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Blog od 24.06.2006 godine. Alternativne pjesme senzitivne tematike. Rokenrol materijali nastali od 2000 - 2021 godine. Nadam se da ćete pronaći nešto za svoju dušu.
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The smiths of destiny
Blog since 24.06.2006 year. Alternative songs sensitive theme. Rock and roll materials written from 2000 - 2021 year. I hope you will find something for your soul.
(recommendation: read from the beggining)

last change on blog: 21.02.2021

kontakt - contact: the.smiths.of.destiny @ protonmail.ch

povezani blog - connected blog: https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/

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dobar Rock and Roll koji možete istražiti - good Rock and Roll that you can investigate:
mostly rock and roll
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21.02.2021., nedjelja

Rest in Peace, Djordje Balasevic - Farewell

https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2021/02/rest-in-peace-djordje-balasevic-farewell.html

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EmeraldHope

https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2021/02/emeraldhope.html


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19.02.2021., petak

Empathy for a girl - healing

https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2021/02/empathy-for-girl-healing.html



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24.01.2021., nedjelja

Anyone who consumes this important information before they see my new future single - is immature

https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2021/01/anyone-who-consumes-this-important.html

Popij -
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- 21:10 - Komentari (1) - Isprintaj - #

Tell me more about the trigger patchwork, Fernando - message


https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2021/01/tell-me-more-about-trigger-patchwork.html


***Important Update***
(Written 25 - 28.1.2021, updated 28.1.2021 at 23:01)
I will explain what I really meant earlier...when being exhausted...

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05.10.2020., ponedjeljak

Life's Subtle Nuances

https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2020/10/lifes-subtle-nuances.html


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10.09.2020., četvrtak

Sublime Nine (demo version)

https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2020/09/45-sublime-nine-demo-version.html

Click and enjoy...

(
Have in mind it is a Demo.
Maybe it will stay almost the same, maybe not.

:) That's all Folks!.
I got to go...
Everything's gonna be alright...

I need to focus on other life arenas, also :)
)

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01.09.2020., utorak

Spiritual Home of mine

https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2020/09/44-spiritual-home-of-mine.html

Click and enjoy...

Leave your comments...

Ostavite komentare...


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20.06.2020., subota

I'll just adore you, blindly

https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2020/06/43-ill-just-adore-you-blindly.html

My new Single! :)
A twenty lines.
Only.
As if - for 20 years of my writing?
2000 - 2020

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20.03.2020., petak

Logo


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13.02.2020., četvrtak

Magic step you took - message

https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2020/02/magic-step-you-took-message.html


- 20:15 - Komentari (2) - Isprintaj - #

15.01.2020., srijeda

...No I haven't - notice

I have several songs almost done, collecting dust for a year or so...
But...they probably need polishing...

Tricky little thing.
If you are too emotional you are using all or too much of your energy,
and if you are not greatly emotional - then the song can't be good.
That's at least how I mainly see it and how I do it.
Maybe there are some exemptions to the rule but...

So..., if you think I've forgotten...

One of them could be really nice.
I started writing it as a new version, few days before New Year.
But the event, idea, notes, versions and "sketches" are old up to one year.
Hopefully it will be done in a few days.

...No I haven't.


-----
20.1.2020
(grammatical error:
I've = I have
*Some people would still use it in a similar examples, even with no verb after...)

- 23:46 - Komentari (4) - Isprintaj - #

01.06.2019., subota

Nadam se da razumiješ (demo verzija)

Ne zezam te
Ne testiram te
Ne izmišljam te

Sve je po istini
Nadam se da razumiješ

Podsjećaš me jako na nju
Ona je bila najbliže Ljepoti
Kakvu sanjam

Sanjao sam te jutro ranije
Zatekla si se kod mene
Mislim nešto kao...
Na slučajnom ručku
Potpuno opušteno
Bez ikakve napetosti
Bez ičijih posebnih očekivanja i straha
Jer to nikako nije moj stil
Nadam se da razumiješ

Žao mi je
Ako sam te ikako ikad povrijedio
Pitam se
Jesi li upće vidjela moje poruke
Jesi li ih uopće pročitala
(Jer ne vjerujem drugim ljudima
Bezbroj puta sam se uvjerio kakvi su)

Jutro iza toga sanjao sam nju
Cijeli igrokaz
Neku kuću
Spasio sam ju od nekog
Ili nešto već...
Kolodvorsku čekaonicu
Crkvicu
Bocu žestokog alkoholnog pića i
Kako se natežemo oko nje
Pijemo i prolijevamo
(Tko zna što sve i kako točno)
Nisam se htio probuditi

Poslao sam joj pred par godina
Dva dugačka pisma
Zapakirao sam skoro svu Čistu Ljubav unutra
U tu 61 stranicu...
Da ju zadržim i spasim...
...Od nesreće.
Jer pokušavala je već i ranije otići...
Nisu to bila...
Tipična Ljubavna pisma
Već Motivacija, Inspiracija i Želja - da živi!
Znam da ne razumiješ
Jer to i nisam spominjao ranije

Da li je to bio uzaludni čin očajnika
Koji nije znao drugačije
Zbog kojih sve razloga?
Zaista ne znam...

Ona je nešto između
Dobrote
Starije sestrice mi
Ljubavi
Srodne Duše
I mene samog u ženskom obliku

Spasiti nju je bilo - spasiti onu čija ovozemaljska duša je na umoru

Spasiti nju je bilo - ne zaboraviti djevojku sa klupe
Ne zaboraviti djevojku koja se zaljubila u čovjeka
Samo zato jer je njenom siromašnom djetetu poklonio čokoladu
Ne zaboraviti tu prelijepu djevojku kojoj je ranjena ovozemaljska duša umrla
Vjerojatno taj dan na toj istoj klupi
Kad ga je čekala od jutra do mraka a on nije htio ili mogao doći...
Čekala ga je od jutra do mraka...
Tu vani na toj jedinoj klupi!
(A niti ja nisam učinio ništa!
Nebitno je da li je bila normalna ili luda.
Vjeruj mi...)

