao skola u pitanju.Luud sam,totalka sprzen mozak od tableta pitaj sotonu kakvih..!!

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Idem psihijatru od sutra,najvjerojatnije,reci cu sestri da me naruci,da mogu tamo plakati,iako me nece ni psihic razumjeti,ja ne spavam vec 3 dana sanjam,da prolazim kroz rulju nitko se ne osvrce,derem se koliko mogu nitko me necuje,nesto me progoni,i probudim se i suze na oci,gotov sam,josh malo i mrtvacnica sisak!!

JA SAM KRIV ZA SVE STO MI SE DOGAĐA U ZIVOTU,UNISTAVAM DRUGE LJUDE KOJIMA JE STALO DO MENE AKO IMA TAKVIH,HEH,JADNO!!

Jedna pjesma za kraj:

Did you ever love somebody?
So much that the earth moved
Did you ever love somebody?
Even though it hurt to
Did you ever love somebody?
Nothing else your heart could do
Did you ever love somebody?
Who never knew

Did you ever lay your head down
On the shoulder of a good friend
And then had to look away somehow
Had to hide the way you felt for them
Have you ever prayed the day would come
You’d hear them say they feel it too
Did you ever love someone?
Who never knew
I do.

And if you did
Well you know I’d understand
I could, I would
More than anybody can

Did you ever love somebody?
So much that the earth moved
Did you ever love somebody?
Even though it hurt to
Did you ever love somebody?
Nothing else your heart could do
Did you ever love somebody?
Like I love you
Like I love you
(Like I love you .....) take that away..!!

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ponedjeljak, 06.08.2007.

I'm REPLICA, I'm REPLICA OF ME....!!!!

AKO ME ZABORAVIŠ!!!

Hoću da znam
jednu stvar.

Znaš kako je to
ako gledam
kristalni mjesec, crvenu granu
spore jeseni u mom prozoru,
ako dotaknem
uz vatru neopipljiv pepeo
ili izborano tijelo drveta,
sve me odvodi tebi
kao da je sve sto postoji,
mirisi, svjetlost, metali
poput barčica što plove
ka ostrvima tvojim koja me čekaju.

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E, pa dobro,
ako malo-pomalo prestaneš da me voliš
i ja ću prestati tebe da volim
malo-pomalo.

Ako me odjednom zaboraviš
ne traži me
jer bih te ja već zaboravio.

Ako smatraš dugim i ludim
vjetar zastava
što prolazi kroz moj život
i odlučiš
da me ostaviš na obali
srca u kome imam korijena
zapamti
da ću toga dana,
toga časa
dići ruke
iščupati svoje korijene
u potrazi za drugim tlom.

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Ali
ako svaki dan,
svaki sat,
pristaneš da mi budeš sudbina
s neumoljivom slašću,
ako se svakoga dana popne
jedan cvijet do tvojih usana tražeći me
o ljubavi moja, o moja
u meni se sva ta vatra ponavlja...

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SVE STO ZELIM RECI,JE DA,KAD-KAD IMA STVARI KOJE IAKO VOLISH I NEZELIS IH PUSTITI MORAS MA KOLIKO BILO TESKO,I JEDNOSTAVNO KAD TE GLEDAM SRCE MI SE PARA,NE ZELIM TE PUSTITI,ALI KAD POMISLIM DA JE TO JEDINI NACIN DA UBLAZIM BOL,ONDA NEZNAM..Opcinjenost tobom je nesto najbolje sto mi se dogodilo,heh,neznam,osjecam se jadno a dignuti se ne mogu trazim pomoc nitko ne dolazi,nitko me ne cuje,prolazim kroz rulju osjecam se nevidljivo,neprestano si govorim ovo je samo jedan veliki san,ako je san zasto se ne budim..!! nonono
Mozda zato sto se ne zelim buditi..!!!

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subota, 04.08.2007.

when you step on life,you will destroy everything you ever had..WTF!!

