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,LUDAAA ,...
Škola:3.e (već!!)
,jezična gim.(nažalost)
Mjesto:planet Zemlja
Hobi:divljanje :),pisanje,pjevanje,ukratko ludiranje
Vrsta glazbe koju slušam:rock,punk,metal...
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¤LINKIN PARK¤
¤GREEN DAY¤
¤NIRVANA¤
¤HIM¤
¤RHCP¤
¤BULLET FOR MY VALENITNE¤
¤SCOPIONS¤
¤SUM 41¤
¤METALLICA¤
¤GOOD CHARLOTTE¤
¤PINK¤
¤EVANESCENCE¤
¤THE RASMUS¤
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~prijatelje~
~Njega~
~sport~
~glazbu~
~tulumarenja~
~čokolino~
~slatkiše~
~dobre muške~
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~horoskopski znak djevice~
~aute~
~brzinu~
~ljeto~
~bubnjeve~
~plavu i crnu boju~
~starke~
~marte~
~tene~ =)
~smijeh~
~mir~
~iskrenost~
~pravdu~
~mobitel(e) - ne mogu trajat više od 1 god. u mene~
~mediće~
~čudne narukvice~
~tetovaže~
~Gabrile~ =)
Ne volim:
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narodnjake
šminkere
rozu boju
većinu hrane
pokvarenost
sebičnost
radit ljeti
glupe razloge
učit
morske pse...brrrrr 
i wanna be ljude 
kundurice
ulizice
....
3 riječi kojima bi se opisala:otkvačena,društvena,pametna (valjda)
Ja sam ona što hoda svijetom
~*A da toga nije svijesna*~
Ja sam ona kojoj je ¤Zabava¤ glavna misao
Ja sam ona koja pokušava pronaći
~¤Svoje mjesto pod sretnom zvijezdom¤~
Ona koja gleda očima tinejđera,
~*A osjeća srcem djeteta*~
Ona kojoj je stalo do svakog
~¤Ali opet i do nikog¤~
Ona koja se želi snaći
-*-U ovom okrutnom svijetu-*-
-*-U ovoj magli gluposti-*-
-*-U ovoj magli nepravde i boli-*-
Ja sam ona koja *ne želi razumijeti*
Ona koja *-¤želi živjeti samo u svojem svijetu¤-*
Ja sam ona koja ¤-¤trpi bol¤-¤
~*-¤A smije se!¤-*~
*~DR¤G@~*
Pregažena po stoti put
Sklupčana stojim u kutu sobe
Krv mi teče niz lice
A ruke modre od boli
Savinula sam oko sebe
Tražim utjehu,al
Nema nikog tu
Nema nikog osim
~Tebe,tebe moje čuvarice
Stajala si,dozivala me
Pružila mi ruku
U očaju prihvatila sam te
I našla svoj mir
Sad sve gledam odozgo
I vidim patnju
Vidim ljude kako plaču
Al bol je prolazna
Zaboravit će se sve
~A moj će grob
Opet biti prazan
Ostat će samo riječi
¤Koje ti govore sve¤
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2.C 
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VINKA & BALICA
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NUMB
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow)
CHORUS:I've become so numb
I can feel you there
Become so numb
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can't you see that you smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more that I can take
CHORUS:I've become so numb
I can feel you there
Become so numb
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
CHORUS
When this began
I had nothing to say
And Id get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And Id let it all out to find
That im not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I cant believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere only to find
That its not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to loose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
Until I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like Im somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like Im somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
TEARS DON'T FALL-Bullet 4 My Valentine
Let's go!
With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
Let's go!
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Better!
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
THE POISON-Bullet 4 My Valentine
Now, is your time to die
We've gathered here to say goodbye
No, more, you'll cry
No reason left for you to fight
Feel, pain, no more
Emotions never felt before
Where, do, we go
We go, she'll never know
Holding on to you, to keep from falling
Your eyes are closing now
Another chapter's ending
Hard, times, we always saw
There's nothing left of you no more
Fear, has, no place, no place
Cover her face
Holding on to you, to keep from falling
Your eyes are closing now
Another chapter's ending
This is our last goodbye (goodbye!)
This is our time tonight
Holding on to you!
Cover up her face!
Holding on to you... To keep from falling!
