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13.07.2009., ponedjeljak
Uzalud prekopani rudnici
Imam samo jednu knjigu pod rukom...morske stijene su pretjerano grbave i pognute, oštre i nemilosrdne prema mojim neobuvenim stopalima. Crnina noći skriva me od pogleda kasnih kupača koji se utonuli u čistom moru nekontrolirano smiju rukama valova što miluju njihova naga tijela. Razodjeven poput kupača, ali ne jer me golotinja zabavlja, već zbog polagane otpornosti na kritiku vlastite odbojnosti, stojim i dalje na toj istoj stijeni recitirajući, poput vuka na mjesecu, nebu zaboravljene rečenice koje više nitko ne čita. Ne treba mi svjetla, i sklopljenih očiju bih mogao pročitati Zlato, samo sigurnost da mi u rukama stoji opipljiv dokaz ljubavi, jer mi je upravo to potrebno kako bih ponovno počeo vjerovati u ono što je nestalno poput mog izmišljenog boga...Pljuskanje mora pod mojim nogama simfonija je koju orkestar prirode večeras za mene svira, a vodi se pridružuje šuma, praskanje zrikavaca u uzavrelim krošnjama starih borova. Inpsiracija živi i umire, ponovno uskrsne da bi se zatim užasnom brzinom strmoglavila u zjapeću prijeteču crninu, ucrtavajući savršeni krug oko mog postojanja pružajući iluziju dobrog i sretnog života koji je samo varka svijetu. Želio bih voljeti, ali ne mogu jer te nema...ja nemam svoje zlato.  |
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...ZAGLEDAJ SE U CRNU RUPU MAĐIONIČAREVA ŠEŠIRA,MOŽDA NAIĐEŠ NA BIJELE ZEČEVE,GOLUBOVE I MIŠEVE,JER U NJEMU MOŽDA NAIĐEŠ NA MAŠTU,MOŽDA NAIĐEŠ NA MENE... ...PJESMA MOG RASPOLOŽENJA... ...IMAM JA I MSN... edi_celic@hotmail.com  CIRCA SURVIVE-THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MEDICINE AND POISON IS IN THE DOSE Move one inch at a time. Don't make shit rhyme. Would it be easy to repeat the first line? My mind's not a well; It won't run dry. Just keep drinking water and you'll be alright. This is paralysis.... with no time at all to let go. Well don't call me by my full name, And all this is temporary. It feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing. Well don't talk about it; Write it down but don't ask for help. I can't be honest with even myself. Did you ever wish you were somebody else? Accomplishments are transient. They pulled me in unremittingly. Just lasting this long, I feel relieved to let repetition save me. Well don't call me by my full name, And all this is temporary. It feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing. Well don't talk about it; Write it down but don't ask for help. I can't be honest with even myself. Did you ever wish you were somebody else? Move one inch at a time. You'll be just fine. Move one inch at a time. You'll find... They pulled me in but accomplishments are transient. They pulled me in but accomplishments are transient. Well don't call me by my full name, And all this is temporary. It feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing. Well don't talk about it; Write it down but don't ask for help. I can't be honest with even myself. Did you ever wish you were... Did you ever wish you were... Did you ever wish you were somebody else? CIRCA SURVIVE-WE'RE ALL THIEVES ost in a haunting thought spinning me around once more I wake, just to feel the way as the daylight comes around I turn with my eyes on the back door your face is light and cocaine white one message beating through smokes filled the air and I'm struggling to breathe let them be calm so I finally can sleep everything you intended to say don’t go back on your words you always said you'd tell me first verse after endless verse I can't escape the echoed words I long, long to find a cure for the feeling I find in these chords I smile as it burns your face is light and cocaine white one message beating through I've been erased I've been erased from the picture excuse, oh no anything goes excuses, you know it doesn’t work excuse, oh no anything goes excuses don’t work. excuse me this will calls out desperate excuse me this will calls out desperate smokes filled the air and I'm struggling to breathe let them be calm so I finally can sleep everything you intended to say don’t go back on your words you always said you'd tell me first smokes filled the air and I'm struggling to breathe let them be calm so I finally can sleep. CIRCA SURVIVE-ACT APPALLED well, you walk straight but not like them to fool them in make it seem like you're in trouble make a sound fake it enough what made you so scared? maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares if you remember (remember) I've been trying to get back to the center but I'm sure it's not like it was before to make them drink tell 'em that it's only water no one leaves til we figure this out what made you so scared? maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares if you remember (remember) I've been trying to get back to the center I'm sure it's not like it was before patience, both we and our words are over produced by influence I'm only asking if you remember (remember) I've been trying to get back to the center but I'm sure it's not like it was |
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