Spasiti nju je bilo - spasiti i mnoge druge

Spasiti nju je bilo - spasiti budućeg sebe

(Ne hvalim se)
Činilo se ispravnim...
Moja dužnost i obveza...
Morao sam to učiniti!
(I drago mi je da jesam!)
Smatraj me ludim
Smatraj me morbidnim
Smatraj me ispod svojeg ranga
Smatraj da se igram Boga
Smatraj neka se drugi bave tuđim brigama
Čvrsto zatvori oči
Kako god poželiš

Nadam se da nisam krivoj osobi sve napisao
Nadam se da razumiješ

Smatraj da si to ne možeš dopustiti
Osobno te riječi su me jako začudile
Ali ti možeš misliti što te volja
I ona je mislila kao mlada i nadobudna - jedno
A nakon mnogo godina mislila je - drugo
O ljudima, situacijama i životu
Vidjet ćeš...
A možda i ne...

Malena...
Mi živimo tek na
Sretno-Nesretnoj Crti
Zaslijepljeni trenutkom
Nadam se da razumiješ

Ne zezam te
Ne testiram te
Ne izmišljam te

Nisam umislio
Sve je po istini
Tražim te
Nedostaješ mi
Vjerujem u tebe
Želim te zagrliti
Ne mogu se tome oduprijeti
Nadam se da razumiješ

Želim da me naučiš
Želim da mi pričaš
Ne želim da šutiš
Nadam se da razumiješ

Sve me k tebi vuče
Oprostit ćeš mi
Zaista...
Nadam se...
Krive trenutke i Pogrešne misli
I sve moje Krivice
(Molim Te)

Ne znam čak niti što je sve ovo
Niti čemu ovo vodi
(Niti da li je ispravno)
Ali...
Sve me k tebi vuče
Nadam se da razumiješ

Ne očekuj od mene puno
Ne očekujem od tebe puno

Ako te pustim - ne valja
Ako te ne pustim - valja li onda?
Reci mi - što da napravim?
I kako?

Uvijek kao da kasnim
Negdje
Nešto krivo radim
Netko drugi je bolji
Netko je stigao ranije
Netko je bogatiji
(Uvijek nekakvo "crno" natjecanje)
A u konačnici...
Je ili nije?
Što je ispravno a što krivo?
Ovaj život nema pravila
Samo Sretno-Nesretna Crta
Nadam se da razumiješ

Zašto sam te morao vidjeti?
Zašto mislim na tebe?

Ako te zaboravim
Hoću li zažaliti?

Ako te ne zaboravim
A ti budeš hodala svojim putem bez mene
Hoću li poludjeti?

Ako ti naštetim
Hoću li si oprostiti?

Bojim se da je moja Ljubav
Veći dio nje
Pokopana u grobu s Njom

Kad su laž, obijest, oholost i neljubav
Zavladali
Moje srce je pokopano
Skupa s Njom
Da li je to blagoslov ili presuda
Pitam se...

Htio sam te upoznati bolje
Ali ne mogu
Ne mogu ono što ne dopuštaš

Jednom možda saznaš
Tko sam ja zaista
I reći ćeš:
"To nije moguće
Ne vjerujem
Kako?"

Jednom možda...
Ako se uzdignem...
A to ću kao i do sada morati sam
Sve iz nule.

Suze mi mame Židovski kamenčići na njenom grobu
Zbog "Schindlerove liste"...
Zbog tog filma iz mojeg pisma
Zato jer Oscar Schindler
- to je možda ona
- to sam možda ja
- to si možda ti
- to smo možda mi

I evo sada...
Ovih dana
Stvari su već drugačije
(Ona također nije slučajna
Začuđujuće ste toliko Nadnaravno slične njoj
Pojavile ste se niotkuda...
To nikako ne može biti slučajno...
Ne možeš niti zamisliti
Kakav utjecaj sve to ima na mene...)

I ovaj tren opet su drugačije...
...

Jednom ću nadam se doći tamo
Pasti, kleknuti i isplakati
Sve suze ovog Svijeta
Bit će to
Predosjećam
Sudbinski kišan dan
Nadam se da razumiješ
...Pokušaj...
...Pokušaj...
...Pokušaj...

----------
(Napisano od 8.4.2019 do 1.6.2019)
Demo verzija.

Bit će dorađeno, prevedeno i usklađeno vjerojatno sa engleskom verzijom.
Takav je otprilike plan i ideja...

Trenutno nemam energije, vremena niti volje dovršiti ju...

(C) Autorska prava - Sva prava pridržana - Kovači sudbine, The smiths of destiny, 2019
(C) Copyright - All rights reserved - Kovači sudbine, The smiths of destiny, 2019

- 23:22 - Komentari (5) - Isprintaj - #

24.03.2019., nedjelja

I plagiarized Rock and Roll and All

Read carefully.

(Written from 22.2.2019 to 24.3.2019 )
(minimum out loud reading time: 4 minutes - song plus 4 minutes - addendum)

I plagiarized Rock and Roll and All

Haven't you heard?
I plagiarized
It all
Elvis Presley, Tina Turner, The Beatles,
The Rolling Stones, David Bowie, Scorpions,
Queen, The Cure, Morrissey,
Depeche Mode, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Cranberries,
Placebo, The Strokes, Arctic Monkeys,
Marketa Irglova, The Jezabels, Greta Van Fleet...
The list of assimilated influences goes on and on and on and on...

It gone so far
I plagiarized my parents
My poor ancestors
And next of kin
Me
Myself and
Nature
Space
Atoms
(My ways "how to sin")

And all the great evergreens
From my radio!
The whole World
You name it! :D

Now it all fits perfectly in
I unknowingly, pretentiously, non deliberately
Stole!
I ripped them off!

I plagiarized Rock and Roll
And All!!!

Chuck Berry, Bryan Ferry...
You may not believe me
(Calling it "Fancy"...)
When I strikingly say so
But it is not easy for me
To acknowledge
And bring to surface
It all

And this... "Cheeky Little Prankster" :'D
Dolores O'Riordan
Of course part of her Irish soul
Must be inside my soul!
Directing me
(Now... you see...) (*pay great attention)
I stopped drinking coffee
Started eating enormous amounts of Garlic
I'm trying to be some kind of Harlic...
...Harlequin? :) (*with surprise voice)
...
Shh I "secretly'' sing Sinead O'Connor
Could it be...it's a secret way to...Honor? (*with confused voice)
(...Them both...?)
I don't believe! (*with disbelief voice)
(It's more this other thing)

So how can it not be!?
How can you say it isn't so!?

