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Only this Christmas...
Večeras sam prošla pješke put od škole do Trga.
Ne znam što reći, osim da je bilo... Ispunjujuće...!
Iako to nije bio moj cijeli san... Demo yappari, kanaenai yume datta mitai darou ^-^
Tek sam sad vidjela veličinu i sjaj ukrasa... Hodajući polako, nisko ispod njih, gledajući kako se protežu u vječnost... Tajnoviti sjaj lampica i ukrasnih svjetala među ljudima koji kao da su hodali jednakim tempom kao i ja, kao da sam i ja dio njih... Makar je bilo mračno.
I pomislila sam...
Kono fuyu yasumi dake...
Kono fuyu yasumi dake, osoroshii kimochi ga mou nai. Ureshiku naru wa... Kono fuyu yasumi dake, yume ni ippai no hontou no atashi rashiku ikite yukeru no, sono hikari to shiawase no subete wo kokoro ni kanjite. Atashi no ai wo, zenbu no atashi wo aishiteru hito ni agerareru you ni ikiru, itsudemo daredemo wo dakishimerarete. Fushigi, atashi ga atai suru Onee-chan soshite fushigi na sekai ga aru to shinjiru... Hontou no shiawase ni nareru...
Kono fuyu yasumi dake...
Sono ato de, futsuu no, ningen no onna no ko ni naru. Futsuu no shikou to futsuu no kimochi ga aru onna no ko, kono genjitsu no sekai ni ikite...
Only these holidays...
Only these holidays, there will be no more hurt. I'll be happy... Only these holidays, I'll live like the real me, filled with dreams, feeling all that light and happiness in my heart. I'll live like I can really give my love, my whole self to the people I love, that I could embrace anyone at all. I'll believe that Onee-chan is a mysterious person I really deserve and that this world is a wonderful place... I'll become truly happy...
Only these holidays...
After that, I'll become a normal, humanly girl. With normal thoughts and normal feelings, living in this real world...
Post je objavljen 18.12.2007. u 20:23 sati.