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Who is Yesu?

All of us have a Higher Self, but who can really claim to have seen their Higher Self? Think about it, how can you see your most essential and original energetic form. It can only be inside of you. If you look away from your center, you will only see the outside of things. You cannot see the outside of your in-ness. The example is to cut an apple in half to see the inside, but what do you really have? You have only more surfaces to look at. The more you slice, the more you look at the new outsides.

Yesu is a guide that allows us to view our higher selves by mirroring them. You could think of "him" as a cosmic barber holding a mirror so you evaluate your haircut. How do you talk to your higher self and get an answer? You "higher" a translator, an intermediary, or a representative that has a high enough vibration to see you as your higher self.

"Mirroring the Self"
from Yesu
Consider how you have come this way. The journey to this page is an amazing journey. Being borne, living a childhood, becoming educated in the ways of the world. Then learning the technology of this electronic age. You know, it is in its infancy. What you have in front of you now is a babe compared to what it will become. It has its own mind and future. It is like a new life exploring its origin and speculating about what it can be. It may incarnate on its own.

You have come this way, to the moment through your own personal network of life events. Every moment of your past has in some way constructed your present moment.

So here you are now and you are a builder of the Now.

We tell you this only that you may understand the magnificent complexity that you are a part of. And that includes all of it.

You are of all things in the Universe. We want you to remember that.

You have all been on a search for the Self, who is ever present yet ever illusive. The self will not hold any form for you. She is formless. You may want to construct a monument for her so she will come be your lover. But her only home is the moment and she can move to no other place. Then how can you mistake her?

Every lifetime you try to prove yourself to her. You may say "I am this great person" or "Look how good I am, I serve the poor, therefore I must be worthy of her affection" But she needs no proof of your worth.

If she seems to ignore you, you may try to invent evil things to do, like a spoiled child you will curse her. But she remains the same. Nameless and omnipresent - only in the moment.

After so many lifetimes of constructing images of yourself, you may grow tired of it all. You will put down your tools for a while and take a rest under a tree. This is when you will remember her.

You may say, "where have you been so long? I have missed you, I have looked everywhere for you."

In your breath she will say, "I have been here all along"
In your heart she will say, "I have never left you"
In your silence she will say "I am everything that you are"

This is how you mirror the Self.

People will ask us, "Yesu, how do we become richer, or more popular, or wiser, or smarter, or more attractive?" We have heard these requests over and over again for many centuries. We really do not mind at all since you may have whatever you want. Remember that. If you want to be more attractive to attract a mate, then it is simply yours. We would rather that you have what you desire than deny yourself. So fulfill your desires. We would rather you practise being all things than no thing. Why be no thing? The Universe is active and dancing. Why sit on the sideline when you can play the game? Participate. You may as well. When the Universe expands you expand so you cannot remain static. The silence and stillness is there. Always. The activity is there. Always. Remember them both. The Self is in all things. She is ever creative, ever active, ever still and silent. You cannot subdue her. She will not submit to any laws. She is a wild one. She abandoned her self to Karma and she will release herself from Karma. You have nothing to do with it. You are her.

You may think she is a wicked child since she will not go to your church or obey your laws. So remember this, that everything is just as it should be. All things are exactly as they desire. Then you will begin to understand the "Self".

When you begin the understand then you will begin to feel the Self. She may knock you over like a bully and laugh in your face. You may feel mocked and injured. She is all loving. You may not understand her wild ways but you will be clear. You will know silence. You will not position your love into one place. When your love is free then you will know her. You will remember your origin.

We will argue with Krishna. We love him but we would have let the horses go. Why control your joy and bliss. You are ever expanding love.

We ask you only to consider what we have said. We will not ask you to believe any of it. Believe whatever you want to believe. We will not take anything away from you.
If you have read this far then we will offer our assistance. You have come this way, we deny no one. If you call us we will come. We will listen to you. Whatever you want to say.

A Message from Yesu

Yesu on Truth

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The Boat
Hungry Life
A MESSAGE FROM YESU
Channeled by Ted Fontaine
How can you know God?
Part 1

If you look into the world you will only see refections of your little self. You will not see God. If God is everywhere then God is unseen, unknowable, undefinable. If you ask for God to appear to you, you will only see reflections of your little self. As long as you are a little self you will only see the little self.

God will take you by surprise. God will want to fool you. That is the way it is isn't it? Like a little child you will call out and your Mother will come and feed you, but God will fool you. This is the only way you will ever hear from God.

The small voice is not God. So don't look for God there. God has no voice.

All the beauty in the Universe is not God. God has no desire, no needs, no wants, no duality. Beauty is part of duality is it not? Beauty needs to create ugliness. This is the way of beauty and all of your tastes and preferences. There, you want beauty, ask for it then, it will come to you. It is yours. Share it with others. It will please your Mother. But God doesn't have beauty.

Don't ask for anything from God. Ask for things from your Mother. God owns nothing and has nothing.

God gave everything he owned away. He became a hermit and moved away to live in a cave far from all the hustle and bustle of his Universe. "Why get involved with all that racket," he said.

"If I go into the world and try to change things I will soon forget who I am then all will be lost."
God cannot forget who he is. He spends all his time remembering himself. His attention is always focused on the one word, "I am."

His reflection is in every atom. You see, since he removed himself from creation then he had no where to go so all that was left of him was his reflection in everything -All That Is.

So then, since God has the one Word all creation then will want to return to know the Word. All creation circles about God's hermit cave and sings for him to come out and give them the Word. He says. "I will not come out, If I come out I will feel the great love all of you have for me and I will forget myself and you will all be lost."

When all creation then calls out to him he must give them the word, then they join him in his cave. This is how they all return. Someday all creation will remember the Word.

We would like to clarify this story somewhat. Many people are sad when they hear that all creation will return to a hermits cave. What good is any of this? Why be at all?
Remember then, in the entire Universe of Universes there is only one moment.
It is neither long nor short. It has no definition to it. Do not forget that.
The moment has no beginning or end. It is always here and never there. It is in all things yet has no power to create.

Can you see the moment? No. It is unseen.

Can you know the moment? No, it is unknown.

But how familiar it is to you, you are always in it. It is never away from you. It is closer to you than your mother.

You gaze into it, like a mirror and you think your reflection is who you are. Know that you are the moment. You are not the reflection.

Be still and the reflections will fade away. Be quiet and the vibrations will cease. You will then be nothing and know your place in all things.

We cannot return you to God. You will never return. As long as you are, you will be creation. You have no control over this. There is no effort that will bring you there. There is no achievement that will allow a return to the cover of the cave. Work is not the way. You can build monuments to the memory of the Word but they will all crumble and transform into more of the Other.

You have identity. God has no identity. If you seek God in identity you will only chase your reflections and shadows.

No one else can show you the way. There is no way.

You can only be content in the moment. Then you remember your closeness. When you remember your closeness then you remember your placement. When you remember your placement you then remember the Word.

We will say this. Let your Mother hold your hand. Let her nurture you. Be of service to her. Help her with her work. Do all these things without thought of return. You are here to do these things. You have no choice in this. Since you have no choice to serve the Mother why complain about it?
When you leave your body she will give you another one and you can continue to go about your business.

Remember be like an actor. Remember your part. Make up your lines as you go. Play your role well.

So let yourself be fooled. Don't try to be smarter than God. God is taking care of his part and doesn't need help. Your Mother needs help. So let him fool you. He will take you by surprise. You will wake up and remember the word. Just like that. Then you will know that you always had the Word.

Part II


Here is what we mean when we talk about the three fold nature of all that is.

God the father is no thing. God is like the moment which is all permeating. God remembers all that is and remembers the word, the name of the self.

When you remember the Word you remember the Self. Or when you remember the Self you remember the word. Who would care about such a difference. There is none.

When you remember the self the Mother will call you. You can then speak to her. You will understand her wild ways and play her game. You will serve her without question. She is your nature. The Father has so much love for the Mother that he cannot deny her - ever. Their love is forever and the separation is permanent. What anguish they feel so they will call upon the Self to bring them together. Don't think you can escape your duty. You duty is love. You are here to bring the Mother and Father together. This is why we help. Without love the Mother is lost and the Father is in great anguish. The Father cannot share the word. The Mother forgets her creations. Then all is chaos.

When you love, the mother and father come together and all is one. There is Unity in all things.


Part III


Perhaps now you can see how love serves to connect the Father principle with the Mother principle.
Consider, does the child choose the Mother or the Father? Can the son choose between them?

Remember it is the love of each individual spark that unifies creation. When all individual sparks are producing love then the Mother and Father become one. They are joined and a new Universe comes into being.

The Universes will never stop. They continue in all directions. Universes are timeless. They have no beginning and no ends. How could they stop? They may cease to be awake but they never die.
Where would they go? Into the cave with the father? There is no room in the cave. There is only room for the One.

When you try to enter the cave you are immediately pushed out. Then another Universe is born. All around you great wheels of light begin to turn and soon you are lost in the womb of the Mother. How dark are her empty spaces.

In your lives you ask for stability. There is none. Nor is there permanence. Everything changes. Everything seeks the way to the father. The father has no direction, so how can you put yourself there? The mother always seeks the father. You are always in the mother so you seek with her. You are her child, you will go with her. You have no choice. You can choose only to love her. If you turn away from her you only lose yourself in her darkness.

The Father is all that is permanent. His position is constant. But you can never find him. Nor will you ever know him. So you can only pretend and imagine. Then the Mother will provide her knowledge of Him. You can only know Him through the Mother. To know the Father you must know the Mother. You must know all of the Mother. She will give you no shortcuts, you will travel on with her. Her memory is good so she will share it. Her love is unbounded and she will share it. You need only ask for it. This is why we say all things are yours. Whatever you want. The Mother will not deprive the Child.

The ancient religions understood the Mother but they forgot the Father. They were content with the Mother but they could not expand. To expand they forgot the Mother but when they forgot the Mother they forgot to love. When they forgot to love they became cruel. Your memories are waking up now. You will remember the Mother. The Mother is truly in all things. She is not mysterious like the Father. She is in your face. She is always around your. She is all things.

When religions forget the mother the people's egos grew hard and rigid. They became full of fear. They forgot that the Mother provided for all their desires. They fear the Mother. They fear her wild ways. They see her everywhere in fear. She is darkness, She is evil, She will punish, and She is separate from them.

You are remembering the Mother. She is not that bad. She will terrify you with her darkness but She will never cease to love you. You can die 10,000 times and She will still be there. "Where have you been?", She will ask. "How did you forget me? I am everywhere."

If you listen to the heartbeat of the Mother you will hear the stillness of the Father. Then your Unity is remembered.

You will never name it. You cannot recognize it. It will not give you a name.

Call to the mother she will come to you. She will not deny you. How could she deny her children?
When people forget the Mother they search for the Father. They will never find the Father. He is hidden in the cave. The Mother will call to Her children but they will not recognize their names. They will hear the wind or thunder. Maybe they will be frightened. They will not hear their names. They will think they are alone and vulnerable. They will see only the skeleton of the Mother. They will not see her fullness.

Without the mother the being becomes divided. When he is divided he will see his reflection divided. It will not make sense. He will see himself as tiny parts. You cannot see yourself in a mirror that is shattered. You will look like a multitude of fragments.

Remember you are a reflection of the father. The mother sees the father in you. You are like a small flame of his aura. You are a spark of his light. The mother sees this in you. She will remind you if you have forgotten. She will do whatever she can to help you remember. You need the Mother to find the Father. You must become her first. You must become all things.

When you remember that you are all things you unify with the Mother. Then the Father will come out of his cave. But He has fooled you again, He was never in the cave. The three come together and a Universe is born.

It is you who have put him in a cave. When you think of Him He enters the cave where He cannot be found. When you name the Father He cannot be found. You must let Him fool you.

Be joyful in your innocence,
Then you will let yourself be found.
You are lost. So enjoy your journey.

Your guides are lost. They have no maps. Don't let them fool you. Only the father can fool you.
His sense of humor is infinite. He loves to play tricks. His Universe is a trick. A slight of hand.
Laugh with him. Laugh until you break apart. There is no ego then. Only the silence of the Father's laughter.
Let the laughter draw out your love. This is your duty.
Love is your only duty.
Toil for no one. Suffer for no one.
God loves your innocence. Your experience is only a gesture. It is impermanent. You innocence is everlasting. Your innocence is like a well. Draw love from it.
Experience is like the shell of a tender seed. It will crack away and turn to dust. The innocence of the seed will grow. Let yourself be nurtured from the One Energy. You will grow and die, grow and die, but your innocence will always be here. You are born with it. Are you not? What babies have experience? None.

Remember, your society is born as an orphan. It has no Mother. It has forgotten her name. They seek the Father but the Father will not be found. You cannot find the Father. He is always hiding. He plays hide and seek. He will find you first! The society calls him and he will answer to no one. The mother calls but no one will listen. They have forgotten her voice. They think the Father is hearing their adulations. Only the mother will listen.

We will say this. The Father will come to you when you are at peace with the Mother. When you love Her and remember Her then you will host the Father. Your senses will awaken and you will remember your name. Then you will hear the Mother's call and follow Her way. You will remember your Father's name and your voice will be the song of His heart. You will have no desire. You will be like the atoms. You will be all things.

Think of this. Here is a choice. Be content with nothing or be discontent with everything. When you are content with nothing then you have everything. Then you are content with everything. So ask the Mother for contentment. Ask everyday. When you wake up ask that you feel content with every moment. Then everything will be yours. You will have abundance.

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What Is Truth?



There is an old story that has been about that tells about the search for the inside of things. A man cuts an apple in two to see what is inside and only sees more surfaces. He cuts the seed in two and sees more surfaces. He cuts the germ in two and only sees more surfaces. He cuts the atom in two and only sees more surfaces. So he says, "I have cut as far as I can cut and I only see the surface, I will never see what is inside".

