10.03.2005., èetvrtak

* this is the end my friend... *



The Doors - The End

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I’ll never look into your eyes...again

Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger’s hand
In a...desperate land

Lost in a roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah

There’s danger on the edge of town
Ride the king’s highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby

Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...he’s old, and his skin is cold

The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and we’ll do the rest
The blue bus is callin’ us
The blue bus is callin’ us
Driver, where you taken’ us

The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...i want to...fuck you

C’mon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock
C’mon, yeah

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

It hurts to set you free
But you’ll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die

This is the end




...iskreno, nemam suicidalne sklonosti i jadni su mi ljudi koji se sami ubiju, ne mislechi da je iza njih hrpa ljudi koji ih i vole i vole manje. koliko puta u zivotu sam se osjechao iskoristeno i znao razmisljati o tome kako je tesko vjerovati nekome. dan ti unishti noch, noch razdvoji dan. dosta je bilo sranja koja me dosad nisu bacila u depresiju. sad jesu i previshe boli. nikad se nisam samosazhalijevao ili pokushavao izvuchi iz nekoga korist za sebe ili da mi potvrdi moje misljenje. sto si stariji, vise ljudi poznas, ali imas manje ljudi koji su ti prijatelji. mozda se danas taj pojam ili bolje recheno, ta vrijednost gubi. sto se mene tiche, biti prijateljem jednako je posjedovati neku vrlinu. neka me netko zatvori u sobu, i da mi svu glazbu koju cijenim. pitam se, Bozhe, gdje lezi ta sloboda. bol mi je sad proshivena kroz srce i provucena kozhom. izgubio sam se u rimskoj divljini boli. znam tko mi zheli pomochi, znam tko me cijeni. nekad imam osjechaj da cu umrijeti prije 25-te godine. nisam jedini; znam jer su mi dvije osobe to vech spomenule. danas mi je bliska osoba rekla da se ljudi boje moje inteligencije i moje analize, da ih konstantno iznenadjujem svojim zakljuchcima i mashtom. neznam je li to istina. valjda je, kad to netko veli da i vechina drugih tako misle. no, postoji jedna velika mana i boljka kod mene. lijen sam kad je rijec o odredjenim stvarima. ne furam se na odlichni uspjeh ili ulizivanje ljudima. mislim da je ovo zadnje nesto najnize sto se moze nekome dogoditi. svakome dodje kraj nochi. najcesce shvatis tko/sto ti je znacilo kad to izgubis. mogu rechi da se bojim. zasto ne bi, kako kazhe morrison, nekoga volio dok raj ne zaustavi sve kishe, dok zvijezde ne padnu s neba? je, zvuchi otrcano i sanjarski. ja sam onaj kojemu je sada vrijeme da hoda, da potrchi. zhelim se probiti na drugu stranu. neki od vas, koji ovo chitaju, a bolje su upoznati sa doorsima, znaju da je ovaj text prozhet morrisonovim mislima i pogledom na svijet. ne, nije morrison glavni. volim i kriegerovu gitaru koji mnogi zapostavljaju, ali ja na njega gledam kao osebujnog gitarista prepunog stila i mastovitosti. uzivam u manzarekovim klavijaturama koje bodu kozhu. cekam na densmoreove bubnjeve koji prate morrisonov glas i nastup u deliriju dok mu pred ochima pleshe stari indijanac navjestajuci mu smrt koje se ne boji.



The Doors - Indian Summer

I love you the best
Better than all the rest.
I love you the best
Better than all the rest.
That I meet in the summer.
Indian summer.
That I meet in the summer.
Indian summer.
I love you the best
Better than all the rest.



