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Blog od 24.06.2006 godine. Alternativne pjesme senzitivne tematike. Rokenrol materijali nastali od 2000 - 2021 godine. Nadam se da ćete pronaći nešto za svoju dušu.
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The smiths of destiny
Blog since 24.06.2006 year. Alternative songs sensitive theme. Rock and roll materials written from 2000 - 2021 year. I hope you will find something for your soul.
(recommendation: read from the beggining)

last change on blog: 09.08.2021

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dobar Rock and Roll koji možete istražiti - good Rock and Roll that you can investigate:
mostly rock and roll
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09.08.2021., ponedjeljak

Humans, what you want us to become?


No matter how long it takes to happen - REMEMBER:

Open Source & Decentralized
"DIVA" i.e.
Direct Independent Voting Application
Make Diva and let us vote and decide all together for rightful and fair solutions of all of our problems.
Majority of Humans has to do it.
Minority can't decide decisions instead of Majority of Humans.

In too many cases it is logically, mathematically, morally and in any other way - IMPOSSIBLE for one percent of people or LESS, to decide decisions, laws, rules...for 8 Billion of people

The faster we implement this GLOBAL Idea the better for The Humanity.
When majority votes and makes decisions it is also to bring ‘Sure Justice’ or as close as possible to it.

Please, let us do this in the year 2021!

There is no time for IDLE WAITING and for fake solutions.
Don't wait for another Eternity because nothing will ever change because it can't change, History showed us that fact billions of times!

Nothing will ever change until we change ourselves and until we collectively Evolve in a positive way.
It simply cannot change without Majority of people saying "it is enough"

Read my Letter-Song
Share my Letter-Song
Republish my Letter-Song
That’s why I made it FREE
It uses only under 0.5 MB of your device disk space and yet it is a huge document

These things should be taught and preached in schools around the World!

Not because I wrote it or because of any other vain reason but because it is the Simple Truth and Simple and TOTALLY FAIR AND DOABLE SOLUTION for any and almost all Human problems.

The more people know about this Idea - the better


It is not only for me.
But for all of us.

It is given to you!
Take it while you still have the Chance!

Don't be jealous, lazy, selfish, big ego or whatever but be Smart and Kind and do the only thing possible.
Any sane person can see for themselves that this is The Solution to Become Better Humans

Do you want to become better or stay the same?

What do you want us to become?

Does God or Universe want us to slaughter each other or to become better Humans?

Does God want or do We want companies to produce viruses and then vaccines?

Does God, Allah or whatever positive Deity or Force want teachers to pull our little perfectly normal children for their sleeves in primary schools and telling them they can be a boy or a girl if they want - as it is already happening around the world?

Do you want to be poisoned from the air?

Do you want to live in a normal world where Love and Fairness rule or in this kind of world where everything is getting more and more upside down?

How about any other life important questions?

Singing simple motivational rock songs won't do it.
It didn't change us - as you already have many proofs in my Letter-Song
Not to mention all the other songs that other people know.

It can help of course - but we finally must MASSIVELY spread
The Idea of THE POSITIVE SOLUTION which will not harm others.
Yes, we, little people!
This very second!

If any reader understands my Letter-Song and shares it to only few or to 10 more people and them do the same towards others and so on - how long do you think before we make a FULL TURN in our mindsets and change The Whole Planet for the Good?

Very little time is needed for all of this to happen when you involve so many Good people!!!

DIVA is FAIR & PURE LOGIC and for all the People of the Planet Earth, equally!

We must do something Massive and on a Global Scale.
That's what DIVA certainly is!

To my biggest surprise you are all waiting.
For something?
What for, exactly???
Waiting for GODOT?

It will never come!!!

We don’t have


The solution is presented to you one month ago on 9.7.2021!?

I know what you think collectively because on the independent Televisions you can clearly see what Majority is thinking when giving their opinions about usual problems!

Where are all those people now to support this IDEA and The Solution!?

If you know what you think then

Elites surely won't do this!
You can bet all the money ever printed!

Don't fall into a silly trap of "no one is commenting this guy" and conclude: it is of 'no importance'

Educate yourself and Understand that it is a typical psychological thing:

Same as selling in a market:
When one or two or more buyers are buying this attracts even more buyers towards you, too.
If NO ONE IS BUYING OFF YOU or at least if no one is interested in your stuff standing around you, no matter how good or bad it is that thing that you are selling - there is no ADDITIONAL CROWD ATTRACTION.
It is a proven fact.
I concluded it by myself very long time ago...
Only many years later I discovered it is a true fact and true PSYCHOLOGICAL COGNITIVE BIAS or HERD BEHAVIOR – or whatever way you want to call it.

The same or similar should be then concluded for "not commenting" and "not supporting", "not sharing"...



Do you want real justice and fairness, planting forests - all around the Globe or do you more trust "their" fake laws, bad decisions, fascism, slaughter, fake and harmful climate solutions and crime-justice?

How many wars and disasters until you open your eyes?

Do you really crave for HUNGER & ANOTHER GLOBAL CARNAGE and blood up to your ears!?

If NOT - then People, I ask you, I BEG YOU - what are you waiting for???


Is it so hard?
Is it so hard?


Read more in my extensive Urgent Letter-Song - about the concepts and all. Expand on it and Develop the Idea! Before it is too late!

Urgent Letter-Song sent to the Humankind in 2021 – v.1.pdf

Messages from beyond (song in progress...)

Lad sitting at my computer desk
Strange computer shut down
Message on a dying screen?
...Virus or something?

Turning back towards me
He asks:
And what is MENSERIT? (!?)

