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mjesto za mene

ovdje je malo mjesto koje će biti podsjetnik na sve dobre i loše dane...
ovo je mjesto na kojemu su ljudi koje volim i cijenim i ljudi koji će tek doći...
mjesto na kojem svatko može reći svoje mišljenje...
mjesto za mene ...





Nešto o meni :
Zovem se Ivona
Idem u treći razred gimnazije
obožavam glazbu, osobito Mansona
cijenim svoje iskrene frendove
volim vikende
volim crnu boju
Sve ostalo ćete saznati čitajući moje postove ...





''Od novog jada stara bol će proći.''

''Moja čast je moj život, oboje su u jedno srasli,
Uzmete li moju čast, moj život niste spasili.''

''Smijem sve ono što dolikuje čovjeku;
Tko smije više od toga, nije čovjek.''

Blogovi dragih mi ljudi

Lucija
Petra
Marija
Vanja
Spoiled bitch
Sučić
Ines
Mates
Lola
Keki
Anita
Nyka
Domenika
Dani
Anonimna brineta
Marko
Matta
Robi
Anchie
Matea
angel_of_darkness
Silly thing
Čohan
ludha mala
mala frčkava
Power Trip
Any
Valida
Sophie Wolf
Haba
Maja
Rosemary
.DevilRed.
sk8bail
saint616
Luciferčica
Juwica
tear-of-blood
...to sam samo ja...
Woodlands
dEgAnEgaNe
×silent scream×
amaryllis
the crow...

Moja ljubav




If I Was Your Vampire

6 a.m. Christmas morning.
No shadows,
No reflections here.
Lying cheek to cheek
In your cold embrace.

So soft and so tragic
As a slaughterhouse.
You press the knife
Against your heart.
And say,
"I love you, so much you must kill me now."

I love you
So much
You must kill me now.

If I was your vampire,
Certain as the moon,
Instead of killing time,
We'll have each other
Until the sun.
If I was your vampire,
Death waits for no one.
Hold my hands
Across your face,
Because I think
Our time has come.

Digging your smile apart
With my spade-tounge.
The hole is where the heart is.
We built this tomb together,
And I won't fill it alone.
Beyond the pale
Everything is black,
No turning back.

If I was your vampire,
Certain as the moon,
Instead of killing time,
We'll have each other
Until the sun.

If I was your vampire,
Death waits for no one.
Hold my hands
Across your face,
Because I think
Our time has come

Blood-stained sheets
In the shape of your heart,
This is where it starts...
Blood-stained sheets
In the shape of your heart,
This is where it starts.
This is where it will end.
Here comes the moon again.

6:19 and I know I'm ready
Drive me off the mountain.
You'll burn,
I'll eat your ashes.
The impossible wheels seducing
Our corpse.

If I was your vampire,
Certain as the moon,
Instead of killing time,
We'll have each other
Until the sun.
If I was your vampire
Death waits for no one.
Hold my hands
Across your face
Because I think
Our time has come.

Beyond the pale
Everything is black
No turning back.
Beyond the pale
Everything's black
No turning back.

This is where it starts.
This is where it will end.
Here comes the moon again.

This is where it starts.
This is where it will end.
Here comes the moon again.

Here comes the moon again

Here comes the moon again




"Angel With The Scabbed Wings"

He is the angel with the scabbed wings
Hard-drug face, want to powder his nose
He will deflower the freshest crop
Dry up all the wombswith his rock and roll sores

Dead
Is what he is, he does what he please
The things that he has you'll never want to see
What you're never gonna be now
Sketch a little keyholefor looking-glass people
You don't want to see him
You only want to be him
Mommy's got a scarecrow, gotta let the corn grow
Man can't always reap what he sow
"He is the maker"
(He is the taker)
"He is the saviour"
(He is the raper)



Tainted Love

Sometimes I feel I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
From the pain you drive in the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
And I've lost my light
For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
I'll give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love... oh
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
Need someone to hold you tight
And you'll think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way

Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
I'll give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love... oh
Tainted love

Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go

Touch me baby, tainted love

Down in a hole

Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom

Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You dont understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who wont let himself be

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and theyve put all
The stones in their place
Ive eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb...in bloom
Oh I want to be inside...