...nisu samo doorsi utjecali na mene. doorsi utjechu i danas na mene. um mi je prozhet dylanovim textovima i hendrixovom gitarom. oblikovali su mi inteligenciju na svoj nachin. probudio sam se da obuchem starke u zimsko jutro i stavim lice iz drevne galerije, da posjetim ljude koji mi predstavljaju samo imena i ljude koji su za mene dushe. ne, nechu ih ubiti ili silovati kao jim. gledat cu ih i precrtati u svoju memoriju koja nema kraja. bilo bi grubo od mene kad ne bi spomenuo che guevarru. primjer martirske figure koja se drzhi svojih nachela i ne zeli vlast. zheli zivot i prirodu, bash kao i marley koji vodi rat dok pjeva stihove svojih pjesama. jesam li zbog toga losh?
...valjda i ja chekam svoje proljece dok se opet ne rodi novi kraj, pa krenem na put do kraja...


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Indifference

I will light the match this mornin’, so I won’t be alone
Watch as she lies silent, for soon night will be gone
Oh, I will stand arms outstretched, pretend I’m free to roam
Oh, I will make my way, through, one more day in hell...
How much difference does it make
How much difference does it make, yeah...

I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
Oh, I’ll keep takin’ punches until their will grows tired
Oh, I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind hey,
I won’t change direction, and I won’t change my mind
How much difference does it make
Mmm, how much difference does it make...how much difference...

I’ll swallow poison, until I grow immune
I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room
How much difference (2x)
How much difference does it make

Release

Father...ooh...oh...oh...
I see the world, feel the chill
Which way to go, windowsill
I see the world’s on a rocking horse of time
I see the verse in the rain
Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now
I am myself, like you somehow
I’ll ride the wave where it takes me
I’ll hold the pain...
Release me...
Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...

Oh, dear dad, can you see me now
I am myself, like you somehow
I’ll wait up in the dark for you to speak to me
I’ll open up...
Release me...
Release me (3x)
Ohh...ohh...

Immortality

Vacate is the word...vengeance has no place so near to her
Cannot find the comfort in this world
Artificial tear...vessel stabbed...next up, volunteers
Vulnerable, wisdom can’t adhere...

A truant finds home...and I wish to hold on...
But there’s a trapdoor in the sun...immortality...

As privileged as a whore...victims in demand for public show
Swept out through the cracks beneath the door
Holier than thou, how?
Surrendered...executed anyhow
Scrawl dissolved, cigar box on the floor...
A truant finds home...and I wish to hold on, too...
But saw the trapdoor in the sun...

Immortality...
I cannot stop the thought...I’m running in the dark...
Coming up a which way sign...all good truants must decide...
Oh, stripped and sold, mom...auctioned forearm...
And whiskers in the sink...
Truants move on...cannot stay long
Some die just to live... ohh...



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4. Until we say goodbye
5. Crying
6. Thinking of you
7. Baroque
8. Sleep walk
9. Flying in a blue dream
10. Saying goodbye

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2. Guerilla radio
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4. Vietnow
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7. Maria
8. Bombtrack
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10. Maggie's farm

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1. Hollow
2. Cemetary gates
3. Domination
4. Walk
5. Yesterday don't mean shit
6. I'm broken
7. Becoming
8. Revolution is my name
9. Planet caravan
10. Strength beyond strength

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1. You lied
2. Opiate
3. Jerk-off
4. Schism
5. Third eye
6. Sober
7. Parabola
8. Prison sex
9. Patient
10. Grudge

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1. Scar Tissue
2. I could have lied
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5. Californication
6. Search & destroy
7. Higher ground
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9. Under the bridge
10. Suck my kiss




Baader-Meinhof Gang

Depending on how one looks at it, the Baader-Meinhof Gang came into existence on 2 April 1968, when Andreas Baader and his girlfriend, Gudrun Ensslin, firebombed Frankfurt's Kaufhaus Schneider department store, or it came into being two years later when the famed left-wing journalist Ulrike Meinhof helped to break Baader out of prison custody in Berlin, on 14 May 1970. The name Baader-Meinhof Gang certainly didn't come into usage until, of course, after Meinhof helped Baader escape from custody and the German press was looking for a suitable moniker to attach to the group. The group never used the term to describe themselves (they called themselves the Red Army Faction). Liberals and moderates would never call them a "Gang" (bande), but were instead careful to refer to them as a "Group" (gruppe). Conservative Germans were equally careful to do the exact opposite. Neither group, however, was referring to the group as they themselves preferred to be named.
The second irony of the term "Baader-Meinhof" is that it implied a reality within the group that did not exist. Baader was unquestioningly the leader of the group, but his girlfriend Ensslin was more of a co-leader than Meinhof ever was. And Baader and Meinhof were certainly never lovers.
Depending on how one looks at it, The Baader-Meinhof Gang ceased to exist in May and June of 1972, when Baader, Meinhof, Ensslin, Jan-Carl Raspe, and Holger Meins (the five core members of the group) were captured, or it ceased to exist early in the morning of November 18, 1977, when Baader, Ensslin, and Raspe committed suicide in prison (Meinhof had committed suicide the previous year and Meins had died from a hunger strike in 1974). Their own name for their urban terrorist organization, the Red Army Faction, continued to be used by the successive generations of terrorists that continued the cause after the original leaders were captured.