(Inevitably...)
(Accidentally...?)
I used ''their'' ideas (*emphasis on "their"/ seen from many angles)
I used ''their'' songs (*emphasis on "their" / seen from many angles)
I almost never had an
Clean idea
Of my own?

I plagiarized
Them all
(I overdosed with music!)
And it made me
Happy So!!! :D

I also plagiarized
Some bands
(I bet...)
You don't know at all! :D
Sometimes I'm so small...

(Shamefully...)
I even plagiarized the
Stuff I at first didn't dare
But then I hadn't thought...
"As if they would ever know
As if they would care" :D

Elizabeth Fraser
Only recently caught my eye
...Inspired me...
You know
That strange alien voice and language (*with wondering voice)
My God
Instantly I'm "on"
Addiction!
Almost like...on Pins and Needles
...Pins and Needles
Intrigued!
I wanna hear more!!!

I certainly need
To do more songs
And living
On my own
Otherwise
I'm busted
Otherwise
I'm such a Clone

I'm afraid...
I plagiarized
This humanly Treasure
Genes, words, histories and melodies...
Haven't I?
I!
After all!?

Although now
I'm so sorry and I beg
Your Forgiveness
(There were too many to mention)

I won't hide it anymore...
I promise
I will try to do
Something...
Extra special
Uniquely new
On my own
(Please take no legal intervention!) (*with concerned voice)

This is just a small Ode
With only partly hyperbolical code
It is in your Favor and Glory
And I bow before You All !
...
...
...
Thank You...
Ladies and Gentlemen,
Boys and Girls,
Previous and Present
...And even some Future...
Thank You...Rock and Roll!

The new ones will come
And they too will do...
the similar mistakes
as me and you...

Let your mind bloom uniquely.
Never copy.
Make your own!
...I'm always afraid... (*with quieter voice)
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Addendum:

Never copy. Make your own! ;-)
(You can't comprehend all the hidden meanings in this song at once!)

One ''Cute and Kind'' girl hit me, so I'm a bit bent to the side - if you know what I mean...
:D

It is a funny cycle of inspiration and plagiarism.
Past and Future. Monkey do what monkey see.
Monkey is still only a new monkey.
Through many generations it looks almost as if all had been already done before.
And it is - and it isn't!
:-)

In the last few years... I always wanted to mention in my song how much I Love and Appreciate good Rock and Roll and excellent, exquisite music.
So...here it is! :)

I didn't have a faintest idea how to accomplish such a tremendous and challenging task...until...
I had to stall my lunch because the words keep popping into my head and it was just the thing that I've been waiting for!

I am also very eager to hear something unheard off and new!
That is also possibly one of the almost unconscious reasons - why I now, after the song is finished, believe - that's partly a reason why I've done this song in a such way.

I can already see Mr. Martin Lee Gore laughing with his famous "ha ha ha" laugh on this! :D
If ever that would be the case, let me just right now leave a notice in this place:
"Oh well, Maestro, it's good for you having your fun, you know...
But don't make a mockery out of me!" :O :D

I had to done it chronologically in the beginning, having in mind approximately the years when they became ''active''...
All singers or bands mentioned in a song are of course in the same time, the ones I respect and love to hear.
23 are mentioned throughout the song. From old ones to new ones.
There are more than a hundred unmentioned, which I also Love.

List by: becoming active
(years source: Wikipedia)
**mentioned later in a song

Elvis Presley - 1953
**Chuck Berry - 1953
Tina Turner - 1958
The Beatles - 1960
The Rolling Stones - 1962
David Bowie - 1962
Scorpions - 1965
**Bryan Ferry - 1967
Queen - 1970
The Cure - 1976
Morrissey - 1977
**Elizabeth Fraser - 1979
Depeche Mode - 1980
**Sinead O'Connor - 1986
The Smashing Pumpkins - 1988
The Cranberries - 1989
**Dolores O'Riordan - 1989
Placebo - 1994
The Strokes - 1998
Arctic Monkeys - 2002
Marketa Irglova - 2006
The Jezabels - 2007
Greta Van Fleet - 2012

Notice:
Please, if you can and if you want - use your heart, knowledge, influence, status and resources and try to help Sinead O'Connor and others of you which are in need. There is no shame if being ill or alone. Yes I know what Sinead would reply...
(There is really no need for any bad feelings whatsoever)
Life isn't easy for no one. Just help if you can and if you want. Today. Don't wait tomorrow.
Good and sensible people will anyway always try to repay.

Let me know what do you think about the song...

(More songs are available on my blogs. Contact me freely.
Would be nice if I could write something for a good band or singer but...)

And that will be, dear Folks, all from me for now.
I must focus on other things...

Thank You!

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- 23:07 - Komentari (9) - Isprintaj - #

10.03.2019., nedjelja

Kim, do you want to? (Light Fairy tale for all the refugees from senselessness)

Here is a tiny song I wrote, you might want to read it note by note...

Funny how you decide to shorten a long song at least in half but then you easily extend it four times as long as it has been when you decided to cut it in half!? Hm... :O :D

Long live Rock and Roll!!
I had a Little Inspirational Rush!
Your Honor - I plead: Not guilty!

(Excuses are...oh...I had to add some, lose some and sum some...and...
...well...
...
Let us better start, shall we?)


(notice: 16 minutes and preferably more is needed for good read and understanding.)
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Kim, do you want to?
(Light Fairy tale for all the refugees from senselessness)

Do you want to?
Kim who do you really want to be?
Do you want to be a Heroine?
Do you have an irresistible crave for counseling the World?
Is your heart really good or in between...?
Learn everything you can about...
Great rock and roll female singers...
Learn everything you can...

Where are you from, Kim, really?
Who are you?
I've heard you could easily be from France or...Scotland?
But then again it could be also Croatia,
running through your veins?
Kim oh Kim...
How come you are so strange and yet so familiar?
Or am I wrong...
Have I only dreamt you?

Will you embrace the ''gift''?
Will you encourage the people?
Are you ready to make a sacrifice?
Even if it would try...
To led you to the martyrdom?
For how long we all have to wait?
To see the real you?
Unrestrained
After being, almost...
Barred for decades

See, I cannot sleep
I told you.
I whispered and I yelled
Early in the Sunday morning
(Like as if a
Little Light Angel put me here...)
To shake you to wake you up.
(I hope I didn't distress you that early morning) (*gentle voice)

Or just to find you
Read between the lines...
See what everyone chooses not to see.
Do you want to play the real game?
Are you a little "want-to-be" Savior?
Or are you here for the Money?

