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One Final Goodbye
"Nee, look what I've done.... Aren't you proud of me,
Onee-chan?"
Breaking through the allegedly unbreakable walls, I fly with a gravity-defying leap, outside of the small world I had been trapped in; a world controlled by someone else with his desire to play.
Never.
More.
Fly away, Shiroi Tenshou.... White Angel. Go away, back to your own world, to cry and despair and wallow in blood you've put on yourself. You liar, deceiver... Nonchalantly you lie, it's as easy for you as telling the time, no ounce of regret, not a flicker of doubt. Most despicable. But no more... Once, you told me I was nothing but a child. It is true. But no more am I a child than you. No more are you mature than me. You keep saying and conveying the pain, the nine rings of hell, the horrors you are going through, cry out at the cruelty of this world... But that is all you know. You paint your own wings black, your own chest red. Your own choice to crawl in a dark corner and cut yourself so you would bleed... Do you have the courage to live? No more am I child than you, Shiroi Tenshou. Fallen idol.
I have given you all of myself. Everything I am, used to be. My wishes, my desires, my dreams, myself. You took them, even though I told you you didn't have to, that you could just turn away and everything would be fine. You took them, turned around and threw them in the nearest waste basket on your way home, right in front of my eyes.
Never.
More...
No more shall you allude me. I will break through this wall of hurt received by you and fly with my newborn wings away...To freedom. And I am going to do what you never did. I am going to live. I am going to accept every chance of love given to me, and bask in the sun and the sea. No matter how many bad things there are going to be, I won't be alone. Because I've chosen that. I've chosen life. Am I not worthy enough of love? Don't I have a right not to be surrounded by cheaters and people that use me?
And you... Stay in the fires of hell you obviously so much enjoy bathing in, keep filthying your own soul and darkening your world. For I have moved on.
One Final Goodbye.
Post je objavljen 15.03.2008. u 11:15 sati.