Just because I'm losing Doesn't mean I'm lost .Doesn't mean I'll stop .Doesn't mean I'm across.

Hmmm.
Da, dosao je i taj kraj skolske godine. Jos odavno. Al nema veze.
Prošlo se super :)
Odlicno se i isplaniralo ovo ljeto, tipa neidem na maturalac vec sa prijateljicom na more, i vjezbanje matematike tijekom dana da mogu nesto znati na toj maturi iduce godine, biranje faksa za koje cu pisati maturu i tako... Sve je super bilo.
Dok me nije uhvatilo moje (ne)zdravlje. Odjednom drhtavice, pao imunitet, apetit na nuli, panični napadaji, disanje ne šljaka kak treba i eto tako sam ja sad po bolnicama, vadim krv i ostalo. Koma -.- Oslo sve u vodu.
Jedva sad sjedim ovdje i gledam u ovaj pišljivi monitor ali mislim da bi bio red da ipak ostavim pet minuta i ovdje nest sitno napisem. Eto. Dugo nisam vidjela sebi drage ljude, a i one koje vidim vidim najcesce u prolazu, ili se samo cujem s njima, makar s nekima i to rijetko. i tako.
Brb mi otisla na more sa obitelji jer imaju hrpu stvari tamo za raditi, ja tu skapavam kod kuce, trudim se disat. Kolko god to smjesno zvucalo.
Mislim da sam izgubila snagu i volju za svime. I to me najvise pokopalo. Previse straha, stresa od nikuda, malo kretanja, malo unošenja hrane u sebe i tako. Neide. :S
Držte mi fige da dobro prode to, što me je vec zahvatilo, i da se to brzo i lako izljeci. Ne želim imat neke trajne posljedice, i strah me toga.
Hug svim ljudima na ovom svijetu, posebice onima koji su bolesni ili se bar osjecaju tako, držite jos malo optimizma u sebi, eto.

<3

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When you die
you have to
leave them behind
you should keep that
in mind
and when you keep that in mind
you will find
a love as big
as the sky.

It's cute in a way
till .you. cannot speak
And .you. leave to have a cigarette
.you.r knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it
heavy for the next 2 days

Far.far away..
no voices sounding,
no one around me
.and.
you're still there
Far.far away..
no choices passing,
no time confounds me
.and.
you're still there

Did you hear
the distant lie?
...Calling me back
to my sin
Like the one you knew before
Calling me back .once again.

The simple things
you see are all complicated
I look pretty young
but I'm just back-dated

And tonight I thank the stars
As I count my lucky scars
For everything you've given me
And all the words I gave to you
Something borrowed something blue
If you want them back
I'll give it to you!

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With your feet in the air
and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it!
Your head will collapse,
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask Yourself
Where is my mind?

The ocean breathes salty
Won't You carry it in?
In your head.
In your mouth.
In your soul.
The more we move ahead
the more we're stuck in rewind.
Well I don't mind.
I don't mind.
How the hell could I mind?!

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O meni

● Josie.
● Mnogo godina Malo pameti.
● Trenutno srednja skola.
● Jazz. Punk. Rock. Grunge. Indie.
● Crno Bijelo u Boji.
● Sloboda znači Život.
● Crteži djetinjstva.
● Kiša.
● Volim prošlost. Cijenim Budučnost.
● Objektiv.
● Gary Smiles.
● Kutija u kavezu.
● Prijateljstvo.

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" My life's a book of short stories, and we wrote a new one everyday. "
"We've had our times of ups and downs, but after all it's worth it."
"No my dog won't bite you, though it had the right to."
"Like one long season of rain, I will remain, Thinking of you."
"There are countless formulas for pressing flowers."
"This feeling that I get, this one last cigarette as I lay awake, and wait for you to come through the door."
"I've been sat here far too long,depressed and giving none, my pale skin haunts the sun,I must get moving on!"
"If you never try you never know, just what you're worth."

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