Hey,people,zadnjih nekoliko dana,sam bash ono nekako jadan,nikud neidem ucim za drugi rok,mucim se pusim,ludim u sobi izasao vanka u 7 dana 4 puta i to samo na groblje zapaliti jednu cigaru,i pozz dedu,to mi je neki ritual postao vec,bash se osjecam jadno,svaki jebeni dan,cak ni pokusaji moje sestre me nisu nasmijali kako treba,zna da nisam dobro,osjeca to,zna da ju volim i ona voli mene,ali nije vise to to,kad joj sve govorim,sad me neke stvari ubijaju u pojam,i nemogu se tako lako otvoriti kao nekada.Uvijek sam na rubu placa,ne pokazujem to,ali osjecam podrhtavanje usnica,i samo sto ne pocnem,moj zivot je zadnjih 2 godine totalna koma,okruzen lazima,laznim ljubavima,curom koja me ostavila,koju sam zaboravio,ali nemogu zaboraviti,bol tu jebenu bol,prokletu bol,stvarno,ono imam fobiju,od ljubavi i cura,od svega,pijem tablete,a pusim kutiju na dan imam inace problema sa srcem,i tako,da ne duljim iako ce ovaj post opet biti duug,neka,barem neka ljudi imaju sta citati.Ah da da se vratim na pocetak,ovaj tjedan ono,kao da sam robot,spavam do 2 dizem se pijem nescaffe,ucim,odlazim na MSN pricam sa adrianom i svađam se sa Andreom,odlazim spavati u 3-4 ujutro,i tako svaki dan,nemam vise volje ni odlaziti u MD jer nije sto je nekad bio,pocjeca me uostalom na milijun stvari događaja i ljudi koji su me sjebali poput nje.Ja mozda jesam sensitive boy,ali ovo je jedini nacin izrazavanja moje boli,ponekad toliko zelim vikati,da barem imam gdje,izvikao bi se,isplakao izbacio ovaj gnjev iz sebe koji raste svaki dan,Ines mi je dala pjesmu od Sonate Artice REPLICA koju slusam 24 sata dnevno,ionako mi trebaju neke osjecajne pjesme,a nemam ni na pameti neku koja bi me podigla za neki određeni stupanj,ja kao da zelim biti u ovakvome stanju,sta ja znam mozda zelim,mozda je sve ovo posljedica moje psihe moga istrosenoga mozga.no

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Na sve ovo josh dolazi,to zaljubljivanje ono osvrcem se okolo,svi happy eipe skoro pa nemam vise,svi imaju cure,a da ce slusati moje probleme,nece jer ih ne zanima,nisu nikad ni pitali ,a ja ne govorim osim nekim recimo spešl osobama in my life...Josh k tome,upoznam nju i poludim,znam da ne mogu bez nje,znam,ali eto,svatko razmislja drugacije i ima jedno srce ne dva ako cete svatiti na sto mislim,imam osjecaj da ju znam 100 godina a zapravo samo 3-4 mjeseca,opcinjen njome,luud za njom,mozda ne razumije,ali ona mi ovih dana samo jednom rijecju nabaci smijeh na lice nitko vise,samo jede slatkise,deblja se,heh.Da to je sve za sada,bit ce josh toga,ali nemam volje za pisati,tragediju,pa ce ovako biti najbolje..zaliven

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ponedjeljak, 30.07.2007.

Love is just a another lie in my life!! & What is Life!!

Ljubav kad kazem ljubav mislim na nesto najjadnije u zivotu sto mi se moglo dogoditi,imao sam previse cura,nisam ih varao,zaljubljivao sam se preko glave one bi me opet sjebale,nadao sam se i nadao,dok na kraju nisam shvatio da sam ja josh samo jedna karika u njihovim potlacenim i jadnim zivotima koji nemaju nimalo smisla.Dugo sam patio pokusavajuci doznati zasto mi to rade i zbog cega ja moram biti josh jedna osoba u lancu nesrece sto se tice ljubavi,ja samo zelim, zapravo upoznao sam curu koja mi nesto znaci,ali jednostavno iskreno kazem sad,mislim da se nemam cemu nadati,jer znam i osjecam tu bol koju nikako nemogu zaboraviti,i ja znam da sam josh jedan od onih ljudi koji pate i patiti ce dok na kraju ne istrunu u lazima boli i prjevare.Cemu se imam nadati,da budem s curom,koja bi se okretala da ju bivsi nevidi da ima decka,da on mozda nebi bio ljubomoran iako mu vise nije stalo do nje,da ja osjecam strah da nebi njemu nesto doslo u glavu pa joj prisao i dok joj prica svoje lazi ponovno osvojio,a ona bi me ostavila i onda bi se ova bol vratila,a ja bi opet provodio dane razmisljajuci sto se dogodilo i zasto se dogodilo,zavio se u crno kao udovica kad izgubi muza,ja jednostavno neznam sto napraviti da,se zaljubim,jer mi je mozda potreban neki carobni napitak ako je kupit cu ga,pa makar potrosio svu svoju lovu.Ljubav je laz dovoljno je da te samo jedanput voljena osoba prevari,i to je to,srce ti nikad nece zacijeliti,mozda ako se ponovno zaljubish ta druga zamjenska osoba vratit ce ti ga na mjesto,i zasiti ga,ali ono nece biti isto,ja sam definitivno isfrustriran i nista me nece oraspoloziti.Zbogomno

ADRIANA:

Pitaš me zašto te volim,
Zašto sam te zavolio
Eh, na to pitanje i ja bih odgovor htio znati.
Valjda te volim zato što si mi ti sve.

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ŽIVOT!!

