moram se šisati, tupim skarama, da osjetima navlacenje zivaca, mozda usput odsjeci si koje uho, ionako su visak, oko iskopati, cjenjeno oko, zube pocupati, koje cu izgubiti uskoro, mozda si s tim sakrijem nakaradnost koju skrivam u dusi... zaspat na zvukove svojih vriskova, probudit se u poplavi praznih suza... bubanj lagano dobiva na moci, dok ona umire polagano u meni, susi se...razmisljam vec dugo vremena o tebi... o tome kako je bilo, o tome sto bi moglo biti, mozda ponovo... trebao mi je razgovor, da znam da sa sigurnoscu da ti se gadim, da volis nekog drugog, da znam kako odskaces na njegov odaziv poput vijernog pseta, trebao mi je taj noz da probodem to prenapuhano postovanje prema tebi, bila to laz ili istina ... mozda neznam gdje idem tocno, ali znam da ne idem prema tebi, napokon se mogu okaniti tebe i nastaviti dalje... samo kad se sjetim sta sam ti htjeo reci za noc vjestica, grizem si jezik, pljujem si u oko, napokon oslobodjen od ociju cinicnih, zabadajucih mogu ti reci plava ljepotice, da te mrzim.... valjda... neznam... zelim to... i hocu...FU
The Mountain Goats -No Children
I hope that our few remaining friends
Give up on trying to save us
I hope we come up with a failsafe plot
To piss off the dumb few that forgave us
I hope the fences we mended
Fall down beneath their own weight
And I hope we hang on past the last exit
I hope it's already too late
And I hope the junkyard a few blocks from here
Someday burns down
And I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away
And I never come back to this town
Again in my life
I hope I lie
And tell everyone you were a good wife
And I hope you die
I hope we both die
I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow
I hope it bleeds all day long
Our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises
We're pretty sure they're all wrong
I hope it stays dark forever
I hope the worst isn't over
And I hope you blink before I do
Yeah I hope I never get sober
And I hope when you think of me years down the line
You can't find one good thing to say
And I'd hope that if I found the strength to walk out
You'd stay the hell out of my way
I am drowning
There is no sign of land
You are coming down with me
Hand in unlovable hand
And I hope you die
I hope we both die
Post je objavljen 06.11.2007. u 12:21 sati.