Znaš,rekao mi je jednom glas u glavi,slušaj sebe,ne srce.
Tako sam uvijek i radila.
S razumom.
Do nedavno.
Jučer,prekjučer,nije bitno.
Ovaj post posvećujem osobi koja mi znači nešto u životu.
Pauli.
I sebi.
i ja tebe volim,ja ti to nemrem opisat. ja bi bez tebe bila niko i ništa.
Paula.Msn.
Ne znate koliko meni,kao jedinki,znači kada mi to kaže osoba kojoj sam povjerila sve o sebi,osoba s kojom plačem,smijem se,pijem kavu,dijelim zadnju cigaretu.
Prvenstveno,Paula,želim ti reći da si ti unikatna osoba,koja u meni svojim osmijehom izaziva takve količine pozitivne energije.Želim da znaš da te volim kao sestru,da te poštujem,i na kraju,razumijem.
Teško mi je pala ova nedavna situacija,i mogu ti reći,da sam se nekako raspala iznutra...
Ma ja sam bez tebe nitko i ništa.
JEBEŠ dečke,jebeš sve,kada imam tebe,kada imam oslonac u životu,nekoga tko će me uvijek saslušati pa i razumjeti.
Jebe mi se za okolinu trenutno,za unutarnji mir.
Naše prijateljstvo mi znači previše da bih ga odjebala radi nekih nebitnih faktora u mom životu kao što je on.
Shvaćaš...briga me za tako zvanu ljubav koju kvazi primam od njega.
Ma što sam ja njemu?Ništa.
Voli me?Ma nek se goni u kurac.
Jedina osoba koja je bila od samog početka sa mnom,od onog trenutka kada sam se počela formirati kao osoba si ti.
Ti si jedina osoba koja zna kako ja razmišljam,kako reagiram,kako se osjećam...
I ne mogu ti opisati koliko sam ja zahvalna što te imam kao najbolju prijateljicu.
Riječima ti ne mogu opisati koliko sam ja sretna što me razumiješ,što me trpiš na kraju...
Želim da znaš da ću uvijek biti tu za tebe,makar to bio bezazleni babinjak na kojem raspravljamo oko toga gledam li u rješenja križaljke,kakvo je vrijeme danas,zašto na šećerima još uvijek piše sretan uskrs...Makar to bio poziv u 2 ujutro jer ti je dosadno...Ili ako je nešto ozbiljnije naravi.
Ako ti ikada bude teško radi bilo čega,znaj da ćeš uvijek imati mene da te saslušam,zagrlim,kažem nešto totalno retardirano što će te nasmijati,ili ću napraviti Njec facu samo da te nasmijem...
Nikada nisam bila ljuta na tebe,nikada ni neću.
Nikada me nisi razočarala,i to cijenim.
Stvarno si mi jedina osoba koja mi znači nekog boga u mom šarenom svijetu.
Moj šareni svijet bi bio obični crno-bijeli,kakav svi imaju bez tebe.
Zato,mala,nasmij se,jer prejebeno ti stoji.
[Srećo,ja sam retard]
[I onda kada si sretan,nisi sretan,jer kada si sretan nisi toga svjesan,prema tome sreća ne postoji]
[Ja citiram Sartrea,pijem kavu lijevom rukom,pušim Walter Plavi,i koristim često riječ kontradiktorno]
NAJPAMETNIJA MOJA <3
[Svi sanjaju o nekoj sreći,ali malo ljudi se trudi ju postići]
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[...još nešto?Kontaktirajte me]
Koncertići
9.5.2007-Abergaz,Praćka,20.30 ^^
25.5.2007-Đubrivo,Hladno Pivo,Šalata jel?
narcisoidnost je grijeh ili?
[ravna kosa much?]
[zlo has enetered the room]
[over.18.porfavor]
-nema me.na momente.
AHAHAHA
Ja sam Hodajuća Kontradikcija.
Imam 15 godina i bezbroj bivših ambicija koje su pokopane datumom 5.9 kada sam zapravo shvatila gdje sam došla.
[za neupućene u velikogoričku opću gimnaziju]
Ispričavam se za moje neznanje gramatike,ali nisam ja kriva.
Volim svijetliti u mraku.