Weird storm
Something undisclosed
Aliens or...
Something in the Atmosphere
Great Air Whirl
Great Air Stream
Huge Circular Air River
That Slow and Powerful
Revolving Sound
As it goes

“Si manseritis in spirito sancto:
Petite et quodcumque petistis fiet nobis”

If you abide in the Holy Spirit: Desire and whatever you desire will happen to us

“Si manseritis in spirito sancto:
Petite et quodcumque petistis fiet nobis”

If you abide in the Holy Spirit: Desire and whatever you desire will happen to us

- 23:13 - Komentari (3) - Isprintaj - #

20.07.2021., utorak

People, what kind of World do you want?

***Na Hrvatskom i Engleskom jeziku***
***In Croatian and English language***

People, what kind of World do you want?

Ljudi, kakav Svijet želite?

Eto, ovdje je po meni jedino moguće fer rješenje naših problema!
Ustvari imate ga na dlanu već od 9.7.2021 ali nitko očito nije niti pogledao.

Probajte se potruditi svi barem malo i da konačno krenemo kao Čovječanstvo naprijed.
Sve vam piše.
Otvorite malo um.
Izadjite iz kutije.
Ideja je totalno jednostavna u konačnici - a takva rješenja su obično i najbolja.
Čitajte i dijelite svima i da se Ideja zakotrlja.

Hajde ljudi da ovu 2021 pretvorimo u nešto zaista lijepo za sve Zemljane.
Ne mogu ja to samostalno.
Nije to za mene nego za sve nas.


- 01:50 - Komentari (3) - Isprintaj - #

09.07.2021., petak

Urgent Letter-Song sent to the Humankind in 2021 - v.1

Urgent Letter-Song sent to the Humankind in 2021 - v.1

download size - 497,4 kb

9 things to remember at all times - and To Do with this document and this Idea.


***Although in this Letter-Song there still might be some wrong conclusions or mistakes, because
none of us is perfect - the main conclusions, the bottom line and the idea of the Decentralized
"Open Source - Direct Independent Voting Application" are absolutely right!***

- 23:49 - Komentari (1) - Isprintaj - #

05.07.2021., ponedjeljak

Diversion - message


- 23:46 - Komentari (1) - Isprintaj - #

18.03.2021., četvrtak

What is on the fourteenth of February? (demo)


Can anyone of you find and catch the cat!?

Please be Kind and share links to my songs...
(See the world. See the importance)

And have a Long, Healthy, Beautiful and Righteous Life.
It is Time!

- 18:45 - Komentari (3) - Isprintaj - #

14.03.2021., nedjelja

Simply to hold (demo)


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09.03.2021., utorak

Perseverance - Life's Essential (demo)


- 00:43 - Komentari (2) - Isprintaj - #

21.02.2021., nedjelja

Rest in Peace, Djordje Balasevic - Farewell


- 15:57 - Komentari (6) - Isprintaj - #



- 07:39 - Komentari (4) - Isprintaj - #

19.02.2021., petak

Empathy for a girl - healing


- 04:02 - Komentari (3) - Isprintaj - #

24.01.2021., nedjelja

Anyone who consumes this important information before they see my new future single - is immature


Popij -
Copyright (c) Kovaci sudbine, The smiths of destiny 2021

- 21:10 - Komentari (1) - Isprintaj - #

Tell me more about the trigger patchwork, Fernando - message


***Important Update***
(Written 25 - 28.1.2021, updated 28.1.2021 at 23:01)
I will explain what I really meant earlier...when being exhausted...

Copyright (c) Kovaci sudbine, The smiths of destiny 2021

- 21:07 - Komentari (2) - Isprintaj - #

05.10.2020., ponedjeljak

Life's Subtle Nuances


- 00:05 - Komentari (3) - Isprintaj - #

10.09.2020., četvrtak

Sublime Nine (demo version)


Click and enjoy...

Have in mind it is a Demo.
Maybe it will stay almost the same, maybe not.

:) That's all Folks!.
I got to go...
Everything's gonna be alright...

I need to focus on other life arenas, also :)

- 21:50 - Komentari (7) - Isprintaj - #

01.09.2020., utorak

Spiritual Home of mine


Click and enjoy...

Leave your comments...

Ostavite komentare...

- 02:35 - Komentari (1) - Isprintaj - #

20.06.2020., subota

I'll just adore you, blindly


My new Single! :)
A twenty lines.
As if - for 20 years of my writing?
2000 - 2020

- 01:31 - Komentari (6) - Isprintaj - #

20.03.2020., petak


- 05:46 - Komentari (1) - Isprintaj - #

13.02.2020., četvrtak

Magic step you took - message


- 20:15 - Komentari (2) - Isprintaj - #

15.01.2020., srijeda

...No I haven't - notice

I have several songs almost done, collecting dust for a year or so...
But...they probably need polishing...

Tricky little thing.
If you are too emotional you are using all or too much of your energy,
and if you are not greatly emotional - then the song can't be good.
That's at least how I mainly see it and how I do it.
Maybe there are some exemptions to the rule but...

So..., if you think I've forgotten...

One of them could be really nice.
I started writing it as a new version, few days before New Year.
But the event, idea, notes, versions and "sketches" are old up to one year.
Hopefully it will be done in a few days.

...No I haven't.

(grammatical error:
I've = I have
*Some people would still use it in a similar examples, even with no verb after...)

