...too late to find the way....

Ako ima nešto što fakat mrzim, onda su to laži i dvolični ljudi. Eto, danas sam loše volje, sve mi smeta, pa tako i jedna osoba x. Baš sam se razočarala. A to se uvijek desi kad očekuješ previše od ljudi do kojih ti je stalo... Postoje valjda dvije ili tri osobe u koje se ja nisam nikad razočarala i koje me baš nikad nisu povrijedile... No, da se vratim na priču. I tako, ta osoba x je o osobi y uvijek pričala sve najgore... Išla joj je na živce, nije ju podnosila, povrijedila ju je svojim ponašanjem... Nije željela s njom bit vani, ali je bila iz nekih drugih razloga... Sve rečenice koje je osoba x imala o osobi y bile su negativne, loše... I bilo mi je jasno... Razumljivo... A onda, danas... Neznam... Vidim te dvije osobe zajedno.... Druže se.. Tako ću to nazvati... Hm.... Osoba x je imala moje povjerenje... Mislila sam sve najbolje o njoj nekad. A sad, evo, razočarala me... Ja ću to nazvati dvoličnosti, vi nazovite kako hoćete... Mene je to povrijedilo.. Nema veze... A osoba y već duugo nema neko posebno mjesto u mom srcu.... U njoj sam se razočarala već jako puno puta... Prerasla sam vremena kad me diralo to šta bi ona napravila... I zašto? Zašto se ja vežem za ljude tako lako? Zašto mene uvijek neko povrijedi? Zašto sam takva kakva jesam?? Eh.... I da, uopće nije bitno ko su te dvije osobe, jesu li to dvije cure, dva dečka ili pak cura i dečko.... Nije bitno za ovu priču o razočaranju...


A sada još jedna SAVRŠENA pjesma od Boxcar racer....

There is...

this vacation's useless
these white pills aren't kind
i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
the days have come and gone
our lives when but so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more

do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all okay
that there someone out there who feels just like me
there is

those notes you wrote me
i've kept them all
i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in every single word there
will be a hidden message about a boy that's
loves a girl
do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is

do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me

do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is

LADA SAMO ZA TEBE SREĆO..... pusa svima