BDay
Dok ce se ovo objaviti ja cu biti na putu prema Minkenu. Negdje oko Slovenije pretpostavljam. U istom trenu ću puniti i jednu godinu više. Budući da mnoge zanima, 22 je brojka. One koji to znaju će samo podsjetiti koliko je to manje nego se doima. Onima koji me neznaju što ce misliti me zaboli muški erektirani spolni organ. Počastio sam se za rođendan izletom u BMW tvornicu.
Neki dan sam malo u mislima se provozao kroz zadnjih 365 dana. Što sam napravio od dvadesetijedan do sada. Neću nikoga zamarati sa time, niti sebe sa poviješću. Bilo je dobrih, bilo je loših, a bilo je i ima jos uvijek nekih stvari koje me i sad znaju sjebati ko mladog majmuna nakon nekakvih čudnih snova. U tih 365 dana sam se odrekao i jedne stvari koja me konstantno veselila. Materijalna, ali me veselila više negob ilo što drugo. Možda bi se moglo reci da sam izgubio bilo kakvu volju za nadprosječnim trudom koji ulažem u svaki dan da bi stigao i uspio sve što uspijevam. Nešto nakon toga sam izgubio i drugu stvar koja me veselila, ali i previše rastuzivala da bi funkcionirala. Trenutno motivacije apsolutno nikakve ne posjedujem. Zna mi se dogoditi i da radni dan odspavam do 10-11 i to najmanje 1x tjedno. Ne ponosim se time i neznam koji mi je kurac, ali motivacija, kao i veselje u zivotu mi je izostalo.
Nova godina je preda mnom. Truditi ću se da bude i dalje rezultata na poslovnom i edukativnom planu kao i do sada. Obrćajem javno pred svima! Što se emotivnog, drušvenog, ljubavnog i seksualnog plana tice...ne znam...iskreno ne znam koliko se imam volje truditi. Možda me samo malo treba gurnuti, ali trenutno nisam zadovoljan sa tim dijelom. Niti najmanje.
Zapravo, nisam zadovoljan sa nijednim dijelom. Ali sa nekim sam zadovoljniji nego sa drugima. Ono što moram prije slijedećeg rođendana je završiti fax, upisati i isfinancirati postdiplomski, kupiti auto i naći full time job.
To kad se stavi na hrpu izgleda užasno puno. No to nije nešto što se radi od danas do sutra. Na tome ja radim vec 3 godine. Kako će finalizacija izgledati nisam siguran, ali sam siguran da cu ja svoj dio napraviti najbolje što mogu. Kao i uvijek što radim. Ne sumnjam da ce sve to biti riješeno do mog slijedećeg rođendana.
Ono što nemoram, ali bi htio...uf...nebi stalo na blog sve, nebi to ova tipkovnica podnesla...idem sada dati svoj glas na izborima (15:43 - objava 00:01 26.11.1985.)
P.S. Isti dan kada je i meni rođendan i mome ocu je...i to 57-i...Sretan rođendan Tata...hvala ti što si me "prišarafio" u mladosti i pustio tek kada sam se ja krvavo izborio...hvala!
26.11.2007. u 00:01 sati je napisano ovo gore
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Plaćanje zraka
Imam novu stvar koji mi ide na kurac masovno. Cijena imanja mobitela. Mislim nebi se uopće uzrujao da nisam maloprije proslijedio 614,87kn, mjesec dana prije 583,12, mjesec prije toga 527,65, mjesec prije toga 450,21 hrvatskih inflacijski pogođenih kuna...sve u svemu, MATER im jebem. Razumio bi da se ja zajebavam, zivkam bezveze...ali ne...to radim samo unutar mreže, a tamo imam ionako Unlimited pa me sve to klafranje i zajebancija košta 0,25kn po pozivu. Naravno ja se i kontroliram maksimalno da sto manje trosim i da zaista zovem 90% unutar mreze.
Dolazimo do poruka. Nije da ih previse koristim, ali tipkam se. I gledam, meni kao pretplatniku nekakav paket za 250 poruka je 25kn mjesecno + ostalo sto potrošim po nekih cijeni od 0,43kn ako se ne varam. Simpa recimo, koja je znatno manje povlašteni korisnik nego ja (čitaj - tinedjerska prepaid gamad koja nažica 50-100kn mjesecno za mob), ima za 20kn 500 poruka paket + ostalo po istoj cijeni kao i ja. Ne čini se logično, a ni pošteno prema nama koji keširamo 6000kn godišnje na njihove račune i tako zadnje 3 godine.
