Danas smo bili na izletu...Bilo je super...Al ja sam cijelo vrijeme nekak tužna...Možda izgledam veselo, ali to nije istina...Nekak sam usamljena...Osjećam se odbačeno od svakog...Čak ima dana kad bih najradije da me nema...Željela bih vrištati iz sveg glasa ali da me nitko ne čuje...Ovaj i prošli tjedan su bili super ali ja se osjećam ko sranje...Neznam kak ali utuvila sam si u glavu da me svi mrze...a zapravo ja možda mrzim samu sebe...
Svi misle da sam ja sretna i da nemam razloga biti tužna... To je istina, ali ne mogu ništa što se tako osjećam.. valjda svi misle kako samo želim privući pozornost ovim što sada pišem kak se osjećam ali nije tako!!!!! Evo vam spot od Simple plana - pjesma se zove Welcome to my life...(Ovaj tjedan se upravo tak osjećam)
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Ovo bi bilo sve...Nadam se da ću što prije opet postati vesela isretna osoba...
Ajd...
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Post je objavljen 20.05.2008. u 17:32 sati.