Da samo znate sta mi se desilo u 2 dana! U glavi mi se sve preokrenulo,ne znam sta vise misliti,kao da sanjam,da to nije stvarnost. Zasto mi se to desava. Taman kad prihvatim da je gotovo,da moram dalje,da je ljeto da cu se zajebavati. On meni opet mora upropastiti,recimo neku,srecu.
Onda….u petak u 3.25 ujutro mi dode poruka: ej vale ovdje doki dodi u 11.30 kod malog kazalista na kastelu,trebamo pricati,ja cu te cekati,ako ne dodes ponijet ces se ko picka. Ugl tako nesto je pisalo. Tu poruku sam procitala tek kad sam se probudila i nisam mogla doc jer sam trebala ic kod frendice ucit toriju i tkd(ne kraju nisam ni polozila,nego smo isle u santos na 2 deca pive;) ) pa me zvao i pitao me sta nisam dosla,a ja sam mu vec bila javila da necu doc i opet mu objasnila. Pa me opet zove i pta:me jos volis?,taj tren sam samo ostala i nisam ni znala sta govorim. Rekla sam mu da ne znam da mozda da,mozda ne. I cjeli mi se dan to vrtilo po glavi,mislila sam da nije moguce,sta opet zeli da mu se vratim??? Ma nema sanse. I tako ja sam tu noc spavala ako da 4 sata. Samo sam razmisljala o tome,vrtila se u krevetu kao budala i pokusavala ga izbaciti iz misli. Probudila sam se sva zivcana,pa sam na kraju otisla dir do mora samo da sto prije popricamo. Sve sam mu rekla sta sam mislila o tome. I on mi kaze da se jednostavno priviko na mene,da ne zna sta mu je bilo kad me pustio,da mu je tako vec 2-3 tjedna. Da a sta je bilo i prosli tjedan tako kad sam te vidjela brijati s onom zenskom jelda. Kad sam tada shvatila da je sve gotovo i da mi se neces vratiti jer koliko sam vidjela ti si isao dalje sa zivotom. A ja glupaca koliko sam prilika imala nisam nikoga htjela jer nitko nije bio kao ti. Ne zbog tebe,nego zbog sebe,jer nisam mogla i necu moc jos neko vrijeme ulaziti u veze. Taman kad pocnem malo drugacije razmisljati ti mi opet ulazis u zivot. Ne znam mozda ti drugi tjedan padne na pamet da ti se nece opet dat bit u vezi,pa ces me opet traziti. Nisam vise sigurna u tebe. Zapravo ne znam ni dali te i dalje volim,znam da mi je jos stalo,i da mi sve fali,i da cu mozda za to zaliti. Jer necu dopustiti da se sa mnom tako igras ko da sam tvoja lutka. Ne mogu prestati biti jeka vec kad sam pocela,jer znam da bi mogla past na tebe i speci se opet.
Za mene kad je jednom gotovo onda je to zauvjek.
U subotu navecer smo opet pricali,i poljubili smo se cak,ne nisam ga oidgurnula jer sam htjela vidjeti sta cu osjetiti. Ali to nije bio poljubac kao prije par mjeseci,za mene je to bio jedan hladan poljubac,bezosjecajan,nisam se osjecala onako sretno,onak posebno kad te netko ljubi.
Plakala sam cijelu vecer,oci me i dalje bole jer i dalje placem,nikad u zivotu nisam toliko suza prolila.
a danas nam je moglo bit 7 lijepih mjeseci...
Snaga mi polako nestaje…..
Sad mi recite nakon sto ste procitali cijeli post…sta bi ja trebala raditi…dati mu jos jednu priliku ili reci zbogom mojoj ljubavi?????
Tako si daleko,
da ni kad ruku pruzim
ne mogu te dohvatiti.
Ne izlazis mi iz misli.
Fali mi tvoja blizina.
kad god te pogledam,
vidim nesto posebno u tebi.
Zasto mi ne dokazes da
mozes biti drukciji od ostalih.
Until the day I die
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (When I knew who I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does.
Well make the same mistakes
I'll Take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
cuz I know I still do.
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue
Until blood soaks my shirt?
We'll never fall apart
so Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!!!!
"Here Without You"
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
chop suey
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
Father, Father, Father, Father,
Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,
Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,
Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.
Listen To Your Heart
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
samo za njega
Jedna od mnogih
tebe da slusa
a samo kod jedne je
tvoje srce i dusa.
Moja ljubav je jaka,
mjeriti se nemoze.
Moja misao je tvoja svaka
jer samo za tebe zivjeti moze.
Ta jedna koja je voljena
nadam se da sam ja...
jer ipak... ti si moj voljeni.
Srce bez ljubavi, tijelo bez duse
Ono ne postoji!!!
Jer za tebe sada zivi i dise.
Pisem ti ove stihove
ne za uspomenu, jer ona blijedi,
ne za sjecanje, jer ono nestaje,
vec za ljubav,koja nikad ne prestaje!
Kad me tuga slomi nek moja zalost k tebi otplovi,
nek ti u srcu ostane i moje bice nek tvoje postane.
I sve ono sto srce boli
lakse cu podnijet, jer netko me voli.
Samo tko voli zna koliko to boli.
Samo tko pati moze da shvati
sto u zivotu ljubav moze da znaci.
Daj mi svoje usne da na njima gorim
Pijem svake noci jer srcu mome nema pomoci.
Srce moje lomis jer ti me nevolis.
Srce moje place jer voli te sve jace!
×strebam......×
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