Što je zivot,jeli to nesto stvarno,ili neko veliko nistavilo,danas kad se pogleda zivot je kurac a ne sreca ili tako nesto,mi smo stvoreni od strane nekog ili neceg ne od BOGA sigurno,jer on NEpostoji.Mi smo stvoreni da patimo bivamo ubijeni,umiremo,i hranimo ili tovimo se da bi prezivjeli,sto kad covijek nezeli zivjeti,kad mu je dosta svega,jer se vrijedi ubiti ili naruciti nekoga da ga se ubije,sta ce biti onda.Mislim da je to pogresna opcija u zivotu,zasto hraniti crve u zemlji i nju samu(mislim na world)to je jadno,odprije je poznato da se nemoze pobjeci od stvarnosti,mislim mozesh zaspati ali ni to nece biti vjecno osim ako ne uzmesh 20 tableta za spavanje ili nesto slicno pa popijesh,ali opet postoji mogucnost a ce netko doci i svatiti da si se pokusao/pokusala ubiti sta onda,onda se to procuje,ljudi koji nemaju pametnijeg posla nego zadiru svoje glave i tijela u tuđe zivote pa ti se izruguju pricaju sranja, bolesnoce,lazi i ostale besmislene stvari poput ovog texta koji ima samo veze s mojom psihom dana 30.7.2007 u 02:20h.Mislim uzasno se osjecam,poceo sam u zadnje vrijeme svasta pisati,i samom mi dođe da se ubijem ali nemam hrabrosti a mrzim one ljude koji: pa ako vec se zelish ubiti ubi se mislim ljudi,ohladite po 100 put govorim nemam hrabrosti,a i odkud vam pravo da se izgrugujete s necijim jadnim zivotom poput mojeg.Moj zivot je prvenstveno jedan od mnogih,moj zivot okruzen je skladnom obitelji u kojoj ja ne pripadam,jer da bih se probio moram lagati a prije ili kasnije to se sazna pa sam u kazni,tako i sad,nisam otisao po svjedođbu jer zavlacim starce da je slijedeci tjedan dodjela,a zapravo je vec bila,pao sam na prvom roku jer ocito me profesor nevoli,a ucio sam kao blesav za taj uzasni predmet od cijeg spomena mi se zivot okrene naopacke,sad imam cijeli četvrtak da nabavim scanner i skeniram frendicinu svjedođbu i dam frendu da mi sredi u PHOTOSHOP-u,jer je on genij za to,pa je onda trebam isprintati da izgleda priblizno uvjerljivo za moje starce,neznam,bojim se nespavam slabo jedem,ni svirati nemogu koliko me je strah ,ali to je stvar u covjekovoj psihi a moja je na rubu samo sto ne zavrshim u ludnici,mozda bi mi se i to svidjelo da naravno mozda,,a ionako sam bio vec na 5 dana u vrapću,OVO BI TREBALO BITI KAO TAJNA ALI ETO,ISTINA JE..Hm sto josh.Da nazalost sve ovo je san jer sam priznao starcima da idem na drugi rok popravaka,stara je plakala kao luda,i ja skupa s njom,kao i moja sestra tata me osamario dvaput-triput,nakon nekih 10 godina ni nesjecam se vise,samo znam da je mama rekla da ce se ubiti,jer cijeli zivot rinta kao luda da bi ja i sestra imali nesto kad ona i tata umru,heh bash sam sebican samo mislim na alkohol i drogu,koje mi je blago receno dosta vec,sad nesmijem nikud nekih dobrih 3-4 tjedna bez grada,ionako netrebam niti nesmijem pomisliti na more naravno neidem,mozda sa njima na nekih 7 dana i to je sve a trebao sam sa frendovima ici a majku mu jebem,ja lazem kao lud i uvalim se u probleme.Ah da slusam Skid Row podcjeća me na Tri meni uzasno drage cure to su Adriana,Marjana i Andrea,,Ma ja zapravo neznam jedan sam veliki gubitnik sto se tice cijelog zivota.ZBOGOM LJUDI I ONI KOJI CETE TO TEK POSTATI...........


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srijeda, 25.07.2007.

LAŽI !!!!!!!!

Ljudi su mi oduvijek lagali i lagati ce,i to ce se nastaviti do kraja mog jebenog zivota,to sam danas shvatio.JOS mi samo treba da saznam da ovo nisu moji pravi roditelji,danas cu otici u knjiznicu napokon i uzeti od R.R.Martina GOZBA "VRANA" IMA PREKO 1000 stranica barem cu imati sta raditi subotom u gradu iza gimnazije,uzasno mi je dosadno.Nista mi ne ide od ruke,nekim osobama nikako da priznam svoje osjecaje jer neznam kako ce reagirati,jednostavno se bojim da cu ostati sam a toliko se dugo nadam jednoj stvari.Zapravo jedinoj pozitivnoj u zadnje vrijeme u mom zivotu,ah,mislim da cu popizditi josh malo.Necu dici ruke od tebe to zelim da znash.Samo se pitam hoce li ista biti između nas ili je ovo josh jedna praznina u nasim zivotima.Jer ja imam puuno osjecaja prema tebi i nezelim ti lagati,samo neznam sto ti osjecash prema meni kao ludoj plavusici heh ,znam da si mi rekla vec,ali to kao da mi jednostavno nije dosta,uffff poludit cu.To je to.Pa-paeek



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