Did you start just for others to clap their hands for you?
Did you really!? :)
Or are you The Real Deal?

When will all the emotion pour out like dry-summer heavy rain?
Have you got the strength and the will?
To erase the pain?

Even if it cheats you!?
Even if all seemingly shall be in vain?

Many Good ones are gone into the Light
Or going towards...
Or so they say.
Maybe you still do not get it.
Or maybe you do.
Story is also about Them.
Is their tale good or bad?
Who chooses what's the right answer?

Martin asked: "Where's the Revolution..."
Universal picture
With tears
With joy
Universal like Space
Always
Or only up to some degree

Empathy...
Do you have empathy?
Do you hear me when I
Whisper?
Whisper...
Do you hear me when
I call your name?
Are you near me when
I'm near you?
Or are you going away?

Fads come and go
Always be your true self
Do not listen to me!
Be only who you need to be

I want to wake up someone
Like you
I want to know you
All is passing me by...
Only one kind can fascinate me
Do you understand?
I need to be around such people
Because they make me
Feel so good
But...
I can't wish for
I can't wish for
Too much if at all
It will crush me
If I am again wrong
I am just not that strong
And I also ponder around these...
Things...
Numerous things...

Do you know?
I am yet a tad to grow
And then I will (I hope so...)
Find someone for me
Just like you
Just like thee
At least...
I can dream
Can I?
(I pray so!)
(I always dreamt)
...
Are you sent? (*with lower voice)

One day, maybe...
If life permit
I will just...
Touch you
For a blazing split second
So tenderly and brief
Then you'll know
Who I am

No worry...
Don't worry...
Didn't I said?
(And you are still worried)
Like a kid afraid
And that touch alone
Could make me
So-oo happy
So, so, so...
I wouldn't dare
To touch you
At once
More than that
It would be
Too much Overwhelming

Never grow up
Never grow up!
Never get old
Always stay
Stay

Never be deluded...
I only started tickling you
To think profoundly
And later I will
If you misbehave
Maybe
Threaten too
With nettles
Like I usually do-oo ( :-) )

So good...
Are you really so sweet?
So kind...
Mmmmm...
I hope you're not
Wearing a mask!

Did she made me
Look your way?
(I was eager to see such...)
But now I really wonder
...
Because...Similar...
You two are so similar
If only I could know
How to charm you
How to disarm someone
As little as you
Then I'd be on the horse
Ha ha ha :)
...
It is easy for you
And hard for me
Shame on me!
It's already late
I'm already cooked and fried
I should've learned better
In life
But...
I never did!

Now, don't you laugh girl!
If you do the "wrong" step
I will throw you over my shoulder...
Easily
Alright?!
...
...
See that is why
I'm kissing her feet
Only...
Only up to her ankles
So softly
...
You may think...
"That's weird...
What is he suddenly
blabbing about!?"
Or maybe:
"Kinky strange
Is it kind of fetish...you know...
Is he derange-d!?"

But I'll tell you the Truth
Oh I will...
None of it is true
And mark my words
Mark them!
It's with utmost respect
Because
She is gone
Yes, She is gone!
Gone like the dead ones
Are gone

It is only Light now...
Can you feel it...?
Had I wish too much for
For her to be kind of reborn? (*with sadly voice)
"Why you had to go"
I asked....
"Why you couldn't stay awhile?"
I pleaded to her...
So she knows...

The two of you are so, so peculiarly similar
Aren't you?
But I can't wish for
You see
It will hurt me so ferociously
If I am wrong
But still I do
(Because you make me so
Overwhelmingly happy...)

I wait for someone
To whom I need not to say
A word
Or explain
She will sense it
Even from a far distance
Naturally
So sweet
Nothing to fight against
She will decide
And maybe
Only big... "maybe"
She'll do by miracle
By miracle...
...
She'll do Miracle
....
(And if one couldn't see
Then she simply wouldn't see...)

Can we all have what we want, Kim?
Can we all get what we are dreaming of?
Even if we do, for how long?
Spell some magic!
Dear girl
If you can
Repair this injustice
In the world

The strangest of all...
Loving her is - loving you (* "-" or "like")
Loving you is - loving her (* "-" or "like")
It is the same!
Sweet and sensitive
And...uncomplicated
Easy...
Old school
Old lifetime school
Like...Mountains are old
You are like Spring well
You are she
She is you
You are She is You

And it was an coincidence
I hadn't had a faintest clue
When I approached you
I swear
Or was it with other
yet unknown reason
Or was it because
of something what was
just due

Luckily...
I really hope so...
You are free of her pain

Uncorrupted, respectful, polite
Sweetly innocent
Loving is...
So effortless
(I heard what you said!
I instantly understood what you sincerely said!
Interlude, that night, there!)

And yet you are somehow afraid
And I say to You..
Hurting you is - hurting her (* "-" or "like")
Hurting her is - hurting you (* "-" or "like")

Much more we must learn
There is so much to reveal

I need to love someone
So why not you and her?

Whatever you do I'll still mostly have to be the same.
Either that or to die
And if I die by any chance
Now you know where and why I'll come by! :)

(I can sense your tough hands
play about on my chest
Where my heart is...
What are you doing?
Or am I deluded?
Is that someone else?)

Light
You are she
She is you
You are She is You

Kim your palms are on my heart
What are you trying to achieve?

Oh well...
...
(I may be wrong...)
...

And maybe you also
Didn't get it thoroughly
...
I don't want to end like her
So, so, so many ended like her
Be it the exact reason - this or that
And many more will
Can't you see?
Even now, the other day...
Poor man Keith hanged himself in his lonely house (*if not true: "hanged" then "killed")
Alone, abandoned, in sorrow and despair.
And he was running more than healthy
Only few days before
But without his lost pair
It is so sad...

(I am so sorry to ask, but...
Are you caring Kim?
Or are you selfish and vain?
...
And what can I say - about me?
Ah...)

There are no guarantees
We can't see the future!
(It frightens me to death)
It is the greatest pain of all
"Lack of Love
And
Misfortune"
That is why...
That is why
I kiss her bare feet
For a redemption...
For a deepest sorrow...
To ease the pain...
For the love of life!...
(And so many things more...)
That is why I whisper and send...
"I Love You" (*gently voice)
(To her Soul)
That is why...