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, outta control
Id like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Sweet dreams

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused!

I wanna use you and abuse you
I wanna know what's inside you

Movin' on
Hold your head up
Movin' on
Keep your head up

Movin' on!

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

I'm gonna use you and abuse you
I'm gonna know what's inside
Gonna use you and abuse you
I'm gonna know what's inside you






"Last Day On Earth"

Yesterday was a million years ago
In all my past lives I played an asshole
Now I found you, it's almost too late
And this earth seems obliviating
We are trembling in our crutches
High and dead our skin is glass
I'm so empty here without you
I crack my xerox hands

I know it's the last day on earth
We'll be together while the planet dies
I know it's the last day on earth
We'll never say goodbye

The dogs slaughter each other softly
Love burns it's casualties
We are damaged provider modules
Spill the seeds at our children's feet
I'm so empty here without you
I know they want me dead

I know it's the last day on earth





Fear of the dark
I am a man who walks alone
And when Im walking a dark road
At night or strolling through the park

When the light begins to change
I sometimes feel a little strange
A little anxious when its dark

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that someones always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someones allways there

Have you run your fingers down the wall
And have you felt your neck skin crawl
When youre searching for the light?
Sometimes when youre scared to take a look
At the corner of the room
Youve sensed that somethings watching you

Have you ever been alone at night
Thought you heard footsteps behind
And turned around and no ones there?
And as you quicken up your pace
You find it hard to look again
Because youre sure theres someone there

Watching horror films the night before
Debating wiches and folklore
The unkown troubles on your mind
Maybe your mind is playing tricks
You sense and suddenly eyes fix
On dancing shadows from behind

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that someones always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someones allways there

When Im walking a dark road
I am a man who walkes alone





Cryptorchid

Each time I make my mother cry an
angel dies and falls from heaven
when the boy is still a worm it's hard to
learn the number seven but when they get to you
it's the first thing that they do each time I look outside
my mother dies, I feel my back is changing shape
when the worm consumes the boy it's never
considered rape when they get to you
prick your finger it is done...
the moon has now eclipsed the sun...
the angel has spread its wings...
the time has come for bitter things...



Mobscene

We are the thing of shapes to come
Your freedom’s not free and dumb
This Depression is great
The Deformation Age, they know my name
Waltz into scum and base and
Married to the pain

Bang, we want it
Bang, we want it
Bang, bang, bang, bang, bang!
You came to see the mobscene
I know it isn’t your scene
It’s better than a sex scene
and it’s so fucking obscene
Obscene, yeah.

You want commitment?
Put on your best suit; get your arms around me
Now we’re going down, down, down
You want commitment?
Put on your best suit; get your arms around me
Now we’re going down, down, down

Be obscene, be, be obscene
Be obscene, baby, and not heard






Heart- Shaped Glasses

She reminds me of the one in school
When I was cuttin'
She was dressed in white
And I couldn't take my eyes off her
But that's not what I took off that night

She'll never cover up what we did with her dress, no
She said kiss me
It'll heal
But it won't forget
Kiss me
It'll heal
But it won't forget

And I don't mind you keepin' me
On pins and needles
If I could stick to you
And you stick me too

Don't break
Don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl
You should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high





They Said That Hell's Not Hot


I kill myself in small amounts
In each relationship it's not
About love.
Just another funeral and
Just another girl left in tears.
And I'm waiting
With the sound turned off
I'm waiting
Like a glass balloon
And I'm fading
Into the void and then
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone...
They said that hell's not hot
They said that hell's not hot
I gave my soul to someone else
She must have known that
It was already sold.
It was never about her,
It was about the hurt.
I'm waiting
Like a glass balloon
And I'm fading
Into the void and then
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone...
They said that hell's not hot
They said that hell's not hot
I kill myself in small amounts
In each relationship it's not
About love.
Just another funeral and
Just another girl left in tears.
And I'm waiting
With the sound turned off
I'm waiting
Like a glass balloon
And I'm fading
Into the void and then
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone...
They said that hell's not hot
They said that hell's not hot

ovo je jedan od prvih bandova čije sam cd-e dobila od starog i počela slušati...
stari me i usmjerio na pravi put, sada shvaćam kada mi je znao kao klinki govoriti da se prava glazba sluša zauvijek, nije prolazna kao današnja...




