she says it's only in my head....she says: shhh...it's only in my head.....
Imam osjećaj da sam se malo izgubila u svemu…uvijek sam vjerovala u Boga, još uvijek vjerujem no baš nalazim puno stvari u kojima se uopće ne nalazim u vjeri...
i zapravo se osjećam krivom zbog toga, jer odlazak u Crkvu bi mi trebao dati neki osjećaj – ispunjenja, mira, sreće..no meni je to uglavnom mjesto na kojem provedem sat vremena, uopće me ne ispunjava, da kažem istinu, ne probuđuje skoro nikakve osjećaje u meni…
I zbog toga se osjećam krivom… glupo je reći da se osjećam krivom, ali neznam kako drukčije da to opišem… ja znam da postoji Bog, u biti neznam nego vjerujem, ali nikako da osjetim potrebu da odem u Crkvu…
Možda čak i zbog toga što su mi pogledi crkve u velikom dijelu strani… većina njih, jer kao da su ostali u srednjem vijeku i jednostavno ne žele prihvatit da se vremena mijenjaju….
i mislim da osoba ako je dobra da bi uvijek trebala završit u "Raju" a ne da ako se ispovjediš i nazovimo to "pokaješ" za grijehe sve ti je oprošteno, koliko je zapravo lako reći kajem se, a tko te pita jel to stvarno misliš? zato mislim da je važnije biti iskren sam prema sebi nego sad ići u Crkvu i na ispovjed samo zato što to Crkva nalaže, jer u protivnom, znaš što te čeka!
dobro, dosta... trebala sam ovo reći...
Vjerujem da me neće puno ljudi shvatit zašto sam takva, no jednostavno sam izgubila nadu?
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six days went by
trying to forget her face
it was you and i
we were too young for these games
and all the pictures that i kept
and all the things i should have said
it was you and i
but mostly me
lost in you
and i can't find myself again
lost in you
and i can't find myself again
six weeks went by
still pretending that i'm fine
it was you and i
holding back what's on our minds
and all the things i should have said
and all the letters left unsent
it was you and i
but mostly me
lost in you
and i can't find myself again
lost in you
and i can't find myself again
six months went by
i almost forgot your face
'till they played that song tonight
the one we used to hate
lost in you
and i can't find myself again
lost in you
and i can't find myself again
lost in you
and i can't find myself again
lost in you
and i can't find myself again
Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards
I'm just saying thank you. You reminded me of what I'm capable of feeling. It's like I was... walking around seeing my life through a smudged window, and then I saw you and the smudges were gone. The window was clean
Despite the fact that there are over eight million people on the island of Manhattan, there are times you still feel shipwrecked and alone. Times even the most resourceful survivor would feel the need to put a message in a bottle, or on an answering machine.
I'm good at crossword puzzles, I'm not so good at people puzzles.
Big: After a while, you just want to be with the one who makes you laugh.
Carrie: Why do we let the one thing we don't have affect how we feel about all the things we do have? Why does one-minus-a-plus-one feel like it adds up to zero?
I had gone so far out on a limb with my feelings .. that I didn't realize I was standing out there alone.
Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe you have to let go of who you were, to become who you will be.
Maybe we just obsess over relationships that feel un-finished.
Today I had a thought ... what if I'd never met you?
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