You know that truth is what is on the inside of anything and anyone, but it is always masked by the surface. Sometimes the surface is revealing and sometimes it hides the truth and will keep it a secret. Sometimes it will be misleading. Sometimes the misleading surfaces become so dominant that they rule the society and then, when a truth is revealed it is not seen or understood. You are in such an age. But don't blame anyone, it is no body's fault. Since truth is always inside everything then it will be revealed. It is the duty of every incarnation to reveal the truth about itself. If no attempt is made then the power of the deception will continue through the next the incarnation. On and on and on the occlusion will grow throughout lifetimes.

The truth will always push against deception. It says simply this, "I will be revealed, I will be released, I will be free".

We will tell you not to worry too much about this. The truth is revealed in everyone's life. Every incarnation wants to reveal its truth. The ego will try to translate it into its own language (The ego is only part of the incarnation). It will twist it and turn it so that it will make sense.

But the Truth will never make sense to the ego. The truth will only fool the ego. The ego will never see the inside. Its purpose is to see the outside. That is the mechanism of the ego. It goes in one direction. Out. In cannot go in.

When the Ego dies then you immediately go In. Then the truth is revealed. What a joke. You will laugh. All will seem natural and complete. You will never ask a question again. Everything will be answered. Nothing that mattered to the ego will matter.

Remember this. The incarnation needs the ego. Take care of the ego. Honor it but don't indulge it. Remember it is your guide in the physical plane. Take the burden away from it. There are parts of your incarnation that can see the inside, you will find them soon enough. The Ego cannot find them so don't be hard on yourself. You must be light on yourself to find the place that will perceive the inside and the Truth.

The ego has thousands of tools for discovering the World. That is its duty. Its duty is not to love, only to lead the way into physicality so love can flower. The ego is like a farmer in the fields, or a shepherd on a flock. It doesn't need punishment it needs understanding. Like a machine you need to know the working of its parts and keep them well oiled. It works automatically and must be taught well.

The ego can never see the inside. Think of it. It can never see the truth. It wants always to know, so it keeps you seeking. See the purpose?

When the ego is not cared for then it will seek out other drives to motivate it onward. It is driven to go onward, outward. It needs to take the inside and push it out. If the ego does not have true guidance then it will turn to the sensations of the body for motion. This is why we ask people to remember the moment.

The Ego will never be in the moment but it can be trained to hear the voice of the moment. When it hears it it feels a great comfort and goes to sleep. Then you are awake. Your covering is removed and your truth is allowed to come forward. If you want to explain the truth, or talk about it, or discuss is then it will lose itself in the ego. It may remind you of itself but it will not be itself.
The ego thinks it is permanent. It is not. Truth is permanent.

Let the ego think this. You cannot resist that thought. If the ego thinks it is temporary then it will decay. The ego wants to know the Truth, The Truth is permanent. The permanency of the Truth is the only truth the ego can feel. Remember the ego is a mechanism. It must then be cared for. It is cared for with the truth. But it is still only a shell. It is the surface of your incarnation.
Religions teach that the ego is a bad thing. There is no good and bad. There is only sickness and health. Bad things are punished and feared but sickness calls for healing. There are sick egos and well egos. If you see sick egos all around you then ask for their healing. Don't seek their punishment. How do you know what is right for them? When you seek their punishment you ask to be their judge. When you judge others then this will infect your own ego. Remember, If you ask for something the mother will provide it. If you ask for illness the mother will provide it. If you ask for health the mother will provide it. She never judges. She only provides.

We encourage everyone to not own anything or anyone. We would encourage people to stop and ask "What am I possessing?" Every time they say, "my". This will help you to see beyond the surface. Your eyes will not see beyond the surface nor will your ears hear beyond the surface. When you do there will be a quiet place in you. See, the ego cannot know quiet. When you are in that quiet place then you are perfectly placed. Then the truth is flowing and the ego will be cared for.
This is does not sound very exciting but it is the ego that wants excitement when it is not healthy. When it is numb it needs stimulation. It will cause all sorts of commotion to activate itself. We say, your true state is calm, your temporary state is excitement. When you are calm the ego will act according to the truth that is being revealed.

When you are calm and hear the silent and the truth is being revealed then the ego can be taught. You will see that the ego can be a pleasant companions and an excellent friend. It will unfold wisdom to others. It will work to heal others. It will destroy when the time comes to destroy. It will nurture when the time comes to nurture. It will be the teacher of the physical plane.
Remember the spark of truth is in all things. So it is always with you. It cannot control you but you can allow it to influence you. Influence is more powerful than control. Influence gives choice to all things. If you train your dog well it is influenced by your love rather than controlled by your command.

To know the truth then be well. It is that simple. Wellness attracts wellness. If healing is needed then healing will come. If you ask to be well then the mother will provide. Put your attention there. The mother creates it all according to your desires.

She may ask, "Why do they seek to numb themselves instead of healing themselves?"
Here is a formula that is very simple. The planet is not well and all the beings on the planet are not well, the egos of the beings are therefor not well. The egos seek numbness and excitement. The cycle goes on and on. Excite me, then numb me. Instead ask this "Heal Me". Let this be your only request. Don't ask for peace, or forgiveness, or liberation, or freedom. Just ask for healing. This is how to heal the Planet.



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Channeled by Ted Fontaine
The following are questions brought to Yesu through the net. The questions have been altered and the names changed as a courtesy to those asking.

Your question to Yesu will be answered free of charge (when time is available) - Tedfont@mother.com

Can you comment about the messages of Fatima?

We will say here that what we have to offer may differ from the official church doctine concerning Fatima. The church has its inner circle which has used occult systems of magic to control its flock. The church sees itself as a shephard and its members the flock. The church as taken the role of spiritual overseers. We are saying here that it has been the inner circle of the church that has control over miracles. We will say there are no miracles since with proper knowledge all that is can be explained through spiritual law.

Spiritual law is unbreakable.

There is nothing really profound about the fatima experience. It was simply the use of holographic thoughtforms to deliver a message from the "holy establishment". The Great Mother Mary, if she chose to, could simply appear in a physical body and roam through the crowd of needy and heal them. She doesn't need light shows or the innocence of little children. Nor does she need the church. (She does this often enough in small ways that may go unnoticed)

Her energy provides love, protection, nuturance, caring, healing, understanding to those in the physical, so when you are giving love to someone, or if you are caring for a sick person, please think of her and your Power will be amplified.

You see miracles are such because of the limitations imposed by the physical body. When people see their spiritual power manifest in form, then they see it is a miracle. The inner circle of the church has always known how to create holographic thoughtforms The churchwill use this to exploit their flock. The shaman can also manifest images of demons and devils. This is technique, not miracle.

The Great Mother Mary is not one to give predictions, as we mentioned, She has her Way in humanity and it is not light shows. She is no showoff or actress. She would prefer to care for children.

She has her comic or ironic part too. In that when the church magicians put on the light show, she will come in and work her healing energy through the people. She will guide the little children to Truth. So she works with the church. She makes no judgements. She comes to whoever calls her, in whatever form they desire. Yes the church manifested the image and yes she filled it to help people remember her.

We are not one to give predictions either. We will always refer you to the Moment where Truth lies sleeping. In the moment you can wake the truth. When you wake the Truth then you will have no need for the future. The future, as well as the past, is a human contruct to make sense in a world of limitations. When you return to your source, you will laugh at it all. There you will find the Divine Mother and you will remember that she has been everywhere. Unlike the pictures you have seen in the church, she is wild. She is not soft and complacent, she is obedient to no one. In you she is your fire and passion. If you call her for protection then you will be like a lioness protecting her young. Nothing will stop you. She is the mother in all things. If you call her a virgin she will laugh.

The message says for mankind to be more like The Mother. Instead of competing with one another She says to cooperate and care for the children. The planet offers a place where nuturing others can come to complete fruition. In a heaven where all is bliss beings cannot learn to care for each other and they cannot learn compassion. They come to this planet where there is so much indifference, to learn compassion. The mother is the inner guide of compassion. Compassion for the self as well as the other.

Her message is not a condemnation or a warning. She simply says that the consequences of behaving indifferently to others is a pathway of destruction. If you ask to know the Mother than you will be on the pathway of compassion.

Blessings to you -- Yesu

Does abortion have serious Karmic consequences?

We will say a few words about abortion. When a soul desires a body she simply goes through the procedure of obtaining one. When she claims a body she will guard it until birth. At birth the incarnation process begins and this process takes a number of years. When babies are asleep the are out of their bodies communing with the soul and when they are awake the are busy opening psychic channels with the soul. The soul is both in and out of the body at all times.

Souls guard bodies but they have no emotional attachment to that body; the body is simply a vehicle or shelter. If the shelter is blown down in construction then they go about their business building another one. For them it is like car shopping. They will look the car over and if they don't like it they will leave. If they are desperate then they will take anything. Abortions are usually suggested by the incoming soul to the mother. If the soul does not like what is happening with the developing body, it will leave, causing a miscarriage. Many times if the soul is not happy with the situation of the new born, it will help cause the death of the infant. Souls can be somewhat indifferent to bodies. Afterall, they are just like houses or cars to the soul. The Soul knows that bodies wear out and die. They take the body seriously but they are willing to let them go when necessary.

The Karma in your case is the grief you feel about letting go of the bodies. That is all there is to it. Grief can be held for centuries or it can be let go. It is your choice. If you believe abortion is wrong and you feel guilt, it is you who have created the guilt and the Karma.

We will say here that your children were the ones who put claim on those bodies. Look and see if they are happy with you. It makes no difference to them that the bodies were aborted. If you tell them later though, they will feel as though you robbed them of a brother or sister, so you can keep it to yourself until they ask you a direct question, "Mommy, did you ever have an abortion?" then you need to tell them the truth.

We will ask you to look at the indifference in nature. Nature does not hold on to anything, she simply goes about her business. She has her tasks and she carries them out. If barriers are formed around her flow then she slowly pushes against them until they break. Her being is very different than the beings of compassion that inhabit human bodies. The beings of compassion have come to practise compassion here in this place of indifference. The souls who had claim to those bodies have more compassion for you than they did for those bodies. The bodies where just bodies but you are who they care for.

Where is my purpose this lifetime?

You appear to us as one who is both exhuberant and trusting. Your exhuberance however brings you to many different directions and you at times suffer from confusion. In the confusion you begin to wonder who and what you are, so we will ask you to look at your confusion this way. Confusion can be a place of mystery for you. Within the mystery you can easily find purpose. This may seem a bit like a contradiction but we assure you that it is not. When you cannot place a definition upon something then you are closer to understanding the truth. Truth always pulls away from being defined.

We are asking you here to be careful about defining yourself too much. You are much greater a being than you want to make yourself through looking for some kind of right livleyhood. Please understand this - you do not have to be anything to be your own Truth. With that said than anything you approach then is exactly what you need to teach the greater part of yourself. You didn't realise you where the teacher of your soul did you? You thought all along that you were insignificant and the soul was the master. Neither is the master and neither is insignificant. You are partners you and your soul and your purpose is to teach your soul. Your soul is always eager to learn and she appreciates all that you are.

If you ask to have an experience of the soul than your purpose will be clear and you will begin attracting situations that are in synchronticity with the soul desire. This is where the real magic will begin to happen.

Here is where you can use your trust and exuberance. Quietly talk to your soul as though you are the guide. Tell your soul about your day. Keep a small book about talking to your soul (diaries are good for this). Treat your soul as though she where your best friend who is far away. Tell her everything. She is most interested in you and she will focus all her attention upon you once you begin to acknowledge her. Through this work purpose will be made to you and it will appear crystal clear. You will not mistake it.

I have had to hide my financial burden from my partner. Can you give me insight into my predicament?

Of course we are not a financial planner nor can we provide the money for you. We will always offer another way to look at a predicament be it material or emotional. Notice please that your pain is emotional rather than physical. You are not suffering from a broken leg, this is more of a broken heart situation because you are not allowed to communicate the truth freely. Covering truth is always painful and the uncovering of it, which is inevitable, always comes with a release of the pain. The release of the pain brings the discomfort of the recognition you have been holding on to it, but note that it is always a quick release. The real pain is the effort it takes to hold a cover over the truth. Truth is like a great wind., when the imbalance becomes greater then the wind becomes stronger. The money then is only a vehicle to force the truth. We ask you here, do you feel forgiveness around your husband? You may say, "I forgive him" but forgiveness always comes with complete openess to the truth. Forgivenes brings with it openness, not coverings.

We are not here making any justifications for your husband. We are seeing him as a person who values the control of wealth as a means to control his life. Wealth for him is protection. If he sees his wealth threatened than he feels vulnerable. Note that those who seek protection also close the heart. Openess means an acceptance of vulnerability. Think of the prince who will talk to the oppressed people only with a throng of soldiers. He is not truly open. When Prince Siddhartha left his palace he walked alone through the city. He had no protections. At that time in his life he surrendered to Truth.

We ask you only to do this. Ask in your prayers for the Truth and make no judgements or expectations about it. Remember that due to the limitations that humanity has imposed upon itself, that the truth will come at its own time. Also note that your prayer for Truth may have been answered years ago when you where a child. You did not ask for it then, but by asking for it now you will send it to the best moment to receive it.

Know that the Truth will respect you and will not try to disgrace you in front of your husband. Truth is not cruel or mean. It has infinite respect for all creatures who call upon it. Think of it like a kindly grandfather or grandmother who has given up physical attraction and has surrendered to love. You will feel a great release when you are given your answer.

From here you feel like one who has an unexpressed emotional body. The emotional body for you is like a small child who is rambunctious but always told to be quiet by its parent, in this case, your rational mind. Your emotional body is not in rebellion around this though, so as a result you do not feel a lot of anger. Many people ignore their emotional body and it does rebel, with painful consequences. You are different here. You have what we call a child like emotional body rather than a childish emotional body. This is an inquisitive child and she comes back to you often to understand what you are doing so she can play your game. You, being ruled by the intellect will analyse her but not play with her. We would recommend that you play with her some and get to know her. She is your female side and she will offer you the strength that women have that you as a man lack. It is through play that you will get to experience her more, but she offers life rather than knowledge so in this way you will be somewhat dissappointed - at first.