- 23:46 - Komentari (4) - Isprintaj - #

01.06.2019., subota

Nadam se da razumiješ (demo verzija)

Ne zezam te
Ne testiram te
Ne izmišljam te

Sve je po istini
Nadam se da razumiješ

Podsjećaš me jako na nju
Ona je bila najbliže Ljepoti
Kakvu sanjam

Sanjao sam te jutro ranije
Zatekla si se kod mene
Mislim nešto kao...
Na slučajnom ručku
Potpuno opušteno
Bez ikakve napetosti
Bez ičijih posebnih očekivanja i straha
Jer to nikako nije moj stil
Nadam se da razumiješ

Žao mi je
Ako sam te ikako ikad povrijedio
Pitam se
Jesi li upće vidjela moje poruke
Jesi li ih uopće pročitala
(Jer ne vjerujem drugim ljudima
Bezbroj puta sam se uvjerio kakvi su)

Jutro iza toga sanjao sam nju
Cijeli igrokaz
Neku kuću
Spasio sam ju od nekog
Ili nešto već...
Kolodvorsku čekaonicu
Bocu žestokog alkoholnog pića i
Kako se natežemo oko nje
Pijemo i prolijevamo
(Tko zna što sve i kako točno)
Nisam se htio probuditi

Poslao sam joj pred par godina
Dva dugačka pisma
Zapakirao sam skoro svu Čistu Ljubav unutra
U tu 61 stranicu...
Da ju zadržim i spasim...
...Od nesreće.
Jer pokušavala je već i ranije otići...
Nisu to bila...
Tipična Ljubavna pisma
Već Motivacija, Inspiracija i Želja - da živi!
Znam da ne razumiješ
Jer to i nisam spominjao ranije

Da li je to bio uzaludni čin očajnika
Koji nije znao drugačije
Zbog kojih sve razloga?
Zaista ne znam...

Ona je nešto između
Starije sestrice mi
Srodne Duše
I mene samog u ženskom obliku

Spasiti nju je bilo - spasiti onu čija ovozemaljska duša je na umoru

Spasiti nju je bilo - ne zaboraviti djevojku sa klupe
Ne zaboraviti djevojku koja se zaljubila u čovjeka
Samo zato jer je njenom siromašnom djetetu poklonio čokoladu
Ne zaboraviti tu prelijepu djevojku kojoj je ranjena ovozemaljska duša umrla
Vjerojatno taj dan na toj istoj klupi
Kad ga je čekala od jutra do mraka a on nije htio ili mogao doći...
Čekala ga je od jutra do mraka...
Tu vani na toj jedinoj klupi!
(A niti ja nisam učinio ništa!
Nebitno je da li je bila normalna ili luda.
Vjeruj mi...)

Spasiti nju je bilo - spasiti i mnoge druge

Spasiti nju je bilo - spasiti budućeg sebe

(Ne hvalim se)
Činilo se ispravnim...
Moja dužnost i obveza...
Morao sam to učiniti!
(I drago mi je da jesam!)
Smatraj me ludim
Smatraj me morbidnim
Smatraj me ispod svojeg ranga
Smatraj da se igram Boga
Smatraj neka se drugi bave tuđim brigama
Čvrsto zatvori oči
Kako god poželiš

Nadam se da nisam krivoj osobi sve napisao
Nadam se da razumiješ

Smatraj da si to ne možeš dopustiti
Osobno te riječi su me jako začudile
Ali ti možeš misliti što te volja
I ona je mislila kao mlada i nadobudna - jedno
A nakon mnogo godina mislila je - drugo
O ljudima, situacijama i životu
Vidjet ćeš...
A možda i ne...

Mi živimo tek na
Sretno-Nesretnoj Crti
Zaslijepljeni trenutkom
Nadam se da razumiješ

Ne zezam te
Ne testiram te
Ne izmišljam te

Nisam umislio
Sve je po istini
Tražim te
Nedostaješ mi
Vjerujem u tebe
Želim te zagrliti
Ne mogu se tome oduprijeti
Nadam se da razumiješ

Želim da me naučiš
Želim da mi pričaš
Ne želim da šutiš
Nadam se da razumiješ

Sve me k tebi vuče
Oprostit ćeš mi
Nadam se...
Krive trenutke i Pogrešne misli
I sve moje Krivice
(Molim Te)

Ne znam čak niti što je sve ovo
Niti čemu ovo vodi
(Niti da li je ispravno)
Sve me k tebi vuče
Nadam se da razumiješ

Ne očekuj od mene puno
Ne očekujem od tebe puno

Ako te pustim - ne valja
Ako te ne pustim - valja li onda?
Reci mi - što da napravim?
I kako?

Uvijek kao da kasnim
Nešto krivo radim
Netko drugi je bolji
Netko je stigao ranije
Netko je bogatiji
(Uvijek nekakvo "crno" natjecanje)
A u konačnici...
Je ili nije?
Što je ispravno a što krivo?
Ovaj život nema pravila
Samo Sretno-Nesretna Crta
Nadam se da razumiješ

Zašto sam te morao vidjeti?
Zašto mislim na tebe?

Ako te zaboravim
Hoću li zažaliti?

Ako te ne zaboravim
A ti budeš hodala svojim putem bez mene
Hoću li poludjeti?

Ako ti naštetim
Hoću li si oprostiti?

Bojim se da je moja Ljubav
Veći dio nje
Pokopana u grobu s Njom

Kad su laž, obijest, oholost i neljubav
Moje srce je pokopano
Skupa s Njom
Da li je to blagoslov ili presuda
Pitam se...

Htio sam te upoznati bolje
Ali ne mogu
Ne mogu ono što ne dopuštaš

Jednom možda saznaš
Tko sam ja zaista
I reći ćeš:
"To nije moguće
Ne vjerujem

Jednom možda...
Ako se uzdignem...
A to ću kao i do sada morati sam
Sve iz nule.

