Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me...

04.03.2006., subota

Wake me...

UPDATE: ok, ovaj sam post vec objavila, ali ovaj blog zeka pa mi ga je izbrisalo... pa evo opet ga objavljujem... pozdrav

Znam, znam.. nije me bilo nekog vremena.... vise od mjesec dana, ali nisam zaboravila na ovaj blog... eto, jucer sam bila ocajne volje pa sam sjela za kompjuter i napisala ovo.... ne da sam sretna napisanim, ali bilo mi je vrijeme da nesto objavim, pa.... hvala vam sto posjecujete moj blog!! POZDRAV!! p.s: obecajem pisat cu cesce!!

Why do I feel so horrible,
So desperate to find happyness?
Why do I wish to sleep
And never wake up again…

Why does every word I say
Every move I make
just hurt everybody around
all the people I care about..

Why do I try to help everyone
When I just keep dissapointing
everybody…including myself…

Why do I have to cry every
Damn night at the thought of
Everything I've been through?!

And i just find out that my life
Doesn't have any sence… any meaning..
That i'm just a girl pretending
To be who she's not…

I learned a big lesson….
You can't make everybody happy
Without hurting someone you care about
And that's just real life…

And i just keep hoping that
This is all just a nightmare
And i will hopefully wake up and
Stop all the pain…

And day by day i keep hoping
And day by day my hopes keep fading,,,
I guess I have to be strong and
Keep on fighting…
In spite of the consequences….

Till the end….

<< Arhiva >>