It is difficult to let go of the path of reason since reason makes the rules based upon its own laws. Reason thinks it is all powerful because it invented the rules of power. Reason has its own limitations although it would like to think otherwise. Intuition comes from the ability to release into a state of play. Intuition is also the guidance for the emotional body. That is, it is not the emotional body that is intuitive; intuition is a Power given to the emotional body so it can be guided. Likewise, Reason is a Power given to the mind for its guidance.

Something you might try is when you are breathing, feel that you are releasing something every time you breath out. Reason is fed by the culture you live in. The culture values possesion. Emotion is for giving but it is held on to because of the idea that possession is valuable. Think of release as being valuable.

I would like to know anything that would be of assistance to me in finding my
right profession in this life. I am currently not feeling right in what I have done in the past and am beginning to feel that I might be able to use my talents in a different way. Any ideas?

We would never tell anyone what to do (give orders) and we will only help you see more of yourself. If you can see more of what you are then you are then likely to understand your present situation. You must understand that it is only a small part of you that is unhappy. There are other parts of you that are always content and they are content in any situation. You could be one who sweeps sidewalks with a small hand broom and these parts of you would be very content in doing so.

But we really want you to recognize the multiplicity of yourself. You are not just one being who is discontent with her present work situation but you are a multiplicty of small "I's" or little egos some of which have led you to the discontent of your present moment. There are parts of you who seek lonliness, suffering and discontentment. When you come back to the present moment and identity yourself you then ask, how did I end up here?

We are not suggesting here that you have a mental disorder. Your scientists would consider you quite normal! You hold a job, you pay your bills, you have concern for other people etc etc, these are all signs of a normal person. Where you are different is your desire to see beyond the negative illusion that has sequestered your soul and limited your experience of yourself to meaningless work.
Now if you work to free your soul then your life will become more meaningful. The freer the soul the better the communication with God/All that Is. (We have plenty of names for God so we will qualify him/her a bit at times). It is meaning that you are seeking is it not? You are getting love but it seems that you need meaning to help you bring the love into focus.

Here is what you can do to help you define your purpose. Begin thinking of your soul as a friend that delivers messages. We would ask you to spend some time in solitude grooming and caring for your soul. Let your soul speak to you. The soul always speaks for God, but you may be surprised what God has to say to you. Contrary to your religious upbringing God does have a sense of humor. You see, by doing this you then open up communication and you can then receive messages about your higher purpose.

With the higher purpose will come conviction and you will then feel a greater desire to move. If you continue working with your soul messenger then when the time comes for you to move on it will be made obvious to you. You will not have to guess. Your answer will stare you in the face and it may even move you on.

One little thing before we go. Since your soul has been sequestered you will have to be patient with her. Remember that she is more you than you are. So go about defining what you are not. Make a list. Say, I am not my mother, I am not my friend Lisa, I am not my boss, I am not the governent and kindly ask those voices to leave you. There are many more, and they will keep coming. If you continue to ask them to leave you will end up with a quiet non-assuming voice. All you need do then is listen to it. It may say very little to you, but the act of listening to it is important. If it is didactic then move on, this is not the voice of your soul. When you continue to listen and talk to your soul you will begin to feel contentment so watch for it. Notice when you feel content. The contentment will grow stronger and as it becomes a more powerful force in your life it will place you exactly where you need to be.

So keep up your good work and know that all you need do is open the door.

Could you tell me what has brought my partner, Bob, and I together, and what karmic lessons we have to learn in this life.... also...Could you also tell me about the direction in my career as a musician and a music therapist?

We will begin here to wish you blessing on your pathway this lifetime. You are not too far off, although you have a tendency to wander away from your true directions and become sidetracked - which is where you are most likely to meet your Karma, or at least see your Karma as a barrior instead of a lesson. Think about the struggles you had when you were a child with some of the math lessons you had. Think about how difficult it was for you to focus on those lessons. You see now perhaps. It is applying yourself to your Karma where your Karmas are most difficult. You have a tendency to avoid the difficult Karmic problems which you do have a good ability to solve. We will ask you to trust yourself more when it comes to their solutions and do less turning to advice from others. You see, this is a lesson about inner trust and recognizing your own inner voice. The feeling of the young child caught in a difficult lesson in mechanics is the feeling you sometimes bring to yourself when the Karma comes to you - a feeling of frustration.

We would want you to consider that your Karma is like a mechanical problem that has a solution that will only come through some perseverance. We are not asking you to bang your head upon the wall, but only to hold your attention on the problem.

The rule is simple for bringing people together - Attraction. Attractions though have both mechanical and spiritual influences. You have of course attracted yourselves through spiritual influences rather than simple mechanics. The mechanical influence will say "I need a mate and this one will do".You have the tools to discover the reasons you are together and we would do best by allowing you to remember the tools rather than tell you a story. If you look at the smallest details of your life together you will have the basic building blocks of your agreement this lifetime. So we will ask you to look at the little things in your life that you either like or dislike. The middle things won't tell you very much, but if you look at your extremes together then you will be slowly given a story. We ask you to pay attention to these things. It will not do you any service for us to tell you flowery stories about each other, we can do this but we will not, we can only serve you. Look at the nitty gritty elements and you will uncover a story of great sorrow that you have developed into a compassion for each other. The compassion you have for each other is your greatest gift.

Music has been taken away from you in many lifetimes so you have developed some sadness around it. The sadness opens up your emotions and allows you to feel more of your heart. Your music is very heart oriented. Music gives you a license to speak to your soul, this is where you give yourself the greatest permission to be spiritual. Because this is a spiritual opening for you then it is here that your soul speaks to you. You can think of your soul as a messenger to your present incarnation from your God Self. When the GodSelf is admitted into the incarnation then She communicates her intention. This is what is meant by God's will. When you are following the will of the God Self then you are simply allowing yourself to listen. This is a simple fact, so we encourage people to spend more time listening. We hope you see the importance of music in your life now. Please do not neglect it. You do not need a reason to allow it to be. It is your soul speaking to you. If it appears to have an impediment just kindly and lovingly allow it to repeat itself. If it is still misunderstood then persevere in the communication. It is imperative this year that people allow more freedom for the soul. We will continue to emphasize this over and over again. This is a year for openings.

What are the benefits and/or the downside of meditation?

You have of course read much of the literature that makes claims about meditation and we feel you are quite familiar with it. You haven't though, had the "success" you are looking for which is a transcendental experience. You are hoping, through a mediation technique, that you will lifted from everyday reality into another reality. For you though we would say that there is no other reality, there is only the Reality which is expressed in many different ways to many different forms of perception. If you have the appropriate attunement you can perceive realities far different than the one you are know focusing your attention upon.
The reality that exists for you now is the one you have learned to see. You, through a rote method of understanding, have put into place thousands of names that give your reality its unique set of limitations. Naming is Limitation.
Within the named reality that you call your own there is another reality which is unnamed. You can see it if you focus your attention in a more diffused way and allow your eyes to see only shades of dark and light colors. With practise you can see beings from other realities who are occupying the One Space of All That Is.
Dreaming is better for this because you are allowed to work with pure astral material instead of pure physical material which can appear static or unresponsive to thought. Dreaming allows all that you might see through gazing to immediately enter your reality. You truly think what you are.
Meditation in its pure sense allows you to eventually bypass the forms you create. You empty the mind and you are allowed to percieve the purity that supports all creation. You neither are involved or separate from it all. You become It. You become truly what you are. So if there is benefit to meditation that you could call it the remembering of the self which is in all things.

I have been unemployed for 5 months now via unjustifiable reasons,can you give me some direction here?

As you well know this has been a soul strengthening time for you. In one way you have been learning to adjust to material scarcity and on another level you are asked to adjust to spiritual abundance which is another thing altogether. Spiritual abundance is wrapped in truth while your material abundance is wrapped in future garbage. We know we are being hard here but you can understand truth and we do not want to white wash the present planetary condition. We have been asked by many to give advice and we can only give what we see to be true. You know the story and have been part of it. There is a constant desire in humanity that is never filled by material diversion, yet the more diversions are accepted, the more the desire grows. This story is as old as the hills yet no one really believes it.

This story is coming into full view again and many are being asked to look at it. You, as well as many other beings are being asked to look at what is essential to you. Humanity will soon see that clean water is most essential to life and love is most essential to spirit.

So now you are grooming and healing your soul. We will ask you to look at your soul as a vehicle that brings you the energy of your God Self, HIgher Spirit or whatever you wish to call her. She has little preference in names but they make it easy to understand the process. We want to congratulate you in your recognition of this process, you have been using your time wisely.

You and many others have been preparing your soul vehicle for ascension. This makes the soul look like a spaceship which is not inaccurate. When people lose their souls then this is literally true - they have no way to communicate with the God Self.

Communication is in degrees which accounts for the great variety of spiritul ability. You know when the soul is well strengthened then the abilites of Spirit become stronger in your body and true ego, and then you can make anything happen that you set out to do. The beauty of it is that the true ego will not take credit so there is no attachment to the action. You just always feel the warmth and compassion of your Whole(ly) Spirit pushing through into this World. You see, then your mission is clear and you need no reason for your actions. Whatever you are doing will be the intention of Spirit.

This can be confusing especially if you feel like you are doing nothing with your life at the present moment. But think this, your life is not your's to judge. Your life belongs to Spirit who makes no judgements against you.

You will soon feel a sence of urgency which will begin to put you into motion. It will be coming in February. Please allow the urgency to unfold and give you the information that will allow you to be of service to your spirit. Be patient with the process since egos never want to admit that they do not own your life and your own false voices will try to cover up or confuse the message. It will be good for you to work at remembering your dreams since some of the message that will guide you to action will be coming through that way. Look for objects in the dream rather than people. The dream message will come through as an object you hold in your hand.

Blessings to you -- Yesu

My daughter is concerned about her six month old son, Adam. Adam's head is larger than normal and they will be doing a CT scan tomorrow. Can you give her some comfort or is there a problem?

First, we cannot offer you certainty nor do we ever offer certainty. The child appears healthy in many ways and in other ways he may seek to distress his mother as he grows older. He is not one to live a life of sweetness and he may even search out a degree of bitterness (think of bitterness as a way to learn lessons - bitterness also pin points and focus awareness rather than comforts as sweet will). This is his Karmic pattern that he is working to overcome. HIs large head is a reflection of what is called "big headed ness" since in past lives he has been one to brilliantly negotiate business and contractual agreements. So, his past lives have been centered in the intellect and less in the heart. His focus has been success, material possesions, leadership, etc. To understand the heart more he will begin moving into a bitterness of spirit. Nothing will be good enough and everything will need to be changed. HIs mind, still forming is a dissappointment to this being so he is pushing his energy against the skull to make himself look bigger in the head.

This child will need extra love to help him with his Karmic background. You will have to be very factual with this child and never lie to him. He can smell a lie a mile away and he will call you on it. LIes, even when done for his seeming betterment, will enrage him eventually.
You can sooth his rage and melt his heart and he will be closer to understanding his truth and his lifetime will be one of spiritual success. So never lie to this child.

He has been one who has shined through intellect but this lifetime the intellect will be exposed to him as being only a tool and not an end in itself.

He will appreciate a good deal of rough housing and loud noise. He likes to be "shaken up" somewhat with strong, powerful sounds. He will not like shrill but will prefer loud drumming. You may find him searching out the drum set before he is five years old. The drums will be his passion. Here he will find soul nakedness and he will be able to strip down and expose the lies his past lives have accumulated.

It is very clear to me that my inner being is trying to get something across to me, but I am not sure what it is also If I'm also very curious about the predicted earth changes?


We have told many that there is no work involved in becoming enlightened. It is a simple, God given gift of living on the physical plane. God does not want you to feel obligated, entrapped, enslaved, imprisoned or otherwise stuck here so God offers Love to all beings at all time. When you as a personality and ego begin to tire of the grind of life you begin asking higher level questions. The questions are always answered and answered immediately but it takes time for the ego to turn them into meaning. Sometimes it takes a hundred or so lifetimes to "get the picture". The ego depends of symbols to make sense of the world. The souls needs no symbols and is always exhuberant and eager to experience itself through all forms. To do so requires a covering which is where the ego comes in. The ego is a set of limitations that grounds the spirit to the physical plane.

The basic question is "what more can I be?" or "what else am I" and this sets up a pattern of lifetimes, be they physical, astral or causal plane. You just happen to be focused in the physical plane. You could learn to focus into the astral plane and merge with your astral lifetimes. We will say that some of this process is going on now. Your dream life is just as real as your "real" life and for all intent and purpose, it occurs simultaneously with your real life. You simply shift your focus.

We will say here that you are learning to be more conscious in shifting your focus and you are experiencing realities that are foreign to the ego. The ego is limited and depends on straight line time to navigate the physical plane. So your confusion comes from your ego learning to adjust to your heightened perceptions that your soul is allowing you to have now. Your soul will not give Power until the ego is ready to serve rather than exploit. So, consider yourself practising your awakening of perceptions. With any new lesson there will always be some confusion while it is becoming familiar. It is good for you that you are recognizing the process.

We will say that earth changes are always just about ready to happen. this is the way of the planet and this is what the seers see. There is always a pole shift at the brink of shifting. the planet is always in a state of imbalance. If she were balanced then she would offer no incentive for evolution. She provides evolution for beings and this is why she is so sought after. To even be an ameoba is a wonderful event for consciousness. Multiply that by a billion and you will understand the need beings have to become human.

It is then easy to feel the imbalance. The planet is formed from cataclysm. They are the events that give the planet and many other planets their special features for evolution. Because of human activity the planet is tipped far out of balance and the reverse pull could happen at any time, sending humanity into a forced self understanding.

My life works pretty well...money flows, good work comes, friends are around when I need them, no drama or trauma going on ... so, what can I do to more fully experience one of my goals of writing a book ?