Andreas Baader



Andreas Baader was one of the two namesakes of the Baader-Meinhof Gang. A juvenile delinquent, Baader was drawn towards the leftist student movement because of the excitement, and the potential for violence. He was convicted of the 1968 arson bombing of a Frankfurt department store, along with his girlfriend Gudrun Ensslin. He escaped from police custody in May 1970 with the help of famous journalist Ulrike Meinhof, giving birth to the so-called "Baader-Meinhof Gang."
Baader spent the next two years on the run, robbing banks, and bombing buildings. He was captured, along with fellow gang members Jan-Carl Raspe and Holger Meins in a spectacular Frankfurt shootout on 1 June, 1972.
Baader spent the next four years in prison, being tried and convicted of many counts, including murder, in the longest and most expensive trial in German history.
Depending on whom you believe, Baader was either murdered or committed suicide in his prison cell early in the morning of 18 October, 1977, on "Death Night."

Ulrike Meinhof



Ulrike Meinhof's parents both died early, leaving Ulrike and her sister Weinke in the care of Renate Riemack, a friend of their mother's. Riemack was a devoted socialist, and a profound influence on Meinhof.
Meinhof married Klaus Rainer Röhl, publisher of the left-wing student newspaper, konkret. After a few years Meinhof became konkret's editor. Röhl and Meinhof have twin girls, Bettina and Regine, on 21 September, 1962.
Meinhof drifted away from Röhl, and towards the radical fringe of the student movement. She left her husband in the late sixties. On 14 May, 1970, she participated in the freeing of Andreas Baader, giving birth to the so-called "Baader-Meinhof Gang." Though partially named after her, Meinhof was not, as is often assumed, the co-leader of the gang (Baader, along with his girlfriend Gudrun Ensslin, led the group, with Meinhof, Jan-Carl Raspe, and others comprising a second tier of leadership). She spent the next two years on the run, robbing banks and bombing buildings, before being captured on 15 June, 1972.
While in prison over the next four years, Meinhof grew increasingly depressed as the other gang members ostracize her. She hung herself in her cell on 9 May, 1976 (though some have questioned this official explanation and instead suspect that she was murdered by the state)

Gudrun Ensslin



Contrary to what many people think, Gudrun Ensslin, not Ulrike Meinhof, was the real female leader of the Baader-Meinhof Gang. Gudrun was a politically active student in the 1960s. She participated in the seminal 2 June 1967 Berlin protest where a young pacifist named Benno Ohnesorg was killed. After the protest she went to the local SDS office and screamed hysterically: "This fascist state means to kill us all! Violence is the only way to answer violence!"
The next year Ensslin and her new boyfriend Andreas Baader attempted to burn down two Frankfurt am Main department stores. After serving a year in jail, Ensslin and Baader, and their two co-defendants Horst Söhnlein and Thorwald Proll were released temporarily pending an appeal. When the appeal failed, Ensslin, Baader and Proll escaped to France as fugitives. Later they agreed to become part of the lawyer Horst Mahler's new urban guerrilla group. Baader was arrested soon thereafter and Ensslin convinces her friend Ulrike Meinhof to be part of a plan to break him out of jail in May of 1970.
Ensslin was captured on 7 June 1972 in Hamburg. She was tried and convicted in the longest and most expensive trial in German history. Depending on whom you believe, she either hung herself or was murdered early in the morning of 18 October 1977 in her prison cell in Stammheim Prison (Death Night).

