You're not alone, honey. Never.... Never.
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It's my life...
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Evo ti moj mail:
demonicgiovanna@gmail.com
I msn:
heavenly-demon@hotmail.com
I moj icq:459-486-981
I jedna moja pikčr
I još jedna
Što još hoćeš?
Cigaretu?
I pivu da ti platim?
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I swear I didn't know
That things like this
Could feel a 16 years old...
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Zašto plakati zbog dijelova života?
Cijeli je vrijedan suza.
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Treba li se s vremena na
vrijeme prst smrti spustiti
na vrevu života da nas
ne rastrga?Jesmo li tako
stvoreni da moramo
svakodnevno uzimati
smrt u malim dozama,jer
inače ne bismo mogli
nastaviti život?
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"We couldn't imagine the
emptiness of a creature
who put a razor to her
wrists and opened her
viens,the emptiness and
the calm."
'The Virgin Suicides'
Jeffrey Euguenides
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Nitko ne može doista
zamisliti svoju smrt,već
postaje samo gledatelj.
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Smrt je jedina sigurna
činjenica u našem životu.
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Kada smrt traži uzrok,
ona ga i nađe.
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Ono što se traži obično se
i nađe,ako ne u stvarnosti,
-onda barem u mislima i
vlastitoj fantaziji.
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Sreća običnih ljudi je što
ne nose teret apsurda i
što,gonjeni apsurdom,
ne traže duboke istine.
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I hear your voice...
- ines-nju jednostavno volim,ali njenu nogu obožavam
sandra-ide sa mnom u razred,išla je i prije,vesela je i obožava pizzu
maja-drugarica milo iz osnovnjaka,ne piše nju post godinama
maja-djevojka koju obožavam,ona me zna razveselit
kejti-moja najdraža vampirica,jako je zaljubljena
megy-cura koja je svima veoma slatka,a ona u to ne vjeruje
lucija-ona i ja smo zapalile podij u tehno šatoru
ivona-jako zgodna djevojka i nadasve privlačna,rudlava je
ana-ona je sreća mojih tužnih dana,ooo ana
vanja-dio mog srca je zauzela,volim ju u ime svih demona
marija-uvijek je sexi i lijepa,ima jako simpa tetovažu
domenika-moja metalna seka,jako ju volim i ona voli moje noge
keka-moja kaubojska žena,ona obožava gunse i kauboje
sučić-dječak koji mi je poklonio veliki zeleni list
tena-davež teški,ali jako je simpatična,ona je moja djevojka
cvet-moj drug matta koji nikad nije probao u troje
keky-jako zgodan rukometaš i jezičar,zato pripazite što radite s njim
sanja-moja starija sekica,veoma sexi djevojka
sale-plav dečko,ponekad je drag,reko je da bi me jebo
erdeljac-njega jako volim jer je on moj ćaća i on mene voli
sandra-moja luda plesačica,zajedno smo letjele sa tračnica
antonela-my extra friend
čohan-dječak s crvenom kapom,al više ne nosi kapu
juwica-drug iz susjednog razreda,jako zanimljiv dječarac
dani-on je najveći antiidijot i veliki je gej,gej,gej
petra-rukometašica, jako draga djevojka i zelena čarobnica
capan-on mi je dužan platit pivu
ana-ona ima predivne oči i obožava him
haba-jako dobar čovjek koji mi je kupio rafaelo i poslao razglednicu
absentee-posebno draga cura
petra-djevojka koju još nisam upoznala, a vidim ju svaki dan
matea-jako simpa cura, s njom nikako da odem na kafu
power trip-naš karlovački bend, obavezno ih posjetite
My favourites songs
- WELCOME TO MY LIFE
Do you ever feel like
breaking down?
Do you ever feel out
of place?
Like somehow you just
don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in
your room?
With the radio on turned up
so loud
That no one hears you
screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be
somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling
so left out?
Are you desperate to find
something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world
you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles
and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
No one ever lies straight to
your face
And no one ever stabbed
you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you
what you wanted
You never had to work it was
always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
Welcome to my life
I WISH I HAD AN ANGEL
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
tonight
Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angel wings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
I`m going down so frail and cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angel wings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!
Last dance, first kiss
Your touch, my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angel wings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
I wish I had an angel
I wish I had an angel
I wish I had an angel
I wish I had an angel
(STORY OF) ORIGIN OF LOVE
When the earth was still flat,
And the clouds made of fire,
And mountains stretched up to the sky,
Sometimes higher,
Folks roamed the earth
Like big rolling kegs.
They had two sets of arms.
They had two sets of legs.
They had two faces peering
Out of one giant head
So they could watch all around them
While they talked; while they read.
And they never knew nothing of love.
It was before the origin of love.
The origin of love...
And there were three sexes then,
One that looked like two men
Glued up back to back, they
Called them children of the sun.
And similar in shape and girth
Were the children of the earth.
They looked like two girls
Rolled up in one.
And the children of the moon
Were like a fork shoved on a spoon.
They were part sun, part earth
Part daughter, part son.
The origin of love
Now the gods grew quite scared
Of our strength and defiance
And Thor said,
"I'm gonna kill 'em all
With my hammer,
Like I killed the giants."
But Zeus said, "No,
You better let me
Use my lightening, like scissors,
Like I cut the legs off the whales
Dinosaurs into lizards."
And then he grabbed up some bolts
And he let out a laugh,
Said, "I'll split them right down the middle.
Gonna cut them right up in half."