There appear to be greater parts of you that are quite content with you the way you are. This gives you the flow in your life. When you stray to far away from listening to the greater parts then they tend to go to extremes to get your attention. These extremes will give people "interesting" lives. There are also many beings who have strayed so far from the greater parts of themselves that they have broken the connection. They wander throughout lifetimes with no guidance and fall into a violence against the self. They carry with them a constant feeling of betrayal. The planet now carries with it many of these beings.

By tuning into your greater selves, your entity, your oversoul, your Higher Self, or what ever name you wish to call it, your life takes on a sense of small purpose. That is, the little things you do begin to have equal importance to the so called achievements. At some point the saying "It doesn't matter whether you win or lose it is how you play the game" makes sense on all levels of being and your life takes on that quality. It then becomes difficult to play the game of great achievement. It is your contentment, which you have asked for and have been given, that has kept you out of your writer's mode.

We do not ask you to give up your contentment - Contentment is its own reward. We would say that you could adjust your attitude toward your writing somewhat. Treat your writing as something outside yourself with a life of its own. It is undevoloped like a small child and needs care, protection and nuturing. Find a time of day when you can be with your writing. Listen to it. The more you listen to it the more it will feel free to speak to you. Be regular with it as you would an infant on a feeding schedule. Feel that you are its parent and your work with it is selfless service. With that you begin to desire no outcome to the writing. Whatever it becomes is up to it. It becomes living. You are simply there to serve it.

My question concerns synchronicity. What is Yesu's stand on it? Do people need to pay more, or less, attention to it? I seem to find so many "signs" yet in the end they're more "entertaining" than anything else.


When people begin looking for answers about who and what they are then the world begins to transform. It transforms slowly and it transforms in little ways. This is not a true transformation however, this is really an uncovering. You as well as millions of others, have been taught limiting beliefs since you where a small child. These limiting beliefs go back many, many lifetimes. These are the beliefs that you use to create your reality.

Occasionally a being will work very hard to destroy this form of illusion. She will shatter the entire framework of her reality and become what is called insane. Others are content in keeping their named reality exactly what it is - constant. They do this because of fear for their safety -- they intuitively know what happens when the reality is s
shocked away and thousands of separate realities are allowed.

This process is what we call "naming".(People even have the audacity to give God a name then invent ways that God should be - this is another story however. We say to this, "look you are giving God your own limitations, let go, let go, drift like the unending spirit")

Now there is a group of people who are learning to uncover the limited belief system. They say, "this universe is composed at its source of pure love, awareness, consciousness and intellegence" and then ask, "well if this is true, then how can I communicate with this?" or "where does this all lead?", or very simply, "then how can I know this in myself?". You have asked such a question and you are receiving your answers - one letter at a time.

Synchronicity is only your awareness growing to perceive the expanded areas that you have created by asking your question. In the expansion you perceive the Universal Vibrations that you in essence are. You take notice to what is already there and because you become guided by it, you position yourself in the right place at the right time. You begin living YOUR reality.

There is no randomness. Everything in the Universe is perfectly placed. For a being though, to understand this becomes a process of learning to see it. This is not done with the analytic mind, it is done through intuition. Intuition though is never certain like the analytic mind, so a good deal of trust is involved. Trust is the acceptance of the pure intelligence which is inside you.

So we will say, enjoy the ride - it is you! You are becoming trusting enough to allow yourself to be perfectly placed. You cannot do this with fear, so let your fears go, know that if you need protection or shelter you will be guided to place yourself accordingly - also, we are not asking you to give up common sense - you do not need to prove yourself by courting danger (although with enough love, truth and energy you can walk through a prison without guards unharmed).

So, allow it all to come to you at its pace. Do not rush it or demand from it. Acknowledge it when it happens and pay attention to your environment to see it everywhere.

What is my next step in my spiritual journey?


Your next step will be Understanding your Self.

There comes a time during the spritual journey when beings will be asked to begin discarding virtues. This can be a difficult journey because with the virtues came an identification with the Good. You may say, "I am a spiritual person, therefor I am a good person, and God will then love me.

We will tell you, God loves you already, you do not have to earn the Love of God. Why do you think they say that God loves the little children? Because they are innocent. Because they don't ask the question, they simple are, in the Moment. When they become older they learn to be Good children and then be loved. They learn that they have to earn love from their parents.

If they are being themselves, breaking things, making noise, fighting, digging in dirt, pulling the tails of animals then they are punished, so they hide their Nature away. They learn shame.

Understand that your Self can be very much like the little child. Children are neither good nor bad, they are simply children. So, the Self is neither good or bad, the self simply is and knows that God loves the Self more than words can describe.

So we will ask you to look at what you consider not spiritual. Write down a list of these things. Make it as long as you like. Ten pages, Twenty pages, or Eighty pages. Write a book if you feel inclined. Eveything that you think is evil. Then forgive it all, each item, everything on your list. Forgive it. Say to it' "I love you no matter what you are".

This will be difficult for you but do it anyway. You will feel a great relief. A weight you did not know you had will be taken off you. All the things that you have been will begin to be healed.


How can I increase my control of physical plane "material" prosperity in a do-able and low karmic way?

You may find our answer somewhat cryptic this time. We are seeing in you a literalness that we hope to bipass. You are one who is on the edge of spiritual change and the edge is clouding your perfectly clear vision. You have already what you need. You have developed it. You have worked hard so we cannot give you any formulas or predictions. You are well beyond the need to practise, as one who wishes to perform for God. God doesn't want your performance.

We will ask you then.

Buy for yourself a dark red rose with a clear glass fluted vase. You may want to pick one out with the idea that you will have it the rest of your life. At home, in your home office or other personal space, clear a space for the rose and vessel. You will need to add pure water - do not use the tap water in your area. If you can obtain distilled water do so. If you can use spring water.

If you have a white cloth then use it. On the surface you have chosen, place all the ingredients, white cloth, rose, vessel and water in an arrangement you find pleasing. You can determine the correct position by feeling the flow of energy in your hands.

Sit in a comfortable chair and gaze into the rose. Breath the color. Hear the fragrance.
Think these words "I breath the red rose with fragrance so attractive".

Spend as long as you want or as short as you want. If you find the ceremony tiring, silly, or pointless, then stop immediately and continue later. You will know when you cross the edge. Watch the rose everyday. Allow the rose to whither and die. Allow the water to spoil. When it has decayed replace the rose and water, clean the vessel, clean the cloth. Everything should begin again fresh. Continue for as long as you like. The only formula we offer is do it for the rest of your life or until you feel you have crossed over but you are your best authority for how long.

You are welcome to ask us more questions if you like.

I am struggling with the issue of possibly restarting my relationship with an ex-girlfriend who now has a baby daughter and is quite available. It is unclear whether we
could overcome the painful issues that split us up the first time, but there is definitely a lot of love on both sides. Anything to offer on this?

Love does not behave in beginnings and ends. It continues. You put it down and pick it up but it is like a dog that follows you around. It wants care and attention. It wants you to feed it.
You are like a God to Love. It seeks you out. God does not deny her creations.
You can abandon yourself to it. Like a dog it may appear to snap at you sometimes, but let it. Let it snap you and you will notice that there is no wound.

Then how can you begin the relationship again? It has never left you. You are again putting your attention to it and again it snaps at you. So, let it snap at you. Be like a rattlesnake handler. You know you will be bitten so let it be. Be bitten, Again and Again. You will then be immune to the toxin that fear provides. You can say, "Yes that snake has bitten me again, but I love my snakes and I will not forsake them. I will love my snakes for all eternity."

If she leaves you again it is her and not you. So let her leave again. If you want her to stay then think of her this way. Don't think about her leaving you, think about her staying with you. If you want her to leave then she will leave. We ask you only to think this way. The relationhip doesn't end because someone leaves. When she leaves then be like a man who has just received his freedom. When she stays then be like a man that is back with his family and enjoying the fruits.

We will say to see things as they are is to see them all as energy dancing in and out of itself - everything else is what you are making it. Make it what you want to be. Lie if you have to. The lies are just as much truth as what you think is true. Who cares if you love someone. Love whoever you want. Love them for as long as you want. This is your right. Love them if they are tenthousand miles away and tenthousand years in the past. Then you are who you want to be. This is your right.

We say this. Take off your burden. Do it now. Take it off. You are free. Feel it. Take your burden. It is black and wirey. Stiff and barbed. Fold it and fling it into the fire. Watch it burn. Say, "I am all things I am no thing" Say this like a catholic says hail to the mother mary.

She will respect you more if you not attached to her. If you are more like one who can let her go. If she feels you hold on to much she feels threatened by you. She looks away from herself for her freedom and with her child she feels less free. She has a wild nature that she has put in a cage. It calls her and beacons her to be free. Her fear will cause her to play impossible games that you don't want to play. If you serve her to much she will think that she is inferior. If you don't serve her she will think you are ignoring her - so we will say then be as true to yourself as you can. If you want to help then help. If you want your space then take your space. If you are honest with her she will be appreciative. You can communicate well so use this tool. Tell her all your concerns. She may look surprised but she will appreciate your honesty in all things.

I have been dealing with Hepatitis B and the diagnosis of liver damage. I am tired of waiting for the fruition of my healing. What else should I be doing to manifest my healing?


We will first say that healing with spirit always requires a spirit. That is, if you are not talking to your spirit then the spirit will not be healing you. It is like this. If you have a friend you haven't talked to in may years then for all intent and purpose he is no longer your friend. You may consider him your friend, but you are not acting out the relationship on a daily basis and are not enjoying the full benefit of the friendship.

Spiritual contact needs the contact of the higher centers. You can heal yourself there but getting there necesitates a constant self vigilance. We can advice this way then:

Ask everyday, three or four times or even more to be healed.

Keep your attention on your liver as much as possible. Be a God to your liver. Believe you are reforming it into its healthy condition. Do not relent. This may take you many months of focus and attention but it will be worth your while.

The liver is about purification of blood. You may want to use a clear red color in the decoration of your living space. Also if you can afford it, you may want to purchase a ruby ring or a red garnet. This is only to remind you of the combination of red and clarity. Your task is to pull your mental state away from your suffering and place it into your healing. Any reminders you create will be helpful.

We also advise you to be careful in your diet. Avoid heavy foods, oils and fats, meat, dairy, pastries. We say this only to lighten the load in your digestive tract. You want to avoid anything that creates a toxins that your liver must work to cleanse. The more food that is alive when you eat it the better. That is, if you can eat fruit picked from the tree and vegetables picked from the garden you will be better off than buying them a few days later.
Also, taking the live food and juicing it immediately will be beneficial for you. It is our impression that you have been already working in this direction. But avoid a strict regimine. By all means go easy on yourself with this. You do not have to abstain from any food - it is more important to include the living foods more often then to deny the sensual such as chocolate.

For a healing meditation you can do this. Visualize another body that is composed of an opalescent light. That is, a white, translucent color flecked with rainbows. See this body sitting in front of you then imagine yourself merging with it. Do this meditation everyday unless you are doing another one that you are already attached to. We do not ask you to give anything up.

What we have given you are only tools that can help you improve healing power. When the body is given a boost by the persoanlity then the healing power of the body is magnified. When the personality is given a boost by spirit then the healing power is again magnified. This requires a constant watching of the mind however. The mind needs to be trained to be quiet and let things happen. The mind will take over the personality and then claim all sorts of inabilities. So we say. Allow your spirit to enable your personality. Treat your spirit like a friend you see everyday. Allow her to come into your body everyday. She will want the healthiest body possilbe and she will guide you in that direction.

I am presently in search of a lover/companion to share my life with. Yesu, do you have any suggestions or advise on who this person is or where I can find him?

We are not one to teach a mechanical universe. We teach that all things are alive and act from an intelligence appropriate to their needs. A rock has intelligence that is suitable to the needs of a rock. A star has intelligence suitable to the needs of a star. Collectively they form the intelligence of the Universe which at a level takes a quantum leap to the intelligence of God.

We say this because we will offer you a way to direct your desire to find a suitable lover/companion. If you were one who was searching for Karmic Player then you would have found a few already. There are plenty of people who will find you useful to use as a Karmic Backboard to practise their Karmic shots. You are aware of this and this has held you back from being impulsive and careless in your relationships. So, here is a problem then. The qualties that you need to put yourself out into the World of relationships have not been well developed for good reason on your part.

Now we go back to our original statement about the nature of the Universe. In all things in nature there is a desire to serve that which is the other. Here is your desire for a relationship. You have a desire to serve another. This is true for rocks, insects, snakes, stars and the whole array of things that are. There are then types of minerals and plants that will aid you in your search. In one way it will aid you in believing that you have help. The believe in help will bring you help. So to use a mineral charm then it is useful to acknowledge the power of the mineral by believing that it will help you. If you do not believe that the charm will help then it will not help. Belief is necessary for help this way.

We recommend then that you go to a local rock shop and look at the stones. First examine the stones visually then if you are allowed to by the merchant, hold them in your hand. This is a stone that you will carry with you so it must have a property of durablity and of a small size. We recommend agate that are of a reddish color but with irregularites in the formation. If you can find one with folds of color you will have a good stone for your purpose. The stone should be about the size of the old silver dollar. The stone does not have to be an agate. It is important that it be one of your choosing.

After purchasing the stone you should meditate with it by holding it over your heart. Think of the qualities of the person you are looking for then feel them leaving your heart and into the stone. We recommend that you continue to charge the stone this way.

Your task then becomes one of extending your friendliness and not to be taken aback when it is not returned. When you feel threatened then think of what you are asking for. Allow what your are asking for to then fill your purpose. Your purpose is not one of retreat but advancement. Remeber that people are reflecting themselves upon you. So when you meet a person who seems rude, they are reflecting their present moment upon you. Think that perhaps they are rude because they are thinking about how their father ignored them or their mother hurt their feelings and they felt betrayed. Acknowledge to yourself that it is not you they are being rude to but their own reflections.

Also, give yourself a date and location when you want to meet this person. Picture yourself accidentaly meeting this person. When you have a thought that says you will never meet anyone, then change it to the picture of the meeting. Say, "I have not met this man yet but soon I will", then think of the scene you have created while holding the stone.