Jan-Carl Raspe



Young Jan-Carl Raspe, living in East Berlin, found himself on the west side of the Berlin Wall when the East Germans raised on the night of 12 August 1961. He decided to stay in the west, living with relatives. In 1967 he helped found Kommune II, an experimental Berlin commune that actually pre-dated the wild and raucous Kommune I, but was named later.
Raspe was with the Baader-Meinhof Gang from the day's of Andreas Baader's escape from police custody in 1970. He was captured along with Baader and Holger Meins by police in a bloody Frankfurt shootout 1 July 1972.Raspe was tried with Ulrike Meinhof, Baader, and Gudrun Ensslin in a trial held on the grounds of Stuttgart's Stammheim prison. After the longest trial in German history, Raspe was convicted along with Baader and Ensslin (Meinhof committed suicide in 1976) of murder and other counts, and sentenced to life. Depending on whom you believe, Raspe either committed suicide or was murdered in prison early in the morning of 18 October 1977, on "Death Night."

Astrid Proll



Astrid Proll was the younger sister of Thorwald Proll, who participated in the April 1968 bombing of two Frankfurt department stores with Gudrun Ensslin, Andreas Baader, and Horst Söhnlein. Astrid Proll joined Ensslin and Baader soon after they became fugitives from the law in 1970 (her brother Thorwald was soon dumped from the burgeoning gang soon thereafter).
Proll was arrested in May of 1971 but escaped and fled to England. She was found in England in 1977 and extradited. Once back in Germany, charges against her stemming from her original arrest were dropped when it was learned that the state had withheld evidence that would have cleared her.

Hans-Jürgen Bäcker



Undercover name: "Harp." Hans-Jürgen Bäcker was with the Baader-Meinhof Gang from its first days before Andreas Baader was rescued from police custody in May 1970. He trained in Jordan with the other original core members of the group shortly after Baader's escape.
After a tipster led to the arrest of Horst Mahler, Brigitte Asdonk, Irene Goergens, and Ingrid Schubert on 8 October 1970, members of the gang began to suspect Bäcker of being a traitor. He left the gang soon thereafter.
Bäcker was arrested on 2 February 1971. In 1974 he was tried and acquitted of participating in the raid that rescued Baader.

Holger Meins



Holger Meins joined the Baader-Meinhof Gang early in 1971. A leftist Berlin film student, he was tired of being hassled by the police for his political views and wanted to take some direct action. He was to become one of the primary members of the group. Meins was arrested on 1 June 1972 along with Jan-Carl Raspe and Andreas Baader in a bloody Frankfurt shootout.
In prison the gang would call periodic hunger strikes. There was evidence that some of the leaders, such as Baader, faked their hunger strikes. But Meins clearly did not fake his. He died on 11 November 1974 from a hungerstrike. Over six feet tall, Meins weighed less than 100 pounds at death.

Horst Mahler



In many ways Horst Mahler can be considered the founder of the Baader-Meinhof Gang. A brilliant socialist lawyer and architect, Mahler began to look for ways to turn his Marxist theory into praxis. His idea was to create a band of Urban Guerillas who would help foment a Marxist revolution. Among his first recruits in the spring of 1970: a couple of fugitive arsonists, Gudrun Ensslin and her boyfriend Andreas Baader.As brilliant as Mahler was, he was prone to fouling things up occasionally. Once, when Baader was in custody but the police did not know his identity yet, Mahler called up the police station as asked for information about a "Herr Baader" that they had arrested the previous night. Needless to say there was little question as to Baader's identity after that.
Mahler participated, and possibly organized, the Baader-Meinhof trip to the Jordan training camp. Mahler was arrested along with Ingrid Schubert, Brigitte Asdonk, and Irene Goergens in October of 1970. In prison Mahler set to work on a manifesto for the group. When it is released, the other members of the group disavow it, and essentially kicked Mahler out of the group that he founded. Mahler was ultimately convicted of several charges.
In 1975 the Berlin mayoral candidate Peter Lorenz was kidnappers. The terrorists demanded the releases of several of their imprisoned comrades, including Mahler. Their demands were accepted but Mahler refused to go.
Mahler was released from prison early in the 1980's. His politics have completely reversed since the 1960s and 1970s, and now Mahler practices extremely conservative politics. He currently operates his own web site: http:www.horst-mahler.de/

