the real world doesn't really exist
nothing is real here
or so I wish
dreams seem so much more tangible
so wonderful
so managable
in them I'm wonderful
decisive
loveable
...normal
the moment betwen the two is such a struggle
trying to remain beautiful and sain
but still pushed into the world of my madness
waking up...
all of the pictures are still the same
all of my demons sit and wait for me to embrace them
to ravish them
and I do
not able to resist
to say no
to help myself
I do it again and again
hurting my body and soul
destroying whatever remained of my true self
killing myself one day at a time
don't wake me up anymore
please don't
Post je objavljen 23.09.2005. u 14:45 sati.