ponedjeljak, 24.10.2005.
can't believe...
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više neznam tko sam...što sam...postojim li uopće?? dišem, ali ne osjetim zrak...hodam, a ne osjetim tlo pod nogama...što mi se to događa? moji osjećaji se mijenjaju...gubim ciljeve...gubim svoju osobnost... gubim sebe... ali ipak postoji tračak nade... nade za ponovnim rođenjem... ne mogu se pronaći...uplašena sam i usamljena...bojim se...bojim se života...više ne znam što je stvarnost, a što iluzija...živim u prazno...hodam bez cilja...govorim prazne riječi... jesam li ja uopće živa? što radim ovdje, zašo mi se ovo događa?! želim se promijeniti, ali nešto me koči... nešto u dubuni srca mi govori da ostanem tu gdje jesam... da ostanem ovo što sam sada, ali... izgubljena sam...čujem zvukove ali nikoga ne vidim...vidim, ali ne čujem zvukove... padam...ništa me ne može spasiti...strah je jači od mene...imam nekoga uz sebe, ali oni nestaju... sve moje želje blijede...sve...tone u propast... crni kraj... nije trebalo biti ovako... trebalo je sretno završiti...ali...strah je pobijedio...ponos je nestao...suosjećajnost...što je to? što je zapravo život...?...možda je to samo...noćna mora... možda sve ovo nije stvarno... osjetim bol u srcu...bojim se...strah me života...zovem u pomoć ali...ništa ne čujem, ništa ne vidim... ...a samo sam htjela biti sretna...  ............neznam šta da vam više napišem...ovo sam napisala prije nekoliko sati...sve vam piše kako se osjećam...neću napraviti ništa glupo ni ništa, nego sam morala ovo izbaciti iz sebe...neznam kada će doći novi post...ali vjerujem da će me barem neki od vas razumjeti i dati mi barem malu podršku kako bih se barem na tren bolje osjećala...i stavila sam novu pjesmu na blog...ovaj tekst sam napisala uz ovu pjesmu..............................................AND JUSTICE FOR ALL...  Metallica: And justice for all Halls of Justice Painted Green Money Talking Power Wolves Beset Your Door Hear Them Stalking Soon You'll Please Their Appetite They Devour Hammer of Justice Crushes You Overpower The Ultimate in Vanity Exploiting Their Supremacy I Can't Believe the Things You Say I Can't Believe I Can't Believe the Price You Pay Nothing Can Save You Justice Is Lost Justice Is Raped Justice Is Gone Pulling Your Strings Justice Is Done Seeking No Truth Winning Is All Find it So Grim So True So Real Apathy Their Stepping Stone So Unfeeling Hidden Deep Animosity So Deceiving Through Your Eyes Their Light Burns Hoping to Find Inquisition Sinking You With Prying Minds The Ultimate in Vanity Exploiting Their Supremacy I Can't Believe the Things You Say I Can't Believe I Can't Believe the Price You Pay Nothing Can Save You Justice Is Lost Justice Is Raped Justice Is Gone Pulling Your Strings Justice Is Done Seeking No Truth Winning Is All Find it So Grim So True So Real Lady Justice Has Been Raped Truth Assassin Rolls of Red Tape Seal Your Lips Now You're Done in Their Money Tips Her Scales Again Make Your Deal Just What Is Truth? I Cannot Tell Cannot Feel The Ultimate in Vanity Exploiting Their Supremacy I Can't Believe the Things You Say I Can't Believe I Can't Believe the Price We Pay Nothing Can Save Us Justice Is Lost Justice Is Raped Justice Is Gone Pulling Your Strings Justice Is Done Seeking No Truth Winning Is All Find it So Grim So True So Real Seeking No Truth Winning Is All Find it So Grim So True So Real ...................................  |
