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We woke up at like 5:30, alarm wasnt set to go off til 6 lol oops. He played the new Fallout for a couple of hours and I slept, well I watched the intro and then went to sleep. It looks just like the last one... just you dont come from a vault, which was the only part of that game that I liked lol. I think it was around 8 when we left. He dropped me off and then went to work, I made him late, I always make him late :/ Well got in the house and passed out on the floor, gotta love carpet.
Woke up sometime and Rachael had this bright idea that it was one of those I wanna look cute days and April and I decide to join in. So I put on my little blue butterfly dress, blue earrings, white heels, straightened my hair, and put on mascara. Thats about as far as I go with "dressing up" Im no good at looking "hot" I just dont have that sort of personality and Im ok with that lol. April wore a brown top that shows her boobies off like no other and white shorts, she straightened her hair and did her makeup. Rachael wore a black and white haulter top, short shorts, and knee high black hooker boots, of course she straightened her hair and did makeup as well. We were a sight to see when we walked down to the gas station (where we got free refills), Little Caesars (where I got cheese pizza and crazy bread that hurts my fever blisters on my tongue), and to Dollar General (where I got a new and working yoyo). By the time we got home we were all ready to get into normal stuff lol.
I think that was it for what we did that day... We have exciting lives lol.
That night tho Rachael and I talked about all sorts of stuff. Like tattoos, her car, ect. I really do love living here. I have friends, supporters, people I can go to in need of anything, and we know eachother well enough to survive together happily. We know when we just aren't in the mood for anything and we will pick up eachothers slack if needed. I think we work well together. It was like 10:30 when we all started laying down. April in her bed in the living room (its too big to fit up the stair case lol), Rachael on the couch, and me on the floor. It was shortly after 11 I think when Ryan stopped by for a good night kiss :) He had one of his friends with him, and his hair was all gelled back and looked quite interesting lol but it was great to see him. He says hes gonna be extra busy for the next month or so, so Im gonna be doing a lot of complaining about how much I miss him. He was only at the house long enough to give me his last few peach rings and few kisses, so like 3 minutes but atleast I got something. And a few good night kisses always makes it easier to sleep. So I went and passed out on the floor.

I think I slept alright, I remember doing that whole wake up, turn over, go back to sleep thing but nothing too bad.

This whole not having internet thing is starting to bug me, Im gonna have so much to do when I finally get access again. Im not sure what happened but I cant wifish anymore, Iv walked the whole house, front and back yard but I have no connection... So Im sorry that your gonna be bombarded with a bunch but I hope you still take the time to read them cause Iv been keeping up, Im devoted to this project.

I wanna talk about family for just a second... Iv never really been close to mine except my grandparents and my mom and brother and as that starts to get even smaller it makes me realize how much these people mean to me. I dont wanna go into detail, its not that I have issues with sharing obviously, its just that I dont want to put something out there that the people involved wouldnt be comfortable with. I just want to say that family is supposed to love and support you thru anything and everything cause your family for the rest of your lives...

Lets get to that sticky note. Theres not too much to it really. I like plays. When I went to West Monona I went to every school play, I remember Grease the best lol. Iv gone to a few Cove plays. Its just something I like. Iv been told Im not cultured, and its true. I dont know shit about art but I want to so badly. Things like plays, ballets, museums theyv always held my interest. So maybe one day I can go to a real one, with real actors, and real big lights, and a real stage, and a real audience.
The pictures pretty boring, and Iv done things like it before. Im leaning on the island in the kitchen. Too tired and too uninspired to come up with something better. I may be keeping up with the project but its kinda blowing..

Well, I'd never thought I'd get Dilly to pose like this when I started her project. Dilly is a funny mix of a dog, in some ways very calm, very collected.... balanced, I suppose you might say and in other circumstances quite shy and submissive. Not much going on in life around her phases Dilly. I once got caught out in the middle of a raging thunder storm. Soon it was almost overhead, while my BC flinched and trembled and I glanced skeptically at the dark sky, Dilly calmly trotted along, wagging her tail and not batting an eyelid. Aggressive dogs don't provoke a reaction with her, you can take her anywhere and she doesn't cause a fuss or show fear. However, in some ways she does lack self confidence. She is unsure about having a lot of attention focused on her - whether it's strangers bending over her to say hi, or me pointing the camera at her.

That lack of self confidence and dislike of having a camera pointed at her for prolonged periods is why I never posted many photos of her up until this project - it's not that I didn't want to photograph her, I just didn't want to unnerve her by sticking a lens in her face. It's surprised me how far she's come, even in a couple of months. A few weeks ago, getting Dilly to pose like this would have been a nightmare. The moment I backed off and crouched to take the photo, Dilly would have been skittering over with her tail tucked and trying to hide between my legs! A lot of gentle encouragement, praise, toys and treats later and Dilly is turning into quite a cooperative and happy (even if she doesn't show it!) little model. Glad I took on this project... it's forcing me to to think differently about how to go about getting the shots I want with this little dog and I think Dilly is learning new things too. Also means I am finally, finally building a nice collection of photos of the little dog and it only took me nearly 9 years!

This was taken in the woods during a sunny walk earlier this week, so nice to be outside in the warmth and the sun for a change. I love walking through the woods in early spring - watching the first flowers show themselves and the buds appearing on the trees. Delilah enjoyed it too but she was more interested in attacking pieces of fallen bark and twigs than looking for the first signs of the bluebells that carpet these woods later in spring.
Hope everyone has a lovely week!