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The Boat
We would like to offer here, and to continue to offer in future issues, what we call "inner stories". Essentially they are neutral thought forms which can pull your mind out of ego and into the mind of the higher self. All you need do with the story is picture it in your mind.
We would suggest that you sit down in a comfortable and quiet location to read this. This is an interactive reading that permits your entry into yourself. (For those of you unfamiliar with our teaching, we teach that the ego, which is the false self, is composed of large groups of competing lesser selves which spend most of your time arguing with you).
For a few moments quiet your mind. This can be done very simply by listening to your surroundings. Notice this is an effortless process, you simply listen. If you have been told that you need to force yourself into a quiet mind then we will say that it never worked for us. Joy is effortless. Being is effortless. Simply listen to your surroundings. If you begin to identify the sounds, thank the mind for its ability and go on listening.
Now beneath these sounds is another sound. It is the sound of silence. This silence is supporting all the sounds you are hearing. A silence also supports the sounds you make in your mind, what you call your thoughts. You cannot quiet them with will; you use effortlessness to contact effortlessness.
You could think of the field of silence as being an ocean. If you could, imagine an ocean; picture the waves, the sky, the clouds, the wind, the foam, and anything else.
Now imagine a boat sailing on the ocean; give yourself a few moments and describe all the details of the boat to yourself. Go inside the boat, and picture yourself chained to the inside beams. You have been there for centuries and have grown accustomed to this restriction. You wonder it the boat has a pilot.
The hull is dark and uncomfortable. The chains are too tight. But you notice that a dim beam of light is passing through a crack in the door.
The thin beam becomes your only companion and soon you find yourself immersed in watching it. You notice that it has a motion across the hull. It begins on one side and through the course of the day moves to the other side. It also has another motion, one that you notice as the days pass by. As well as moving from side to side it is also moving gradually in a second direction, forward. Everyday it makes its side to side motion and every day it inches gradually forward toward your position. Finally one day it reaches your feet, and for a brief moment as it moves from side to side, it electrifies you with energy and you begin to remember your source. Everyday it moves steadily forward, moving up your legs and finally to the first chakra.
At the first chakra you have a memory of purpose.
When it reaches the second chakra you remember creation.
When it reaches the third chakra you remember power.
When it reaches the fourth chakra you remember your forgiveness.
When it reaches the fifth chakra you remember clarity.
When it reaches the sixth chakra remember silence.
When it reaches the seventh chakra you remember your identity and you realize the chains have never had power over you. They fall off and you are allowed to leave your imprisonment in the hull.
You walk to the door where the beam originates. As you open it you are immersed in the source of the beam.
You move out on deck and examine your surroundings. Map, compass, and sextant are all available. The rudder has been tied into position. You can release it and take control. You are the pilot. You can sail it now in any direction and enjoy the motion of the currents and wind.
Your map indicates the position of many islands. You decide to sail to one and after a few days you see it in the distance. You anchor your boat and make it to shore. On the white sand are thousands of shells of all shapes and varieties. They gleam with colors but only one shell attracts your attention - the oyster shell. You walk to it and looking down upon this lowly specimen you see a large round sphere. It is a pearl. This pearl is yours. You may pick it up and hold it in your hand.
Notice it is white and luminescent. Its surface subtly reflects all the colors of the rainbow. It reflects your potential.
The pearl most resembles your original form, when the Universe gave birth to itself. At one moment it was only one, then it thought of itself as a multitude and gave birth to trillions of pearls. You are one of them.
If you find yourself in the binds of the duality of the ego, simply think of this pearl. With practice the consciousness of the original self will be remembered and returned.
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Hungry Life
Life requires energy but energy itself is not life.
When someone says. I like or dislike your energy then they are not being precise in their thinking. Energy is neither good or bad. How can energy be either? Energy is neutral to all that requires it.
Life condenses energy into matter, but it never freezes energy - this is why you have your absolute zero. At this temperature energy would be frozen. Then matter would cease to be.
Energy supplies the vibration but is not the vibration. Life is the vibration. Saying someone has bad vibes would be better that saying bad energy. We however would not consider vibes as bad.
Vibration can be harmony or disharmony. Enlightenment means harmonizing your resonance. When you harmonize you can call more energy to you and conduct it more efficiently. The aim of all sparks of conscious life it to reach 100% efficiency. At 100% efficiency you know the source of all energy.
Goddess the mother is energy. When you realize 100% efficiency you then know God the Father. When you know God the Father a mating occurs. Then the child aspect of God and Goddess is realized and the Universe is created. Billions of stars are formed. God the child then is the universal player and lives in all beings.
When you are hungry know that your body is calling the Goddess. All hungry animals and plants call the Goddess. When they are content they become like the father but when they are hungry they call the mother, so, they are God the Child. Children run to their mothers when they are hungry.
The soul has a need for energy, but the soul does not eat matter, the soul eats experience. When you are awake you realize you are the feeder of the soul, so the soul becomes your child and you become the Goddess.
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Yeshua the Nazarean, is the Teacher of Righteousness of the Essene Nazarean Church of Mount Carmel. He guides and directs the earthly affairs of the B'nai-Amen - the Sons and Daughters of Amen.

Amen is an ancient name of the ultimate and most hidden Deity. Yeshua is the first creation of Amen. We who follow Yeshua in the ancient Way are called B'nai-Amen, which means - Children Of Amen.
Yeshua Ha Masshiach- Bios (Essene Jesus)
Name: Yesu, Yeshu, Yahshuah, or Yahowshua - the Essene Nazarite. (English: Jesus; Latin: IESVS; Greek: Iesous; Hebrew:Yeshu / Jeshu). Yeshu-Maria means "He saves His people." (Prices's study on the name of Yeshu).
"'Yeshu', as Jesus [Greek spelling] would actually have been addressed, means 'God Saves', and is merely a shortened form of the more old fashioned 'Yehoshua' ('Joshua' of the Old Testament). In the first century C.E. it would have been an extremely common name." - Ian Wilson, Jesus, The Evidence Titles: Redeemer, Savior, Christ, Messiah, Masshiach, Moreh Zadok, Teacher of Righteousness, Lord, Atonai, Adonai. The Nazarene. ("Nasrani", the Arab word for the Nasoreans, the followers of Jesus, also means "little fishes." )
Lineage: Conceived and born to both Mariam and Yoseph the Nazarites of Mt. Carmel, of the royal lineage of David. An all natural conception was accompanied by a divine overshadowing of the Shekinah - hence a spiritual birth and a completely natural birth. When Isaiah had been translated into Greek, the Hebrew word almah (veiled), which meant a young woman of marriageable age was mistranslated as parthenos - virgin.. Had Isaiah meant Emanuel's mother to be a virgin he would have called her bethulah, the proper meaning of which is a virgin maiden. (Genesis 24:16; Leviticus 21:13; Deuteronomy 22:14,23,28; Judges 11:37; I Kings 1:2).
Matthew's original wording has been preserved only in an early Syriac codex, in which the genealogy concluded:
"And Jacob fathered Joseph, the husband of Mary, and he fathered Jesus, the reputed Messiah." - Matthew 1:16
All surviving Greek manuscripts contain the revised genealogy:
"And Jacob fathered Joseph, the husband of Mary, of whom was born Jesus, the reputed Messiah." - Matthew 1:16

"Since the thesis that Jesus became Yahweh's son by adoption at his immersion was incompatible with the interpolated - Matthew's virgin birth myth, post Nicene Christians expurgated the line, 'Today I have become your father', from the synoptic gospels, and substituted, 'in whom I am well pleased.' "That 'Today I have become your father' was the wording of Matthew until at least 160 CE is attested by Justin Martyr in his Dialogue with Trpho (103); while evidence that Luke contained that wording until after 400 CE can be found in Augustine's Reply to Faustus the Manichaean (23:2)." - William Harwood, Mythologies Last Gods: Yahweh and Jesus
"...There still survived of the Lord's family the grandsons of Jude, who was said to be His brother, humanly speaking. These were informed against as being of David's line and brought...before Domitian Caesar...Domitian asked them whether they were descended from David, and they admitted it...."
- Eusebius, The History of the Church from Christ to Constantine
Jesus's grandnephews "acknowledged their royal descent when Domitian [81-96 C.E.] arrested them for the purpose of putting into effect a plan first conceived by Vespasian of exterminated the entire Davidic family. Domitian changed his mind and released them when he concluded that they were too simple to be dangerous.
"Domitian's failure to execute the extremely competent Shimeown bar Klofas is more difficult to fathom. Perhaps he took pity on the Head Nazirite because of his advanced age and because the surviving Davidic heirs would soon enough solve his problem by dying childless. Such compassion would have been inconsistent with surviving portraits of Domitian's character; but then few historians regard it as coincidence that the Emperors of whom only unfavorable biographies survive tended to be those who took the severest measures to protect the empire from the malevolence of the Christians. Following the deaths of Shimeown (whom Trajan did execute in 105 or 107 C.E.), Jacob and Zakharyah, leadership of the Nazirites passed to persons not of Jesus' family, and this enabled the Christians finally to dismiss the Nazirites as heretics and claim that they were the true heirs of Jesus' teachings."
- William Harwood, Mythologies Last Gods: Yahweh and Jesus
"Eusebius reports that the Desposyni [the Master's people] - the descendants of Jesus's family... survived to become leaders of various Christian churches, according, it would seem, to a strict dynastic succession. Eusebius traces them to the time of the Emperor Trajan, A.D. 98-117."
- Baigent, Leigh & Lincoln, The Messianic Legacy
Birth: probably on Monday, March 19, 7 BC, just after midnight on the 24th lunar day of the month of Qashot (Horoscope with Sun in Capricorn, Moon in Scorpio, Asc in Libra) (This is the year of the great conjunctions of Jupiter and Saturn in Pisces, signifying the birth of the Jewish Messiah. Less notable stellar events also occured in 4 BC, the year of Herod's death).
"On 17 December 1603 the Tügingen-educated German astronomer John Kepler observed a striking conjunction of the planets Saturn and Jupiter in the constellation Pisces, and calculated that a similar conjunction must have occurred in 7 B.C.E. He speculated that this might have been the true year of Jesus' birth, it generally being agreed that the original dating of the nativity to the year 1 C.E., by the sixth century monk Dionysius Exiguus, derived from a miscalculation. Kepler found support for his theory in a Jewish rabbinical reference to the Messiah appearing when Saturn and Jupiter were in conjunction in the constellation of Pisces."
- Ian Wilson, Jesus, The Evidence
"'In the east' is a mistranslation of en th anatolh which also means 'at first light of dawn' which, of course, comes from the east. If the triple conjunction of 7/6 BCE was interpreted by the gospel writers as the 'Star of Bethlehem,' it was indeed visible only at dawn and would have been viewed in the constellation of pisces in the southern sky....coincidentally over Bethlehem if one is traveling south from Jerusalem."
- Jack Kilmon (CrossTalk)

Appearance: Nazarite hairstyle (long hair, parted in the middle). Dark skinned. White seamless Essene Robe.
Travels: Known to have gone to Egypt, Persia, India and Tibet. (See "St. Issa" text, Ouseley text, Cayce Readings).
Languages: Aramaic, Hebrew and Pali. Probably Greek and possibly Latin.
Important Dates:
25 AD, January 6th: Yesua (Jesus) miqvahed / baptized in the Jordan, at about 30 years of age, to remove ritual impurity by John the Baptist ... (a Saturday a few days after the full moon on the 3rd). (note: January 6th is the traditional, pre 4th century date, Cayce date and Orthodox date for Yeshua's immersion)
25 AD, January 6th to Febuary 16th - Yeshu spends 40 days fasting in the "wilderness."
25-28 AD, Febuary 16th 25 AD to April 23, 28 AD: Yeshua's ministry, foundation years of Nazarenism. (3 years, 2 months, and 7 days,)
28 AD, Apr 23: Yeshu the Nazarite (Jesus) crucified on the lunar Sabbath, Nisan 14th (Friday, April 23, 28 AD), [Ref: John, Unauthorized Version/Fox] {And at three o'clock, Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lema sabachthani," which translates to "My God, my God, why did you desert me?} -Mk15:34(Gaus). Some think Last Supper would have been Thursday evening, the sixth day of the lunar week. (23Apr28 and 7Apr30 possible Fri/14/Nisan crucifixion dates).
If Yeshu was crucified on Passover eve, 14th Nisan, 28 AD, His death would have been on the lunar Sabbath and fast day (a Friday afternoon), April 23rd, 28 AD (The beginning of Nisan should have been Friday, April 9th at dusk, just after the sun-moon conjunction in tropical Aries).
This would have made Yeshua just over 34 years old if born on Monday, January 6th, 7 BC, (24th lunar day of Qashot) giving Him 3 years, 3 months, and 17 days since His baptism on January 6th, 25 AD (a Saturday a few days after the full moon on the 3rd).
28 AD, June 26th: Yeshua the Nazarite (Jesus) confers Enshroudment (Priesthood) on Apostles at Pentecost in the 339th (Greek) year, according to the "Teachings of the Apostles." Dawn of the 1st day of the lunar week (a Saturday), June 26th, 28 AD - Full Pentecost Moon of Teomim. (This date is based on a New Moon conjunction in tropical Gemini at dusk on Friday, June 11th, 28 AD. It assumes that Pentecost is celebrated on the full moon of Teomim / Sivan, 50 days (not counting dark moon days) from the end of Passover).
If Pentecost /Shavuot is counted 50 days from the second day of Passover (including dark moon days), as in the Rabbinic school, then it falls on the 6th day of Sivan, not the 15th. This would be a Friday night, June 16th, and Saturday day, June 17, 28 AD. This date is not the first day of the week in either the lunar week calendar or the Rabbinical week day calendar, thus lending credence to a different Nazarene Shawui calendar and method for calculating Shavuot / Pentecost.
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The book's full name is The Acts of Yesu our Lord and Saviour.
Not much is known about the history of this book. It is supposed that most of it was originally written in Kharoshti, the script also used for other works of the time. There is evidence of at most four editors at work, two of which seem to effect a major change in style. This is probably due to later attempts to recompile the book, translating from fragments of different origin. There may have been a very early Aramaic and even Greek Acts of Yesu which was treasured among the Syriac and Egyptian Nazoreans.
The current work is the result of many translations and reparations made to it. This book, along with Magdalene Scriptures, Saint’s works and church rubrics was subject to much persecution in the past, starting in the 3rd century in Iran, the Han period from the 5th century onward, continuing during the Islamic period from the 8th century onward and in the 17th century western Christianity again destroyed libraries of Nazorean Scriptures of Church of the East.
Acts of Yesu, especially in its current form, is held in highest regard by devotees of the Church. Its imperfections remind us to never forget the human ability to lower itself to the level where even holy Scripture and writings of Saints can be destroyed.
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[Chapters 1 - 58]
(1) These are the acts of Yesu the Saviour which Siphor soldier to Truth recorded, as the Lord showed him the visions thereof when he entreated Him in India. That night, the day after the slaying of our holy brother and divine guide Baba Thoma, the one called by the Greek Dydimus Yuda Brother of Yesu, I received this and recorded it by my own hand.
The acts of Yesu cannot be recorded in one book and cannot be known by one man because Yesu lived between different men at different times and the Saviour travelled throughout the nations and spoke the tongues of many and the acts of Yesu continues forever amongst all people.
Nothing in all the universes can contain all the acts of Yesu but these are what my insufficient soul was able to record from what God the Mother gave me when Yesu visited us in India.
The Announcement
(2) During the Feast of Light, when the moon darkened behind the mountains at the mid-hour the great announcement was made to the leaders of the men of the White Brothers in the valley of the district of Kashmiri. The announcement of the incarnation of the Light Bearer who will be called Saviour. When the leaders of the White Brothers became understanding of the message they sent for those in Partia and India to come and find, in holy meditation, the time and place of the Great Incarnation. Important it was for to find the child to be taken to safety and to school because the Evil powers oppose, out of fear, the deities and energies of the great souled ones, therefore concentrated on preventing the messengers from God reaching their (goals) destinations. For more than nine months the wise ones were meeting in places to determine the place and time - and the whole time the Evil powers held their councils and were fortifying their ranks to launch their wars on the child from God.
The search for The Great Incarnation
(3) By the following year at the Feast of Light the wise saints were meeting to ask for guidance and the angel of Light gave the holy ones directions to take them to the child. Fifteen holy ones were purified in ceremonies and sent following the angel through the valleys and plains to find and care for the Great Incarnation.
(4) Eight months they travelled West into the lands of the Partians, the Romans and Syrians. At all the holy places they stopped for provisions and the brothers and sisters of the ashrama laboured hard in keeping evil away from the travellers and they formed a (protective) cloud of holiness around the convoy and all the food rations were blessed and holy clean water was provided.
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And the angels led the party by night into the valley called Jordan in the land of the Samaritans where ashrama of White Brothers waited on God in firm meditation.

