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mjesto za mene

ovdje je malo mjesto koje će biti podsjetnik na sve dobre i loše dane...
ovo je mjesto na kojemu su ljudi koje volim i cijenim i ljudi koji će tek doći...
mjesto na kojem svatko može reći svoje mišljenje...
mjesto za mene ...



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Nešto o meni :
Zovem se Ivona
Idem u treći razred gimnazije
obožavam glazbu, osobito Mansona
cijenim svoje iskrene frendove
volim vikende
volim crnu boju
Sve ostalo ćete saznati čitajući moje postove ...


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''Od novog jada stara bol će proći.''

''Moja čast je moj život, oboje su u jedno srasli,
Uzmete li moju čast, moj život niste spasili.''

''Smijem sve ono što dolikuje čovjeku;
Tko smije više od toga, nije čovjek.''


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If I Was Your Vampire

6 a.m. Christmas morning.
No shadows,
No reflections here.
Lying cheek to cheek
In your cold embrace.

So soft and so tragic
As a slaughterhouse.
You press the knife
Against your heart.
And say,
"I love you, so much you must kill me now."

I love you
So much
You must kill me now.

If I was your vampire,
Certain as the moon,
Instead of killing time,
We'll have each other
Until the sun.
If I was your vampire,
Death waits for no one.
Hold my hands
Across your face,
Because I think
Our time has come.

Digging your smile apart
With my spade-tounge.
The hole is where the heart is.
We built this tomb together,
And I won't fill it alone.
Beyond the pale
Everything is black,
No turning back.

If I was your vampire,
Certain as the moon,
Instead of killing time,
We'll have each other
Until the sun.

If I was your vampire,
Death waits for no one.
Hold my hands
Across your face,
Because I think
Our time has come

Blood-stained sheets
In the shape of your heart,
This is where it starts...
Blood-stained sheets
In the shape of your heart,
This is where it starts.
This is where it will end.
Here comes the moon again.

6:19 and I know I'm ready
Drive me off the mountain.
You'll burn,
I'll eat your ashes.
The impossible wheels seducing
Our corpse.

If I was your vampire,
Certain as the moon,
Instead of killing time,
We'll have each other
Until the sun.
If I was your vampire
Death waits for no one.
Hold my hands
Across your face
Because I think
Our time has come.

Beyond the pale
Everything is black
No turning back.
Beyond the pale
Everything's black
No turning back.

This is where it starts.
This is where it will end.
Here comes the moon again.

This is where it starts.
This is where it will end.
Here comes the moon again.

Here comes the moon again

Here comes the moon again


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"Angel With The Scabbed Wings"

He is the angel with the scabbed wings
Hard-drug face, want to powder his nose
He will deflower the freshest crop
Dry up all the wombswith his rock and roll sores

Dead
Is what he is, he does what he please
The things that he has you'll never want to see
What you're never gonna be now
Sketch a little keyholefor looking-glass people
You don't want to see him
You only want to be him
Mommy's got a scarecrow, gotta let the corn grow
Man can't always reap what he sow
"He is the maker"
(He is the taker)
"He is the saviour"
(He is the raper)


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Tainted Love

Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain you drive in the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
I'll give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love... oh
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
Need someone to hold you tight
And you'll think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
I'll give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love... oh
Tainted love

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go

Touch me baby, tainted love


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Down in a hole

Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom

Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You dont understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who wont let himself be

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and theyve put all
The stones in their place
Ive eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb...in bloom
Oh I want to be inside...

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, outta control
Id like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied


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Sweet dreams

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused!

I wanna use you and abuse you
I wanna know what's inside you

Movin' on
Hold your head up
Movin' on
Keep your head up

Movin' on!

