ponedjeljak, 03.07.2006.
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I znam da nisam smjela šutjeti i znam da sam trebala sve reći kad je bilo vrijeme za "reći-ću-ti-sve-pa- makar...". I sada mi je jako teško i bit će mi teško još jako dugo. Ali sama sam si kriva. Ja više nisam ja. Promijenila sam se. I sama sam si kriva i jadna sam. Nekad se gadim sama sebi zbog toga. I treba vremena. Jebemti vrijeme. Da ga bar nema. Da je bar sve jedno veliko ništavilo sa bijelom podlogom i da stvari koje ne želim vidjeti ni osjetiti jednostavno mogu izbrisati pomoću posebnih moći, pomoću svojih misli. Aha, ti si mi dosadio, okej... PAF!! nema te... aha, prijemni... FUJ... PAF!! nema ni tebe. Treba izmisliti tablete protiv osjećaja... npr. ako nešto ne želimo osjećat, popijemo tu tabletu i poseremo sve ono što ne želimo u sebi više. To bi bilo kul. Šteta što nisam raspoložena za studiranje, kemije ili nečeg takvog, što naginje nekoj tako "znanstvenijoj" strani, jel... |
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Pretty, please sugar on it
Thats how I like it
I cant even believe it, with you
Its like having every dream I ever wanted
Come true...
Jefferson Starship - Miracles
I could eat about a million and a
half of these. My momma always said,
"Life was like a box of chocolates.
You never know what you're gonna
get."
Forrest Gump
make poverty history
Amnesty International za zaštitu ljudskih prava
Human Rights Watch
You're off to see the Wizard, the Wonderful Wizard of Oz
You'll find he is a Whiz of a Wiz if ever a Wiz there was
If ever, oh ever, a Wiz there was the Wizard of Oz is one because
Because, because, because, because, because
Because of the wonderful things he does
You're off the see the wizard, the Wonderful Wizard of Oz
Kao što reče striček Exupery: dokaz da je mali princ postojao je taj što je bio divan, što se stalno smijao i što je htio imati ovcu. Kad netko želi imati ovcu to je dokaz da postoji.
ja sam osmijeh, ja sam ptica
ja sam lutak iskrivljenog lica
dodirni me ucini me stvarnim
Hvala amber mojoj dragoj na predivnom dizajnu:)
..Pod mojim cipelama začaran put,
lažem da se ne bojim
što hodam a stojim..
:::FUN FUN FUN:::
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yoda u irelandi
comedy central !!!
Always be a first - rate version of yourself, instead of a second - rate
version of somebody else.
Judy Garland
Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again.
Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet shadowy
future, without fear.
Henry Wordsworth
We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while other
judge us by what we have already done.
Henry Wordsworth
Dance like no one is watching, Love like you've never been hurt,
Sing like no one is listening, Live like it's Heaven on Earth.
William Purkey
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Highway Star
plavi safir
Raoul
issolea
tija
mustafina:)
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darkness_embraced
soda:)soda soda
salvatore - frend from bend:)
secret temple - draga djevojka:)
D.S.O - još jedna draga djevojka:)
doctor gonzo...
kill toy - nov ali doooobar:)
MeDo...
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mazohistički miško :D
"What though the radiance
which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendour in the grass,
of glory in the flower;
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind;
In the primal sympathy
Which having been must ever be;
In the soothing thoughts that spring
Out of human suffering;
In the faith that looks through death,
In years that bring the philosophic mind."
William Wordsworth
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SIX PACK-2 MINUTA STRAHA
Srce slome čak i usta
nekog neznanog junaka
brzinom zvuka dok tone moj brod
ovu noć zato provodim budan i sam
k'o osuđenik...
Dajte mi reč na samo dva minuta straha
dajte mi glas, al' znajte gluvi će me čuti
ovo je kanonada, rat u mojoj glavi
srušen je svet, pravljen od pepela i praha
Pogled odozgo okom plavog goluba
hiljadu priča, šaka sreće i tišine
nije ni srce uvek crvena fasada
pukne baš onda kada najmanje se nadaš
Razmisli dobro i reci mi,
ne vidiš sebe ali vidiš njih,
živote tihe i prazne.
Trač kao vesti proverene,
Ti vidiš druge, ali sebe ne.
Više ne brojim, jer po ko zna koji put
budnog sam noćas opet zatekao sebe
svetlom po mraku kako pišem poruku:
"Čuvaj se dobro jer ja dolazim po tebe !"
Ovo će biti prvi poslednji put
vidiš li znake na nebu ?
Od sad te prati pogled oštar i ljut
ja noćas slavim svoju pobedu !
CRYING IN THE CORNER
WAITING IN THE RAIN
I SWEAR I'LL NEVER WAIT AGAIN
YOU GAVE ME YOUR WORD
WORDS FOR YOU ARE LIES
If you find it in your heart to care for somebody else, you will have succeeded.
