Jedan mali plamen gori u daljini,
Vjetar zapuse,
Plamen zamalo da se ugasi.
Ne zna kako da izbjegne vjetar,
Jednostavno ne moze.
Kao sta ja tebe ne mogu izbisati
Iz lijepih uspomena.
Srce mi se raspada na samu pomisao
da ce sve to jednog dana zavrsiti,
Da se nas dvoje vise necemo drzati za ruke. Falit ce mi pogled tvoj,da me prati.
Jos gore mi je kada pomislim da nam je bilo lijepo.
Hvala ti sto si lagao
Da pomislim da me volis.
Dala sam ti svoju iskrenost,i ne samo to,
A ti meni tako vracas…
Moje srce nece izdrati jos toliko povrijede,
A suze nece nestati samo od sebe, Zasto??? Kad ti nisi vrijedan mojih suza.
Bolje je da se maknem sa strane,
Bolje sada nogo poslije,kad ce sve biti jos gore. Ali moja tuga ti to nikad nece oprostiti!
Ovo gore sam napisala jucer 24.5. oko podne kad sam bila dezurna i nisam imala sta raditi nego slusati mp3 i pisati pjesme. Bila sam tuzna da,odavdje mi inspiracija,mozda pjesmice nisu bogzna sta,ali opisuju sve ono sto osijecam. 24.5.je bio i kraj moje srece,koja neznam koliko ce joj trebati da se vrati. Razbio je moju srecu u komadice koji ce se tesko spojiti opet.
Nakon 6 mjeseci i 6 dana mi smo prekinuli jucer oko 18.30h.
Bilo je prelijepo da bi dugo trajalo. Zasto uvijek prije prekida imam taj neki osjecaj i uvijek znam unaprijed da ce sve biti gotovo,da ce me decko opet napustiti,i opet si dajem lazne nade samoj sebi da ce biti bolje,da mozda necemo prekinuti….
Bio je dobar,idealan decko,neznan tko ce me moci takvu srecu pruziti.u ovih 6 mj puno smo toga prosli,lijepih i nezaboravnih trenutaka. Ostat cemo frendovi to mi jedino pomaze,ali falit ce mi,da ga ljubim,da se druzimo za ruke….ma sve.
Rekao je da mu se neda biti vise u vezi,da ima tih obaveza,da bi on isao s frendovima van….ok pa sta,i imeni se ponekad nije dalo biti u vezi ia priznajem da mi je falila sloboda ali ja sam ga voljela i dalje ga volim! A znam da ce doci drugi i da ce to proci,i opet ce doci sreca…itd….to sve vec znam ali to mi je bila najduza veza pa je duplo teze sve to zaboraviti.
Vec se trudim sve to sto prije zaboraviti,moram raditi bilo sta samo da ne mislim na njega.
Znam da me voljeo i da me nije iskoristavao,ali ponekad mi dođe sumnja kao da je sve to bilo lazno.
sta tebi sve to nece faliti???....ljubavi zasto si otisao???
jedan dio sam objavila pa obrisala,mozda objavim drugi put zbog skolskih razloga...ali uglavnom bilo mi je odlicno!
U petak isle smo kao svaki put blondy faiary,slatka mala i ja na trening….i naravno kasnile smo…odlucile smo ici preko trave….a trava ono…visoga 2 metra…ok niska sam..ali da me trava prerasla jos….smrc.i tamo kao seljakuse se mucimo s travom. Ja sam se pisala od smijeha,nisam vise mogla…i prosula sam se jer sam zapela za travu…nebi se zvala ja ---------(slijedi ime.ima razloga zatsto ga ne pisem,neki to znaju) da ne padnem. Barem nema posljedica…..hehe….
Sad sam se napisala vec kad sam imala o cemu….
U subotu je blondy imala rockas!
SRETAN RODENDAN MALENA!
Pa sam mogla duze ostati vani…jeeeee….s tim da sam se dan prije posvadala sa starom.
Ljubav ok…ide…ovi dani u ljubavi u mi malo bzvz….ma bit ce bolje….malo sam tuzna,pa sretna….
Volim vas uzivajte……
Ljudi jos malo pa…..GOTOVA SKOLA!!!!!!
zao mi je sto vam nisam duugo pisala....ne znam ako cu vas moci iskomentirati jer ove dane sam htjela malo zagrijati stolicu.....jer je duuugggoooo vremena bila usamljena =) kode mene sve ok....po starom.....evo upoznla sammarijanu i jako mi je drago!!! za 1.maj kao sto sam napomenula bili smo na stoji napraviti rostiljadu....ma bilo mi je super...zajebancija....steta sto nas nije bilo vise....nema veze...:) ljubav super....kao uvijek ne znam sta da vam jos pisem...samo da malo prode ta skola pa cu cesce pisati....
voli vas vasa lady
i zelim se oprostiti onima koje ne komentiram a oni mene da...nadoknadit cu ja to....
Tako si daleko,
da ni kad ruku pruzim
ne mogu te dohvatiti.
Ne izlazis mi iz misli.
Fali mi tvoja blizina.
kad god te pogledam,
vidim nesto posebno u tebi.
Zasto mi ne dokazes da
mozes biti drukciji od ostalih.
Until the day I die
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (When I knew who I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does.
Well make the same mistakes
I'll Take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
cuz I know I still do.
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue
Until blood soaks my shirt?
We'll never fall apart
so Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!!!!
"Here Without You"
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
chop suey
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
Father, Father, Father, Father,
Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,
Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,
Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.
Listen To Your Heart
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
samo za njega
Jedna od mnogih
tebe da slusa
a samo kod jedne je
tvoje srce i dusa.
Moja ljubav je jaka,
mjeriti se nemoze.
Moja misao je tvoja svaka
jer samo za tebe zivjeti moze.
Ta jedna koja je voljena
nadam se da sam ja...
jer ipak... ti si moj voljeni.
Srce bez ljubavi, tijelo bez duse
Ono ne postoji!!!
Jer za tebe sada zivi i dise.
Pisem ti ove stihove
ne za uspomenu, jer ona blijedi,
ne za sjecanje, jer ono nestaje,
vec za ljubav,koja nikad ne prestaje!
Kad me tuga slomi nek moja zalost k tebi otplovi,
nek ti u srcu ostane i moje bice nek tvoje postane.
I sve ono sto srce boli
lakse cu podnijet, jer netko me voli.
Samo tko voli zna koliko to boli.
Samo tko pati moze da shvati
sto u zivotu ljubav moze da znaci.
Daj mi svoje usne da na njima gorim
Pijem svake noci jer srcu mome nema pomoci.
Srce moje lomis jer ti me nevolis.
Srce moje place jer voli te sve jace!
×strebam......×
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