Suze mi mame Židovski kamenčići na njenom grobu
Zbog "Schindlerove liste"...
Zbog tog filma iz mojeg pisma
Zato jer Oscar Schindler
- to je možda ona
- to sam možda ja
- to si možda ti
- to smo možda mi

I evo sada...
Ovih dana
Stvari su već drugačije
(Ona također nije slučajna
Začuđujuće ste toliko Nadnaravno slične njoj
Pojavile ste se niotkuda...
To nikako ne može biti slučajno...
Ne možeš niti zamisliti
Kakav utjecaj sve to ima na mene...)

I ovaj tren opet su drugačije...

Jednom ću nadam se doći tamo
Pasti, kleknuti i isplakati
Sve suze ovog Svijeta
Bit će to
Sudbinski kišan dan
Nadam se da razumiješ

(Napisano od 8.4.2019 do 1.6.2019)
Demo verzija.

Bit će dorađeno, prevedeno i usklađeno vjerojatno sa engleskom verzijom.
Takav je otprilike plan i ideja...

Trenutno nemam energije, vremena niti volje dovršiti ju...

(C) Autorska prava - Sva prava pridržana - Kovači sudbine, The smiths of destiny, 2019
(C) Copyright - All rights reserved - Kovači sudbine, The smiths of destiny, 2019

- 23:22 - Komentari (5) - Isprintaj - #

24.03.2019., nedjelja

I plagiarized Rock and Roll and All

Read carefully.

(Written from 22.2.2019 to 24.3.2019 )
(minimum out loud reading time: 4 minutes - song plus 4 minutes - addendum)

I plagiarized Rock and Roll and All

Haven't you heard?
I plagiarized
It all
Elvis Presley, Tina Turner, The Beatles,
The Rolling Stones, David Bowie, Scorpions,
Queen, The Cure, Morrissey,
Depeche Mode, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Cranberries,
Placebo, The Strokes, Arctic Monkeys,
Marketa Irglova, The Jezabels, Greta Van Fleet...
The list of assimilated influences goes on and on and on and on...

It gone so far
I plagiarized my parents
My poor ancestors
And next of kin
Myself and
(My ways "how to sin")

And all the great evergreens
From my radio!
The whole World
You name it! :D

Now it all fits perfectly in
I unknowingly, pretentiously, non deliberately
I ripped them off!

I plagiarized Rock and Roll
And All!!!

Chuck Berry, Bryan Ferry...
You may not believe me
(Calling it "Fancy"...)
When I strikingly say so
But it is not easy for me
To acknowledge
And bring to surface
It all

And this... "Cheeky Little Prankster" :'D
Dolores O'Riordan
Of course part of her Irish soul
Must be inside my soul!
Directing me
(Now... you see...) (*pay great attention)
I stopped drinking coffee
Started eating enormous amounts of Garlic
I'm trying to be some kind of Harlic...
...Harlequin? :) (*with surprise voice)
Shh I "secretly'' sing Sinead O'Connor
Could it be...it's a secret way to...Honor? (*with confused voice)
(...Them both...?)
I don't believe! (*with disbelief voice)
(It's more this other thing)

So how can it not be!?
How can you say it isn't so!?

I used ''their'' ideas (*emphasis on "their"/ seen from many angles)
I used ''their'' songs (*emphasis on "their" / seen from many angles)
I almost never had an
Clean idea
Of my own?

I plagiarized
Them all
(I overdosed with music!)
And it made me
Happy So!!! :D

I also plagiarized
Some bands
(I bet...)
You don't know at all! :D
Sometimes I'm so small...

I even plagiarized the
Stuff I at first didn't dare
But then I hadn't thought...
"As if they would ever know
As if they would care" :D

Elizabeth Fraser
Only recently caught my eye
...Inspired me...
You know
That strange alien voice and language (*with wondering voice)
My God
Instantly I'm "on"
Almost like...on Pins and Needles
...Pins and Needles
I wanna hear more!!!

I certainly need
To do more songs
And living
On my own
I'm busted
I'm such a Clone

I'm afraid...
I plagiarized
This humanly Treasure
Genes, words, histories and melodies...
Haven't I?
After all!?

Although now
I'm so sorry and I beg
Your Forgiveness
(There were too many to mention)

I won't hide it anymore...
I promise
I will try to do
Extra special
Uniquely new
On my own
(Please take no legal intervention!) (*with concerned voice)

This is just a small Ode
With only partly hyperbolical code
It is in your Favor and Glory
And I bow before You All !
Thank You...
Ladies and Gentlemen,
Boys and Girls,
Previous and Present
...And even some Future...
Thank You...Rock and Roll!

The new ones will come
And they too will do...
the similar mistakes
as me and you...

Let your mind bloom uniquely.
Never copy.
Make your own!
...I'm always afraid... (*with quieter voice)


Never copy. Make your own! ;-)
(You can't comprehend all the hidden meanings in this song at once!)

One ''Cute and Kind'' girl hit me, so I'm a bit bent to the side - if you know what I mean...

It is a funny cycle of inspiration and plagiarism.
Past and Future. Monkey do what monkey see.
Monkey is still only a new monkey.
Through many generations it looks almost as if all had been already done before.
And it is - and it isn't!

In the last few years... I always wanted to mention in my song how much I Love and Appreciate good Rock and Roll and excellent, exquisite music.
So...here it is! :)

I didn't have a faintest idea how to accomplish such a tremendous and challenging task...until...
I had to stall my lunch because the words keep popping into my head and it was just the thing that I've been waiting for!