Holding on to you, to keep from falling
Your eyes are closing now
Another chapter's ending
This is our last goodbye (goodbye!)
This is our time tonight (goodbye!)
This is our last goodbye!
Under the bridge
Sometimes I feel
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way
Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away
ONE STEP CLOSER
I cannot take this anymore
I'm sayin' everythin' I said before
All these words they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
The less I hear the less you say
You'll find out anyway
CHORUS:Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cuz I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers are so clear
Wish i could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
CHORUS
Break,break,break,break,break,break
SHUT UP WHEN I'M TALKIN' TO YOU!
SHUT UP!SHUT UP!SHUT UP! 2x
I'M ABOUT TO BREAK!
CHORUS 2x
All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) - B4MV
Once more I say goodbye, to you
Things happen but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
Oh yeah...
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap
Once more you tell those lies, to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?
Oh yeah...
Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me...
It's the best to be when you're
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...
Pa đe ste ljudi!?!Evo bio bi red da i ja napišem štogoć o jučerašnjem danu!Škola mi je brzo prošla ne znam kakvim čudom,ali 6 sati mi je proletilo.
Iz škole sam otišla na novi kolodvor i tamo upoznala dvojicu momaka.Mogu reć da nisu loši!I kako je bio ROĐENDANSKI PARTY U LAURE ostala sam u gradu i oko 22h pošla do Laure.Kad sam došla atmosfera je već bila zagrijana.Javila sam se svima (pola ih nije bilo trijezno) i odmah na plesni podij.Ja i moja Mirna smo se baš isplesale,ali dok sam plesala ugledah ja MOG OGGYJA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Možete li zamislit kako sam bila HEPI!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????NE MOŽETE NARAVNO!!!!!!Počela sam skakat od sreće.Nije mi ni na kraj pameti bilo da bi on mogao biti tu!!!!!!Odmah sam otrčala do moje JOOSE (koju sam veliki dio večeri čuvala) i rekla joj.Ali naravski ona nije je bila jedina koja je doživjela moj napadaj sreće!!Ma svakom ko se nalazio tamo sam rekla!I tako ja sva sretna sam odlučila da ću se te večeri upoznat s njim i to je moralo biti tako!!!Počela sam smišljat kako ću ja to!!Možda da se slučajno ko sudarimo ili možda da mu ja prva priđem.Zato mi je trebalo hrabrosti pa sam gucnula jednu votkicu-borovnicu!
I počela ja tako plesat blizu njega kad odjednom nestane.Tad je počela moja histerija.Pretražila sam sve a njega niđe.I već ja odustala i izjadavala se mojoj MONKI kad ona meni reče:"pa ja ti njega znam!"Ja gotova!!!Naime on je njenog malog najbolji prijatelj tako da sam ja nju nagovorila da nas ona preko njenog malog upozna.I vratila se ja u kafić kad ugledam njega opet!!!!I motala se ja stalno oko njega,ali onda dođe meni moja JOOSE pjana tako da sam je čuvala skoro cijelu večer
.Ali to mi nije upropastilo planove.Dok sa ja nju pokušavala vratit u naš svijet Monka rekla malom da upozna mene i Oggyja!I jest!!!!!!!!!!!Kako je samo zbunjeno gledo!!Nije zno što se događa,doduše ni ja jer me uhvatila na prepad,ali nema veze!Ah!!!!!Kako je samo bio cjut!!!!Imo je crni rajf i bio je cijeli meeeeeeeeeedeeeen!!!!I tako ja plivala od sreće cijelu večer!!Onda sam se opet vratila pazit ljude!!
DUŽNI STE MI!!!!!!!!!!!!(neću imenovat)Ali ja ne bi bila ja kad se ne bi obrukala pred Oggyjem,ali neću u detalje!Smijo mi se cijelo vrijeme dok sam pazila na moju Joosu,jadna ti sam.Bilo je tu još svađa!Najviše od svih mi je bilo žao jednog čovca kojeg je naša KOSE izlemala samo tako,a on ni kriv ni dužan!!!!
