O djetinjstvu

petak, 17.02.2006.

Sjecam se jos kad sam kao malena crtala mamu, tatu i brata, i kad su se moji roditelji smijesili kad su ugledali veliko crveno srce koje je bilo neizostavno ako sam njih crtala.
Svijet me je veselio, sve mi je bilo novo, sve mi je bilo zanimljivo, divno, krasno, svijetlo i puno zivota.
Nisam bila zivahno dijete, nisam skakala po kuci i razbijala vaze - upravo suprotno.
Vecinu vremena sam mirno sjedila i promatrala okolinu s dva smedja oka koja su mi sjajila od odusevljenja.
I onda idem provjeriti sto se to danas promijenilo...i primjetim da jos uvijek mirno sjedim po klupicama u parku, promatrajuci okolinu.
Jedino sto sad sjedim sama jer mi vise ne treba mama da me vodi za ruku i cuva od svijeta - vec sam se suocila s njim.
I zadovoljna sam tom cinjenicom, zadovoljna sam sto sam jos uvijek ostala ista, kao kad sam bila dijete.
E sad...znaci li to da sam se rodila odrasla ili da sam svo ovo vrijeme bila dijete?
I hocu li ostati takva?

Sto bih ja zeljela?

Zauvijek ostati takva.
Nikada ne odrasti.
Da, bas kao izgubljeni djecaci u Nigdjezemskoj.
Djetinjstvo je predivno, i sve dok ne pocnes racionalizirati i realno sagledavati sve kutove zivota s onim hladnim cinizmom sto prevladava u ljudima danas - uzivat ces u zivotu.
Zivjeti ces.

Zasad promatram.
Zanimljivo je uvijek vidjeti nesto novo.
Infatti, zato i obozavam putovati.

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Intuition said it was fair
All of you should know there's
Not enough to go around

Here they come again
I can watch
As they try they try to take it out
Here they come again I can
Watch closer now
I can watch closer now

They can't find enough
To take enough from me
They can't find enough
To take enough from me

I've seen the hordes, the hordes
I've seen the hordes, the hordes
Looking down that drain of yours

Cartoon blue jay
Cartoon black bay too

Cartoon blue jay
Cartoon black bay too

Intuition knocked again fair
All of you should know by now there's
Not enough to go around

But I never go that way
Other half of me says I should
Other half of me says I should
Other half of me says I should

Learn to say the same thing
Let us hold fast to sayin' the same thing
I hope all is well with you
I wish the best for you
When no one is around love will always love you

Learn to say the same thing
What defeats people is a double confession
One time they will confess one thing
And the next they will confess something else
Talk to them they will say

Learn to say the same thing
Let us hold fast to saying the same thing
Never give up no never give up
If you're looking for something easy
You might as well give it up
Never give up no never give up
If you're looking for something easy
You might as well give it up

One time they will confess one thing
And the next they will confess the next
Talk to them they will say

Learn to say the same thing
Let us hold fast to saying the same thing

I can hear - voices in the water
Coming up like - smoke brings the wind
I have to take some time - to relocate that house of mine
I think I must lost it in the river
They see things so different
To green eyes they give nothing away
Do you think now at last
You can tell me
No you won't - give away
Crush snow on my face
Feels like burning
And birds blackface singing in the tree
If I got myself a gun
Then I could shoot down everyone
Maybe I've just invented some religion
I saw father dancing with his daughter
And the music singing softly on the breeze
I can't see an end - salvation anywhere
Think I'll wait here if he comes he comes down the river
Think I'll wait here if he comes he comes down the river
I've heard all this before
Already I know
A lost soul - I won't say anymore

I've been a moonshiner
For seventeen long years
I spent all my money on whisky and beer

I go to some hollow
And set up my holy holy still
If drinking do not kill me
Then I don't know what will

I go to some bar room
And drink with my friends
If women and men would come to follow
To see what I might spend
God bless them handsome men
I wish they was mine

They're breath is as sweet as
The dew on the holy holy vine

You're already in hell, you're already in hell
I wish we could go to hell

When the bottle gets empty
Then life ain't worth the drown

Willie Deadwilder and Rebecca
They knew that they loved one another
Gonna have a real good time
No more sad bad times
It's all they've been waiting for
Someone to knock at that door

Willie was shot once in his mind
And his cry out saved his own life
The second time was through his heart
The doctors pulled the bullet from inside
He had a job to do he said
That's his way of life

Please don't bring him down
Please don't let him go
He's on the same side as you
He's just a little behind

I tell you there are some people living alone
I tell you there are some people with nowhere to go
There are some people who don't believe in love
But Willie and Rebecca prove 'em all wrong

A man named John wrote a song for me to sing
And the most beautiful flowers I have ever seen
He is a very good man
And he has been an even very good man to me
I hope one day his song I will sing
Another love I still love
Familiar face to me
A standing arch above my heart

I've never been to reach
He's laid my head on the bed
And told me sweetly I am not
Crazy like all the others said
No he's not crazy like me

Please don't bring me down
Please don't let me go
My heart is a worried thing
Memories have now planted seeds of a field I now
Want to reap and sow
I'm on the same side as you
I'm just a little behind

(Have you seen him?)

I am like powder, I am like relaxation
I am the snow, I am the snow, I am the snow

I live in a desert
And I let the wind make love to me
I dig in this ocean and i try to fill it with gold
Fill it to the top, fill it to the top, fill it to the top
Do you look for hope in other people's eyes?
Well that may be your worst redemption

Do you feed and clothe yourself?
Well that may be your best defense

I am from the moon, I am from the moon, I am from the moon,

So they say, so they say, so they say

Facing, confronting, branding each other
We were made through one another

Great expectations, great expectations, great expectations

So they say, so they say, so they say

I am the snow, I am the snow, I am the snow

Hold the gun
Way deep down
Look out beyond the sun
Look out beyond the sun

Good things coming
'Cause the good thing's coming

Shotguns with no guns
Shot army with no army at all

I don't know what is worse
And I can't tell what is the best
People emphasize the way of the world
Demons despise the sound of shaking paper
Guess what I found out
You
Too

Baby
Black, black, black is all you see
Don't you want to be free?
Baby
Red, red fire is what you breathe
Don't you want to be clean?
Honey, the shape you're in
Is worth every dime you spent
Baby Doll
Turn out the lights
Set yourself on fire
Say goodnight
Did you have a real cool time?
Baby
Black, black, black is all you see
Don't you want to be free?