ALUMINIUM CARPET EDGING

Dear people of flickr;
This is Hunter Bannon, and he's actually perfect. Maybe not the perfect person ever, but he's perfect for me:$ I've never met anyone like him. He kinda bullies me all the time. & says he hates me, and when I say he's perfect he'll be like "..ew" . thnx hunter¦¦¦ oh, and today he wouldn't hold my hand because 'holding hands is gross' why's he love me so much? He's made such a big impact on my life, and it's only been like, less than 3 months since I've met him! We've been dating for exaclty 2 months and 14 days¦ and it's been perfect ever since :$ I don't even have to try to be perfect. Today I was actually retarded when I was with him. I made a fuckin' carpet angel when I was @ his house. And I hid under the table and called it me fort, and played with a laser light. Am I 4 years old, or am I 4 years old???? I like when I show up at his house, and have to wake him up because he's asleep. Oh, I live in his closet now, so just come on over and we can hang out in there !!!! And if anyone ever takes him from me, I'll kill you. And if he ever falls in love with someone else, or leaves me, I'll stab him in the throat. anyways, Hunter James Bannon, you're perfect beyond belief, and I want to be with you forever. okay? ¦¦¦¦ thanks:*

uh, he's actually beyond perfect, but whatever. and he actually says the cutest stuff to me, like ever ;

?Alexandria ur honestly the best thing that’s ever happened to me. Every time I am with you I
never want you to go. U have made me feel so amazing and no other girl can make me feel the
way I do when I’m with you. I still can’t believe I’m going out with you because you’re honestly
way to good for me. You’re so nice, so pretty and so perfect. Alexandria, I’m fucking in love
with you. You’re my one and only. My everything. Mine. And I don’t ever want to lose you.
When we’re together its not about what we do or where we go, or who we’re with, its just perfect
because I’m with you. My girl. These past months have been to unbelievably amazing for me and
its all because of you. Every time we hug, it’s just, perfect<3<3 Alex, you’re mine forever and
ever and I don’t ever want it to be different. I love you so fucking much <3<3<3<3xoxo



Alexandria, I’ve only known you for one month and 15 days and have been going out with you
for one month and one day. But that one month and one day has been the best part of my entire
life. Alex, u r my everything and my life. You have no idea how intense my love for you is.
Every time we talk I get butterflies. Every time I see you, I blush a little. Alexandria you mean
the world to me..u r my world. It’s crazy that I’ve known you for a short period of time and i am
in love with you already. Love means to much to me and has so many different definitions, but
alex, you fit them all. Without you, I have no idea what I’d do! Actually i do, without you id die
and im not just saying that. You r my one and only and if i lost you, there would be nothing else
left for me. I love you with a passion, ur my everything and i want you to be mine forever and
always.”


Ur honestly so amazing I don’t even know how to describe you in words. U r so amazing with
my its crazy, you treat me like im the most special boy in the world. Your so sweet and beautiful,
and a million more things! Ur always yourself, and never faking anything and I fucking love it.
Everything about you is so phenomenal. Ur so insanely amazing and im so glad your mine! Your
eyes are so amazing and every time I look in them I get butterflies:$ It’s crazy, and your hair,
black or brown or whatever colour it is now is so beautiful<3 Your smile.. Omg, ur fucking smile
is actually so amazing. I love when you smile:) There’s so many more things that i lvoe about
you, and I’m so glad to call you mine Alexandria liu. I fucking love you and would give up
anything and everything for you! You’re my one and only, my precious girl, and if you haven’t
caught on by now, I love. <3<3<3:):):)
if he isn't perfect, then I don't even know what is. Can I just marry him already?
I could do worse, and you could do better<3

Dayyy 33
You can't tell, but I'm sitting on New Jersey :]

/RANT.
It hurts looking in your eyes and knowing what I do, what I say, the way I act, hurts you. I can see that I'm hurting you. And I wish I could be better for you, honestly. I just don't know how. I'm honestly so afraid to get close to you just for the fact that I know one day I'll lose you, just like I lose everyone else. I don't want to hurt anymore than I already do. But everyday, I think about you more and more. I think about how after today, I have one less day with you. I think of how one day you're going to be gone, just like her. And you tell me it won't be long. And that hurts more, that you know you're killing yourself, but you won't stop for me or anyone because your addiction is pulling you in more and more. I dread waking up in the morning, because I know that it will just be another day where I do something that you don't agree with and you'll get mad at me. I honestly wish everything I did was the right thing and that I could make you happy. I just wish that once in a while, you'd say your proud of who I've become instead of criticizing my every move.
When you came in here, you not only hurt me with your words ("If you keep doing this, you'll grow up and be fat and die from cancer. You really need to grow up and learn how to be a responsible teenager"), you hurt me when you walked away. I was acting like a stubborn bitch, and you walked away. That hurt, that you could give up on me so easily.
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect daughter, I honestly wish I could be.