...stojim na mostu zivota preko crvene rijeke smrti... duboka i svjetlucava,plitka i besramna...hladna celjust vjetra sve me vise steze...nema povratka...ni napretka...
...ostaje samo moja samoca i krvavi osmijeh...odnekuda dopiru udaljeni zvukovi i glasovi mojih prijasnjih zivota-svi oni satjerani u kartonsku kutiju nekadasnje svjetlosti...
...hladnoca ljubavi i paklena vrucina mrznje ucinile su svoje...napustam ovaj svijet...okrutan i ljepljiv...
odlazim...dodji...reci mi posljednje zbogom...gotovo je...
nema povratka...
ni napretka...
bozanstvene veceri duz starih,odvratnih ulica,medju reklamnim mumijama i skamenjenim neonskim svjetlima,izduzene sjenke klosara,turista,varalica i transvestita...
bez toga umirem od dosade,gusim se u prejakoj svjetlosti dana...borim za dah i malo mira...
prelijepa tisina sto povlaci svoje zrake po davno umrlom vrtu usred perivoja tame-to je moj dom...
blijedi mjesec i pjesma vukova...njihov slatki pjev odzvanja mi u usima poput najljepse ode...cujem kako me zovu,placu zamnom...
vocke otezale od prezrelosti...odvajaju se i padaju-pretovarene toliko treptavim i punim zivotom,da umiru...
neusporedivi studenski dan!!vrata svjetova,strmoglavo u bezdan i pakao,grozote i divote,zivot i smrt zagrljeni...omamljujuca tama sagledana u trenu bljeska munje u pomracini...
sve oko mene mijenja se u moje vlastito cistiliste...tako mracno a opet prekrasno...
tuga-tako lijepa a tako bolesno okrutna...
lijepa poput najljepseg cvijeca u proljetnom paklu predrasude sto se naziva zivotom...
na sve daje drukciji pogled,crno postaje bijeo a lijepo jos ljepsim...
svaki dan je nista vise nego jedan korak blize-samo maleni kamen na putu koji vec dobro poznajem.
netreba mi nikakav putokaz jer jedini potrebni imam u sebi,on me vodi...
ovisim potpuno o njemu makar hodala bespucima magle ili nistavilu crne sume...
nicega nema osim hladnog glasa u pozadini moga uma,prica nesto,umu nerazumljivo ali vidljivo ocima...
scene iz starih filmova mog zivota poput odvratne reklame svjetlucaju negdje duboko u meni a ja ih prihvacam...smijem se sama sebi i svojim postupcima koji su me doveli na ovo-svijet bez imalo smisla i funkcionalnosti...
Call of the Kindred
Come to me, little mortal
I can bring you to heaven's portal
There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain
Feelings of joy will fill your brain
Come to me, sweet human thing
Give me your heart and I'll make it sing
Forget your fears, leave them behind
Forget the troubles of your kind
Come to me... yes, that's right
Now hold still, it's no good to fight
I'll take your blood, and leave you dying
Didn't you realise I could be lying?
A Vampire's Tragedy
Alone I sit on the top of a hill
Thinking of how my unlife has been
Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen
In the eyes of my victims before they lay still.
Though a hunter in darkness I must be
The feelings of guilt always come back
When I sink my teeth in another man's neck
My conscience is the only light left in me.
All I want is to leave the shadows behind
And truly this time I will
For I no longer desire to kill
Thoughts of light are now on my mind.
I'm waiting for the sunrise today
On the lonely hill where I sit
And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it
Before the wind blows my ashes away.
Dream's end
Fly, little vampire, through the night
You think you control the wind you ride
Go, vampire, bring fear and fright
You think you're a god in your foolish pride
But immortality's just a vampire's dream
Never I'll rest before you're gone
Your blood will flow in an endless stream
The dream will be over when I'm done.
neverending love
Bite me, vampire, drink my blood.
I assure you it tastes good.
I want to be a vampire, too,
I want to hunt for blood with you,
Wander together through the night,
And share all blood 'till morning light.
At daytime I'll lay in your arms
And sleep all day, so nice and warm.
It will be great, just you and me,
Vampires together, wait and see.
Never be lonely, never blue,
Because, my vampire, I love you
mrznja je rodila novi svijet
bolan i mracan
opet,tako prekrasan
sada mi zatrovani gorcinom
zivimo da bi umrli
a umiremo da bi zaboravili...