I am also very eager to hear something unheard off and new!
That is also possibly one of the almost unconscious reasons - why I now, after the song is finished, believe - that's partly a reason why I've done this song in a such way.

I can already see Mr. Martin Lee Gore laughing with his famous "ha ha ha" laugh on this! :D
If ever that would be the case, let me just right now leave a notice in this place:
"Oh well, Maestro, it's good for you having your fun, you know...
But don't make a mockery out of me!" :O :D

I had to done it chronologically in the beginning, having in mind approximately the years when they became ''active''...
All singers or bands mentioned in a song are of course in the same time, the ones I respect and love to hear.
23 are mentioned throughout the song. From old ones to new ones.
There are more than a hundred unmentioned, which I also Love.

List by: becoming active
(years source: Wikipedia)
**mentioned later in a song

Elvis Presley - 1953
**Chuck Berry - 1953
Tina Turner - 1958
The Beatles - 1960
The Rolling Stones - 1962
David Bowie - 1962
Scorpions - 1965
**Bryan Ferry - 1967
Queen - 1970
The Cure - 1976
Morrissey - 1977
**Elizabeth Fraser - 1979
Depeche Mode - 1980
**Sinead O'Connor - 1986
The Smashing Pumpkins - 1988
The Cranberries - 1989
**Dolores O'Riordan - 1989
Placebo - 1994
The Strokes - 1998
Arctic Monkeys - 2002
Marketa Irglova - 2006
The Jezabels - 2007
Greta Van Fleet - 2012

Please, if you can and if you want - use your heart, knowledge, influence, status and resources and try to help Sinead O'Connor and others of you which are in need. There is no shame if being ill or alone. Yes I know what Sinead would reply...
(There is really no need for any bad feelings whatsoever)
Life isn't easy for no one. Just help if you can and if you want. Today. Don't wait tomorrow.
Good and sensible people will anyway always try to repay.

Let me know what do you think about the song...

(More songs are available on my blogs. Contact me freely.
Would be nice if I could write something for a good band or singer but...)

And that will be, dear Folks, all from me for now.
I must focus on other things...

Thank You!

(c) Copyright - All rights reserved by The smiths of destiny, Kovaci sudbine - 2019

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10.03.2019., nedjelja

Kim, do you want to? (Light Fairy tale for all the refugees from senselessness)

Here is a tiny song I wrote, you might want to read it note by note...

Funny how you decide to shorten a long song at least in half but then you easily extend it four times as long as it has been when you decided to cut it in half!? Hm... :O :D

Long live Rock and Roll!!
I had a Little Inspirational Rush!
Your Honor - I plead: Not guilty!

(Excuses are...oh...I had to add some, lose some and sum some...and...
Let us better start, shall we?)

(notice: 16 minutes and preferably more is needed for good read and understanding.)

Kim, do you want to?
(Light Fairy tale for all the refugees from senselessness)

Do you want to?
Kim who do you really want to be?
Do you want to be a Heroine?
Do you have an irresistible crave for counseling the World?
Is your heart really good or in between...?
Learn everything you can about...
Great rock and roll female singers...
Learn everything you can...

Where are you from, Kim, really?
Who are you?
I've heard you could easily be from France or...Scotland?
But then again it could be also Croatia,
running through your veins?
Kim oh Kim...
How come you are so strange and yet so familiar?
Or am I wrong...
Have I only dreamt you?

Will you embrace the ''gift''?
Will you encourage the people?
Are you ready to make a sacrifice?
Even if it would try...
To led you to the martyrdom?
For how long we all have to wait?
To see the real you?
After being, almost...
Barred for decades

See, I cannot sleep
I told you.
I whispered and I yelled
Early in the Sunday morning
(Like as if a
Little Light Angel put me here...)
To shake you to wake you up.
(I hope I didn't distress you that early morning) (*gentle voice)

Or just to find you
Read between the lines...
See what everyone chooses not to see.
Do you want to play the real game?
Are you a little "want-to-be" Savior?
Or are you here for the Money?

Did you start just for others to clap their hands for you?
Did you really!? :)
Or are you The Real Deal?

When will all the emotion pour out like dry-summer heavy rain?
Have you got the strength and the will?
To erase the pain?

Even if it cheats you!?
Even if all seemingly shall be in vain?

Many Good ones are gone into the Light
Or going towards...
Or so they say.
Maybe you still do not get it.
Or maybe you do.
Story is also about Them.
Is their tale good or bad?
Who chooses what's the right answer?

Martin asked: "Where's the Revolution..."
Universal picture
With tears
With joy
Universal like Space
Or only up to some degree

Do you have empathy?
Do you hear me when I
Do you hear me when
I call your name?
Are you near me when
I'm near you?
Or are you going away?

Fads come and go
Always be your true self
Do not listen to me!
Be only who you need to be

I want to wake up someone
Like you
I want to know you
All is passing me by...
Only one kind can fascinate me
Do you understand?
I need to be around such people
Because they make me
Feel so good
I can't wish for
I can't wish for
Too much if at all
It will crush me
If I am again wrong
I am just not that strong
And I also ponder around these...
Numerous things...