I stapati se sa levitirajućim molekulama ugljikovog dioksida.
Mijenjam boje u skladu sa vremenom.
Najviše cijenim iskrenost i osmijeh.Jer osmijeh iziskuje tako malo,a znači tako puno.
Nedajte da vas zavaraju riječi koje koristim,samo imam riječnik riječi dužih od 10 slova uz sebe koje zvuče pametno.
Vesele me sitnice poput zagrljaja najboljih prijatelja,gledanje crtića u 6 ujutro kada ne mogu zaspati.
Imam petnaest godina,ali sam zapravo malo dijete.
Osmijeh mi je na licu skoro uvijek.
Ima trenutaka kada nije,ali rijetki su.
Hvala na pozornosti,laku noć.
Princess Paranoia never had no friends
just enemies to drive her to a bitter end
So she played a little game of lets pretend
Where she can be the tragic heroine
She kept the curtains closed and stayed inside
'Cause nasty neighbours have to criticise
She thinks their watching so she has to hide
and when she leaves it's always in disguise
Princess Paranoia all the worlds out to destroy her
Princess Paranoia she's so inferior
Talking on the telephone they listen in
they're gonna spoil it anyway so why begin
Been a loser so long that you'll never win
Everybody knows it and their all laughing
They invite her cause they want to hurt her
She thinks that everybody's looking at her
She'll always be persona non grata
A nobody who never reallty mattered
Princess Paranoia all the worlds out to exploit her
Princess Paranoia everyone avoids her
Too Fat,Too Thin,Too Short,Too Tall,Too Plain
Too Young,Too Old,Too Good,Too Big,Too Small
I never wanted to find out the reason
Of what was really wrong inside
I just didn't want to know about it
'Cos all I needed to do was hide
But as the days went by
And all my friends wanted to find out
I just didn't want to know about it
'Cos all I needed to do was shout
I Never Needed You
As soon as I was told I was going to die
A different person entered me
Some people seemed to change overnight
Oh why cant they see?
I just couldn't seem to do no wrong
All I seemed to do was right
and then with only two months left
That's all I seemed to do was fight
And say....
I NEVER NEEDED YOU
That Girl
They've got no limitation
Cuz the colour of the cash is calling
And the girl that they're importing
Has got a number not a name (ain't we all)
In the backstreets there's a sinner
Where the low life keep on falling
And the victim pays the winner
But the price just stays the same
Tonight come on calling again
The highs and lows of living
Get distant by the day
And all because that firl is called
What no one likes to say
She don't see the sunlight anymore
They keep her locked up
Closed behind that door
(gotta keep kicking)
The boys in the bar keep talking
About the prize catch the all made
And the pimp just helps them all say
That she's the only one to blame
In the streets I saw a stranger
She had a lonely look inside
And right behind here was the one
With the aim of his bullet
Ever Fallen In Love?
You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that's worse
Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
I can't see much of a future
Unless we find out what's to blame
What a shame
And we won't be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same
Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
You disturb my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I'll only end up losing you
And that's worse
Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
Ever fallen in love with someone?
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
Ever fallen in love?
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love? (Love…)
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
Fallen in love with
Ever fallen in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with…
NO TIME FOR YOU
We grew up together when we were only kids
Fighting against a world that didn't really exist
Don't know where it went wrong
And I don't know who to blame
NO TIME FOR YOU NOW
STILL WE CARRY ON
NO TIME FOR YOU NOW
STILL WE CARRY ON
NO TIME FOR YOU NOW
STILL WE CARRY ON
Nestling on your pedestal low as low can be
The streets where we came from is where I wanna be
A rumour here a rumour there this time you're gonna fall
Time has passed the youth has gone you didn't get the call
Baby,I HATE YOU =)
You are the most annoying person, that I have ever met
Why don't you just keep on walking, do not stop here
Can't you see that I hate you
I want you to drop dead
Please stay away from me, and all my friends
I want you to know, I hate you baby
I want you to know, I don't care
So happy when your not around me
I'm glad when your not there
I can see that no one ever liked you
You get pushed around at school
I have always known where to find you
In a trash can or in a stall
Even your mom couldn't like you
Your the slop of them all
Please stay away from me, I'll always say