Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me...
28.01.2006., subota
Just me...
Ova pjesmica je nastala maloprije... imala sam dogovor s The sun goes down da ce svaka napisat pjesmicu u 10 minuta.... hm, pa evo sta je od moje ispalo... kad ona objavi svoju javim vam.... In the lonelyness of my room I'm feeling the tears slowly falling down my sad face... but I don't wanna stop them... Cause the preassure inside is just too big and I can't fight against my feelings... or I don't want to... My feelings are all mixed up and everything around me just feels so unreal... but why? I look at the window and see my own miserable reflection, and I ask myself... who is that girl?... And then I realize I don't know myself, don't know that sad girl... or I don't want to know her... Am I just afraid to be who I am or afraid to become that miserable girl I see... I don't know... I close my eyes, drying the tears and looking at the window again... what do I see... For the first time in my life I see the real me... strong, unbreakable, a real life fighter... And I realize that's who I wanna be... wanna be... me... |