Not what you see.

Da li me prepoznajes?

Smijem se, ali zapravo mi je svejedno za neke stvari.
Zasto?
I ja se pitam.
Ne mogu plakat.
Zelim, ali zapravo i ne.

Nije fer. A mozda nisam ni ja.

Volim svoj tamnocrveni lak za nokte.
I kad neko ima zbilja kvalitetna nagovaranja.
*Kak da onda ne popustim?*
Ugl, kao sto rekoh, svejedno mi je.
I uopce mi nije bitno.

Volim zvat ljude.
Jako.
Volim i kad oni mene nazovu.
*Pitaju me kak se uvijek javljam tak veselo? Pa uvijek mi je drago da se i mene netko sjetil.*
Volim cuti glas.
Volim kad su ljudi sretni kad me cuju.
Ali kad mi se jave mrzovoljni odmah mi svako zrnce optimizma padne u vodu.
Ne volim kad imam osjecaj da me ljudi ne zele cut.
Ne volim kad mi daju kratke odgovore ko da me se zele rijesit.
Zato necu vise zvati neke ljude.
Previse to djeluje na mene.

Hvala onima koji me razvesele razgovorom.
Koji me vole cut.
Koji mi govore da ih zovem svaki dan.
Koji mi cak i porukom uljepsaju dan.

A sad Dostojevski.

Hm... Da... Sve je u rukama covjeka, a sve mu ispred nosa umice samo zbog njegovog kukavicluka. I zanimljivo cega se ljudi najvise boje. Novog koraka, svoje vlastite nove rijeci oni se najvise boje...

Jebeno dobar citat.
*Heh. Vidi slucajnosti. Tek sad skuzih da i Dostojevski koristi hm... da... Zanimljivo.*

On sasvim izvuce sjekiru, objema rukama je podize i, jedva znajuci za sebe, gotovo bez napora i skoro mahinalno, sjekirom udari babu po glavi. Krv potece kao iz oborene case, i tijelo se na leda srusi.

Malo morbidan zavrsetak posta.
Al nemam inspiracije za nista dugo.

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Ireth

Neshvatljiva.
Nasmijana.
Voli Silent mana.
Puni mjesec.
Zvijezde.
Prave prijatelje.
A cak i one koji se takvima prave.
Voli vjestice.
Telepatiju.
Dobre knjige.
Iskren razgovor.
Ne prodaje nasmjesenog psa.
I remember you.
Ljubicasto.
Sivo.
I crno posebno.
Trzalicu.
Kaktuse.
Zagrljaje.
Osmjehe.
Brijeg.
Zloduha nastranosti.
Psihologiju.
Narukvice.
Kavu.
Karte.
Svoju sobu.
Svijece.
Crtati.
Zeljeti.
Sanjati.
Pjevati.

Voli voljeti.

Led Zeppelin
Ten Years Gone

Then as it was, then again it will be
An’ though the course may change sometimes
Rivers always reach the sea
Blind stars of fortune, each have several rays
On the wings of maybe, down in birds of prey
Kind of makes me feel sometimes, didn’t have to grow
But as the eagle leaves the nest, it’s got so far to go

Changes fill my time, baby, that’s alright with me
In the midst I think of you, and how it used to be

Did you ever really need somebody, and really need ’em bad
Did you ever really want somebody, the best love you ever had
Do you ever remember me, baby, did it feel so good
’cause it was just the first time, and you knew you would

Through the eyes an’ I sparkle, senses growing keen
Taste your love along the way, see your feathers preen
Kind of makes makes me feel sometimes, didn’t have to grow
We are eagles of one nest, the nest is in our soul

Vixen in my dreams, with great surprise to me
Never thought I’d see your face the way it used to be
Oh darlin’, oh darlin’

I’m never gonna leave you. I never gonna leave
Holdin’ on, ten years gone
Ten years gone, holdin’ on, ten years gone


Pearl Jam
Black

Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
were laid spread out before me as her body once did
all five horizons revolved around her soul
as the earth to the sun
now the air i tasted and breathed has taken a turn
and all i taught her was everything
i know she gave me all that she wore
and now my bitter hands shake beneath the clouds
of what was everything?
all the pictures had all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
i take a walk outside, i'm surrounded by some kids at play
i can feel their laughter, so why do i sear
and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
i'm spinning, oh, i'm spinning
how quick the sun can, drop away
and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
of what was everything?
all the pictures had all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
all the love gone bad, turned my world to black
tattooed all i see, all that i am, all i'll ever be...
i know someday you'll have a beautiful life, i know you'll be a star
in somebody else's sky, but why
why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine?


Dokken
Alone Again

I'd like to see you in the morning light
I like to feel you when it comes to night
Now i'm here and i'm all alone
Still i know how it feels, i'm alone again

Tried so hard to make you see
But i couldn't find the words
Now the tears, they fall like rain
I'm alone again without you
Alone again without you
Alone again without you

I said stay, but you turned away
Tried to say that it was me
Now i'm here and i've lost my way
Still i know how it feels, i'm alone again

Tried so hard to make you see
But i couldn't find the words
Now the tears, they fall like rain
I'm alone again without you

I tried so hard to make you see
But i couldn't find the words
Now the tears, they fall like rain
I'm alone again without you

Iced Earth
Question of Heaven

The time is close now, the end is near
My walk through the valley, trails of fear
I feel empty, my penance overdue,
I guess it's too late now to be with you
I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be
I sold myself, the death of me
I know you can't forgive me I know I'm on my own,
I've betrayed you I walk alone

What exactly is the meaning of this
Just pawns in your twisted game
Severe pain for the lie I'm livin'
For a love I never could betray

Question me not say the lord unto thee
You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny
Denied of this life is what you are to be
You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny

Lord I pound my fists at you
Won't you just let me die
Would I not suffer enough
No inner peace no after life

I did what I thought was right
All for the love of my life
I know it's sad but true
Something is very wrong
Condemned to suffer so long
For a love so true

The question that lies within
Is so hard to understand
It still tears at me
And in my dying breath
My heart holds no regrets
I wouldn't change a thing

My spirit begins to rise into the heavenly skies
Just to be shunned away by you
Now all I want is to die, no streets of gold in the sky
And I wash my hands of you