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

I'm gonna use you and abuse you
I'm gonna know what's inside
Gonna use you and abuse you
I'm gonna know what's inside you


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"Last Day On Earth"


Yesterday was a million years ago
In all my past lives I played an asshole
Now I found you, it's almost too late
And this earth seems obliviating
We are trembling in our crutches
High and dead our skin is glass
I'm so empty here without you
I crack my xerox hands

I know it's the last day on earth
We'll be together while the planet dies
I know it's the last day on earth
We'll never say goodbye

The dogs slaughter each other softly
Love burns it's casualties
We are damaged provider modules
Spill the seeds at our children's feet
I'm so empty here without you
I know they want me dead

I know it's the last day on earth


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Fear of the dark
I am a man who walks alone
And when Im walking a dark road
At night or strolling through the park

When the light begins to change
I sometimes feel a little strange
A little anxious when its dark

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that someones always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someones allways there

Have you run your fingers down the wall
And have you felt your neck skin crawl
When youre searching for the light?
Sometimes when youre scared to take a look
At the corner of the room
Youve sensed that somethings watching you

Have you ever been alone at night
Thought you heard footsteps behind
And turned around and no ones there?
And as you quicken up your pace
You find it hard to look again
Because youre sure theres someone there

Watching horror films the night before
Debating wiches and folklore
The unkown troubles on your mind
Maybe your mind is playing tricks
You sense and suddenly eyes fix
On dancing shadows from behind

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that someones always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someones allways there

When Im walking a dark road
I am a man who walkes alone


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Cryptorchid

Each time I make my mother cry an
angel dies and falls from heaven
when the boy is still a worm it's hard to
learn the number seven but when they get to you
it's the first thing that they do each time I look outside
my mother dies, I feel my back is changing shape
when the worm consumes the boy it's never
considered rape when they get to you
prick your finger it is done...
the moon has now eclipsed the sun...
the angel has spread its wings...
the time has come for bitter things...

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Mobscene

We are the thing of shapes to come
Your freedom’s not free and dumb
This Depression is great
The Deformation Age, they know my name
Waltz into scum and base and
Married to the pain

Bang, we want it
Bang, we want it
Bang, bang, bang, bang, bang!
You came to see the mobscene
I know it isn’t your scene
It’s better than a sex scene
and it’s so fucking obscene
Obscene, yeah.

You want commitment?
Put on your best suit; get your arms around me
Now we’re going down, down, down
You want commitment?
Put on your best suit; get your arms around me
Now we’re going down, down, down

Be obscene, be, be obscene
Be obscene, baby, and not heard



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Heart- Shaped Glasses

She reminds me of the one in school
When I was cuttin'
She was dressed in white
And I couldn't take my eyes off her
But that's not what I took off that night

She'll never cover up what we did with her dress, no
She said kiss me
It'll heal
But it won't forget
Kiss me
It'll heal
But it won't forget

And I don't mind you keepin' me
On pins and needles
If I could stick to you
And you stick me too

Don't break
Don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high


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They Said That Hell's Not Hot


I kill myself in small amounts
In each relationship it's not
About love.
Just another funeral and
Just another girl left in tears.
And I'm waiting
With the sound turned off
I'm waiting
Like a glass balloon
And I'm fading
Into the void and then
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone...
They said that hell's not hot
They said that hell's not hot
I gave my soul to someone else
She must have known that
It was already sold.
It was never about her,
It was about the hurt.
I'm waiting
Like a glass balloon
And I'm fading
Into the void and then
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone...
They said that hell's not hot
They said that hell's not hot
I kill myself in small amounts
In each relationship it's not
About love.
Just another funeral and
Just another girl left in tears.
And I'm waiting
With the sound turned off
I'm waiting
Like a glass balloon
And I'm fading
Into the void and then
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone...
They said that hell's not hot
They said that hell's not hot



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ovo je jedan od prvih bandova čije sam cd-e dobila od starog i počela slušati...
stari me i usmjerio na pravi put, sada shvaćam kada mi je znao kao klinki govoriti da se prava glazba sluša zauvijek, nije prolazna kao današnja...


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također jedan od prvih bandova koje sam slušala... još ih i danas volim...
u ruke sam ih dobila od jedne frendice kojoj se baš i nisu sviđali! imala sam sreće! smijeh


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ovo je čovjek koji mi puno znači u životu... ne samo on, već njegova glazba... i molim, bilo kakve predrasude i mišljenja zadržite za sebe.


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Hendrix je za mene jedna velika legenda. način na koji svira, izražava svoj dar, pjesme... volim ga!


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Bend kojeg sam nedavno intenzivnije počela slušati, a i dosta mi znači zbog jedne osobe...



