subota, 29.11.2008.
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prenula sam se tokom noci... more su bile presnazne... gusile su me... i nisam znala kako im pobjeci... pronasla sam se u mraku svoje sobe... skrivena pred svjetlom sto je dopiralo kroz prozor... strah je drhtio u meni... tjerao me da iznova briznem u plac... grlila me hladnoca prazne sobe... i sjetim se nje... njenog osmijeha... obecanja... i u isti tren... bol presjece me jos jace...jer je bila laz... jer nje vise nema... ahh.. kako mi se prosli put osmjehnula... vjerovala sam joj... u osmijehu nema niceg prijetvornog... laznog... ali ima... i to sam prekasno shvatila... "znas da sam ja uvik tu..."...da znam... bila si..al vise ne... mrzim sebe zbog tebe... jer tebe ne mogu nikako... jer jos uvijek te zelim tu pokraj sebe... jos uvijek mi je previse stalo...izgubila sam te... nema vise nas... mozda nikad nismo ni bile... svejedno... cuvam te u svakom sumraku... i suzama te ispovijedam... malo cudoviste moje... u srcu mi pocivas... i ono krvari zbog tebe... tvojih lazi... tvog nikad izrecenog zbogom... jos uvijek mi se smijesis onim istim osmijehom koji kaze volim te... al iz mene sve vristi jer znam... lazes me... brisem suze s lica... al jednostavno mi to ne ide... zaboraviti... premda nema te... ne osjecam tvoj poznati dah kraj mene... i ne cujem tvoj glas... ne sjecam se sasvim jasno svih nasih razgovora... to me boli... jer me nikad vise neces na to podsjetiti... niti cemo jedna drugoj plakati... smijati se ili nevino svadati... ponovno glavu na jastuk cu nasloniti... i usnuti... i s jecajima se boriti... |
četvrtak, 27.11.2008.
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eo puca me da napisem neku trenutnu listu pjesama koje mi se motaju po glavi: |
..pozZz..subota, 22.11.2008.
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srijeda, 19.11.2008.
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eei.. |
srijeda, 12.11.2008.
...IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE...
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Impossible love always end up the same... |
ponedjeljak, 10.11.2008.
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TWILIGHT....ahhh..I love it |
nedjelja, 09.11.2008.
DAO MI JE RAZLOG............................................
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ahhh..jos uvik nikako da postanem svjesna prosle veceri...bilo je savrseno makar se nije dogodilo nista posebno..on je bio tu..al ovaj put je bio tu uz mene..tako blizu mene-tik do mene..ahhh...koji nestvaran osjecaj..jer poslije toliko izbjegavanja, on se pojavi..i progovori..maa sigurno mislite da sam luda al onaj glas bi pripoznala i u samom paklu i u tami..i svud bi ga slijedila...aimee opet mi to radi..drzi me zainteresiranom a onda me ladi..(mislim..to nikako ne moze!!)..ee i da mi svoje-naglasak na ono svoje-pice..onako iz cista mira..ahh |
petak, 07.11.2008.
..Predaja..
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Zaklinjem se na vjecnost, |
četvrtak, 06.11.2008.
SILENCE
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*** TKO JE ONA?? ***
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when
She's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries
That first tear, the tears will not stop raining down...
She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from
Wants to give up and lie down...
Don't click here!
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me...
We were one, we were all, we were the only
Future full of hope, nothing could stand in our way
But dreams can change, visions fall, I feel so lonely
I would walk through fire for just one more day
So I say farewell, Im yours forever
And I always will be
Missing you, in my heart you are the one
And you always will be
Kiss while your lips are still red
While he`s still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand`s still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they`re still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent whispers, silent tears.
"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life"
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You're all I ever wanted is you, my love
Your're all I ever wanted, just you
Drink this blood and we'll become immortal baby
This love, is breaking the one last bond
Half my heart a gift of purity
Half my heart a deadly curse
Half will live in sweet obscurity
Half will take me to my hearse
The tears that I don't cry won't fill my eyes but pain inside I feel is real
Pain is real until the day I'll die
From inside I'm freezing
Oh, lonely I die
Without love that you're keeping
To give it all in one sigh
One thousand miles away from you
I'm loosing you
Oh how I love you
The pain won't go away
Oh when I need you
You're always so far away
I cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I died for you
I gave up everything
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes
I want you to lead me
Take me somewhere
Don’t want to live in a dream one more day
And I think that I told you, I'd wait for you forever
Now I know someone else's holding you,
so, for the first time in my life - I must lie
Lie's a sin, mess that I am in,
Love is not the thing I feel now
I promise you: I won't write again 'til the sun sets
behind your grave
"To me, it was like you were some kind of demon, summoned straight from my own personal hell to ruin me."
"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…"
"If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I’m not ashamed of it."
"You smell just exactly the same as always. So maybe this is hell. I don’t care. I’ll take it."
"My heart is just as silent. And it, too, is yours"
"Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."
"Even you, Jacob Black, cannot hate me as much as I hate myself."
"Goodbye, Jacob, my brother… my son."
"Why did she have to come here? Why did she have to exist? Why did she have to ruin the little peace I had in this non-life of mine? Why had this aggravating human ever been born? She would ruin me."
"I was a vampire, and she had the sweetest blood I’d smelled in eighty years."