Do you know?
I am yet a tad to grow
And then I will (I hope so...)
Find someone for me
Just like you
Just like thee
At least...
I can dream
Can I?
(I pray so!)
(I always dreamt)
Are you sent? (*with lower voice)

One day, maybe...
If life permit
I will just...
Touch you
For a blazing split second
So tenderly and brief
Then you'll know
Who I am

No worry...
Don't worry...
Didn't I said?
(And you are still worried)
Like a kid afraid
And that touch alone
Could make me
So-oo happy
So, so, so...
I wouldn't dare
To touch you
At once
More than that
It would be
Too much Overwhelming

Never grow up
Never grow up!
Never get old
Always stay

Never be deluded...
I only started tickling you
To think profoundly
And later I will
If you misbehave
Threaten too
With nettles
Like I usually do-oo ( :-) )

So good...
Are you really so sweet?
So kind...
I hope you're not
Wearing a mask!

Did she made me
Look your way?
(I was eager to see such...)
But now I really wonder
You two are so similar
If only I could know
How to charm you
How to disarm someone
As little as you
Then I'd be on the horse
Ha ha ha :)
It is easy for you
And hard for me
Shame on me!
It's already late
I'm already cooked and fried
I should've learned better
In life
I never did!

Now, don't you laugh girl!
If you do the "wrong" step
I will throw you over my shoulder...
See that is why
I'm kissing her feet
Only up to her ankles
So softly
You may think...
"That's weird...
What is he suddenly
blabbing about!?"
Or maybe:
"Kinky strange
Is it kind of fetish...you know...
Is he derange-d!?"

But I'll tell you the Truth
Oh I will...
None of it is true
And mark my words
Mark them!
It's with utmost respect
She is gone
Yes, She is gone!
Gone like the dead ones
Are gone

It is only Light now...
Can you feel it...?
Had I wish too much for
For her to be kind of reborn? (*with sadly voice)
"Why you had to go"
I asked....
"Why you couldn't stay awhile?"
I pleaded to her...
So she knows...

The two of you are so, so peculiarly similar
Aren't you?
But I can't wish for
You see
It will hurt me so ferociously
If I am wrong
But still I do
(Because you make me so
Overwhelmingly happy...)

I wait for someone
To whom I need not to say
A word
Or explain
She will sense it
Even from a far distance
So sweet
Nothing to fight against
She will decide
And maybe
Only big... "maybe"
She'll do by miracle
By miracle...
She'll do Miracle
(And if one couldn't see
Then she simply wouldn't see...)

Can we all have what we want, Kim?
Can we all get what we are dreaming of?
Even if we do, for how long?
Spell some magic!
Dear girl
If you can
Repair this injustice
In the world

The strangest of all...
Loving her is - loving you (* "-" or "like")
Loving you is - loving her (* "-" or "like")
It is the same!
Sweet and sensitive
Old school
Old lifetime school
Like...Mountains are old
You are like Spring well
You are she
She is you
You are She is You

And it was an coincidence
I hadn't had a faintest clue
When I approached you
I swear
Or was it with other
yet unknown reason
Or was it because
of something what was
just due

I really hope so...
You are free of her pain

Uncorrupted, respectful, polite
Sweetly innocent
Loving is...
So effortless
(I heard what you said!
I instantly understood what you sincerely said!
Interlude, that night, there!)

And yet you are somehow afraid
And I say to You..
Hurting you is - hurting her (* "-" or "like")
Hurting her is - hurting you (* "-" or "like")

Much more we must learn
There is so much to reveal

I need to love someone
So why not you and her?

Whatever you do I'll still mostly have to be the same.
Either that or to die
And if I die by any chance
Now you know where and why I'll come by! :)

(I can sense your tough hands
play about on my chest
Where my heart is...
What are you doing?
Or am I deluded?
Is that someone else?)

You are she
She is you
You are She is You

Kim your palms are on my heart
What are you trying to achieve?

Oh well...
(I may be wrong...)

And maybe you also
Didn't get it thoroughly
I don't want to end like her
So, so, so many ended like her
Be it the exact reason - this or that
And many more will
Can't you see?
Even now, the other day...
Poor man Keith hanged himself in his lonely house (*if not true: "hanged" then "killed")
Alone, abandoned, in sorrow and despair.
And he was running more than healthy
Only few days before
But without his lost pair
It is so sad...

(I am so sorry to ask, but...
Are you caring Kim?
Or are you selfish and vain?
And what can I say - about me?

There are no guarantees
We can't see the future!
(It frightens me to death)
It is the greatest pain of all
"Lack of Love
That is why...
That is why
I kiss her bare feet
For a redemption...
For a deepest sorrow...
To ease the pain...
For the love of life!...
(And so many things more...)
That is why I whisper and send...
"I Love You" (*gently voice)
(To her Soul)
That is why...

I know...
I know...
I said too much
But near to nothing
Green eyes and Green
Do you know what I mean?)

What do you think
Can we ever get
Ever, ever get
Anything more valuable
Anything more expensive
Anything greater
Than Sincere Blinding Love?
You could know...

I knew a girl long ago
Then I discovered
She was married
But still she was addressed
With her maiden name, sometimes
I thought inappropriate to watch her picture
Daily on my computer screen background
And she was so pink sweet
On a green meadow offering her hand...
(Was she calling?
What was she trying to say?)

Years later I discovered hidden truths.
Later in life her husband dumped her
Or she left because...
Things between them didn't get along...
Or she was so ill that she had to go!?
She was so severely wounded and lost...
Oh...why am I telling you...
I don't know...
That was her...
(It ripped my soul to pieces) (*with sad trembling voice)

Only many years later I pondered on that same picture
From my computer screen
(Was she calling?
What was she trying me to say?)

And Kim
Kim oh Kim
Did you heard what she said?
Why she said those words?
From the past...
It emerged only recently
Ringing so heavenly now
Comforting and angelic sweet...
And then I saw you
And now I see you!
How could I explain...
What else can I say?