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obožavam njihove stvari... jednostavno njihove pjesme dođu do tebe, osjetiš ih... i like it...


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najsavršeniji čovjek na svijetu ...


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petak, 16.11.2007.

Ljudskom srcu uvijek nešto treba,
Zadovoljno nikad posve nije


Inspirirana zadatkom iz hrvatskog napisala sam sastav na ovu temu.
Ovo su riječi pjesme jednog od meni zanimljivog pjesnika koji je djelovao u veoma bitnom razdoblju, P. Preradović.
Pjesma se zove Ljudsko srce.

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Na te riječi mnogi bi gledali na pozitivan način, ali ne mogu reći da suosjećam s njima. Ponekad me najviše od svega smeta moja izbirljivost i potraga za ciljem, koju kad ostvarim, brzo zaboravim i tražim još. Je li to ljudska mana i prokletstvo ili borba za boljim životom?!
Ni sama ne znam… A jesmo li loše osobe ako želimo još? Zar ne vidimo nekad svoju pohlepu i nezadovoljstvo onim što imamo? To znači da nismo sretni. Ako prezirem sadašnje stvari i ono što sam sama svojim trudom stekla ja nisam realna, niti ću ikada biti dovoljno sretna.
Shvaćam da čovjek uvijek teži višemu. To je prirodno…
Ali zapitajte se, znači li to da u ostvarivanju vlastitih želja imamo pravo zaboraviti na pravila društva i života? Nikako nije opravdavajuće zanemariti moralne putokaze i podčiniti druge radi lakšeg postizanja željenog cilja.
Stoga, ove riječi su opravdane jedino onda kada činimo nešto da budemo sretniji, ali posljedice bile dobre ili loše ne smiju utjecati na nikog drugog osim na nas.
Ako smo se spremni svakodnevno mučiti, prezirati već ostvareno bojeći se smrti prije nego što smo isprobali sve čari koje život pruža, tada sa sigurnošću možemo znati da se u nama nalazi srce ljudskosti i stalne težnje.

Pa sada vas pitam, slažete li se s time? I spremni ste proživljavati sjetu na najvišoj razini sreće?
Jeste, jer tražite više i više… A opet, samo ste čovjek, baš kao i ja.


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četvrtak, 01.11.2007.

jeste li se ikada pitali dok šećete ulicom i gledate ljude koji prolaze- gdje idu, kakav život imaju, koji ih problemi muče, koga poznaju, jeste li ih već negdje vidjeli???
nije da sam sada opterećena takvim stvarima, al oduvijek sam se znala to pitati.
možda upravo neka bakica koja prolazi pored vas, sva u crnome i pogrbljena ima velike probleme ili je možda bivša kriminalka.
možda je dječak koji plače na cesti konstantno kod kuće osuđen na batine i bol.
lijepa djevojka, plave kose vjerojatno ima dečka za kojeg se zanimaju sve njene prijateljice i ne zna kako to riješiti.
možda onaj pijani čovjek koji svaki dan leži na klupi s bocom vina u ruci i nije tako loš. možda ga je život izigrao i htio je sve najbolje... ali njegova žena koja je luđakinja pobila je njegovu djecu i sada ne vidi izlaza.
možda baš onaj čovjek u odijelu i mobitelom u ruci nije pravi poslovni čovjek nego okolo vara ljude i krade im teško stečen novac.
a opet, sigurno je ona majka koja nosi dijete u rukama najsretnija žena na svijetu.
ne znam...
ali podcjenjujemo svi ljude.
neki puta na loš neki puta i na dobar način.
imamo prijatelje za koje bi dali sve, pa oni to dobro iskoriste i zbilja nam sve uzmu.
a opet, možda smo mi ti koji smo nekog povrijedili. svjesno ili ne, ipak jesmo.
svatko bi htio najbolje za sebe, pa sada se pitam i dobivam odgovor, nije ni čudo što je svijet ovako sebično mjesto. čisto preživljavanje.

