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Ovaj blog ne postoji tebi se samo cini da ga citas...alo, probudi se... :D

...O MeNi...
Ne volim, previshe toga....Mrzim, po potrebi. Ne nadam se, osim podsvjesno. Ne uzivam, niti ne pokušavam. Zalim, samu sebe. Slusham, ali rjetko sto zbilja cujem. Izgubljena sam, u vlastitom labirintu. Ne zivim, ali nisam mrtva. Zelim umrijeti, ali se ne mislim ubiti..... Nezelim privuchi paznju, ali pishem blog. Grijesnik sam, kao i svi ostali. Moja najdraza pjesma, otpjevana je tishinom. Slika, nacrtana bez sredstava.... Ljepota je svudgje, u malim stvarima. Slijepa sam, za male tvari. Sreca, pronalazim ju u nesreci. Ja, samo chovjek. Smisao, nema ga.... :)

...VoLim...
Samo svojeg bebacha i maje jokejice...
najvishe na svijetu... :)




...LjUdi KoJe ciTam......
BlOg
Cemu tuga,cemu bol kad postoji alkohol :D
HilL
mOja zAbica
MalO ZlO
beky
PiTbuLlIca
HaJdI
DiZzYReEd
ToKiO HotEl SmrDi

SuZy & LeLa

....AC/DC....

.........T.N.T.........

See me ride out of the sunset
On your color TV screen
Out for all that I can get
If you know what I mean
Women to the left of me
And women to the right
Ain't got no gun
Ain't got no knife
Don't you start no fight

'Cause I'm T.N.T. I'm dynamite
T.N.T. and I'll win the fight
T.N.T. I'm a power load
T.N.T. watch me explode!!!

I'm dirty, mean and mighty unclean
I'm a wanted man
Public enemy number one
Understand?
So lock up your daughter
Lock up your wife
Lock up your back door
And run for your life
The man is back in town
So don't you mess me 'round

'Cause I'm T.N.T. I'm dynamite
T.N.T.and I'll win the fight
T.N.T. I'm a power load
T.N.T. watch me explode!!!

T.N.T. Oi, Oi, Oi
T.N.T. Oi, Oi, Oi
T.N.T. Oi, Oi, Oi
T.N.T. Oi, Oi, Oi
T.N.T. I'm dynamite (Oi, Oi, Oi)
T.N.T. And I'll win the fight (Oi, Oi, Oi)
T.N.T. I'm a power load (Oi, Oi, Oi)
T.N.T. Watch me explode!!!

.....ROcKer....

I'm a rocker
I'm a roller
I'm a right out of controller
I'm a wheeler
I'm a dealer
I'm a wicked woman stealer
I'm a bruiser
I'm a cruiser
I'm a rockin' rollin' man

Got slicked back hair
Skin tight jeans
Cadillac car
And a teenage dream

I'm a rocker
I'm a roller
A rockin' rollin' man

Got lorex socks
Blue suede shoes
V8 car
And tattoos

I'm a rocker
I'm a roller
A rockin' rollin' man

........Highway to Hell ........

Living easy, loving free
Season ticket on a one-way ride
Asking nothing, leave me be
Taking everything in my stride
Don't need reason, don't need rhyme
Ain't nothing I would rather do
Going down, party time
My friends are gonna be there too

I'm on the highway to hell (x4)

No stop signs, speed limit
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Like a wheel, gonna spin it
Nobody's gonna mess me around
Hey Satan, payin' my dues
Playin' in a rocking band
Hey Momma, look at me
I'm on my way to the promised land

I'm on the highway to hell (x4)

Don't stop me

I'm on the highway to hell (x8)

And I'm going down
all the way
on the highway to hell

I'm a rolling thunder, a pouring rain
I'm comin' on like a hurricane
My lightning's flashing across the sky
You're only young but you're gonna die

Won't take no prisoners, won't spare no lives
Nobody's putting up a fight
i got my bell, gonna take you to hell
gonna get ya, Satan get you

CHORUS:
Hell's Bells
Yeah, Hell's Bells
You got me ringin Hell's Bells
My temperature's high, Hell's Bells

I'll give you black sensations up and down your spine
If you're into evil you're a friend of mine
See my white light flashing as I split the night
'Cause if God is on the left, then I'm stickin' to the right

I won't take no prisoners, won't spare no lives
Nobody's puttin' up a fight
Got my bell, gonna you to hell
Gonna get ya, Satan get you

CHORUS

yeow
Hell's Bells, satans comin to you
Hell's Bells, across the sky
Hell's Bells, We takin you under
Hell's Bells, Your gunna cry
Hell's Bells, they're takin' down
Hell's Bells, underground
Hell's Bells, gonna split the night
Hell's Bells, no way to hide, yeah

Ow, ow, ow, ow
Yeah, that's it
hello

.......Back in Black .........