I know...
I know...
I said too much
But near to nothing
...
(Someone...
Green eyes and Green
Do you know what I mean?)

What do you think
Can we ever get
Ever, ever get
Anything more valuable
Anything more expensive
Anything greater
Than Sincere Blinding Love?
You could know...

I knew a girl long ago
Then I discovered
She was married
But still she was addressed
With her maiden name, sometimes
Therefore...
I thought inappropriate to watch her picture
Daily on my computer screen background
And she was so pink sweet
On a green meadow offering her hand...
(Was she calling?
What was she trying to say?)

Years later I discovered hidden truths.
Later in life her husband dumped her
Or she left because...
Things between them didn't get along...
Or she was so ill that she had to go!?
She was so severely wounded and lost...
Oh...why am I telling you...
I don't know...
That was her...
(It ripped my soul to pieces) (*with sad trembling voice)

Only many years later I pondered on that same picture
From my computer screen
(Was she calling?
What was she trying me to say?)

And Kim
Kim oh Kim
Did you heard what she said?
Why she said those words?
Why...?
From the past...
It emerged only recently
Ringing so heavenly now
Comforting and angelic sweet...
...
And then I saw you
And...
And now I see you!
And...
How could I explain...
What else can I say?

Kim partially had a bad luck - she failed to score
I had a good stroke of Light luck - I found Kim!
Kim is afraid
Me too...
Now we are both waiting...

Can we just for a start hug from afar and be quiet?
And see what will happen...

Have you forgotten already
About me?
Kim, where have you now gone?
Who are you?
Who are you!?
Kim, do you want to?
(I hope you understand...) (*with lower voice)
...
...
...
(Ahhh...Are you still sleeping? :O )




(Written between 18.2.2019 - 10.3.2019)
(C) Kovači sudbine, The smiths of destiny - all rights reserved
(Some minor adjustments are still possible...)



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08.03.2019., petak

A small one - notice

8th
Maybe today...
I hope today...
I'll have
A small one
For Light
For K&D
For D&K
And
For Light
<3

Oznake: Only a brief notice...<3


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04.03.2019., ponedjeljak

Wandering blue eyes

Why are you hiding?
Gliding from us

Who hurt you?
Who deserted you?

What do you still seek to find?
Step outside
Come, slowly
For a jiff
Slowly step outside
(Out-side) of your mind

Wandering blue eyes
You can still stay
Wherever you
Want to stay
(And) Shy

We just want
You, Happy
Today

Wandering blue eyes
(Of) Beautiful pearly kind
We will together
Banish whatever the sorrow

We just want
You, Happy
Also
Tomorrow

Wandering blue - blue eyes
I can see you
(Now)
Reach and follow
Wonderful blue skies
(And) Rise
Rise and Shine

Even if impaired somehow
(Wise...words...)
"Just to survive"
It is forever engraved
in my soul
(So-oo many of us...
...
Did similar)

I am here
Alive...
It is ok
...
Pinch!
...
And...
...
See...
Hear...
Touch...
Smell...
Taste...
Sense in You...
Love
Growing
Radiating...

Smile...
Love!

It's all in your head
Who you really are...
Who you want to be...
As you think...
So shall you become
Always...be careful...
What you think!

Smile...
Feel...
Love!


(slow tempo)
(written between 21.2.2019 - 04.3.2019)
(C) Kovači sudbine, The smiths of destiny - all rights reserved

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19.07.2018., četvrtak

When I remember

When I remember
I close my eyes
With both of my hands
Laid on my heart
And I send it all to You
Hopefully it can pierce
To the other side
As I said…
“Whatever happens, I love You...”

(written up to 18.07.2018)

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Please wake up (I refuse to believe)

This is what I feared the most!
But never did I expect it
To happen.
Never!
I feel bad
I’m still not too much sad
But I feel bad
Like I was wrong
Like I failed
Like I failed you
Like I disappointed you
I feel bad inside
It feels like a really big fall
Like I should’ve done much better
Like I could’ve done much more
And it seems like a really big fall
I’m sorry Love
I’m not prepared to let you go!
Explain to me:
Why didn’t you call me or text me?
Or send me an email?
I wouldn’t do you harm!
You know it is true.
So why on Earth you didn’t???
Could’ve done that.
Now I feel guilty…
And I’m in a deep disbelief
Deep, deep disbelief
I feel empty
...
Wake up...
Please wake up
It was all only a dream
I feel like all my doing
Towards you
Were in vain
It feels like pain.
Please wake up…
I feel like my head will explode…
Please wake up…
I don’t want to believe
Not in this dreadful news
...
Please wake up…
Please…
Now I feel sorrow and regret
Regret!
I failed myself!
I feel regret
I feel regret
Like I failed you
I feel regret…

Please wake up!
I can’t forgive myself!
(I was so close! So close…)
Please wake up!
Please wake up!
Please…

(written up to 23.01.2018)

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Horror (Death?)

It surely can’t be!!!
It just can’t
Say it isn’t so!
It must not be!
Where are you now?
How will I now reach you?
Who to ask?
I’m exchanging the oxygen.
Deeply…
I don’t believe in it right now
I can’t
Sorry Love!
It must be a mistake
Must be!
The big lie
I won’t believe
I can’t

I don’t want you to die!
I don’t want you to die!
I don’t want you to die!
Live, live, live, live, live…!
Don’t wave goodbye!
Live!
Can’t you hear me!?
I don’t want you to die!
Live, live, live, live, live!
Be happy, be healthy…
Stay with us…
Live…

(written up to 23.1.2018)

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For You

Never try to charm me
If you’d ever
Try to harm me
(Not even in your dreams.
Not even in my dreams.)
...
Sitting side by side we were.
My left arm(pit) was safely
Around your neck
So you can imagine
Where your head was
Or...
Your head was on my left
Shoulder
It almost doesn’t matter
Which exact way it was
Because…
In my dream
(Or should I say, now)
There are only fragments
Bits and pieces
Of this and that
All kinds of stuff
(Often hard to explain or relate)
But still…
There are some
Fragments of You.