Kim partially had a bad luck - she failed to score
I had a good stroke of Light luck - I found Kim!
Kim is afraid
Me too...
Now we are both waiting...

Can we just for a start hug from afar and be quiet?
And see what will happen...

Have you forgotten already
About me?
Kim, where have you now gone?
Who are you?
Who are you!?
Kim, do you want to?
(I hope you understand...) (*with lower voice)
(Ahhh...Are you still sleeping? :O )

(Written between 18.2.2019 - 10.3.2019)
(C) Kovači sudbine, The smiths of destiny - all rights reserved
(Some minor adjustments are still possible...)

- 19:19 - Komentari (3) - Isprintaj - #

08.03.2019., petak

A small one - notice

Maybe today...
I hope today...
I'll have
A small one
For Light
For K&D
For D&K
For Light

Oznake: Only a brief notice...<3

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04.03.2019., ponedjeljak

Wandering blue eyes

Why are you hiding?
Gliding from us

Who hurt you?
Who deserted you?

What do you still seek to find?
Step outside
Come, slowly
For a jiff
Slowly step outside
(Out-side) of your mind

Wandering blue eyes
You can still stay
Wherever you
Want to stay
(And) Shy

We just want
You, Happy

Wandering blue eyes
(Of) Beautiful pearly kind
We will together
Banish whatever the sorrow

We just want
You, Happy

Wandering blue - blue eyes
I can see you
Reach and follow
Wonderful blue skies
(And) Rise
Rise and Shine

Even if impaired somehow
"Just to survive"
It is forever engraved
in my soul
(So-oo many of us...
Did similar)

I am here
It is ok
Sense in You...


It's all in your head
Who you really are...
Who you want to be...
As you think...
So shall you become
Always...be careful...
What you think!


(slow tempo)
(written between 21.2.2019 - 04.3.2019)
(C) Kovači sudbine, The smiths of destiny - all rights reserved

- 19:56 - Komentari (9) - Isprintaj - #

19.07.2018., četvrtak

When I remember

When I remember
I close my eyes
With both of my hands
Laid on my heart
And I send it all to You
Hopefully it can pierce
To the other side
As I said…
“Whatever happens, I love You...”

(written up to 18.07.2018)

- 04:34 - Komentari (6) - Isprintaj - #

Please wake up (I refuse to believe)

This is what I feared the most!
But never did I expect it
To happen.
I feel bad
I’m still not too much sad
But I feel bad
Like I was wrong
Like I failed
Like I failed you
Like I disappointed you
I feel bad inside
It feels like a really big fall
Like I should’ve done much better
Like I could’ve done much more
And it seems like a really big fall
I’m sorry Love
I’m not prepared to let you go!
Explain to me:
Why didn’t you call me or text me?
Or send me an email?
I wouldn’t do you harm!
You know it is true.
So why on Earth you didn’t???
Could’ve done that.
Now I feel guilty…
And I’m in a deep disbelief
Deep, deep disbelief
I feel empty
Wake up...
Please wake up
It was all only a dream
I feel like all my doing
Towards you
Were in vain
It feels like pain.
Please wake up…
I feel like my head will explode…
Please wake up…
I don’t want to believe
Not in this dreadful news
Please wake up…
Now I feel sorrow and regret
I failed myself!
I feel regret
I feel regret
Like I failed you
I feel regret…

Please wake up!
I can’t forgive myself!
(I was so close! So close…)
Please wake up!
Please wake up!

(written up to 23.01.2018)

- 04:13 - Komentari (0) - Isprintaj - #

Horror (Death?)

It surely can’t be!!!
It just can’t
Say it isn’t so!
It must not be!
Where are you now?
How will I now reach you?
Who to ask?
I’m exchanging the oxygen.
I don’t believe in it right now
I can’t
Sorry Love!
It must be a mistake
Must be!
The big lie
I won’t believe
I can’t

I don’t want you to die!
I don’t want you to die!
I don’t want you to die!
Live, live, live, live, live…!
Don’t wave goodbye!
Can’t you hear me!?
I don’t want you to die!
Live, live, live, live, live!
Be happy, be healthy…
Stay with us…

(written up to 23.1.2018)

- 03:15 - Komentari (1) - Isprintaj - #

For You

Never try to charm me
If you’d ever
Try to harm me
(Not even in your dreams.
Not even in my dreams.)
Sitting side by side we were.
My left arm(pit) was safely
Around your neck
So you can imagine
Where your head was
Your head was on my left
It almost doesn’t matter
Which exact way it was
In my dream
(Or should I say, now)
There are only fragments
Bits and pieces
Of this and that
All kinds of stuff
(Often hard to explain or relate)
But still…
There are some
Fragments of You.

As an dream explanation
Some would say:
You miss me
Some would say:
I miss you
And I would say…
“Be careful in Life
I wish You luck
I like to cuddle You
And protect You
And I Love You
(Obviously, strangely)”
As far as the two of us...
Are concerned
It might be my only purpose
And meaning…
Just to be here
For You

I’m not a Merlin
But I will...do
I will...try
What I can
For You
Never forget that
Never forget…

(written up to 12.1.2018)

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20.12.2016., utorak

Dolores's dream (Bed time story for Dollie)