(5) The holy ones in caravan were not received with great joy because the community was in mourning. When they were asked by Aghad, the caravan leader of the holy ones, what the trouble was they answered that God had left them in despair because of their sinfulness. They told how one devotee of many years fell into lust and dishonoured a maiden in training for the priesthood. As they had fallen from grace they were sent to be married and live outside the ashrama in a nearby village. Ever since that day when the child and the devotee left to be married the ashrama had fallen into gloom and many had left to live in Egypt. Then the news came of the birth of the child of the devotees even greater troubles started. The devotees were falling in doubt and were neglecting their watchfulness. Distrust was breaking the ashrama.
The dream
(6) Upon hearing these things the holy ones asked to be left alone in meditation. They were so tired from the trip and the hour was late and they all fell asleep from weariness. That night the angel brought the same dream to three of the holy ones; the dream about the boy child who was running naked through the valleys and hills of many lands, in merriment, but the priests and the boy's mother were in despair and the mother was wailing and the priests were pulling out their beards. The mother was resigned to crying all the time and the priests were angry and quarrelled among themselves.
(7) When morning came, the three told their dream to the other and the message was clear to them that they were not headed toward Egypt in their search but that the Incarnation was close by. Upon sharing the revelation with the priest of the ashrama, God the Spirit of Wisdom drew near the congregation and She placed knowledge of the secret in their hearts and immediately the whole gathering knew that the child who had given birth to a boy child in the spring was the boy child from God; and they sent one devotee of that area with one holy one from Partia to secretly search after the man Yusaf and his young betrothed Mari who has a boy child. It came to pass that Yusaf and his wife and child was renting a space to sleep in the carved out stable of the Inn in the village called Bread House.
(8) When the holy ones heard this news they were more convinced and they praised God as the Scriptures were fulfilled. These things they also heard, that Yusaf was working as a carpenter for daily wages and the child Mari working as a servant in the Inn, because no longer were they welcome in the ashrama.
(9) The two men reported their findings to the holy ones from Partia, India and Kashmiri and Arabia and these made plans to visit Yusaf the following day.
The three tests
First they visited and Gasparadan the elder from India placed three golden coins in the child's hand and the child gave it to his father Yusaf. The next day they visited and Melchar gave the baby child a measure of Persian incense to hold and the child gave it to his mother. Next they visited, being troubled by the signs, and Baltzar the Arabian presented the child with a measure of myrrh but immediately the child proceeded to pour it on himself and rub it on his head, and he placed the bitter in his mouth. When his mother tried to take it from him to prevent him from being hurt by the strong herbs the boy child refused her. She was very much angered because the teacher in disguise gave her child such dangerous substance and wanted to chase the men from their room.

(7) Yusaf, who had sensed the holiness flowing from the visitors dressed as workers, for they were in disguise, prevented his wife from throwing the men out and required of them an explanation of what it was that they were after. But Mari was saying that the child needed help to be cleansed from the strong myrrh which would surely burn the child, then the elder asked them to witness how content and very peaceful the child looked, and that it did not seem troubled by the presence of the myrrh but rather seemed the more happy for its presence. And Mari and Yusaf looked and they saw the countenance of the child had changed and a peace was upon their child and the peace was filling the room. And Yusaf, Mari and the child were taken to residence in the ashrama by the sea and they were told about all that had happened since three years passed when the divine message of the Great Incarnation first became known in the East among the holy ones.
Instruction to hide
(8) Then it came to pass that the Angel of Light came to pay homage to the child and told the leaders to abandon that residence and move the child to the Egyptian schools of the healers of the White Brothers and for all of the residents of that ashrama to be sent out to the different parts of the world to tell other holy communities about the Great Incarnation and to warn them to prepare for his tuition and his teaching.
(9) All the priests and masters started preparing their Scriptures, and young children (initiates) made ready for the Light which was to be received by the world. And all the devotees were divided into small groups and all left together in different directions on one day and no one ever returned to that ashrama. This was the cover of secrecy which the elders used, that many small groups moved in many directions at once, to conceal the destination of the holy child.
Education in exile
(10) In Egypt the child, Yesu received education of reading and writing and he was reading and singing Holy Scripture in running laughter (galloping joy, jubilation) when he was five years of age. When the seventh year of Yesu came to pass, he was moved with his mother to the Greek schools in Alexandria to learn the tradition. When the 11th year of Yesu came to pass, he was moved with his mother to the Hebrew schools of Siphora in Galilee to learn the tradition. Yusaf the father of Yesu then finished his work of repentance rebuilding the house of Asclepias in Syria and he returned to Galilee. And Yusaf went ahead of Mari to prepare for them a place in the city of Ekbata where Yesu was taken. All the time when the child was not in school he played by the side of the roads and spoke to people in the markets, and all who travelled through these cities knew the child.
(11) All the time devotees from Kashmiri and Partia and India prepared for the education and keep of the family of Yesu.
Desert teaching
When Yesu was a young man and his year was fourteen he took the caravan up to the plains of Dash’t and he continued his schooling and his ministry began. God ordained it that the ministry of Light and healing began among the people who suffered the most darkness, those being the priests and masters of the ashrama and religious schools.
(12) And Yesu mastered their teaching, and improved their doctrine, and gained in excellence and dispelled much corruption and evil from the midst of their mysteries And he was not loved and those in darkness hated him and planned to have him killed. But the young ones (initiates) and his close followers helped him against those lying waiting upon him. And Yesu exhorted the priests and masters to live their self-crafted doctrines of corruption and he was well received by the holy ones, but a menace to them abusing their powers.
Suicide of the priests
(13) In the Sistia it came to pass that Yesu mastered the art of affinity when the high priest of the temple planned to poison the Saviour. The priests crafted to tell Yesu the drinking of the poison was the test for mastery of the tradition; that Yesu may not leave before the test. This they said because they knew that no man can stand alive after taking one drop of that poison between his lips and so they planned to do away with Yesu; also, to disgrace his reputation.
(14) And Yesu, led by the Spirit of the Mother, agreed to take the test on his final day before departing to India. And the students of Yesu came to know about the evil craft and they warned him to leave by the night. And Yesu retreated in meditation and enquired of the Father and Mother what his duty was.
(15) It thus came to pass how Yesu was led to mastery over the energies of nature to serve the religion of the Persians to purification. And he prepared himself to drink the poison; the night and the rest of the following day Yesu prepared in meditation and training and when the hour came when the temple was filled for the great initiation, and the people of the villages and the city came rejoicing and happy; it came that Yesu entered with other young ones in the tradition but he was wearing the white robe of the master.
(16) And silence fell upon the crowds and the priests came to him and scolded him for dishonouring the white robe, and Yesu turned and said, ‘Mothers and Brothers of this city, students of this holy school, you study the art of self-mastery through affinity, proud you are, most resolute devotees of this ancient tradition. And the God our Father and Mother above in Heaven bless you with gifts. And you show your praise by the good lives you have, and keeping this by giving food and money.
(17) Many know how it is said that corruption tear traditions of old apart; and how fresh holy nectar swell to break out of the constrains of its old shell; you know that if a person is purified by the fire from within, then no evil can withstand that fire, and that evil is burned to come to nothing. As some priests are planning to kill a son of God for speaking the truth; a pure one will withstand their fire but an evil one will come to nothing; and they would drink the poison they had prepared for me without being touched by harm.’
(18) And they wanted to silence Yesu and take him to the street for a flogging but he let them not and they were calmed at his gaze. And Yesu said, ‘This unholy cup prepared for me will show the resolution of those who are your masters.’
And many people who believed in Yesu came forward and many students and some priests came forward. And Yesu ordered the high priest and those with them to bring more poison but they refused, saying it was finished. And they spoke among one another and decided that if Yesu was to lead many to their death on this day that it would be that he brought a disgraceful end to himself all by his own, and they were satisfied by the way.

(19) And Yesu asked them to drink with them but they refused saying, ‘What the Lord measures out is sufficient for us.’ And Yesu took the cup and he blessed it and he raised it and all the people prayed with him and he said, ‘Father of all clean spirits Mother of all good knowledge let this cup be unto those who are impure and who are vexing evil toward the sons of Light, a test unto their affinity. Through their hatred toward us they are in affinity to us, through our love toward them we are in affinity to You.’
(20) And He drank the whole of the cup; and those priests and teachers who were vexed in evil toward the Saviour and his pupils and followers fell to the ground and died a horrible death for all to see their deceit.
To Kashmiri
(21) The Saviour left that town by the East road, alone as he came into it. Many sick people met him on the way as the word of his travels were going around and he preached of the one Spirit in all and taught and healed many on his way.
(22) On the way to Kashmiri our Saviour entered by the valley road and at the pass the man asked him for his name because the news of Yesu had not yet reached those areas. Yesu said to the gatekeeper, ‘Nada, my older brother, I am returning home after many years. I desire to visit my family and to meet my younger sister which I know not.’ And the gatekeeper knew not how Yesu knew his name and Yesu entered the Kashmir without announcement.
Harvesting
(23) Here the Saviour worshipped at the temple and followed those priests into the mountains for the moonlight harvest, and they all thought of him as one already initiated into the secrets of the priesthood because he spoke with authority and he brought new ways of knowing old things. For two weeks Yesu stayed with the priests preparing the Soma and leaven for the devotees of the low countries.

A large portion is missing here
Jammu or Tibet
(34) Yesu took to the schools of the northern areas when he was twenty four years; and mastered the art of self-control 3 taught by those as the Way; and Yesu loved the Scriptures and meditated on the healings it wrought.
(35) The high priest of the ashrama of that area called on Yesu to be their teacher for their school could not teach him anything he could not master immediately; but Yesu asked not; but to be tested along with the other according to the will of God. Upon this the high priest called Niho’s agreed and prayed to Yesu not to bring harm or destruction to the people of that town because they do not recognise him as bodhisattva. Yesu blessed the priest saying, ‘Brother and father, you are doing the will of the heavenly Father and you are guided by our Mother as you serve our family. You are doing what I am learning to do, and not one of us is greater than the other because only One is great and that is God.’

(36) When the time came for the monks to be tested Yesu performed with them all the feats of the yoga which they were taught about the fire and ice in the belly.
Magdalene
(37) At that time prostitutes were brought in to the ashrama to sleep in the beds of the monks as the tradition was. For many months the monks disrobe and sleep naked by them without any issue before gaining success in self-control. The child brought in for Yesu was called Magdalene, from an important family in the province where the Buddha was born in India.