As an dream explanation
Some would say:
You miss me
Some would say:
I miss you
And I would say…
“Be careful in Life
I wish You luck
I like to cuddle You
And protect You
And I Love You
(Obviously, strangely)”
...
As far as the two of us...
Are concerned
It might be my only purpose
And meaning…
Just to be here
For You

I’m not a Merlin
But I will...do
I will...try
What I can
For You
Never forget that
Never forget…

(written up to 12.1.2018)

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20.12.2016., utorak

Dolores's dream (Bed time story for Dollie)

Once upon a time...there was a little girl named Dolores.
This little girl...well she was never very fearful...
But even she couldn't cope with one terrible and evil man.
Only confronting his shivering shadow was immense fright!
Even a mere sight of him would give our little Dollie block.
The Boogeyman!
Puca!
She would have told her in her little innocent mind many times.
But not for long time after that period - a vicious little boy knight started to appear every day...
Like from other time, other place and dimension...
This little vicious but righteous knight carried a true wooden sword!
It was sharp as a needle!
He had a little armour, too...
At first sight he stabbed the cruel man in his arse!
Once!
And two and three....times!
You will leave her alone!
Oh yes, you will!
Very unwillingly the cruel man finally stumbled and disappeared!
Ashamed and in horrific pain.
...
...
Little Dollie never knew this little knight!
Who are you?
How did you came here? Dollie asked...
Hi Dolores, I am your Dream Knight.
From now on I will also protect you!
Now hurry, we have to go!
Where? Dolores asked.
Just take my hand...
He took her hand and off they went out of her house doors...
Fast as wind!
Even Faster...
There was always many stone walls outside of her house.
And the grass is so Green...
But Dolores never knew...
One and two and three...passages...
That something so beautiful can be hidden behind one of the walls...
White Tall Clover Meadow. :)
Sun is shining. No rain. Cloudless sky. Ground is dry. It is summer time.
Bees are running rapidly from flower to flower.
Ants are building their castles underneath.
Spiders catching flies.
Butterflies. So many of them...
All kinds of butterflies!
Grasshoppers...
And all sorts of multicolour bugs too...
The two of them went to the middle in the meadow.
Rolled some clovers and sat there.
Watching and smelling and laughing...
For hours...
Bliss.
...
...
She finally somehow fell asleep... [story from here goes quieter and quieter and slower and slower]
In the middle of this magic unseen clover meadow...
She fell asleep...
There...
In the middle...
Middle...
M m m
M
...
...
(When she woke up in her bed... [back to normal voice]
In the morning ...she was so happy...
Remembering... In her clover dreams she was so happy... :-) )
...
...
[written up to 05.10.2016]

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21.11.2016., ponedjeljak

Dolores in the Sky...

Dolores in the Sky... [written up to 05.10.2016] ()

You're standing, and you sense like two unknown hands are trying to reach you, and touch you and feel you...
And pat and rub and shake you like a playful child...and...
At that moment it looks like you're a bit worried and overwhelmed.
Questions upon your head.
...
...
And then...you finally smiled.
Now, tears in your eyes.
Little happy tears.
Shiny beam is piercing right into...your only heart.
Healing, lovely pinpointed energy.
Feels also probably a bit like hugs in Morrissey's concerts. May be so?
...And much, much more.
Through your eyes into you.
Through your heart into your eyes.
Un-buyable input.
Little man's best wishes to you.
And many, many good years, ahead.
No worries if it tickles you.
No worries if it feels like kisses are laid upon your hands, eyelids, forehead and hair...
Because...
If they really are, they are quite harmless and antish.
Hush...
Hush...
You're bouncing of - cloud to cloud like a kid on the trampoline.
In between, gliding and tumbling across...
The vast friendly space like a smiling carefree whale in the big sea.
Maybe...you're even gently spinning around.
...
...
Feeling is very soft and warm, only slightly hazy...
Now look really deep...
Into your soul...Then...you'll know the right answer...
...
...
It's Only...concentrated and dedicated pure Love. [accent on ''Only'']
Nothing more.
Mirth...
And You...Are safe in the Sky.
...
Happy B., D., always be well [in whispering voice]

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(Do not misplace the song meaning - try and see it is nowhere near about your death but about you enjoying your life, playing like as you have the ability to fly. That good.)

(...) in text means short pause for a few moments, for words to ''sink in''.

- 20:22 - Komentari (2) - Isprintaj - #

17.11.2016., četvrtak

Izvan dosega...

Uspio sam se konačno ulogirati u svoj vlastiti blog!?

Nakon dosta godina...

...Ostavljao sam istina tu i tamo po koji komentar na raznim Vašim blogovima, kroz godine, kao anonimac, navodeći ovaj blog. No to je bilo sve od moje blogerske aktivnosti.

Još sam malo pod šokom!?

:)

Nastojat ću uskoro objaviti nešto novo.
Imam neke materijale, no nikad nisam previše ili dovoljno zadovoljan i sretan sa tekstovima.
(Popravio sam direktne linkove na pjesme i postove, koji nisu vodili nikud jer su bili još iz vremena starog bloga i upućivali su na sad nepostojeće adrese!)

Da li sam ikome falio? Možda...ali sumnjam...

Ove godine je ovaj blog star već 10 godina!?

Pozdrav svima sa Poezije!

(zadnja promjena posta: 17.11.2016 u 21:15 sati)

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09.01.2009., petak

Veljača

Blog Kovači sudbine, ponosno predstavlja novi:
…sanjarski singl, alternativno-fantastični, nakon dugo vremena…
…uopće nenajavljen u medijima, svojevrsni povratak pod nazivom: Veljača

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Veljača
(Nastaviti vrstu)?

Da li je zaista sve to samo radi okretanja?
[mmmm mmmm mmmm] [uz durenje, gledajući ispod oka]

Želja putuje zrakom od granice do granice, pa i šire...
Zalazi u svako dvorište, a od Dobre ni traga ni glasa...
Dobra javi se već jednom, proći će stoljeće.
(Možda bi zaista trebalo glasati se doslovno...
Samo na blef i ne ide!?)

Čuješ li što svira?
Osjećaš li titraje žica gitara
Klavira…

Znam…šutnja je zlata vrijedna
Al misao sve odaje…

Krivo se izražavam.
Nenamjerno…i zabranjeno voće želim
Eh…
Takav sam ti ja.
Imam tisuću prevelikih mana.
I jednu neuslišanu želju.