također jedan od prvih bandova koje sam slušala... još ih i danas volim...
u ruke sam ih dobila od jedne frendice kojoj se baš i nisu sviđali! imala sam sreće!




ovo je čovjek koji mi puno znači u životu... ne samo on, već njegova glazba... i molim, bilo kakve predrasude i mišljenja zadržite za sebe.




Hendrix je za mene jedna velika legenda. način na koji svira, izražava svoj dar, pjesme... volim ga!



Shot at 2007-07-05

Bend kojeg sam nedavno intenzivnije počela slušati, a i dosta mi znači zbog jedne osobe...





obožavam njihove stvari... jednostavno njihove pjesme dođu do tebe, osjetiš ih... i like it...



najsavršeniji čovjek na svijetu ...

subota, 18.11.2006.

...prokleti sistem....

Samo pozdravi...
I naravno kao što svi mogu primjetiti ja sam bolje!!! To čim dođe vikend meni raspoloženje skoči.
Uglavnom, jutros sam s Lucijom , Dinom , Ines i Gogom išla kupit našoj Mariji poklončić. E da, Mrgić, ona Bruno i još jedna djevojka slave večeras rođendan. Ma ovo će biti jeben vikend.
Nakon toga smo prošle na kavicu u Ziher, došla sam doma, gledala tv, slušala mjuzu. I eto sjetih se kako bi mogla nekaj napisat na blog.
Uglavnom obavezno pozdravljam jednu jako dragu curu. Nju sam već spomenula u prošlome postu. Djevojka je baš simpa i slatka. I nadam se da ćemo se vidjeti večeras!!
Još trebam spomenuti jednog dečka kojeg još nisam upoznala ali bilo bi ok da se javi ak me skuži. Sorry, al zbilja te ne znam,mislim vjerovatno da, ali ne bih te mogla prepoznati.(ne mogu ti ostavljati komentare, ne želi mi otvoriti stranicu).
E da ljudi moji... I tako vam se danas sprema veliki, grupni faf. Ne želim ni razmišljati kakvi će people biti. Samo se nadam da neki neće pretjerati.
Btw, pozdravljam svoju Lolicu i preslatku Ellu . Djevojke vidimo se večeras u pola osam na dogovorenom mjestu.
I da, Vanjica moja, ja neam blage kaj je s tvojim blogom. Meni ga neće otvoriti. Sorry kaj ti se ne mogu javljat.
Al dobit ću max Adsl sljedeći tjedan. Juuuuhuuuu!!!
Pa ću vam svima brže i lakše ostavljati komentare.
Ljudi zabavite mi se večeras, ja hoću!!
Koje ne vidim na Korani, viđam vas u Ziheru večeras
Pozdrav svima !!!

Samo pozdravi...

utorak, 14.11.2006.

Zabava oli not?!