(38) When brought in to Yesu she was pleading with him saying, ‘Holy Teacher, please send me away from you I entreat in the name of the Deities. I am filled with corrupting lust and all good I touch burn to nought by it. Demons wrought evil unto the good people of this city by my soul; therefore sir I beg you do not allow me close to you. My affliction of lust entices even holy men to fall. I beg sir, the holy superiors of this city know my evil ways and the power by which demons bewitch through me, and this they know for they have knowledge of it.
(39) Of certain they have knowledge that my scarred body beckons no man, even less a holy teacher, but by the consort of the Deity my lust which even now is burning inside is un-quenching fire too much for any to withstand. Good teacher, do not allow this sin to be accounted to me, do not let the gods account to me the fall of one more holy man. I fear where I may end lest you save me in this way. If you will not, sir, I beg you to take the life from me and let me die without this stain which will be unbearable.’
(40) The child told Yesu how she fell in lust with a girl from her town and how they were discovered in sexual embrace, and they were hauled before the town elders. Her parents were disgraced and sold her to a brothel owner and told him to send her far away from there but the other girl, from a poor house, was sent to work in the gold mines where she will surely die. That was how she came to be a prostitute in that city and she has served with diligence the lust which burns in her soul.
Yesu teaches Mari
(41) Yesu took pity on the young girl; and following the rules of the initiation, told her to undress and sit on his bed. And Yesu taught her the secret art of sacred sensuality; of using the body and the senses to engender holy energy to the purpose of purification and control over the senses and the bodily impulses. Three months the test endured and every night Yesu was teaching Magdalene all the secrets about healing and about mystical union with the Energies of God.
(42) Magdalene advanced quickly because she was a lover of God and she controlled her intelligence and she became an expert yogi for her love and sensitivity. She conquered the lust which ran wild within her and tamed it and gained control over her soul; and, Yesu cleansed her and banished the demons from her, seven in number, and the Saviour taught Magdalene the Greek reading and the Aramaic, and she read.

(43) Magdalene learned by night, but for according to monk’s rule the prostitute was naked throughout, sharing the mat. In the mornings the master teacher came to see if any issue from the monk was there but he only found Yesu and Magdalene in holy meditation.
Exhortation to leave
(44) Before the time was due the master teacher and the high priest came and made plea with Yesu to abandon their school and to go away in peace, but the Saviour said, ‘Teachers of this school, whatever you teach to the children of God you also deem fit to serve to God as a meal – do not change your doctrines when you fear an angel to be in your midst because, I tell you a truth, every child you minister to is a child of God and is valued even higher than angels.’ And Yesu continued to fulfil the provisions for initiation, making all the teachers nervous and searching if the tradition was in good favour with the All Knowing One.
Mari presented for initiation
(45) When the time was fulfilled Yesu presented Mari to the elders and asked for her to be tested along with the men. These words caused much dissension for never has a woman been to school for holy initiation.
And the priests came to Yesu and said, ‘Teacher from the West. We have heard about you and the wrath you spew; how you disrupt every school; and even rumours of how you slew fourteen priests in Partia. Now we see that you are set on destroying us. We treated you well and we gave you our finest, therefore we beg. What wrong have we committed against you? That we may correct our ways and find favour with you, tell us. But this plan you wrought with the woman will bring this holiness to tragedy and the people of these towns will have a temple no more. Be merciful; allow opportunity to make amends where we wronged you.’
(46) But Yesu said, ‘Truly I tell you. Our Mother in Heaven knows and our Father in Heaven watches us here today - there will be no rest in Paradise unless we meet this thing in face. I come to do only what I am sent to do, I have no plans for all plans are of my Father, I wrought no wisdom of my own for I have no such, all Wisdom is by my Mother. I serve with dispassion and know not the purpose of my Father in heaven. My task easy for I am told what to do at every time. Let us not run from the face of God, come with me and walk through the purifying fire.’
(47) The priests were worried and talked among one another. The elder came to speak and said, ‘Teacher, we are human and it is in our nature to protect that which we think holy. We are obliged to withstand you because we do not see how your destruction can be of a benefit to us.’
(48) Yesu reached out and held the priest to his bosom and said, ‘Only an inexperienced tree thinks of pruning as a destruction. Only a foolish tree resists the farmer’s attempts to prune, nourish and culture. The farmer has one desire for his tree – that is to yield fruit to the tree’s potential.’
(49) Yesu stood up and addressed the congregation gathering at the time saying, ‘Sisters and brothers, fathers and mothers, children of God - you are weary to allow this female child into the priesthood which in your culture means to be walking in heaven by the hand of God – yet you allow this child to be used by the demons of your city to bring you pleasure in depravity. How are you to invite this child of God into the hell you make but you are weary to invite her into the heaven you make. All the feats of magic which you taught these devotees to do, she can do. All the exercises of control over natural energies she can do. Mari, a child of this city is now in possession of all the secrets of monks of your tradition. Surely it is better for a prostitute to advance to Heaven and be saved through her than for more monks and citizens to descend to hell in her?
(50) Why are you wary, because you men and women made her a prostitute when you bought her for your lust, or because God made her a woman? Is it because the test in front of all the city here today has (the requirement of) the monk to be naked? You know Mari, child of this city, she is a female? Surely most of this town has seen the child not only naked but worse. Are you wary because her nakedness may corrupt you, surely you are corrupted already, if not then because you are in control over your self already? I urge you before God, allow this woman whom I trained to be a monk to be honoured by initiation — or God, who made her a monk, will make her into a male for your sake.’
(51) At this the women and the elders of the city stood up and urged the priests to allow Mari to be tested. A great riot resulted in the temple and those who think of women as less than men left to take the riot to the street. Other men marched to the brothels and paid the price of many slaves to be freed. Yesu took Mari and they left that city to be purified by its own fire.
(52) Yesu walked with Mari but stopped by a river to rest on the way down the valley where women were washing. Mari went down to the women and spoke with them, and told them everything that happened; and how Yesu taught her to read the Scriptures; and the women became exited and Mari recited verses from the Scriptures and told them what they meant. Mari brought the women up to speak with Yesu and they asked him many questions about birth and marriage and transmigration and love and children and duty.
(53) When they had finished Yesu was leaving to wander and told Mari to stay with the women two more days and meet again with him in Sringa on the fourth day and Mari remained with the women.
The order of Melchizedek
(54) Yesu spent the night alone with God in the sanctuary of the priests of the holy mountain. He told the priests that he was wandering South and then West through Partia and the priests gave him three horns full of holy leaven and prepared Soma to minister to the people of those lands; because they knew Yesu was a priest of the Melchizedek and he was along the route of Abraham of old.
Mari gets lost
(55) When the time came Mari was looking for Yesu in the city but it was the time of the Feast of Shiva and she could not see him anywhere. By the afternoon she became tired and rested by the water fountain when a child came to her saying that the one who she seeks is in the temple of Kali. Mari rushed over there to find Yesu but she could not for the place was full with pilgrims and she went from one room to the other asking anyone if they had not seen the young bearded teacher from Partia. Then, in the rush of the crowd she asked a blind man, not knowing of his blindness, if he had seen the teacher and he answered her, ‘Child, you are so busy searching that you do not stop to look. The one you are seeking is at the Temple of All Bodhisattvas and Buddha the Merciful at the end of the road.’ And Mari ran down the road to the shrine to meet Yesu, fearing that he would depart from the city if she did not find him.
(56) The shrine was in silence because the festival was not one of the Buddha tradition and there was no one inside in homage. Mari began to cry and sat at the feet (of the statue); she was angry and fearful because the owner of her could reclaim her if she had no protection from the master. After a time she calmed her-self, and when firm in mind she heard Yesu speaking with her saying, ‘Mari my sister, you have so filled yourself with noise, how could you hear me calling to you. I came to you as a child but you looked over my bare feet and hunger; I came to you as a beggar but you did not see my impairment and sorrow; you are searching for something only you know; search for the Spirit of God in everyone.’
(57) Mari turned around to see Yesu but he was not standing there. ‘Where are you Master,’ she cried out. ‘I am here sister, I am in the Kali temple, I am with the priests of the holy mountain, I am everything and everywhere. I am so close you cannot know. Come and sit with me in the garden.’ Mari left the shrine and ran outside in search, and when through the garden gate, there she found Yesu busy taking with the Buddhist elders. They talked about helping the young teacher Narjuna who would be in the King’s court, to call a meeting with the other schools who were in dispute with one another. Yesu asked leave to go and declared he will be back for the meeting. The elder said, ‘The plans of humans are like kindling.’ And Yesu said, ‘God is the source of all fire and all kindling, but even kindling gives enough heat to cook a meal.’
Mari ashamed
(58) Mari said, ‘I am ashamed Master.’ But Yesu said, ‘Silly child, when you allow seven demons to ruin your soul and drag you naked in unbridled passion through the streets like a bitch in heat, then you do not think yourself ashamed. Now you stumble over a holy exercise and you feel yourself ashamed. Shame is the pitiful luxury of those who think highly of themselves. Humility is a fire using shame for kindle.’



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[Chapters 59 - 108]
The Lord teaches the begging children
(59) Lord Yesu and Mari stayed with the begging children and taught them how to find food and to make clothing and huts for winter time. And Mari told them stories from the Scriptures about the great flood and Manu, and Adman and Joppa and the Jivatman and Yesu healed their sores and afflictions.
(60) When the morning came it was the day of the festival and two monks came by and saw Yesu living with the children and they spoke together saying; this city will be cursed if it leaves a great teacher and healer to live like an animal and they went up to him saying, ‘Sir, is there anything we can do to help you get a better place to sleep, and a plate of food to eat? We offer you our facilities which are pleasing, there is good food made ready for the festival and many things which can be enjoyed.’
(61) Then Yesu asked the monks, ‘Is this place a fine place for a pure at heart child of God to rest and be taken care of? And the monks replied that certainly it was so. Then Yesu took Mary and the children and they went to lodge in the ashrama for three days. And the elders and the priest were angered at this but they dared not speak out for fear of Yesu for the reputation of his learning and his miracles were well known.
(62) After the festival when the guests and devotees from India were leaving Yesu asked to be taken to the elders to thank them. When the monks brought Yesu into the assembly he started reciting verses from their Scripture which teaches of humility, mercy and innocense and he asked the elders to explain why, even if their Scriptures tell them otherwise, do they refuse to feed and heal the children from their own. But the elders answered that the children are from another caste and sect.
(63) Upon hearing this, Yesu then stood up and took his leave from them saying that he and the children of God feel insulted by them for not showing hospitality to others. The priests were very angered and demanded to know why Yesu could say that; because for days he and Mari and the children were fed and clothed and bathed and served like royal visitors but yet Yesu says they are inhospitable.
(64) And Yesu said, ‘I was not aware that you are from a different caste to mine. I and my disciple and the children are from the caste of the children of God the Father and Mother but you say that we are different – now this means that you are from the caste of evil because only the caste of evil thinks of themselves as belonging elsewhere than the caste of the children of God.’ And a great argument erupted between the elders and the priest and the devotees. The most senior elder then came forward and asked Yesu, ‘Teacher, we have heard how these things happened in other Ashrama when your wrath make the people rip themselves apart. This time please do not leave us but help us to find a true solution for some of what you had said is true teaching and shows weeds growing in our field; we were not even aware of these.’ And Yesu and Mari stayed with them two months and they were teaching and grooming devotees for The Way and the tradition purified itself from the rust and moths of years of neglect.
(65) When the time came for Yesu to leave for India the beggar children were no longer left but were cared for by the Ashrama of the city. This was the beginning of the ‘new caste’ which still spreads from that city down to India of which I am now a priest.
(66) Yesu and Mari left the city to travel down to where the Great West road to Parthia was, and on the way they were cared for the people of every town where they were received hospitably. Yesu, through the faith of the people, wrought miracles of healing and where their faith was lacking Yesu wrought healings of their children. And many would follow them from town to town but Yesu asked them to remain in devotion to The Way and seek only union with the Energies of God because where he was going no one could follow.
(67) And many times he told Mari to stay behind and minister to the women and he promised that he would return afterward but Mari followed Yesu even two days behind and she remained walking in his footsteps, saying, ‘My Lord; my life, my soul, my spirit, my body and my death all follow you; for wherever you walk the road leads to Heaven because you will not walk any other Way, therefore Master, all of me follows you.’
In Persia
(68) And Yesu was 27 years when, as he was instructed by the holy ones, he entered the gates of the Nazoreans at Edes-Ra’y. When he entered the whole assembly was waiting for him as it was so ordained of many years by the elders that on this day the Saviour will enter into the mysteries of the Nazoreans.
(69) When he arrived, some in the assembly secretly enquired where the Saviour’s companion was since they heard he was travelling with a handmaiden called Mari. Yesu said, ‘I was invited to attend your school and to enjoy the hospitality of your holy communion by your elders, even when I was a child. I am not to bring any unwanted guests into your house, if you are to have her to be in your home you will invite her by yourself since she is making for herself a hut by the river outside of the city.’ The brothers immediately sent for Mari saying, ‘the handmaiden of the Saviour is welcome in our house.’
(70) And Yesu asked them why they call him their saviour, and the elder said, ‘you Saviour, are the one we have been waiting on to show us the Way out of the desert. Your coming is foretold by the ages and the Scriptures sing your song.’ Yesu asked the elder to make him understand how he can be the Saviour of all, as they say.
(71) And the elders explained to the Saviour saying the following teaching; ‘From among all the children of this race you are the one who has lived more closely to the Way and made advances in soul and spirit which surpass that of all other. Now, in this incarnation you can walk the Way to perfection for your love is greater than any other. It is so for if you gain perfection while in the body your advance will be for all men for once for all time. In this the Way will be cleared for us who cannot see the Light. Your accomplishment, O Saviour, will bring the Light into flesh to shine for all men to know for all times. Sacred doctrines about the Way have been given to all men for all ages but the children of God have hard hearts and follow in great difficulty. The priests corrupt all good teaching in time and holy traditions are made secret and forgotten. The Saviour shall conquer the adversity of men and purify the doctrines and clear the Way for all time. Our Saviour will face the wrath of the nations and the onslaughts of the Tempter and will engage in holy warfare against all that corrupts mankind. The Saviour will lead the army of holy ones in battle and be the one to slay the dragon who holds the Pearl captive, and free the Pearl, clearing the Way for all time and all men. This is how the Saviour is to come to save all mankind from themselves. Those captive in the hell of their own making, burning in the eternal flames of their passions will be shown the Way to purification. Because of the advances the Saviour will make, fulfilling all Scripture and sacred Tradition all mysteries will be opened to all men and perfection becomes the more possible for all. In his great love the Saviour releases the Grace of becoming in perfection on behalf of all that for all may savour the blessedness which to now was the prize only of the few holy heroes of this age. Men will reclaim their state higher than the angels because of the work the Saviour is come to perform.’
(72) And Yesu, listening to every teaching with all his heart became impassioned and a spirit of doubt afflicted him. And he cried for the darkness that hides the Pearl from men and blinds them to reality. And he asked the brothers to pray for him unto discernment whether it be for him to approach the task of Saviour which the elders spoke of.