Back in black
I Hit the sack
I been too long I'm glad to be back
Yes I am
Let loose from the noose
That's kept me hanging about
I keep looking at the sky cause it's gettin' me high
Forget the HEARSE cause I'll never die
I got nine lives, cat's eyes
Abusing every one of them and runnin' wild

CHORUS
Cause I'm back
Yes I'm back
Well I'm back
Yes im back
Well I'm baaack
Baaaack
Well I'm back in black
Yes I'm back in black

Back in the back of a new cadillac
Number one with a bullet I'm a power pack
Yes I'm in a band
With a gang
They gotta catch me if they want me to hang
Cause I'm back on the track and I'm feeling the flack)
Nobody's gonna get me on another rack
So look at me now I'm just makin' my way
Don't try to push your luck just get out of my way

Cause I'm back
Yes I'm back
Well I'm back
Yes I'm back
Well I'm back back
Well I'm back in black
Yes I'm back in black

Well I'm back yes I'm back
Well I'm back yes I'm back
Well I'm back back
Well I'm back in black
Yes I'm back in black

Well I'm back back
Well I'm back back
Back back
Back in black

..Rock and Roll Ain't Noise Pollution..

(All right)
Hey there, all you middle men
Throw away your fancy clothes
And while you're out there sittin' on a fence
So get off your ass and come down here
'Cause rock 'n' roll ain't no riddle man
To me it makes good, good sense

Good sense
Ow
Oooh yeah

Heavy decibels are playing on my guitar
We got vibrations coming up from the floor
We're just listening to the rock that's giving too much noise
Are you deaf, you wanna hear some more

We're just talkin' about the future
Forget about the past
It'll always be with us
It's never gonna die, never gonna die

Rock 'n' roll ain't noise pollution
Rock 'n' roll ain't gonna die
Rock 'n' roll ain't noise pollution
Rock 'n' roll it will survive

Yes it will, shit shit shit

I took a look inside your bedroom door
You looked so good lying on your bed
Well, I asked you if you wanted any rhythm and love
You said you wanna rock 'n' roll instead

We're just talkin' about the future
Forget about the past
It'll always be with us
It's never gonna die, never gonna die

Rock 'n' roll ain't noise pollution
Rock 'n' roll ain't gonna die
Rock 'n' roll ain't no pollution
Rock 'n' roll is just rock 'n' roll

Oh Rock 'n' roll ain't noise pollution
Rock 'n' roll ain't gonna die
Rock 'n' roll ain't no pollution
Rock 'n' roll it will survive

Rock 'n' roll ain't no pollution
Rock 'n' roll it'll never die

Rock 'n' roll ain't no pollution
Rock 'n' roll
Oh
Rock 'n' roll is just rock 'n' roll

...Thunderstruck...

(Thunder) (x10)
I was caught
In the middle of a railroad track (Thunder)
I looked round
And I knew there was no turning back (Thunder)
My mind raced
And I thought what could I do (Thunder)
And I knew
There was no help, no help from you (Thunder)

Sound of the drums
Beatin' in my heart
The thunder of guns
Tore me apart
You've been - thunderstruck

Rode down the highway
Broke the limit, we hit the town
Went through to Texas, yeah Texas
And we had some fun
We met some girls
Some dancers who gave a good time
Broke all the rules, played all the fools
Yeah, yeah, they, they, they blew our minds

I was shakin' at the knees
Could I come again please?
Yeah the ladies were too kind
You've been - thunderstruck, thunderstruck
Yeah yeah yeah, thunderstruck


Oh, thunderstruck, yeah

I was shaking at the knees
Could I come again please?