E tek je utorak… tako je monoton i daleko je… Daleko je petak, taj dan koji čekam cijeli tjedan, iz mjeseca u mjesec. E pa već mi je iskreno toga dosta. Ne da mi se više čekati da prođe cijeli tjedan da bi tek uživala u subotu i petak navečer. I te dvije večeri, tih 5 sati koje provedem vani su mi sve. Dovoljni da nastavim dalje s ovim melankoličnim životom. Ne, ne mislim da je samo moj život takav. Mislim da je cijeli svijet samo jedno dosadno mjesto. I tu je vrijeme, koje se ponavlja i vrti iznova… glupo bi bilo da kažem kako je život nešto ne dragocjeno. Ne mislim to, ali opet koja je svrha??! I zato se toliko veselim tom vikendu… Joj, kad će petak??!!
I tako iz dana u dan razmišljam kako smo mi ljudi zapravo neke marionete kojima netko ili nešto upravlja, onda dođu dani kad smatram da apsolutno ništa više ne postoji, da smo samo mi. Da, znam zašto sada to mislim i zašto sam ovako raspoložena. Izbacila me povijest iz takta, cijeli razred, ma sve… Znam da ovako neću razmišljati u petak poslije škole i znam da će mi cijeli svijet biti super i znam da neću biti tužna ili turobna… I sve to znam… jer Marija slavi rođendan, Mrgić isto i još par njih. I znam,… zbilja znam da će mi tada život biti nešto najljepše, da ću bit happy, biti ću s ljudima koji me vole i koje ja volim. Biti ćemo skupa, zabavljat se i pričati… promatrat ćemo jedni druge, smijati se i plakati, svađati i poštivati… A sve to petkom i subotom… Da, petkom, subotom … to će biti dani koje ću pamtiti do kraja života koji će biti gori nego sada. Sad barem znam da na kraju tjedna vrijedi nešto što trebam čekati. A što ću čekati za petnaest godina?!! Tada neće biti petka ili subote koje ću provoditi s vama, upoznavati druge i smijati se svemu što nam se dogodi. Neću… Jer mi vikend neće predstavljati ništa!! Apsolutno ništa…
Zato sada treba uživati, jer imamo se čemu veseliti i to treba iskoristiti.

E da naravno treba spomenuti Jako dragu curu
koju sam upoznala ovaj vikend... baš je simpa i ima fora blog pa ono, svratite.
djevojko, valjda se vidimo ovaj petak.

petak, 03.11.2006.

Naivnost ili možda nešto sasvim drugo ??!

Pročitala sam jednu zanimljivu knjigu…'' Patnje mladog Werthera''- svima koji vole i ne vole čitati preporučila bih je. Ja nisam neka zaljubljenica u knjige i čitanje i ova knjiga nije moj izbor već lektira. Pa što se mora, mora se. Ali nije mi žao. Zanimljiva je, tjeskobna, melankolična u nekim dijelovima. Za mene je tragedija, čak nerealna ali opet usko povezana s životom. Pa ono, ako vam se čita, čitajte!! Večeras idem van, napokon petak je. Zdrava sam i mogu u nove pobjede… Samo što su mi starci srezali dužinu izlazaka, nije sad prikladno spominjati zbog čega. Ali pomirila sam se s činjenicom da sam možda i ja uprskala, ali sve ovo je zahvaljujući mojoj naivnosti. Pa se pitam, da li je naivnost ujedno i dobrota??! E nije. Velika je razlika. Ti možeš biti dobar čovjek, ali ne nužno naivan. Naivnost je glupost, po meni jedna od većih mana. Čovjek je zaslijepljen i ne vidi ništa pred sobom. Možda nešto kao kada se zaljubiš… ali opet je drugačije. Vjerujem da vam ništa od navedenog nije jasno, pišem nesmisleno i suvislo, ali opet, meni je jako jasno…
Sve mi je kristalno jasno, jasnije neće biti, ali to nećete saznati. Neke stvari koliko god bile bolne ili plašljive treba čovjek zadržati za sebe. Koliko god nešto htjela u ovome trenutku podijeliti s vama, nekim meni važnim osobama, ja to ne mogu. Da li ste se tako kada osjećali??! Zapravo nije problem u meni. Već ja ne govorim ništa jer sam svjesna posljedica koje se mogu pojaviti. A ako već unaprijed znam koji bi me problemi čekali zbog nečega što bih rekla jer ne mogu držati u sebi, onda kad pogledam nije vrijedno… neka boli mene, bol će prestati s vremenom, barem neću druge uvući u to, a one dvolične ću zavarati svojim neznanjem. Pa se ja pitam, tko će se zadnji smijati??!