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Ljudi koje volim... Linkin Park...obožavam ih  Chester-ima prejeben glas, a i na neki je način (bolestan način) kjut ;)  Linkin Park..logo  Kurt Cobain..legenda  I naravno...Nirvana  Evanescence...živim za njih -neznam šta bi bez njih! -još slušam:HIM, Metallica, Korn, Nightwish...još puno, puno njih Linkichi na blogove Angelus-metalac...zna on sve ;) Kloshar-dečko je zakon... Maria-zakon, obožavam ju! Black Bitch-my sister...strava blog LeX-frik je sasvim zakon ;) i piše još bolje! Mateja & Mirela-zakon blog...a cure; nemam riječi Barbara-zakon curaaa! One vole skejt-super blogich...a i cure su super ;) Mare (chichka)-zakon, zakon cura...piše...odlično! Marička-cura je zakon...stvarno! Reputable-super cura, a blog mi se ful sviđa! Madness-ime bloga sve govori! Romano-super frik...
Malo o meni... -ime mi je Kristina...volim svoje ime... -rođena sam 25.09.1991. godine...znači imam 14 godina... -volim malo toga...mrzim previše toga... -četo sam deprimirana iliti u depresiji...oni najbliži meni znaju zašto...  Volim: sebe (ponekad)...svoje frendice...glazbu...svoju obitelj (rijetko)...crnu boju...svoje starke...Linkin Park... Mrzim: sebe (često)...sebične ljude...snobove...umišljene gadure...život...školu...svoju obitelj (ponekad)...neke ljude...   Moš mi se javit na: moj mail A ako oš pričat... kristina_000@msn.com ili ICQ:288-757-799  Immortal Lady I can see you...brojač stavljen: 8.3.2006. This is all I am                                            
All I wanna be...                I do...this...            Mare (chichka)-Need to...cut I never used drugs but I am addict I tried to hold my life but it just slipped I wanna slice my skin I just feel a need to hurt myself and watch me bleed sweet feeling of cold metal cutting trough my skin searching for savior in my darkest sin if this thoughts don't leave me I will go insane can't let myself fall that deep again that would kill my soul and eat me alive that is why I have to break trough tonight my addiction is becoming opsession I'm hopelessly searching for salvation Something from the inside... Evanescence-Bring me to life how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where i've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home wake me up inside wake me up inside call my name and save me from the dark bid my blood to run before i come undone save me from the nothing i've become now that i know what i'm without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life wake me up inside wake me up inside call my name and save me from the dark bid my blood to run before i come undone save me from the nothing i've become bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead all this time i can't believe i couldn't see kept in the dark but you were there in front of me i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems got to open my eyes to everything without a thought without a voice without a soul don't let me die here there must be something more bring me to life Evanescence-Everybody´s fool perfect by nature icons of self indulgence just what we all need more lies about a world that never was and never will be have you no shame don't you see me you know you've got everybody fooled look here she comes now bow down and stare in wonder oh how we love you no flaws when you're pretending but now i know she never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled without the mask where will you hide can't find yourself lost in your lie i know the truth now i know who you are and i don't love you anymore it never was and never will be you're not real and you can't save me somehow now you're everybody's fool Evanescence-Going under now i will tell you what i've done for you 50 thousand tears i've cried screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me don't want your hand this time i'll save myself maybe i'll wake up for once not tormented daily defeated by you just when i thought i'd reached the bottom i'm dying again i'm going under drowning in you i'm falling forever i've got to break through i'm going under blurring and stirring the truth and the lies so i don't know what's real and what's not always confusing the thoughts in my head so i can't trust myself anymore i'm dying again i'm going under drowning in you i'm falling forever i've got to break through so go on and scream scream at me i'm so far away i won't be broken again i've got to breathe i can't keep going under Evanescence-My immortal i'm so tired of being here suppressed by all of my childish fears and if you have to leave i wish that you would just leave because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears and i've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me you used to captivate me by your resonating light but now i'm bound by the life you left behind your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away all the sanity in me these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears and i've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone and though you're still with me i've been alone all along Evanescence-Tourniquet i tried to kill the pain but only brought more i lay dying and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost? my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost? my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my wounds cry for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will i be denied Christ tourniquet my suicide Nirvana-Come as you are Come, as you are. As you were. As I want you to be. As a friend. As a friend. As an old enemy. Take your time. Hurry up. The choice is yours. Don't be late. Take a rest. As a friend. As a old memory, memory, memory, memory. Come. Dowsed in mud. Soaked in bleach. As I want you to be. As a trend. As a friend. As an old memory, memory, memory, memory. And I swear that I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun. Memory, memory, memory, memory (don't have a gun). And I swear that I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun. No I don't have a gun. Memory, memory... Nirvana-Darin you One bady to another says. I'm lucky to have met you. I don't care what you think unless. It is about me. It is now my duty to completely drain you. A travel through a tube and end up in your infection. Chew your meat for you. Pass it back and forth. In a passionate kiss. From my mouth to yours. 'cause I like you. With eyes so dilated. I've became your pupil. You've taught me everything. Without a poison apple. The water is so yellow. I'm a healthy student. Indebted and so grateful. Vacuum out the fluids. Chew your meat for you. Pass it back and forth. In a passionate kiss. From my mouth to yours. 