Thorwald Proll



A friend of Andreas Baader's from the Berlin club scene, Proll joined Baader, his girlfriend Gudrun Ensslin, and another friend, Horst Söhnlein, in attempting to burn down two Frankfurt department stores in early May 1968. Technically therefore, Proll was not a member of the Baader-Meinhof Gang, but a fellow conspirator in two arson attempts that pre-date the main activities of the group.
After the for defendants were captured, tried, convicted of arson, and served 14 months of a three year sentence, they were released pending an appeal for amnesty. After the appeal fails, Proll joined Ensslin and Baader in escaping to Paris. Proll's younger sister, Astrid, joined up the the fugitives. Baader and the others quickly decided that Thorwald is not sufficiently dedicated to their life on the run, and dump him in Switzerland. He would later turn himself in to police and end his career as an arsonist.


Ingrid Schubert



A young Berlin doctor, Ingrid Schubert participated in the freeing of Andreas Baader from the Dahlem Institute for Social Research in May of 1970. Schubert was arrested in October of that year with Horst Mahler, Irene Goergens, and Brigitte Asdonk. She was later given 13 years in prison for her participation the Baader breakout.
In 1976 she was transferred to Stammheim prison, supposedly to comfort Gudrun Ensslin after the suicide of Ulrike Meinhof. After the Stammheim suicides of Ensslin, Baader, and Jan-Carl Raspe, Schubert was transferred to Munich's Stadelheim prison. Two weeks later, on 13 November 1977, Schubert committed suicide in prison.

Irene Goergens



Underground name: "Peggy." Irene Goergens was the illegitimate daughter of an American GI. She was a follower of Ulrike Meinhof, having met her while Meinhof was researching youth homes for her telefilm "Bambule."
Goergens was arrested in October of 1970 along with Horst Mahler, Brigitte Asdonk, and Ingrid Schubert. She was tried and found guilty in the fall of 1972 for her participation in the triple Berlin bank robbery a month before her arrest.

Monika Berberich



Berberich was a junior lawyer in Horst Mahler's Socialist Lawyers Collective. She joined up with the burgeoning Baader-Meinhof Gang when Andreas Baader was rescued from police custody in May 1970.
Berberich was arrested soon after the group returned from training in the Jordan desert. A 1995 interview for a BBC documentary called "States of Terror" revealed that Berberich has not changed her passion against the "fascism" of the German state.

Heinrich "Ali" Jansen



Ali Jansen joined the Baader-Meinhof Gang shortly after its return from training in the Jordan desert. He helped out in the "triple coup" Berlin bank raids in the fall of 1970.
Jansen was arrested on 23 December, 1970, along with Uli Scholze. During the arrest Jansen reaches for his concealed handgun and fires wildly. No one is hurt, but three years later Jansen is sentenced to 10 years in prison for attempted murder.
Katharina Hammerschmidt
Hammerschmidt was associated with the gang early. By late-1971 she grew tired of her illegal life and fled Germany, leaving the gang. In mid-1972 she returned to Germany and gave herself up to authorities. While in custody, she developed a brain tumor, and later died. Many accused the authorities of failing to give her proper medical care.

Petra Schelm



Petra Schelm, a Berlin hairdresser, traveled to the Jordan desert for guerrilla training after the freeing of Andreas Baader from police custody in May of 1970. Schelm had joined the group with her boyfriend Manfred Grashof.
Schelm was killed in a shoot-out with Hamburg police. Her death caused shockwaves throughout Germany as many Germans found themselves horrified at the death of the young "innocent" hairdresser. A national poll taken shortly after the death of Schelm revealed that as much as 20% of Germans felt some sympathy for their cause.