Nek odnese me, daleko...nabujala rijeka!
17.09.2007., ponedjeljak
Don't stand so close to me...
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Ajme kako mrzim biti bolesna. Sve je tako...zbunjujuće... Ne isplati se biti bolestan..bzvz...sve je bez veze! Niš nema veze s vezom... Bila sam prošli tjedan bolesna i stvarno mi nije ovo bilo potrebno... Po cijele dane niš ne radim jer ne smijem, ne smijem ni čitat jer previše neprežem oči, moš mislit, samo gnjavim jadnog psa koji kao i ostali ukućani jedva čeka da ozdravim pa da se konačno maknem iz kuće...kao i ja. I još sve šteka i neće radit normalno... I'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Ja ne kužim, zašto ljudi uvijek odu bez pozdrava? Ne mislim sad na Luciju, nije ona jedina...Zbog toga stvarno,stvarno ne vrijedi živcirat se, ili razbijat marte... Ne kužim ni zašto je tako teško početi ispočetka? Zašto je svima to tako teško i neshvatljivo? Zašto uvijek netko mora biti zadužen da sve upropaštava i samo pogoršava situaciju? Zašto je tako teško biti samo malo drukčiji? Jako mi se sviđa moj evakuacijski put ali bilo bi bolje da ima i onog čovječuljka koji trči kroz otvorena vrata... I zašto, kad već postoji izlaz, ljudi neće proć kroz njega?!?! Ja ne kužim, ali stvarno... |
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   if you wanna seek me, seek me on my MSN: sweet666_vg@hotmail.com  I am 94% Metal Head. I was born with the mark of the beast on my forehead and an axe in my arms. I am the god of all things metal! Now if only I could get my parents to give me back my car keys.....    Wolf & Raven Grant me a wish, my master Take heed of me I have been loyal servant Heartfelt, humble Gave up - what belongs to me Gave up my greed My self-examination Made me see, to be me I am now like Judas, done Ashamed of what I've become Fear for life I wear as a ring To bask in your favor, I will kill the king You say I am unbreakable I cannot die, I know, but anyway The words, they maim me Grant me a wish, my master Compassion, please I'd like be a human ...maybe one day I am now like Judas, done Ashamed of what I've become Fear of life I wear as a ring To bask in your favor, I will kill the king Entreaty: let me go Master, I hate you so How can I sleep my nights When my whole being cries I tried to be like everyone Open my soul But what I had to give Resulted loathing Enchanted by the power Licked by the grace One beautiful black flower The end of the human race I will with pride now face my faith King and Queen now lie in state This ring I wear is a powerful thing I bask in your favor, I have killed the king Entreaty: let me go Master, I hate you so How can I sleep my nights When my whole being cries I had a nightmare The Wolf eating The Raven Entrails of life on my plate And I ate 'em.. Interested in what I see Try that Rorcharch test on me Have you seen the beauty of the Enticing beast Entreaty: let me go Master, I hate you so I cannot sleep my nights When my whole being cries  "Bat Country" "He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man" Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay. I tried to drive all through the night, the heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me. [Chorus:] Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone). No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention. As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights. My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite. Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right. Mental fiction, follow me; show me what it's like to be set free. [Chorus] So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear. Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem. Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay. These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today. Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die, we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives. We may get some solutions but most just pass us by, don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right. I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man. [Chorus] So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear. Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem. I've known it from the start all these good ideas will tear your brain apart. Scared but you can follow me I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die. |
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