Maya Angelou
wow, that much:)
Turn Your Lights Down Low
Turn your lights down low
And pull your window curtains
Oh let Jah moon come shining in
Into our life again
Sayin' oh it's been a long long long long time
I kept this message for you girl
But it seems I was never on time
Still I wanna get through to you girl
On time
I want to give you some love
I want to give you some good good loving
Oh I oh I oh I
I want to give you some good good loving
Turn your lights down low
Never try to resist oh no
Oh let my love come tumbling in
Into our life again
Saying oh I love you
And I want you to know right now
Oh I love you
And I want you to know right now
Cause I, that I
I want to give you some love
I want to give you some good good lovin
I want to give you some love
I want to give you some good good lovin
Turn your lights down low
Never try to resist oh no
Oh let my love come tumbling in
Into our life again
With or without you - U2
See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you
With or without you
With or without you
Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for you
With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
With or without you
ah,mars volta...
The Cure - Just Like Heaven
show me, show me, show me
how you do that trick
"the one that makes me scream" she said
"the one that makes me laugh" she said
and threw her arms around my neck
show me how you do it,
and i promise you, i promise that
i'll run away with you
i'll run away with you
were spinning on that dizzy edge
i kiss your face and kiss your head
i dreamed of all the different ways
i had to let her go
scream "why are you so far away?" she said
won't you ever know
that i'm in love with you,
that i'm in love with you
you
soft and lonely
you
lost and only
you
strange as angels
dancing in the deepest oceans
exsisting in the world
you're just like a dream
you're just like a dream
well daylight whipped me into shape
i must have been asleep for days
and moving lips could breathe her name
i opened up my eyes
and found myself alone, alone
alone upon a raging sea
that stole the only girl i loved
and drowned her deep inside of me
you
lost and lonely
you
soft and only
you
just like heaven
I love to see a young girl go out and grab the world by the lapels. Life's a bitch. You've got to go out and kick ass.
Maya Angelou
Čekanje u praznoj sobi
Zvonjenje telefona, kucanje na vratima
I am a woman who enjoys herself very much; sometimes I lose, sometimes I win.
Mata Hari
The world is divided into two classes, those who believe the incredible, and those who do the improbable.
Oscar Wilde
Sometimes You Can't Make it On Your Own -U2-
Tough, you think you’ve got the stuff
You’re telling me and anyone
You’re hard enough
You don’t have to put up a fight
You don’t have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight
Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don’t have to go it alone
And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you when I don’t pick up the phone
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own
We fight all the time
You and I… that’s alright
We’re the same soul
I don’t need… I don’t need to hear you say
That if we weren’t so alike
You’d like me a whole lot more
Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don’t have to go it alone
And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you when I don’t pick up the phone
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own
I know that we don’t talk
I’m sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me – when – I -
Sing, you’re the reason I sing
You’re the reason why the opera is in me…
Where are we now?
I’ve got to let you know
A house still doesn’t make a home
Don’t leave me here alone...
And it’s you when I look in the mirror
And it’s you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own
Sometimes you can’t make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can’t make it on your own
U2
SCAR TISSUE - RHCP
Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With the birds I'll share
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
Push me up against the wall
Young Kentucky girl in a push-up bra
Fallin' all over myself
To lick your heart and taste your health 'cause
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view...
Blood loss in a bathroom stall
Southern girl with a scarlet drawl
Wave good-bye to ma and pa 'cause
With the birds I'll share
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
Soft spoken with a broken jaw
Step outside but not to brawl
Autumn's sweet we call it fall
I'll make it to the moon if I have to crawl and
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view...
Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With the birds I'll share
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view...
I Could Have Lied - RHCP
There must be something
In the way I feel
That she don't want me to feel
The stare she bares cut me
I don't care
You see so what if I bleed
Part 1:
I could never change
Just what I feel
My face will never show
What is not real
A mountain never seems to have
The need to speak
A look that shares so many seek
The sweetest feeling
I got from you
The things I said to you were true
Part 1
Part 2:
I could have lied I'm such a fool
My eyes could never never never
Keep their cool
Showed her and I told her how
She struck me but I'm fucked up now
But now she's gone yes she's gone away
A soulful song
That would not stay
You see she hides 'cause she is scared
But I don't care
I won't be spared
Repeat Part 2 x 2
***
It's been seven hours and fifteen days
since u took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
since u took your love away
since you've been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
but nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues,
because nothing compares
nothing compares 2 u
it's been so lonely without u here
like a bird without a song
nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
tell me baby where did I go wrong
I could put my arms round every boy I see
but they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor guess what he told me
guess what he told me
he said girl u better try to have fun
no matter what u do
but he's a fool
'cos nothing compares
nothing compares 2 u
all the flowers that u planted mama
in the backyard
all died when u went away
I know that living with your baby was sometimes hard
but I'm willing to give it another try
nothing compares
nothing compares 2 u
***
ELSEWHERE
I love the time and inbetween
the calm inside me
in the space where i can breathe
i believe there is a distance i have wandered
to touch upon the years of
reaching out and reaching in
holding out holding in
i believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and i'll defend it as long as i can be
left here to linger in silence
if i choose to would you try to understand
i know this love is passing time
passing through like liquid
i am drunk in my desire
but i love the way you smile at me
i love the way your hands reach out and hold me near
i believe
i believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and i'll defend it as long as i can be
left here to linger in silence
if i choose to would you try to understand
oh the quiet child
awaits the day when she can break free
the mold that clings like desperation
mother can't you see i've got
to live my life the way i feel is right for me
might not be right for you
but it's right for me
i believe
i believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and i'll defend it as long as i can be
left here to linger in silence
if i choose to would you try to understand
i would like to linger here in silence
if i choose to would you try to understand