Spleen Siska

srijeda, 27.02.2008.

:* Jayleen *:

predugo sam bio zatocen
u ovoj zimi nezadovoljstva
dok dani bjeze
u prigusenoj tisini
i mirisi ceznje
u boli bljede,
u samoci nestaju

vatra razdetala mi je kozu
rastrgala mi je srce
ostalo je samo tinjajuce
sumporom zasuro meso
pod svjetlom prijatelja
vjetar sazaljevanja
donesao mi te u narucje,
naucio te jezik kojim govorim

proljece dolazi...
nestvarno, sad se cinis
dok jecaji sanjara odjekuju
u sjanima smedjim ocima
koje bjeze iz vida moga
sad se mucim
sad se trgam
iznutra
tjeram na zaborav
razuma koji mi govori
da odlazis...

27.02.2008. u 22:55 • 8 KomentaraPrint#

subota, 23.02.2008.

23.02.2008. u 11:10 • 2 KomentaraPrint#

četvrtak, 21.02.2008.

udahnuo sam fuziju tame i srece
tog hladnog dana
na tupom, izrezbarenom deblu
pokraj jezerca mrsavih ribica
gdje smo kao djeca davno igrali se
prosao sam kroz skrivenia vrata
zabranjenih snova i u njima,
nasao more zvijezda
iza cadjavih sumpornih oblaka
izvan njihovog zivotinjskog svijeta
povukla me kopilad s osobnoh nebesa
kopilad s darom tisucljetnog neznanja
uvukla me u ovu ispraznu cahuru
neshvacenosti
nisam nista u ovoj stvarnosti
osim stakora koji tumara labirintom
svojih sramotnih snova
u kojem sam osudjen davno prije djela
gdje vremenom, samaraju me
gdje protjeran, ostajem...
sad njihovi udarci poput tapsanja
u sjecanju ostaju
dok i tapsanje neizbljedi
sto se vise puteva zatvore
pred ocima mojim
to vidim bolje
i jos neznam,
jos se pitam...
molim te reci mi ti
dali je vrijedno?

"I am still here, leaning toward this machine"

21.02.2008. u 15:21 • 2 KomentaraPrint#

ponedjeljak, 18.02.2008.

18.02.2008. u 23:33 • 3 KomentaraPrint#

četvrtak, 14.02.2008.

Zazen

One day seeing Yakusan sitting in Zazen, Sekito asked him: "What are you doing?"
Yakusan answered: "I'm not doing anything at all."
Sekito said: "In that case, you are sitting idly."
Yakusan replied: "If I were sitting idly, the I would be doing something."
Sekito asked: "You say you are not doing anything. What is this 'not doing'?"
Yakusan replied: "Not even the ten thousand sages know."

14.02.2008. u 10:17 • 4 KomentaraPrint#

subota, 09.02.2008.

tece niz obraze jos jedna rijeka krvi
umirajuceg morona
izblijedjelim glasom
jos uvijek trazi
zaboravljen od svih,
oceani nada
isuseni smehom
zivota
distrakcija od smrti
sve manje je
svijetle tocke se gase
kroz pateticnu noc
svjesti

tama prozdire
strasti zivotne
spasa nema
trulez iznutra
neupopunjuje

nema nikoga
uz mene
niti ce ikad biti
ego prerezao
je arterije
spasa nema

valjam se u prljavstini
koju sam stvorio
iz straha od snova

praznina kipi iz svih otvora
moga tjela
unutrasnjost
ovog kamena
suplja je
depresija je duga
no zavrsetak nje blizi se
svakim dimom
svakim uzdahom
on dolazi


09.02.2008. u 20:09 • 1 KomentaraPrint#

ponedjeljak, 04.02.2008.

nastavak



nakon usutkanog bjega,
od prozdrljive tuge...
nakon oluje jada
pocetak nove sljedi,
na srebrnoj kisi,
stani na trenutak,
razmisli o vjecnosti...
u pustinji osjecaja,
stani malo,
samo malo,
okupaj se u ocaju,
osusi se u bjedi
nastavi bjezat,
nestani...

