Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me...
04.03.2006., subota
Wake me...
UPDATE: ok, ovaj sam post vec objavila, ali ovaj blog zeka pa mi ga je izbrisalo... pa evo opet ga objavljujem... pozdrav Znam, znam.. nije me bilo nekog vremena.... vise od mjesec dana, ali nisam zaboravila na ovaj blog... eto, jucer sam bila ocajne volje pa sam sjela za kompjuter i napisala ovo.... ne da sam sretna napisanim, ali bilo mi je vrijeme da nesto objavim, pa.... hvala vam sto posjecujete moj blog!! POZDRAV!! p.s: obecajem pisat cu cesce!! Why do I feel so horrible, So desperate to find happyness? Why do I wish to sleep And never wake up again… Why does every word I say Every move I make just hurt everybody around all the people I care about.. Why do I try to help everyone When I just keep dissapointing everybody…including myself… Why do I have to cry every Damn night at the thought of Everything I've been through?! And i just find out that my life Doesn't have any sence… any meaning.. That i'm just a girl pretending To be who she's not… I learned a big lesson…. You can't make everybody happy Without hurting someone you care about And that's just real life… And i just keep hoping that This is all just a nightmare And i will hopefully wake up and Stop all the pain… And day by day i keep hoping And day by day my hopes keep fading,,, I guess I have to be strong and Keep on fighting… In spite of the consequences…. Till the end…. |