Once upon a time...there was a little girl named Dolores.
This little girl...well she was never very fearful...
But even she couldn't cope with one terrible and evil man.
Only confronting his shivering shadow was immense fright!
Even a mere sight of him would give our little Dollie block.
The Boogeyman!
She would have told her in her little innocent mind many times.
But not for long time after that period - a vicious little boy knight started to appear every day...
Like from other time, other place and dimension...
This little vicious but righteous knight carried a true wooden sword!
It was sharp as a needle!
He had a little armour, too...
At first sight he stabbed the cruel man in his arse!
And two and three....times!
You will leave her alone!
Oh yes, you will!
Very unwillingly the cruel man finally stumbled and disappeared!
Ashamed and in horrific pain.
Little Dollie never knew this little knight!
Who are you?
How did you came here? Dollie asked...
Hi Dolores, I am your Dream Knight.
From now on I will also protect you!
Now hurry, we have to go!
Where? Dolores asked.
Just take my hand...
He took her hand and off they went out of her house doors...
Fast as wind!
Even Faster...
There was always many stone walls outside of her house.
And the grass is so Green...
But Dolores never knew...
One and two and three...passages...
That something so beautiful can be hidden behind one of the walls...
White Tall Clover Meadow. :)
Sun is shining. No rain. Cloudless sky. Ground is dry. It is summer time.
Bees are running rapidly from flower to flower.
Ants are building their castles underneath.
Spiders catching flies.
Butterflies. So many of them...
All kinds of butterflies!
And all sorts of multicolour bugs too...
The two of them went to the middle in the meadow.
Rolled some clovers and sat there.
Watching and smelling and laughing...
For hours...
She finally somehow fell asleep... [story from here goes quieter and quieter and slower and slower]
In the middle of this magic unseen clover meadow...
She fell asleep...
In the middle...
M m m
(When she woke up in her bed... [back to normal voice]
In the morning ...she was so happy...
Remembering... In her clover dreams she was so happy... :-) )
[written up to 05.10.2016]

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21.11.2016., ponedjeljak

Dolores in the Sky...

Dolores in the Sky... [written up to 05.10.2016] ()

You're standing, and you sense like two unknown hands are trying to reach you, and touch you and feel you...
And pat and rub and shake you like a playful child...and...
At that moment it looks like you're a bit worried and overwhelmed.
Questions upon your head.
And then...you finally smiled.
Now, tears in your eyes.
Little happy tears.
Shiny beam is piercing right into...your only heart.
Healing, lovely pinpointed energy.
Feels also probably a bit like hugs in Morrissey's concerts. May be so?
...And much, much more.
Through your eyes into you.
Through your heart into your eyes.
Un-buyable input.
Little man's best wishes to you.
And many, many good years, ahead.
No worries if it tickles you.
No worries if it feels like kisses are laid upon your hands, eyelids, forehead and hair...
If they really are, they are quite harmless and antish.
You're bouncing of - cloud to cloud like a kid on the trampoline.
In between, gliding and tumbling across...
The vast friendly space like a smiling carefree whale in the big sea.
Maybe...you're even gently spinning around.
Feeling is very soft and warm, only slightly hazy...
Now look really deep...
Into your soul...Then...you'll know the right answer...
It's Only...concentrated and dedicated pure Love. [accent on ''Only'']
Nothing more.
And You...Are safe in the Sky.
Happy B., D., always be well [in whispering voice]

(Do not misplace the song meaning - try and see it is nowhere near about your death but about you enjoying your life, playing like as you have the ability to fly. That good.)

(...) in text means short pause for a few moments, for words to ''sink in''.

- 20:22 - Komentari (2) - Isprintaj - #

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*** Humans, what you want us to become?
*** People, what kind of World do you want?
*** Urgent Letter-Song sent to the Humankind in 2021 - v.1
>> Diversion - message
>> What is on the fourteenth of February? (demo)
>> Simply to hold (demo)
>> Perseverance - Life's Essential (demo)
>>notice Rest in Peace, Djordje Balasevic - Farewell
>> Empathy for a girl - healing
>> Anyone who consumes this important information before they see my new future single - is immature
>>message Tell me more about the trigger patchwork, Fernando - message
>> Life's Subtle Nuances
45.Sublime Nine (demo version)
44.Spiritual Home of mine
43.I'll just adore you, blindly
>>notice Logo
>>message Magic step you took - message
>>notice ...No I haven't - notice
42.Nadam se da razumiješ (demo verzija)
41.I plagiarized Rock and Roll and All
40.Kim, do you want to?
(Light Fairy tale for all the refugees from senselessness)

>>notice A small one - notice
39.Wandering blue eyes
38.When I remember
37.Please wake up (I refuse to believe)
36.Horror (Death?)
35.For You
34.Dolores's dream (Bed time story for Dollie)
33.Dolores in the Sky...
>>poruka Izvan dosega...
31.Zamišljam (Ako odeš ti)
>>Između pjesama 2 (Ona i ja)
30.Ne znam što se to dogodilo ljudima danas
>>Između pjesama 1
28.Sve ovisi o tome kakav si čovjek
27.Ovaj tren
26.Volio bih da si tu
25.Možda će to biti...
24.Odrapio sam sliku
23.Tko je ukrao moje ime?
22.Nadam se, tek tako, nadam se
21.Ljudi koji stalno padaju (ništa što bi se krilo)
20.Zašto su ubili čovjeka
19.Ja tome nisam kriv
18.Zajedno sami
17.Zli moraju pasti
16.Kovači sudbine
15.Nešto o nama
14.Što smo negoli pijuni
13.Gdje ja pripadam
12.Sve je komercijalizacija
11.Simptomi ludosti
10.Uvjerena u jednu teoriju
08.Ponekad nema svjetla
07.Bježanje za samim sobom
05.Kiša nastavlja padati
04.Crno - bijelo
03.Crni tragovi
02.Vječito (u pet sati popodne)
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