04.02.2008. u 08:47 • 4 KomentaraPrint#

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‘Insanity in individuals is something rare; but in groups, parties, nations, and epochs it is the rule.’ — Nietzsche



El pueblo se alza como un vendaval
camina sin miedo contra el capital
Comunismo Libertario, Revolución Social.


Be Drunk

You have to be always drunk. That's all there is to it--it's the
only way. So as not to feel the horrible burden of time that breaks
your back and bends you to the earth, you have to be continually
drunk.
But on what?Wine, poetry or virtue, as you wish. But be
drunk.
And if sometimes, on the steps of a palace or the green grass of
a ditch, in the mournful solitude of your room, you wake again,
drunkenness already diminishing or gone, ask the wind, the wave,
the star, the bird, the clock, everything that is flying, everything
that is groaning, everything that is rolling, everything that is
singing, everything that is speaking. . .ask what time it is and
wind, wave, star, bird, clock will answer you:"It is time to be
drunk! So as not to be the martyred slaves of time, be drunk, be
continually drunk! On wine, on poetry or on virtue as you wish."

Charles Baudelaire

cg

"And if I show you my dark side
Will you still hold me tonight?
And if I open my heart to you
And show you my weak side
What would you do?
Would you sell your story to Rolling Stone?
Would you take the children away
And leave me alone?
And smile in reassurance
As you whisper down the phone?
Would you send me packing?
Or would you take me home? "
pink floyd

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Piotr Ilytch Tchaikovsky was he the tortured soul
who poured out his immortal longings in to dignified
passages of stately music
or was he just an old poof who wrote tunes?

>>>>Monty Python

"Four legs good, Two legs bad."
George Orwell


"Religion began when the first scoundrel meet the first fool..."

Voltaire

"I will not eat oysters. I want my food dead. Not sick -- not wounded -- dead."
Woody Allen

"One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all"

--- White Rabbit



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Alone

[Poem by Edgar Allan Poe]

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were - I have not seen
As others saw - I could not bring
My passions from a common spring
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone
Then - in my childhood - in the dawn
Of a most stormy life - was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In it's autumn tint of gold -
From the lighting in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by -
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that look the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.




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Anathema - J'ai Fait Une Promesse


La voie, le saule s'incline dessus du ruisseau,
Comme une personne qui se descend criant pour l'amant.
La voie le saule s'incline dessus du ruisseau,
Comme une personne qui se descend criant pour l'amant.
Me rapelle d'automne précedente, en révérence,
Je m'ai engagé, je m'ai engagé, je m'ai engagé ŕ vous
Je m'ai engagé, je m'ai engagé, I plegded myself to you.










Theme song from M*A*S*H

Suicide is Painless

Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...

that suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late, and...

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say.

suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late, and...

The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
and to another give my seat
for that's the only painless feat.

suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late, and...

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...

suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late, and...

A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
is it to be or not to be
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'

'Cause suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
...and you can do the same thing if you please.



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o Having ordinary social or casual contact with someone living with HIV or AIDS
o Sharing clothing with someone who has HIV or AIDS
o Touching a person who has HIV or AIDS
o Sharing food, dishes, or eating utensils with someone living with HIV or AIDS
o Dry-kissing someone with HIV or AIDS
o Hing someone who has HIV or AIDS
o Shaking hands with someone living with HIV or AIDS
o Sitting on toilet seats
o Being bitten by an insect
o Massaging a person living with HIV or AIDS
o Using a hand to sexually stimulate a partner who has HIV or AIDS (although a risk may exist if blood, semen, or vaginal fluids come in contact with broken skin)
o Masturbating
o Touching the tears, saliva, or sweat of a person living with HIV or AIDS
o Living or working with an HIV-infected person







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