Uf, malo sam se ulijenila, nisam dugo pisala, tj. nisam ni imala neku potrebu… ali danas… sretna sam… jako sretna… napokon… drago mi je što su se moj optimizam, vjera i upornost isplatili… ako kažem da sudbina postoji vjerojatno će mi se netko nasmijat na to ali nema veze.. vjerujem u to i napokon sam se uvjerila u ono-kad nešto jako dugo želiš onda ti se to i ostvari… ma nemojte se obazirat na ovaj postić.. ipak se lakše piše kad ti ništa ne ide od ruke…
danas sam riješila najvažniju stvar i raspravila sve iz prošlosti, okrenula novu stranicu i sad krećem ispočetka… s onim tko je bio cijelo vrijeme tu, a opet meni daleko.. s onim tko je usnama obrisao moje suze, uspomene iz prošlosti, maknuo barem na tren onaj strah koji je non stop prisutan… trebalo je samo progutati ponos, pustiti da se dogode neke stvari, dati vremenu da napravi svoje i unatoč svemu dalje vjerovati… i opet je tu… ovaj put nadam se da ostaje zauvijek…i nitko više ne postoji, nitko više bitan… osim nas….
''Samo ti
Uvijek bila si
I bit ces mi
Moja tajna
Jedne vjecne ljubavi
Samo ti
Oduvijek do vjecnosti
Sve sto imam
To si ti''
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way...
ovakoc..
imam 17-tak godinica,iz rijeke sam i idem u ht skul.. ono što će vam netko prvo reći o meni je da sam teeeeeški OVISNIK o čokoladici.. svaki dan nastrada jedna..:) obožavam kokosić.. i optimist sam..veeeeliki..
my icq brojčić: 258-168-853
mejlić: pcelicanaja@gmail.com
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jedna jako, jako posebna pjesmica..
ima ono nešto..:)
~ here without you ~
A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go..
Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love..
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~ can't take that away~
They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams
'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me
They can do anything they want to you
lf you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to your pride
And just push them aside
See
I have learned there's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul
That they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid
And darkness will fade
No
They can't take this
Precious love
l'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me
Where I need to go
They can say anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach
Oh Lord
They do try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams..
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~ without you ~
No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows..
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore..
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~ hero ~
Would you dance
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run
And never look back?
Would you cry
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
Would you tremble
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
For the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.
I can be your hero, baby,
I can kiss away the pain,
I will stand by you forever,
You can take my breath away.
Would you swear
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.
Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care...
You're here tonight..
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~ I still believe ~
You look in my eyes
And I get emotional inside.
I know it's crazy
But you still can touch my heart.
And after all this time,
You'd think that I,
I wouldn't feel the same
But time melts into nothing
And nothing's changed.
I still believe, someday you and me,
Will find ourselves in love again.
I had a dream, someday you and me,
Will find ourselves in love again.
Each day of my life
I'm filled with all the joy I could find.
You know that I am not the desperate type.
If there's one spark of hope left in my grasp
I'll hold it with both hands.
It's worth the risk of burning to have a second chance.
No, no, no, no, no, no I need you baby.
I still believe that we can be together.
If we believe that true love never has to end,
Then we must know that we will love again..
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~ L'amour toujours ~
I still believe in your eyes,
I just don't care what you have done in your life.
Baby I'll always be here by your side,
Don't leave me waiting too long, please come by!
I still believe in your eyes;
There is no choice, I belong to your life.
Because I will live to love you someday,
You'll be my baby and we'll fly away
And i'll fly with you..
Every day and every night,
I always dream that you are by my side.
Oh, baby, every day and every night,
Well I said everything's gonna be alright..
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~ forgiven ~
I still regret
I turned my back on you
No one makes me feel the way you do
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation´s wing of charm
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven..
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~ storia che vale ~
Che cosa ha lei, che io no ho
Che cosa ha piů di me
Sto cercando una ragionne, anche se alle volte sai
Non c'é
Ero qui, eri qui
Ma poi non é andata sai proprio cosě
E una vita sola non puň bastare
Per dimenticare una storia che vale
Dei tuoi occhi che mi stanno guardare, non dimenticare
Č difficile per me imparare a vivere
Senzo abandonnarmi al mio presente
Inaspettatamente senza te
Ero qui, eri qui
Parlarne adesso non ha piů senso, o forse si
Perche una vita sola non puň bastare
Per dimenticare quanto si puň amare
Al tuo nome, a la tua voce pensare
Senza farmi male
E una vita sola non puň bastare
Per dimenticare una storia che vale
Ogni minimo particolare, non dimenticare
Non dimenticare..
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~ ovo mi je škola ~
Ovo mi je skola, i drugi puta cu pametnije
Jer falis mi do bola i znam da bice jos i bolnije
Jer svaka ljubav nova rusi vjeru u tebe
Ovo mi je skola i drugi puta cu pametnije
Koje su to rijeci sto su meni sisle s usana
Ne poznajem ni jednu sto bi kazni ovoj bila jednaka
Jer su osveta i ponos dvije sestre blizanke
Rodjene u ponoc, jedna malo prije a druga kasnije
Oooo, oooo ako ikad vratim vjeru u tebe
Oooo, oooo i onda lazna nada nikne za mene
Na poljima od snova
Ne pusta se korjenje
Ovo mi je skola
I drugi puta cu pametnije..
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~ ne odustajem ~
Ljubav će znati
Da mi jednoga dana stavi pod nos
I da mi u glavu vrati
Sve što propustio sam s njom
Radim na tome
Da se ludilo moje ne istrči van
Zar da se brukam pred njome
Kad mogu spasit što se spasit da
Ja ne odustajem
Jedino s njom sebe vidim
Ne odustajem
Od one za koju živim..
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~ ozdravi mi ti ~
Ja ti donosim smijeh
na napuklim usnama,
Dug sam prešao put
da ga dijelimo napola.
Pa se spuštam na pod
kraj tvojega jastuka,
A ti mi želju pokaži
da ustat ceš ko nekada...
Samo ozdravi mi ti,
to je sve što sam od neba tražio,
I svaki korak tvoj što ga napraviš,
Ja bih usnama nagradio,
Samo ozdravi mi ti,
to je sve što sam od neba tražio,
I svaki osmijeh tvoj što mi pokloniš
Kao zastavu bih razvio,
Samo ozdravi mi ti...
Ja cu cekati na tebe
Kada ustaneš i kada kreneš
Želim vidjeti tvoj smijeh
I želim da se ponosim sa tobom
I želim se pomoliti sa tobom
Kad prepoznaš pobjedu u sebi
I pobjedu u meni
I kada ozdraviš mi ti..
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~ tajna vještina ~
Postoji tajna vještina (biti jedno za drugo)
Kad potamni zlatnina i ćutiš da je gotovo
Tad plovim, miran
I čuvam, to što imam
Tu varku
Da sam za te ipak drukčiji od svih
Bivših
Još ti se radujem (a nemam zašto biti ponosan na nas)
Još ti se radujem svoje tajne tebi govorim na glas
Ko da je s nama isto ko i prije
A nije
Postoji tajna vještina
srcu se pokoriti
i (to su priče za djecu
u koje ne želim sumnjati)
plovim, miran
baš kao da još te imam
i lažem da sve je dobro i da bolje ne može
a može..
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~ through my eyes ~
What was meant to be forever
Is breaking all apart
What was meant to be forever
Leaves the hole inside my heart
What was meant to be forever
We throw it all away
What was meant to be forever
Was nothing but a game
What was meant to be forever
Is breaking all apart
What was meant to be forever..