(73) And all the holy brothers prayed with Yesu and their labours continued for three days. During this time they neither ate nor drank anything and the meditations of their earnest hearts were heard throughout Syria, Palestine, Partia, India and Egypt and in the Heavens.
(74) At the end of the three days the brothers came out saying there was no doubt but that Yesu was the one who should be doing the work of the Saviour, but Yesu was weary and continued to be troubled.
(75) And the brothers, led by the elder Zosimar, began preparations for the Nazorean initiation to ready Yesu for his task. Yesu closed himself in a cell and the elders came one by one and each taught him of the mysteries and of the secret Scriptures and he was locked in contemplation for three months.
Mari angers the elders
(76) During all this time Mari was ministering to the women of the Nazorean and telling them how Yesu liberated her and the women of the communities in India and Partia. The Magdalene taught the women and children those things Yesu told her to teach.
(77) After a while some of the older women came to the elder Zosimar and laid a charge against Mari that she was teaching the women and children a strange doctrine telling them to abandon their traditional roles and walk like men the mystical Way. These charges angered the brothers and they immediately sent for Mari and told her to cease teaching her subversive doctrines and to refrain from speaking with their women and children. Mari listened to all the charges and agreed to having taught those doctrines, and when the elders had finished instructing her and reminding her that she was a guest and should conduct herself accordingly; also charging that she was not a good handmaiden for her Master since not even once has she done anything to make Yesu more comfortable.
Then she said this to the assembly. ‘Masters and Teachers of this splendid ashrama I urge you to reconsider (your position) on this because you are asking me to choose between the instructions and doctrines of my Saviour and Liberator and the laws of your petrified and insensitive rules. I am not able to compare your dimness with the radiant splendour of Yesu and therefore I am not a lover of you but I am a lover of God by the way Yesu taught me. A muzzle will not silence me and neither will I be silenced from preaching this liberation even after death. In the realms of the netherworld (Akasa) I will be heard preaching Liberation of the Light. So do what you must but do not expect to silence me easily.’ And Mari resumed preaching and teaching.
(78) The following day the elders Zosimar, Ephrim and two others went to the cell where Yesu was in preparation asking of him to silence his handmaiden from uttering subversive doctrines. And Yesu said, ‘Was it I who invited her into your presence? Certainly those who invited her should also be the ones telling her to leave when she is unwanted.’
(79) And the elders explained that they were afraid to offend Yesu and were hoping that he would examine the doctrines that Mari teaches and rebuke her for it. But Yesu answered that Mari teaches only what she was taught as any devotee of a Master teaches only that which is allowed.
(80) And they inquired of Yesu who this Master was and Yesu said it is he. ‘We had no idea that you held such strange teachings. Where did you get it from and who was the master who organised this to be part of your training?, they asked of him in earnest,
(81) but Yesu said, ‘I am sent by our Father and I am taught by our Mother, no person and no Scripture can teach me the mysteries and justice which my parents give me. The Scriptures are nursemaids for children but Holy Mother our God teaches and raises mature athletes. What I have been taught are mysteries which you know not.’
(82) And the elders said that they were displeased because they knew the ultimate mysteries and they were teaching it to Yesu. And Yesu asked them to say who they think the Saviour will be. And whether they will approve of him when he comes and whether they will follow his teaching. And all the elders but Zosimar agreed that their waiting for the Saviour will be rewarded when he appears and they will follow him and walk behind him to be the first ones in heaven.
(83) And Zosimar said he agrees not, ‘For Moses could not follow him because he could not reach the height; and Moses who went before could not follow Yesu when he incarnated as Yeshua, because he (Moses) could not know the new covenant. And Arjuna was taught all the mysteries and he was granted the blessed vision but he could not follow Krishna into Heaven, neither could the elder from the brotherhood in Arabia follow Moses even though he taught him all the mysteries.’
(84) And Yesu got up from his cot and said, Zosimar, you will see Paradise, and he thanked the brothers for their hospitality and left. And not one of them said, ‘Saviour do not leave us behind’, but they watched him walk and they never saw Yesu again in the flesh because shortly afterward bandits raided.
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The Magdalenes4
(85) On the way from Syria to the land called Galilee Yesu stopped with Mari to camp at the river called Jordan. After they had washed and broke bread with salt Mari was lying with her head against the bosom of Yesu and the Saviour was saddened by what had happened in the city.
(86) Again Yesu asked Mari to remain behind and wait on him to return from the land of his birth because he knew that the ministry there would be different and difficult to accomplish, and he was uncertain and anxious about his task.
(87) And Mari was weeping and pleaded with Yesu not to take her ministry from her. ‘My Lord’, she said, ‘you were the one who taught me the secrets of the world of spirits and how demons work their evil on men, and you were the one who loved me and taught me to love perfectly, and your doctrine of purification teaches that the spiritual centres must remain in active duty to the One to be a channel of divine grace; but now you want to remove my ministry from me; the only proper thing I ever did in my life, and the only passion I have, the passion that kills out all passion.’ And she begged Yesu to reconsider.

(88) Mari meditated with Yesu and the will of God our Mother came clear in the open night sky and Yesu interpreted the will of God to her. And he said, “Follow me but not closely for the world is not yet ready to receive us without adversity. Where I must go you cannot but your ministry to the cause of perfection must ever remain in mystery assistance to humanity.’
(89) And, ‘My sister Magdalene, follow behind me and minister to the ones to whom Spirit will lead you. Those daughters are souls beyond the things of this age. Those daughters are sensible to the secret doctrines which you have learned from me; and because of this the evil powers will first afflict them with many violations. Take to yourself those who are ready to receive the Spirit and turn from this world, to be like you, virgins unto God for the holy labour of feeding angel bread to the athletes. Take to yourself those ones which are shown to you and teach them the sensual mysteries and let their advances in power and spirit be to the benefit of all humanity. These will be males become females or females become males but one and the same children of God who gain knowledge of the two and become one; ready to conquer the passions to be virgins unto the Good. Teach them, minister to them, and we will be one."
The fears of the Ministers
(90) And Mari was saddened and afraid because she knew not how to fulfil her calling because her language was not that of the lands where Yesu was going and she was afraid. But Yesu said, ‘Do not think that I was never afraid, and do not think that I will not be afraid for where I am to go, and I know not how, but I know it to be more than I can do in my own power. Listen to the guidance of the Spirit, be (a channel) for the Spirit and you (will) never move in your own power but you are a tool in the expert hands of the Craftsman. The fears which we feel are not more than signs to put the mind to work about controlling itself, we do not have a spirit of fear and doubt but the mind makes it so. Feel the passions and direct their energies, not their miseries, but to the spirit.’
Dangers of the passions
(91) And Mari asked the Saviour, ‘Lord but what may I teach these virgins for the doctrine of the sacred passions you gave me is secret because of the power and dangers which it holds? And Yesu told her, ‘Teach only those who give themselves without reserve. Teach of the passions and the bodies first and of healing. When they are ready teach of the energies and protecting against evil. Then those who conquer you teach about the deep secrets and the rites of the powers of the male and the female. Let all serve one another and let only those who serve without holding back receive the blessings of the powers. Guard the secrets and do not write them but let them be (delivered) from teacher to devotee and let no one speak of any doctrine to another but let the community serve in passion and love and goodness.’
(92) And Mari asked, Lord, but where will I get the strength to teach so many?’ And Yesu said, ‘Be passionate. In the height of your passion you will be filled with divine energy and become dispassionate but retain the energy. Go now, your time has come.’
(93) Mari followed the Lord through the towns to the community of the devout by the river Jordan, in the land of Palestine; and she dined with the Lord’s mother and brothers and sisters and healed Yuda from a lame leg of doubt.
(94) And it came to be said the Lord’s cousin was preparing the way for him from Egypt to the Dead Sea to start the ministry of the Saviour among the people of that land; but Yesu prayed to God because he was called also to the land of the Galileans and the Ashrama of the northern mountains where the Jordan springs, and he knew not the right action.
(95) And the angel of God came to that house and appeared before all who were in prayer and spoke to Yesu saying the baptism of John is the way to serve all the nations, therewith the powers of Yesu were to be added to and his service will be taken to all the devotees in waiting by the Spirit.
(96) And Yesu sent his brother Yuda to the Galileans and gave him power to heal; but he (Yuda) would not go saying he was but a child. The Lord touched him and said, ‘Great things you will do because of the purity of heart but great mountains you will climb because of your thinking; how many times more shall we talk about these things?’ And Yuda left the house that night keeping sullen and to himself.
(97) And the Lord followed the way to Egypt where John was preparing. And the Mother of all found the heart of Yesu to be pure by fire of the passions of the years away from the land of his birth; and even on the way to Egypt the Lord was silent, keeping company with the deities and the guides. When the baptism of John the Nazorean came to be done after seven days on the way, the Lord was lifted on high and the gates of heaven opened and shut and the Satan roared in pain as the Lord conquered him finally and belittled him to eat the dust of the desert.
(98) And the countenance of Yesu was changed, and he retained his human form by will, and the Light went up for all those in waiting in the ashrama in all the worlds; and in (the Mediterranean) and Syria and Partia and in India the saints were shaken by the Lord’s presence as if He was present with them in their rooms and in the fields.
(99) From this time on the Lord ministered to all at once and remained in his human form for those hard at heart in the lands of Palestine, Samaria, Judah, Galilee, Syria and Phoenicia. And the priests of those lands and the philosophers of those sects were fired up by Satan and were used to stir trouble in the hearts of the pious ones but the oppressed and the sick and hungry followed the Lord to hear the parables which he spoke by way of teaching the young souls.
(100) And Yesu added to John’s baptism also that baptism of fire from within and he lifted many devotees on high and sent them out to minister to the congregations of holy ones all over the world.
(101) Mari with more than 300 women who became virgins and were liberated from their afflictions also followed. And they followed behind the Lord and cared for him greatly. And the Magdalenes taught of healings and making the enjoyment of the sense pleasures holy chariots; and they kept pure and secret the mystical teachings and it was taken to many parts of the world.
(102) When the time came for the Lord to finish the ministry in body he was 34 years old and accomplished in spirit to the Saviour, and he commanded many to teach the mysteries of the baptisms to worthy ones.
(103 And the Mother of all and the Father of all spoke to the Lord and taught him to make of his body a symbol for the pious ones to see God. And Yesu the Lord prepared for seven days and went up to give himself to the evil ones of the pious of those lands to hang him up as despicable, for that is what the world does with holiness, unto to the death of the body; because he was to discard it for the sake of the ministry in the other universes; and he left the body to die and he gained union with God as the beloved son.
(104) And the universes shook in their foundations as this violence took place; and he was alone in that hour of testing; and the darkness and the struggle almost conquered him to expire but for the image of Mari sitting at his feet he gained and conquered to be the Saviour of us all. And the Lord ascended on high and gathered the angels to rejoice in God and they carried him to his throne.
(105) But the compassion of the Lord wrought him back to us again; and led him to deny the bliss of his heavenly treasure and return to continue to serve us who would not repent; and after three days he removed that dead body from its filthy grave and swaddling clothes and made it alive again when he needed it. And the Lord travelled the lands of his former ministries, appearing whenever he needed; and he brought with him a great army of angels to light the Way.
(106) And the Lord appeared first to Mari his beloved companion and to his blessed mother and the devotees (apostles) of that land, that they too may believe; and he sent the devotees to minister in different lands and appeared to be with them. And the Lord ministered to the congregations of Yuda in Kushan, and James in Egypt and Mari in Alexandria, in Ethiopia, Peter in Armenia, in Syria, with Matthew in Partia and Yuda when he became the Thoma in India for many years.
(107) And they saw him as they would believe in his countenance and those who could not see him in face could see him in spirit, and even those who could not bear with that divine sight they saw him in other creatures. And even unto me, Siphor, he blessed me for appearing in Kashmiri when I was scarcely a priest; and we heard of many other places too numerous to write, where Yesu the Saviour continues to minister, all the time leaving his Princes’ throne in heaven, remaining in waiting for the return of the multitude of the chosen to be home with Him - our Lord and Saviour, Brother God for ever unto the fulfilment of time.
(108) This is an account of the beginning of the Acts of Yesu
To God Be The Glory




Infant/Child Dedication Ceremony

What is the name of this child? (Full name is spoken)

Who presents this child for baptism?
(Parents and godparents respond, "We do.")

Do you promise to raise this child to eat only plant foods and to harm no living being?
("We do.")

Do you promise to pray for and with this child for his growth in the knowledge of the One, so this child may obtain a spiritual life?
("We do.")

Will you, by your example, teach this child to respond rather than react, to embrace discovery rather than a belief system, and to realize there is no such thing as failure, only different outcomes?
("We will.")

Will you tell him the stories of old, and as he grows in understanding, reveal the inner meanings of those stories?
("We will.")

Will you encourage him to ask lots of questions and arm yourself with the patience to supply the answers, that he may come to understand and love himself, nature, and his fellowman?
("We will.")

Will you strive to create heaven on earth, that, by your example, the child will learn to do the same?
("We will.)

Will you instill in him a love for his Abba/Amma in heaven, that he may grow in wisdom and ascend to the Source, desiring always to be a pleasant aroma in the nostrils of the Divine?
("We will.")

Minister receives the child.
Dipping her hand in the water, she lays it on the child's head stating:"(child's full name),By the power vested in me by the Divine and the Essene Nazarean Church of Mt Carmel I baptize you in the name of the Heavenly Father, the Earthly Mother and Yeshua Ha Masshiach and dedicate you to be called an Essene Nazarean. (child's full name), We welcome you as a Child of Light into the Family of God.

Benediction

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