VIP isti kurac, a i ne volim vip kao takav. Ako netko hoce free vip sim karticu nek se javi, stoji mi ispod monitora.
Tomato me ne zanima jer je vip-ov izrod, a i nije pravi mobilni provider kao takav.
Telecvaj, zvuci zanimljivo. Oni imaju taj knock out prepaid kurac palac. Sve mreže po 0,49knmin, ali there is a catch...naknada a uspostavu poziva je prvi (ok to ima i moja roza monopolistička gamad koju vjerojatno necu nikada napustiti jer sam zadovoljan uslugom osim što namjerno počnu dropati pozive kad uključiš unlimited). Drugi je da moras svakih 30 dana ili manje nadoplatiti 50/100kn.
Ajmo probati sada: odjebati t-mobile na način da smanjim tarifu na 60, ostavim unlimited i poruke...to je ovako:
60kn - pretplata koju trošim
12,50kn - radijska frekvencija
100kn - unlimited
25kn - poruke
= 197,50kn - u slučaju da ne potrošim ništa van paketa.
+
Telezwei:
50kn za održavanje knock outa koje trošim
100 kn bona koje ce zatrebati sigurno
= 150kn
ukupan saldo:
T-mobile: 197,50 u najboljem slučaju
Telezwei: 150kn u prosječnom slučaju
= 347,50kn
Puno je, ali mi se čini prihvatljivije nego trenutno - i dalje ih mrzim analno mi penetrira u moj siromašan studentski djep kojem treba 70 000 kn za magisterij u roku par mjeseci.
P.S. to mi je sve još aktualnije pošto imam i novi mob...da to je onaj sa slike od posta. Dobit ce svoj post, dotad P1i HR homepage
18.11.2007. u 18:57 sati je napisano ovo gore
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Horoskopljavanje
Malo o meni:
The report was generated with the following birth data: male, born on 26 November 1985 at 11:05 am in Zagreb, Croatia.
Your sun sign is Sagittarius. This is the sign in which the Sun is in your birth chart. Your Ascendant is in Capricorn, and your Moon is in Taurus.
Sun in Sagittarius, Moon in Taurus
Your astrological combination suggests worldly success. Your determination and reserve temper the Sagittarian impulsiveness, and your foresight can be used for practical ends. With your warmth and geniality, you usually find fulfillment in personal relationships. In love you are patient until you have made your conquest. Your pace is slow and determined. You have a reservoir of knowledge that can be practically applied. It is likely that you would be a faithful and devoted friend, and that your conscientious attitude could be relied upon.
Ascendant in Capricorn, Saturn in the Tenth House
At the time of your birth the zodiacal sign of Capricorn was ascending in the horizon. Its ruler Saturn is located in the tenth house.
The sign of Capricorn denotes an existence in which temperament is very important. You will give an image of ambition, persistence, will power, consistency and perseverance. You were born with the tendencies to seek material, social, and, perhaps, even political power.
Capricorn tends to a challenging life which forces you to exert all your resources in order to triumph. Because of your tact and prudence, you will be favored with the good will of important people.
Your mind is egocentric, rational and you have a natural tendency toward scepticism. Able to work hard, you will bear obstacles and frustrations with patience.
You will proceed with prudence in your love life and in all other activities. You will seriously consider all of the ramifications of a relationship, especially the aspects of your independence, and you will not commit yourself to a partner until you are sure of your choice. After that however there is a tendency to conduct a peaceful and quiet life.
You are very economical in your daily activities, and if you do not exert some control over this trait, it could appear as rather mean.
You are best placed in governmental, municipal, political, or large business organizations where hierarchy is very exactly defined. The key word for your professional orientation is responsibility.
This position indicates a striving for political or social power. Your attitude towards higher pursuits will be meditative and rational. You will be inclined towards philosophical and scientific activities, losing interest in reform and politics. A rise in life would be nevertheless difficult. Saturn is slow and gives accomplishments only after much hard work and perseverance.
Moon in the Fourth House
The Moon was found in the fourth house at the time of your birth. Moon here will definitely influence events concerning your mother, places of residence and family matters.
Both your childhood and even your older age will be characterized by a love of romance, various journeys, and interesting adventures.