Bilo je i malo puno plača,ali ne od nas trijeznih naravski!!Doma sam pošla oko 00:10,držeći našu slavljenicu DADU da ne odluta!!I tako sam sva SRETNA došla u dunda,slatko zaspala i još se slađe ujutro probudila!!!Pošto sam jutros morala u školu svi smo se vidjeli i mi trijezni smo se smijali onim pjandurama!!hehe
Eto to bi bilo to!!Uglavnom,nadam se da će me se Oggy sjetit kad me vidi.I NAJZAHVALJUJEM MONKI ŠTO JE REKLA NJENOM MALOM DA UPOZNA MENE I OGGYA, I NJENOM MALOM ŠTO NAS JE UPOZNO!!!!!HAVALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eto to bi bilo to za sad!!!!Ako se sjetim još nečeg javim vam!!!Pozdrav svima,SVIMA,SVIMA,SVIMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!A poseban pozdrav mom veeeelikom prijatelju Žustri
(je li tako Mare?!)
!!!!!Živjeli
Alohaaaa,pipls!!Ja pokušavam smislit nešto pametno za ovaj post,pa ćemo sad vidjet koliko sam uspješna!Srijeda je evo pri kraju-vikend blizu,a ja od svega toga daleko!:) Danas sam se smijala s onom mojom ludom marijelom ko nikad u životu.Ta je ženska pukla glavom!Uglavnom prekinula je s DUJOM (U KAD TE DUJE ULOVIM GOTOV SI!!!!) i izgleda je jedino mene to pogodilo!šmrc 
Ali našla je ona već drugog komada-tip je zgodan,liči malo na Duju :)),ali je nadam se pametniji (kako da ne).I stojimo ja i Mare na bazenu danas gledamo vatrepoliste(taj novi je vatrepolist) i dođe neki dječačić od 2 godine i mare mu se počne bečit i ja za njom.Jadno dijete prepalo se i tužilo nas njegovom tati,ali sva sreća pa mu je tata bio dobre volje pa nas nije izlemo:)) vidite kako smo izgorile!!
Bože sačuvaj!!Ona Marijela stalno buljila u tog svog vatrepolist i sva se jadna napalila da sam je morala maknut otamo.
Ja se malo svađala u basu s Ovanom
(Joosin mali)--Joose čuvaš li mi Mata???!!!!???
Ali sad sam dobre volje,skupljam energiju za sutrašnje ludiranje i smiijanje s onom Marijelom.Eto što da vam još kažem.Jedva ću izdržat još ovih mjesec dana škole!!Poluđet ću!!!
Vidila sam OGGYA danas u školi!Ajme kaki je!!!!!!!!!!Presladak,još stavio kapu ma dođe mi da ga 
....uffff!Moram se upoznat više s njim!!!
Eto ne znam što bi više pisala!Pozdrav MARIJELI,JOOSI,KOSI,TEI,ANI,MON'KI
,MAJI,1.e jezične(ne svima),MOJIM BEČKIM KOZAMA MATEI,NIKOLINI,MERI I MATEI br.2,Đuksu,Pipiju,Mrs.B.-u,OGGYJU-NARAVNO i svima koje sam zaboravila!!!pozdrav!!
P.S.-za nepotpisanu-dijete moje prošle godine granica za upis je bila 57 bodova,ali trebaš imat barem bod više da bi imala malo sigurniji upad.teško ćeš se moć upisat s 4 boda manje jer je to ipak gimnazija!!Da bi tako upala trebaš imat debelu vezu!Eto to ti je to.Sretno!
Evo osjetih neku želju da vam ispričam moj jučerašnji dan!!Jučer me uhvatila neka želja za pospremanjem sobe!!Kako je moja soba ujedno i moj svijet,onda znate da on treba bit nekako lajfkahvnhsfčlanut.....žiteku?Naime,soba mi je skoro pa cijela oblijepljena posterima.Imam čak i jedan veeeeeeeeeeeliki poster Kurta Cobaina prikucan na zid!!!Taj mi je poster dala moja najbolja frendica NIKOOOOLINA,koja je taj poster dobila od njenog frenda iz razreda (MIŠETA LEGENDO!!!!!-znam da ovo najvjerojatnije nećeš viđet,ali nema veze).Pošto ona ne sluša Nirvanu,ja sam je mooooooolila da mi da taj poster i na kraju je popustila-dala ga je!!!!OBOŽAVAM JE!!!!!!!!!tako je sad taj poster kod mene!!!JUPI!!!!!!!!