'cause I like you. You! You! You! You! You! One bady to another says. I'm lucky to have met you. I don't care what you think unless. It is about me. It is now my duty to completely drain you. A travel through a tube and end up in your infection. Chew your meat for you. Pass it back and forth. In a passionate kiss. From my mouth to yours. 'cause I like you. Nirvana-I hate myself and want to die Runny nose and runny yolk Even if you have a cold still You can cough on me again I still havent had my fulfill In the someday what's that sound? Broken heart and broken bones Think of how a castrated horse feels One more quirky cliche'd phrase You're the one I wanna refill In the someday what's that sound? [Spoken interlude in middle] Most people don't realize That two large pieces of coral, Painted brown, and attached to his skull With common wood screws can make a child look like a deer Nirvana-Rape me Rape me, my friend Rape me again I'm not the only one Do it and do it Again Waste me Taste me, my friend My favorite inside source I'll kiss your open sores Appreciate your concern You'll always stink and burn Nirvana-Smeels like teen spirit Load up on guns and Bring your friends It's fun to lose And to pretend She's over bored And self assured Oh no, I know A dirty word hello, how low? [x bunch of times] With the lights out it's less dangerous Here we are now Entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now Entertain us A mulatto An albino A mosquito My Libido Yeah I'm worse at what I do best And for this gift I feel blessed Our little group has always been And always will until the end hello, how low? [x bunch of times] With the lights out it's less dangerous Here we are now Entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now Entertain us A mulatto An albino A mosquito My Libido Yeah And I forget Just why I taste Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile I found it hard It was hard to find Oh well, whatever, nevermind hello, how low? [x bunch of times] With the lights out it's less dangerous Here we are now Entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now Entertain us A mulatto An albino A mosquito My Libido Yeah, a denial A denial A denial... Nirvana-You know you´re right I will never bother you I will never promise to I will never follow you I will never bother you Never speak a word again I will crawl away for good I will move away from here You wont be afraid of fear No thought was put in to this I always knew it would come to this Things have never been so swell I have never failed to feel Pain [3x] You Know your Right [3x] I'm so warm and calm inside I no longer have to hide Let’s talk about someone else Steaming soup against her mouth Nothing really bothers her She just wants to love herself I will move away from here You wont be afraid of fear No thought was put into this I always knew to come like this Things have never been so swell I have never failed to feel Pain [5x] You know Your Right [17x] Pain [1x]
Something from the inside...Linkin Park-In the end(It starts with) One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It’s so unreal Didn’t look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I’m surprised it got so (far) Things aren’t the way they were before You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me In the end You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There’s only one thing you should know I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There’s only one thing you should know I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter Linkin Park-By myself Myself Myself What do I do to ignore them behind me Do I follow my instincts blindly Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening Do I sit here and try to stand it Or do I try to catch them red-handed Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself I cant look around (Its too much to take in) I cant hold on (When im stretched so thin) I cant slow down (Watching everything spin) I cant look past (Its starting over again) If I turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on Then they'll take from me'till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer By myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself I cant look around (Its too much to take in) I cant hold on (When im stretched so thin) I cant slow down (Watching everything spin) I cant look past (Its starting over again) Dont you(being said repeaditly in the backround) Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No mater what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Dont you (know) I cant tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I cant seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside Linkin Park-Faint I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everybody can see these scars I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here cause you want what I've got [Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (Time won't heal this damage anymore) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense I say what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here 'cause you’re all that I've got [Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (Time won't heal this damage anymore) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (Now) (Hear me out now) (You're gonna listen to me, like it or not) (Right now) (Hear me out now) (You're gonna listen to me, like it or not) (Right now) (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) [Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (Time won't heal this damage anymore) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) [Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) (Time won't heal this damage anymore) (Don't turn your back on me) (I won't be ignored) I can't feel I won't be ignored Time won't heal Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored Linkin Park-Numb I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I've becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I've becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I've becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Is everything what you want me to be I've become so numb I can't feel you there Is everything what you want me to be Linkin Park-One step closer I cannot take this anymore I'm saying everything I've said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear the less you'll say But you'll find that out anyway Just like before... Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I find the answers aren't so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again shut up when I'm talking to you |
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