The liability of this astrological combination is that it gives you an uncertain position in life and a perpetual striving for material security that seems to be hard to come by. This may be relieved temporarily by your receiving a small inheritance and will be almost overcome by the final years of your life by excellent family care and assistance.
Note: The Moon is technically near the end of house 3 and is therefore interpreted in house 4..
Venus in the Ninth House
Venus was found in the ninth house at the time of birth. Your mind appears as very adaptable, gentle, peace-loving and tactful. This position indicates that the secret for your ability to reach a state of harmony and emotional balance may come through the use of your higher mental powers. You have been born with an exquisitely refined, artistic mind which has a very subtle appreciation of all that has to do with culture. Your disposition is kind, congenial, gentle and sympathetic and you have a natural ability to assist other individuals.
This position gives you much social intercourse with intellectual persons and success derived therefrom.
Merely minor disabilities will affect you in your intellectual endeavors. The worst that could happen would be an overly inquisitive, indecisive nature that never seems to be satisfied. However, you have within you the ability to avoid these psychological obstacles.
Sun in the Tenth House
The Sun was in the tenth house at the time of birth. The Sun here promises honor, success, and prestige in adult life. Publicly you appear as a vital, proud, powerful person. Your individuality has the need to manifest itself publicly and often to foist its energy on others. You have come to life with a satisfactory physical and moral heredity and you are going to acquire the favorable disposition of many persons of power to assist you in your ascent through life.
Your liabilities include an exaggerated pride, arrogance and a tendency to rely too much on your own resources.
Saturn in the Tenth House
Saturn was found in the tenth house at the time of birth. This a very challenging position for a person who seeks worldly success. The inhibiting powers of Saturn are expressed in a heavy, cautious, and very serious personality. Many of the limitations that will arise throughout life result from your own psychological disposition which is oriented to narrow bounds. The key to a satisfactory solution of the various problems that will arise throughout life lies in your ability to endure difficulties with patience.
Inwardly there are ambitions, aspirations, and thrift; properly projected these psychological characteristics could yield power, an image of pride, and a perpetual craving for material objects and worldly wealth.
16.11.2007. u 22:54 sati je napisano ovo gore
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nastavak onoga od jučer
depresija...totalna sjebana. Zapravo čak i nije problem u njoj i u ovim osjecajima bezvolje za zivotom...nije...mislim je...nego ja znam da cu za par dana opet biti nenadjebiv čim me netko ili nešto povuce van. to nikako da se dogodi.
Čekam to non stop...ali nejde...pizdim...
13.11.2007. u 21:14 sati je napisano ovo gore
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Tuznoca
Jebeno sam tuzan. Imam osjecaj da cu se emotivno raspasti na dva ili više dijelova. Neznam otkuda to. Imam taj neki feeling jednom godišnje...i evo sad je tu.
Kako sam ja u kurcu...
EDIT: Da nastavim. Ne mogu opisati osjecaj koji je trenutno u meni. Samo me pogodio odjednom. Onako nemam neke pičkaste ispadne. Obicno sve 5, nemam uopce potrebe...mr Nenad Jebiv. No sada sam na dnu dna...onako idem se liječiti šopingom...uzimam si mob od 4k kn...da se izliječim...pasmater. Koje fluktacije ra
Help me?
13.11.2007. u 00:00 sati je napisano ovo gore
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Fucking Byrocracy
Ja ne volim čekati. To naglašavam svima koje upoznam ili one koji me znaju pa zaboralvjaju. Osjećam takvu beskorisnost svake sekunde dok čekam nekoga ili nešto. Čekanje u redu. Tko ga izmisli? Zašto nebi mogao sve online?
Mislim, sve bakovne transakcije radim online(siva ekonomija se ne računa a na nju se ionako ne čeka), sve kataloge proizvoda gledam online, sve što mogu napravim bez čekanja. I onda, sjednem u auto i svaki dan po 2-3 sata gužve jednostavno ne mogu čekati. To je jebnih 60 sati mjesečno NAJmanje čekanja. Zamislite da je jedan takav sat samo 25knh. To je jebenih 1.500kn čekanja svaki mjesec ili u prijevodu 18.000kn čekanja godišnje samo u svakodnevnom prometu.
Što sada radim? Čekam da se jebena referada otvori koji radi vrtoglavih 2 sata dnevno. Jebo te takav posao di ja čekam, meni se satnica ne plaća...i čekam.
Jesam li rekao već koliko mrzim čekati?
05.11.2007. u 10:47 sati je napisano ovo gore
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