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Hate something, somewhere, each day,
Dealing without forgiveness.
Why? this shit inside.
Now everyone will follow.


možda za tebe postoji čovjek koji bi te neizmjerno volio, ali nećeš ga upoznati. on živi negdje daleko.
i moraš se zadovoljiti ovdje gdje jesi.
prihvaćati vrijednosti i poštivati pravila ovog društva.
da ne poznajem nekog od vas ili da ne izlazim na mjesta gdje izlazite vi, sigurno bih bila drugačija.
svi utječemo jedni na druge.
prihvaćamo ono što nam život servira. dobro ili loše?! kako kada.
i nekad imaš osjećaj da voliš sve ljude, a ponekad poželiš da te zbilja nema.
i pitaš se koja je svrha ovog života?
a zapravo svi je imamo. i ne znamo koliko je bitna.
gledamo u svoju korist a ne shvaćamo da ovisimo o ovome društvu.
neki se smatraju veoma utjecajni, drugi bezvrijedni.
ali svi smo isti.
koliko pripadamo masi, toliko se i ističemo.
i opet na kraju shvatiš, nisi ništa posebno, ovdje si kao i svaki drugi čovjek.
i dalje gledaš svoje probleme, misliš da je tebi najteže.
a svi smo ovdje. zarobljeni. i moramo živjeti. nastavljati svakodnevne borbe, biti spremni na razočaranja ali i uspjehe.
koliko god nam se neki činili daleko, svi smo zarobljeni na jednom mjestu.
koje izgleda ogromno, nedostižno za mnoge...
a zapravo smo samo djelić ovog svega.
i nitko ne bi primjetio da nestanemo. da nestane ovaj planet.
a toliko je stvari ovdje odigrano, proživljeno, baš kao na pozornici...
i što ti znači ovaj jedan život naspram svog ovog vremena?!
brzo smo došli, a još brže ćemo i proći.
i nitko neće znati da si bio ovdje.
svijet će nastaviti dalje... bez tebe...
shvatiš da si samo kap u moru.

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Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something took from me.
I dont feel your deathly ways.


sve nas čeka samo jedno.
i mi ništa ne moramo, na ništa nismo prisiljeni...
osim na jedno...
ona nas uvijek čeka. barem znaš da je ona uvijek tu.

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You will never see, so come dance with me.



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subota, 27.10.2007.

Pa bilo bi vrijeme za novi post. Nisam duže pisala. Ispričavam se za ne -ostavljanje komentara, nadoknadit ću sve. Uglavnom, ovaj tjedan je bio dosta naporan. Ne stižem dosta stvari zbog škole. Premorena sam. Možda se čak i forsiram. U srijedu nisam išla u školu. Posljedica moga truda. Doktorica je rekla da sam iscrpljena i da trebam povratit energiju. Sad pijem neke vitaminske tabletice. Joj, još sam išla i na pretrage. Ali sve je uredu. Ma i sada se već osjećam puno bolje. Samo mi je nedostajalo sna, malo mira i to je to.

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Živciram samu sebe zbog te upornosti u školi. Ali teško je kada si u takvom razredu. Svi uvijek znaju sve, negativna ocjena je tabu tema i osjećaš se inferiorno pored svih njih. Ne trebam biti najbolja, najveća štreberica s najboljim prosjekom. Ali kada ste u razredu u kojem dvije trećine prolaze s pet, a ostali s 4, teško je. Odmah te osuđuju. Drugi razred sam se zbilja trudila i prošla sam s odličnim. To mi je bila nagrada za trud. I osjećala sam se presretno. Onda kada znaš da cijene tvoje utrošeno vrijeme i rad, to je lijepo. Ali opet sam si rekla, zbog nikakve gimnazije neću izgubiti prijatelje ili veselje koje mi izlasci pružaju. A prije svega, želim postati i ostati osoba zdrava razuma. Koliko je moguće.smijeh Zato odlučih, škola na stranu, večeras idem van. Bit će lijepo, nadam se. Iako moje djevojke fafaju, ovaj vikend se odričem tog zadovoljstva kao i sljedeća dva. Da, odluka je takva.
Uglavnom, sada sam baš dobre volje. Imam vremena za sebe. Slušam glazbu, posjećujem blogove, razmišljam o onome što me zanima, pričam s Lucijom i znam da je ovaj trenutak dragocjen. Jer uvijek treba imati vremena za sebe. Nikada se nemojte zapostavljati, jer zaslužujete barem malo mira i dobrog raspoloženja.

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Pozdrav



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