Thunderstruck, thunderstruck
Yeah yeah yeah, thunderstruck
Thunderstruck, yeah, yeah, yeah

Said yeah, it's alright
We're doing fine
Yeah, it's alright
We're doing fine
(So fine)

Thunderstruck, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Thunderstruck, thunderstruck, thunderstruck
Whoa baby, baby, thunderstruck
You've been thunderstruck, thunderstruck
Thunderstruck, thunderstruck,
You've been thunderstruck

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.... HLADNO PIVO .....

...Ne Volim Te ...

Ustao sam ujutro s glavom nateklomI zakacio malim noznim
prstom o stolSpotaknuo se o tvoje papuceU padu odkinuo
zastor i glavom puko u radijatorHtio sam ti baciti
vazu u glavuKad si se probudila i poslala me k vraguAl
sam u agoniji bola stenjao ispod stolaU grcu se previjao
kad mi je sinuloNe volim te nit sam te ikad
volioNa tvoje omiljeno pitanje evo ti odgovorBio sam
mlad it totalno zagorio ...Tako je valjda sve to
krenuloOd samoce i dobrog sexa nastala je nasa
vezaPocetni zar je bio zavidanDa nisam svakog dana
otkrio jos manaSad si u mojim ocima samo jos greska u
nogamaSto se smijes ko hijena to me toliko ne
smetaKoliko neke druge navikeNit sto vrece od tampona
bacas stalno sa balkonaSamo jedno ipak ne
razumijemNije mi jasno sto ne zatvaras zubnu pastu...

...Pjevajte Nesto Ljubavno ...

Godine provedene, zakopani ispod zemljePostali smo skupina
svirajucih zombija.U birtiji poslije trece, Tedy rezigniran
rece:"Momci, ne zelim dovijek' biti podrumski
covjek."S vremenom sve smo tisi,Slijede prvi
kompromisi.Otud samo korak, dva,Do pocetka
porazaPjevajte nesto ljubavno,Sigurno, tiho,
sterilnoPjevajte nesto ljubavno,Klinke svrsavaju na
to.Prodali smo cak i muda,Al' sviramo zato
svuda.Terase, festivali,Vise smeca, lova
veca.Slusaju nas curicePenzioneri i bakice.I
svi umni invalidi,Senilni i gluhonjemi.

...Rigoletto...

Probudio me umjesto kave,Odraz u ogledalu,Ovo, ovo nisam
ja,Tupa faca, oronula,I muka u zelucu,Ovo, ovo
nisam ja,Pred svojim se ocima,Bukvalno
raspadam,Ovo, ovo nisam ja,Ovo je nocna mora
ujutro,Znam da zvuci glupo,Ali ovo, ovo nisam
ja,Dva prsta u usta i bit ce mi
super,Rigoletto,Zaronim znojnu glavu u
skoljku,Rigoletto,S glavom u skripcu obecavam
lazi,Rigoletto,Da vise necu taknuti
piceRigoletto,Hoj, hoj !!!



četvrtak, 21.09.2006.