Nekoć mi je bilo dovoljno gledati se
S mačkama oči u oči i to je bilo to.
Dobro, znoja nije bilo, ali opet nije ni falilo mnogo... [;-)]
Mislim da je to bila ta punokrvna želja u zraku...
Oči, misli, zubi, plamen, kemija… [vatreno]

Ti si moje simpatično biće.
Hajde da me naučiš…
Hajde da se valjamo onda makar dan ili dva…
Da se hrvamo, grebemo i divlje grizemo
Da oštrimo zube i brusimo kanđe
Dok ne naučim…
Kako te i od kud naposljetku načeti
Zaustavit ću vrijeme na toliko.

Gledao sam opet onu istu sliku:
''Kako to da oni mogu sve, a ja ništa?''
Zar je istina!?

Vidiš, opet se osjećam živ
(Malo mi fali, jako malo…)
Odlično utječeš…
Inspiracija me puca…
Brkovi rastu [:)]
Želim te uz sebe
Vrtim se u krug u kući hipnotiziran
I glupiram zaslijepljen
Trudim se uhvatiti te zamamne ptičice oko moje glave [uz smijeh]
I onda znam

Jednom ukrasit ćemo oči
A možda i…. augh!….
Pokazat ću ti
Samo ja uistinu znam kako…
Tajnim bojama.
I pokoriti svijet.

Uostalom, kako to i kad
Smo dotjerivanje
Pravilo prirode, izvrnuli?

Vrat ti je umiljato sssladak [sssljup]
Oči su ti nedovoljno istražene (dvije tajne)
Usne su ti … [mmmm]
Brkovi su ti… [auuuuuu!]
Želim ih taknuti !….
Zubi su ti…(opasni!…hehehehe) [uz durenje]

Predaj se Dobra, predaj se…



(sanjarski singl , alternativno-fantastični, nakon dugo vremena)
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Eto, došao je i taj dan.
Što smo stariji to smo sve bolji, kao i vino…dvije, tri bore i za čas u oku se stvore tanke neke niti.
Što više poticaja to u biti bolja pjesma nastane.I tako…
Da ne pomislite kako sam ja čarobnjak pa iz ničega mogu napisati pjesmu…
Ne, ne, ne…
Ne ide to tako djeco.
(Iskreno, eto sam se sebi čudim u kakve dubine sam ponikao da ovo izvučem na površinu.
Negdje dva-tri dana.Nisam mjerio…dan, noć, jutro…)

Mutim, znam da mutim.
Imao sam neke inspiracije, ipak, nakon toliko vremena.
Eto, priznao sam – pola mi se prašta. [uz polusmijeh]

Stalno vješto.
Znam da nije pjesma nešto i znam da je daleko od onoga kakva bi trebala biti
Da te barem malko škicne i opiše.
Al ' eto skica se nazrla i što da joj radim?
Srce nemirno, lupa i udara…

Budi mi Dobra. [nježno]

Do idući puta… poet

(Izvjesne su i moguće sitne promjene. Ponovna objava pjesme dana 21.11.2016 godine u 15:38 sati. Zadnja izmjena 21.11.2016 u 20:22 sati)

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16.08.2006., srijeda

Zamišljam

Zamišljam
Prilazi mi s leđa
Zatvara mi oči rukama
I grli me kao da to joj je zadnji put
Ja sam
Sve što ima

Priznajem
Pola života utrošio sam spremno
Na traženje šarenica božansko plavih
i prave ljepote
I našao sam ih
Jesam
Ali dobrotu nikada

Srce je vidjelo danas
I sutra će
Znam.
Sve što imam baš ništa mi ne znači

Na ovom svijetu tražio sam
sve neke rijetke, plavuše
Pisao tajnovita pisamca
ispod školske klupe
Vidio koraka njenih najljepših.
Vučjih.
I plakao iz očaja
na zatvorenim kolodvorskim vratima
u rano jesenje jutro
Izazivao i samoga vraga
grleći i one koje nisam smio
I tko zna koje sam sve još snio
Al jednom je to moralo, znam
prazno ostati.
I bez traga.

Sad
Kajem se i žalim
Što sam sve radio
Tražeći je
Kajem se i žalim
kakve sam sve zablude uzalud gradio
Zarad nje

I gdje sam sad?
Lako se zagubi ta životna nit
najdubljeg sebe.

Zamišljam
Prilazi mi s leđa
Zatvara mi oči rukama
I grli me kao da to joj je zadnji put
Ja sam
Sve što ima

Još jednom
Samo još jednom
Zamišljam…

…Al ove će me tuge smrviti kasnije
To znam
Kad me napustiš i ti
I neće biti više ničeg
da me zadrži
Od tog ponora… (Ljubavi) [Ljubavi - nije nužno da se izgovara]


Pjesma još nije gotova, ali komentare možete ostaviti.
Nisam siguran ni u naslov za sada.Promjene su izvjesne, pa navratite i kad bude u cjelosti dovršena.Zadnja izmjena 25.11.2006. 13:55


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27.07.2006., četvrtak

Između pjesama 2

Ona i ja

Zadnja tri dana…danas malo već slabije…ona i ja.
Negdje, u nekom boljem vremenu, ona konobari, a ja slobodni umjetnik - došao sam slučajno.
Tragom sudbine i majstora, došli su baš u pravi čas…Znamo se otprije tek onako pomalo, ali pričali smo u ove dane kao da se znamo godinama.
Vruće je vani, ali klima je unutra.Ispijam pivu i uživam…
Ima potpuno povjerenje u mene.Pričamo o seksu kao o posve normalnoj stvari.Baš.
O načinu kako ona to radi i kad i koliko i sve…Ona zna kako se to radi a ja…
prešućujem i prelazim lagano…
Tko zna kako se smije, ne bi odolio…
Zavodljivo se smješka, duri se i glupira, slini, a ja opčinjen…kažem joj da s nikim razgovarao tako otvoreno nisam.
Zaista, ajme meni.To su bile najdublje ženske ispovjedi, koje su čuli tek…rijetki, privilegijom ogrnuti.
Kad pričamo, čini mi se…na pola smo puta…do ljubavi ili…
Ona malo dalje, ja zbilja malo bliže…zaista…tako osjećam.