And then storm clouds gathered above
Into great balls of fire
And then fire shot down
From the sky in bolts
Like shining blades
Of a knife.
And it ripped
Right through the flesh
Of the children of the sun
And the moon
And the earth.
And some Indian god
Sewed the wound up into a hole,
Pulled it round to our belly
To remind us of the price we pay.
And Osiris and the gods of the Nile
Gathered up a big storm
To blow a hurricane,
To scatter us away,
In a flood of wind and rain,
And a sea of tidal waves,
To wash us all away,
And if we don't behave
They'll cut us down again
And we'll be hopping round on one foot
And looking through one eye.
Last time I saw you
We just split in two.
You were looking at me.
I was looking at you.
You had a way so familiar,
I could not recognize,
Cause you had blood on your face;
I had blood in my eyes.
But I could swear by your expression
That the pain down in your soul
Was the same as the one down in mine.
That's the pain,
That cuts a straight line
Down through the heart;
We call it love.
So we wrapped our arms around each other,
Trying to shove ourselves back together.
We were making love,
Making love.
It was a cold dark evening,
Such a long time ago,
When by the mighty hand of Jove,
It was the sad story
How we became
Lonely two-legged creatures,
It's the story of
The origin of love.
That's the origin of love.
JA VOLIM SAMO SEBE
Tamne mrlje prošlosti
na tvojoj bijeloj košulji
veš mašina budućnosti
nikad neće oprati.
Ja ne gutam pilule
da bi mi bilo bolje
ja ne trebam žene
da me zadovolje.
Ja volim samo sebe
svog jedinog sebe
ja volim samo sebe
svog predivnog sebe.
Oči bojim zeleno
usta žarko crveno
uvijek sam izgledao
kao što sam volio.
Druge ne primjećujem
ni u prolazu
sebe uvijek pozdravljam
u ogledalu.
SAMO ZA TAJ OSJEĆAJ
Da sam prazan list, potpuno čist
Koristio bih puno, puno deblji kist
I samo jarke i šarene boje
Da napišem ime tvoje i moje
Da sam prazna glava, potpuno zdrava
Ne bih više ništa učio za badava
Samo onol'ko, kol'ko mi treba
Da još ostanem paf od tolikog neba
Da se mogu kao nekad, vratiti na početak
I biti onaj isti bahati dječak
Ne bih forsir'o neki ležeran stil
Niti se trudio da uklopim
Samo za taj osjećaj
Samo za taj osjećaj
Da sam prazan list, potpuno čist
Koristio bih puno, puno deblji kist
I samo jarke i šarene boje
Da napišem ime tvoje i moje
Da se mogu kao nekad, vratiti na početak
I biti onaj isti bahati dječak
Ne bih forsir'o neki ležeran stil
Niti se trudio da uklopim
Moj svijet u ovaj svijet
Moje snove u raspored
Riskirao bih svaki pokušaj
Da zadržim taj osjećaj
Samo za taj osjećaj
Samo za taj osjećaj
Samo za taj osjećaj
Samo za taj osjećaj
Samo za taj
Samo za taj osjećaj
Samo za taj osjećaj
Samo za taj taj taj taj taj taj osjećaj
Samo za taj taj taj taj taj taj osjećaj
HEAVEN TONIGHT
I hold your hand in mine
I hold your hand and you're so lonely
Oh so lonely
Your eyes have lost their light
Your eyes have lost their light and you're empty
Oh my God you're so empty
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
Trying to find the heart you hide
Trying to find the heart you hide in vain
Oh in vain
And you're my haven in life
And you're my haven in death, Baby
Life and Death my Darling
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
(I'm in love with you)
[Repeat]
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
That's right
(I'm in love with you)
ONE LAST TIME
Is it so hard to believe
Our hearts are made to be broken by love
That in constant dying lies
The beauty of it all
My darling won't you feel
Love sweet heaven in
Our endless cry
Oh at least you could try
For this one last time
Ever amazed how bright are the flames
We are burning in
Ever smiled at the tragedies
We hold inside
My darling won't you cherish
The fear of life that keeps
You and me so alive
Oh at least you could try
For this one last time
It could be alright
For this one last time
Oh at least you could try
(and we just will be closer)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(don't let us grow colder)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)
Oh at least you could try
(and before it's all over)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(before it's all over)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)
IN JOY AND SORROW
Oh girl we are the same
we are young and lost and so afraid
there's no cure for the pain
no shelter from the rain
All our prayers seem to fail
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart
Oh girl we are the same
we are strong and blessed and so brave
with souls to be saved
and faith regained
all our tears wipe away
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart
and my home's in your arms
and it is breaking my heart
my home's in your arms
and it is breaking my heart
GONE WITH THE SIN
I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're losing your life
Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
So gone with the sin my Darling
I adore the dispair in your eyes
I worship your lips once red as wine
And I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
I just love the way you're running out of life
Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
So gone with the sin my Darling
JOIN ME IN DEATH
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world
and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
was so anxious to be together
together in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before live tears us apart let
death bless me with you
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
this live ain't worth living
this live ain't worth living
this live ain't worth living
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
RIGHT HERE IN MY ARMS
She is smiling like heaven's down on earth
And sun is shining so bright on her
All her wishes have finally come true
And her heart is weeping.
Cause Happiness is killing her.
It's true
she's in love
She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go
[Repeat]
So hard she's trying
But her heart won't turn to stone...oh no
And she keeps on crying
Cause I won't leave her alone
She'll never be alone
She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go