Fear of myself

.........Vec se mjesec dana suzdrzavam da ne spominjem skolu. Ali, dat cu si mira s ovim posljednjim....nejdem u skolu...bolesna sam... eh ... da sam bliska s nekim iz razreda,ne! ali u odnosu na prije sam se udaljila od svih koliko je to moguce. Mozda postoje i par ljudi na koje nemam alergiju, ali niti s njima nisam bliska, ne više. Ako s nekim izađem, ili se sretnemo vani- na tome ostaje. Jer kada se nekad vani izludim jer nemam drugog načina, oni me i znaju jedino takvu. Jednom sam u takvom stanju rekla jednoj curi: Ti mene uopee ne poznas. U nadi da je ona nešto bolje, rekla joj i: Niti ja poznam tebe. Nitko ne moze zaviriti u to kaj jesmo, nitko to ne moze osjecati, a to je zapravo i prava ljepota. Drugi dan mi je dosla i rekla kako sam bulaznila o tome da ju ne poznam. A očekivala sam da bude bar dio shvatila. Ali nije. Ostalo je to na bulaznjenju, rijecima koje sam rekla i koje su drugi dan postale kao i svaka druga riječ. Ne znam zasto s uopce cemu tada nadati. Da je netko bolji? Da sam ja bolja? Da nisu svi toliko zatupljeni koliko se cini iz toga so ih kroz skolsku godinu upoznajem? Ne znam bas… sve sa vidim je veliki postotak onih koji jure na nekim idealima koji su ih postavili drugi, koji grabe uzitke ne snoseci ikakve posljedice ili bar ne promisljajuci nista… i mozda par izgubljenih dussa koje ne znaju kuda spadju, kojima su unutrasnje borbe prevelike da bi mogle misliti na one vanjske… A ja, koja ne zeli trenutno govoriti kuda od ovih dvaju tipa spada jer mrzi sam pojam pripadanja, nezelim sebe nikako definirati. Jer sve ovo, pripadanje ili ne, dobro ili ne...sve je ovo privid. Nista drugo. Privid necheg boljeg ili goreg. Mutan oblak nade iz kojeg se moji osjechaji cijede kapljama kise svaki puta kada se razocaram, u njima, u sebi. I ne mogu osudjivati nekog sto je kakav je… jednostavno vise nemrem. Previse je drugih faktora koji djeluju na sve to, na ljudske osobnosti, stvaranje istih. Nisu oni krivi, nisam ni ja. Nisu oni loši radi toga kaj su takvi. I grizem jezik sada kada pisem nisam losa ni ja. Uz toliko dozu samokriticnosti, tesko je tako nesto meni napisati. I nakon svega...jedino se mogu nadati da budu stvari doshle na svoje. Bar na trenutak, ali onaj pravi trenutak stanja dushevne ravnoteze (ili bar da shvate sta to znaci). I da ga nitko od tih ljudi, kao ni vi tu, niti svih koji zive, nece propustiti....Mozda i uspijem u nekim stvarima koje me uoce ne budu razveselile. Da…jer u tome jedino uspijevam…
Ono sto me mozda i bi razveselilo, daleko je. Bez uspjeha. I zbilja ne moze nitko reci bude bolje ili nesto. Jer ne bude! Ne vjerujem da budem ostvarila neke snove. Ne vjerujem da budem realizirala toliko ideja. Ili bar jednu. najmanju, najveću... nije bitno! Samo jednu!!!!!!!
Ne vjerujem. Mozda trazim nešto perfektno pa zato. Jer ne mogu drugacije to objasniti. U biti…neznam. Zar zbilja previše trazim? Mozda ne zasluzujem… Mozda se ne trudim dovoljno… Mozda mi nije sudjeno… Mozda je za moje dobro… Ali ne zelim takvo dobro… ma u curac… Ne trazim zapravo nis....
ochete popis mojih zelja? Eo, potrudit cu se sastaviti sto dulji…zbilja…sad cu se potrudit!

Mozda samo malo mira!
Neki kutak. Bez ispitivanja kako mi je. Bez kakvog centra paznje. Bez glumatanja. Bez tudjih osudjivanja. Mir. ...
Dom, sastavljen od iskrenih osjećaja. Pa makar bio prazan!!!
Neko mjesto…s pogledom u nebo! Zvijezde…jedna ili tisuce njih…nije bitno! zelim samo gledati nebo. na zraku. travi. krovu. Bilo di...................
A poslje toga… možda neke osobe. Mozda nepostojece. Ne znam. I samocu i ljude. Znaci da, nepostojce.
Mozda jednu... odredjenu, samo jednu osobu… ali opet… Jer ju ja zelim…
… ne znam vise…
Tu se negdje moje zelje gube....
Zbilja… Vjerojatno imam i previse toga…
Mozda zavaravanje....
Jer kaj neka cudakinja, mracnakinja, ludjakinja…i kaj ja znam kaj sve ne, moze dobiti od zivota…? I koliko uopce zaslužuje…? I koliko će to uopće cijeniti…? Možda je zato najbolje da nema ništa!!!!! Jer bilo bi stvarno previshe da ima ono najmanje… Zar ne? Jer ona je kriva sa joj na popisu zelja nije postati direktor tvrtke…što se ne trudi u skoli koja ubija i onu posljednju volju za necccim…što se njezin lažni smiješak gubi i iskrivljava…što kad ju mamica i tatica upoznavaju s nekim iznad nje ne odjene nešto kao prikladno…što odbija biti klon i slika tuđih vidjenja…što se pravi da je ok sve to sa nikad nije bilo...Samo... moze koju otrovnu strelicu manje?.....eh,ne?? ma ok,ipak fala....
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