Nokte je izgrizla do mesa i krvi (napola).
Nisam joj dopuštao više da radi to…
Evo odričem se odmah sada čega god - samo da stane, jer nije to lijepo i ne pristaje joj…
Bože, najljepša tri dana za mene u jako, jako dugo vremena.
Ali danas, Bože, zašto već slabije? (Znao sam) netko je morao staviti kletvu ili…
Kaže mi da joj je dobar prijatelj nakon dvije godine rekao da je zaljubljen u nju
i kako se zato njih dvoje ne mogu više družiti.
Logična stvar meni, jer…eh kad bi to bilo barem jednostavno.
Nije ga razumjela valjda…
I nije mogla vjerovati…rekla je.

A ja nakon toga danas…gubim se i otuđujem.Pita me što mi je.Ma nije bitno, nije, malena…
Kasnije se vraćam…u razgovor…Ah, lako odletim.Taj tužan ugarak.
Kasnije joj dajem do znanja na čemu je…ma nema tu puno mudrosti.
Kao kad malenom djetetu pokažeš lizalicu…nema više ništa na ovom svijetu, što zamjenjuje…
Ima dečka, ja je zadirkujem…Koliko čudno tek kad smo priznali naše prave datume…
- rođen je na dan i mjesec i godinu…
Kao i ja……..
Bože?
Eh, to je već više od povezanosti, kažem joj.
Vozi me kući.Nagovaram je na tulume.Ne želi ga varati.On na moru je.
Nije navikla da radi tako nešto.
Kako ju je mogao ostaviti ovdje, pitam je…Posao je nezgodna stvar, nezgodna stvar…novo radno mjesto pa godišnjeg još nema.
Poslao sam joj poruku, nisam mogao drugačije.Danas kasnije nije bila dobre volje…

''E vidi ovako…meni je dva dana bilo zbilja super s tobom, ustvari odlično…i onda si odvrtim film u glavi, ali ti imaš dečka i ne bi to sigurno bilo dobro da mi postaneš draga ( a već jesi) tako da ne da ne bi htio doći već to ne bi ispalo dobro (barem tako mislim)I onda bi se razočarao a to ne želim više…vidiš da sam bedast kad pišem poruku, što ćeš kad ti ne mogu objasniti drugačije i nisam stigao.Ana mi je dala broj i pobrisat ću ga kasnije…ime''

Odgovor nisam dobio.Sutra će joj Ana, ujutro na kavi nadrobiti svašta, to znam.
Vjerujem, gotovo sto posto.Bit će tako i…
Postoji li pravo prijateljstvo između muškaraca i žene ili to nije moguće?

Bože, tri molitve i noćas ću izmoliti.Ali od najdubljeg ovog srca…
Pomogni nam: Molim Te, Molim Te, Molim Te…
Hoćeš li?
Molim Te, Molim Te, Molim Te…

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19.07.2006., srijeda

Ne znam što se to dogodilo ljudima danas

Postoji nešto veće – to znam.
Postoji nešto bolje – to isto znam.
Ali što se to dogodilo ljudima danas?
Kao da su pamet svijeta upili.
Sve jedan pametniji od drugog.
Zovu te samo kad im nešto treba.
Inače ih nema.
Pa gdje je nestalo suosjećanje?
Gdje je nestalo prijateljstvo?
Kako je zastranila ljubav?
Nitko danas više nema vremena.
Ubrzan je život kao formula jedan.
Pljunem ja na to.
Nema više pravih dogovora i…
Žalosno je iznad svega čemu ovaj svijet vodi.

I zato ću se…
odseliti daleko.
Jako daleko.
Nešto kao dobrovoljni egzil.
Kako i Štuliću nadjenuše.
Sigurno.

A ona, ljubav daleku ima…
Osjećaj koji tamo je nosi.
Ona sanja
i potajno se nada…
O nesretna ljubavi…
Dajem ti sve, u vjetar!

Ma daj mala, zar vjeruješ još u to?
Iskreni osjećaji blijede.
Postoji premalo takvih, koji uvijek vrijede.
Ljubavi ovdje više nema.
Tek puko dodvoravanje i suzdržavanje
da se ne pokaže ta sebična figura.
Kao i svaki put.
Kao i uvijek, kao i uvijek…
Ljudi se udaju i žene
jedni za druge jer to se od njih i očekuje.
Njihov je strah tim veći.
A onda se razvode.
Kakva ljubav, mala moja Ivančice.
Nezasitnosti pa ti i ne znaš što tražiš…
Čudne su ti to grančice
za koje se loviš.
To si već odavno trebala shvatiti.

Ali ja…
Ja ne živim ovdje.
Ja ne pripadam ovdje.
I nikad srcem neću biti tu.

I zato ću se…
Baš kao što ti i kažem
i znaj da ne lažem…
odseliti daleko, jer to baš želim.
Jako daleko.
Bit će to jedan običan dan.
Očima nebitan i neprimjetan.
napisano 06.08.2006. | pjesma broj 63.

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17.07.2006., ponedjeljak

Između pjesama 1

Evo, kako sam upravo završio prebacivanje svih pjesama koje sam mislio prebaciti na blog, nema mi druge nego da se prihvatim olovke ili tipkovnice.Svježe ništa nemam.
30.06.2005. godine sam napisao zadnju pjesmu.Dosta je bome prošlo.Topi se vrijeme.Bit će da je godina dana i više...Neki drugi prioriteti, neke druge stvari zaokupljale me i kriomice trošile meni dragocjenu energiju.
Svi nesretnici i sretnici slobodno se javite na blog.
Cijenim vaše komentare i nije nužno da svi budu dobri i hvalospjevi.
Trudim se da pjesme budu što bolje radi onih kojima su namijenjene, radi mene samoga, radi riječi i osjećaja....Ove pjesme su mi oduzele zaista puno energije.
I nisam postigao nešto sa njima.Glupo, zar ne?
Meni jest.Što ćeš....takav je život.
Ali sad sam tu, pred jednim novim vratima...
I već kao da znam što će reći.....ne mogu sad, ne, nemam vremena...ajme onda meni.
A srce nudim, ruke dvije za zagrljaj.Prste slobodne.Život, sve.
Ali Bogu se molim, Isusu...ovaj put.
Oni su mi jedini ostali, a vjerujem i njoj.

Toliko od mene za sada.


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Zbogom

Evo lomim se sad u srcu
i trgam kao smiješan papir
- zauvijek.
I osjećam kao da me nikada
u tvome oku nije ni bilo i
odlazim.
Ovaj put za uvijek, ali samo...
Samo zato da budeš sretna.
napisano 30.06.2005. | pjesma broj 62.

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