Pospremajući sobu,naiđem na prilog iz OK-a o Kurtu u čast njegove 11.godišnjice smrti.Pošto je nedavno (5.4.) bila njegova 12. godišnjica razmišljala sam kako je NIRVANA iako je on mrtav još živa.Zadivljujuće je kako je nakon toliko godina ljudi još vole i obožavaju!I tad padne meni na pamet još jedna moja bolesna misao.Npr.ako ja umrem mlada (Kurt je imao 28 god.kad se upucao) živjet ću u sjećanjima svojih najdražih prijatelja,rodbine,itd.To mi je bilo super!!A ne kad ostarim-tko zna oću li sa svim prijateljima ostat super,a još ću bit i stara,nemoćna-fuuuuuuj!!!
Baš sam o tome raspravljala s frendicama sinoć,preksinoć kako hoćete,dok smo bile vani.Naravno MATEA(još jedna najfrendica) i NIKOLINA me nisu htjele ni slušat,odmah su poludile na mene,jesam li normalna,što to pričam,itd.Ali smo zato MERI(treća najfrendica kojoj je jučer bio rođendan--SRETAN ROĐENDAN,MERICA!!!!) i ja čakulale o tome nadugo i široko!!!!
Ali opet s jedne strane se pitam što bi bilo da je Kurt osto živ!?Bio bi NAJVEĆI ROKER KOJI JE IKAD POSTOJAO!!!Napravio bi tko zna koliko još super albuma i proskakao koncerata,ali sudbina je htjela drukčije.
Sad sa potpunom sigurnošću mogu reć da OBOŽAVAM KURTA,NIRVANU I NJEGOVE PJESME!!!!!!!!!!
Dok sam ja to i Kurtov život njima sinoć/preksinoć pričala,moja draga MATEA se prepala ko nikad.Još sam ih navela da otiđem kroz neki park gdje ima drog....=)) E da ste je samo vidjeli kako je dala petama vjetra!!hehe AAAAAA to se isplatilo viđet!!!
Eto to je sve što sam htjela podijelit s vama!nadam se da me nećete proglasit ludom nakon što pročitate ovo!
Eto....svaka druga rečenica mi počinje sa eto a luda sam!
Budite pametni,dobri i slušajte NIRVANU!!!!Laku noć!!
idem spavat-sutra je ŠKOLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Preživjet ću još malo!!Čavo!!!! 
Eto pošto svi stavljaju te neke ankete i ja sam se okušala u tome.Tu blizu imate jednu anketicu samo krenite mišem malo u lijevo i kliknite na jedno od ponuđenih odgovora i glasajte.Malo je blesava,ali htjela sam vidjet hoće li mi uspjet,pa glasajteeeee.to je sve.zasad =))
Pošto se bliži škola,ja sam malo otvorila knjigu i naišla na super pjesmu koju mi je frendica napisala prije nekoliko dok sam bila u fazi depresije (nažalost).Tad sam bila opsjednuta smrću pa mi je ona kao dodatnu pomoć napisala ovu pjesmu:
PEPEO & PRAH
Još si tu
Svuda oko mene
Još me prate
Tvoje mračne sjene
I još si u krvi
U mislima strah
Opet sam samo
Pepeo i prah.
Čudan miris Smrti,
Očaj i Suze
Jer sve što imam,
Ti mi uze.
I negdje daleko,
Na grobu mom,
Zadnje riječi:
Tu mi je dom.
Ti još si u krvi,
U mislima strah
I opet sam samo
Pepeo i prah.
Evo meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!Nakon dugih 200 godina ponovno sam se vratila.Jbg nisam ja kriva....Kriva je škola!!!(kao i uvijek)
Otkad nisam bila ođe,pisala post,joooooooooooooooooooj ima puuuuuuuuuno.Sigurno sam vam nedostajala haha.eot ne znam što bi rekla,osim da sam ZALJUBLJENA!!!!
Taj dečko je diiiiiiiiiiivan,lijepa duga kosica,mali uvojci,lijepo lice,prćasti nosić,ahhhhhhh predivan je.dobro jest da je travaš,ali meni to ne smeta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!On je božanstvo!!!!!!!!!!!ajme jesam pukla.ma nema veze i to treba netko bit.eto to je zasad sve,valjda,čut ćemo se.pozzzzzdrav