And I will be all what you want...All your life...All your misunderstood memories...I will take you deep inside my ocean and my mind...I will gather all our lifes to be with you always when you need me...And I can't let you go away again...
You said to me there is no women like I am...You said you want me close...To take a walk with me and pass through the graveyard...To kiss my pale lips and take me to the Neverland.Why have I belived you?...Why I'm waiting for your call?Why I'm still trying to catch you?Why,my love?...
You are a dream...The most beautiful dream...Untouchable...Unreal...These words I have written are just a fiction.Just a small piece of what we could share,my love..."They belived in nothing...Now they are nothing..."she said.Isn't she?We must walk through that wasteland of eternity...Through the empire of corpses and spilled blood...Without love...Without touch...We are still waiting for a kiss of dawn...Why must we share this pain?
I'm standing in the middle of nowhere asking myself "Who am I?"...My sight is weak...Looking my hands and realise there is no ME...I'm just a space...And I want you inside of me...I'm a world...World of chaos...And I want you...
Now I'm crying this slaty tears...They are slipping down my cheak...My eyes are lightless...My eyelashes are wet...It hurts me so bad beacuse you are so far away from me...Now I'm broken and I just can't make it alone...Getting through the monsoon...This time I just can't be alone...
FIND YOURSELF IN THIS,my darling...You will make me fell okay...Now I see,honestly,this words are the one which I have left inside...I'm running back to my death,running away from everyone...Keep me away from turning apart...I know you told me you hate when I am sad,but I can't help myself...I will swallow my dreams of being with you forever...To get you through this darkness and show you my light...There is nothing much to say to you,so you can see your name in a heart on a piece of paper...I'm a guardian and I must hold my head high...But I will be all that you want...All my life,I will be there by your side forever...
And I'm sorry for all this mess in my head...I'm sorry for bothering you with that...I'm sorry because I can't laugh forever with you...I'm sorry for turning apart...I'm sorry beacuse I'm weak...I'm sorry beacuse I can't make everything okay...I'm sorry beacuse I'm crying now...I'm sorry beacuse my lips will be salty when you will kiss me for the first time...I'm sorry beacuse my sight is dizzy,and I can't see the words I'm writing...Now I can't breath easy...I can't turn myself around...I can't let you go...
I'm just a little girl...Not a woman...And I'm selfish beacuse I can't let you go...Yes,I'm inlove...I'm guilty because of that...But I'm really not sorry for that...But its' so hard to admit to myself I'm inlove in a dream...
Let me catch you...You won't fall...I will catch you and hold you in my arms...Let me run for you,let me reach out for you...Let me touch you...Let me catch you,you are a dream...The dream of my happiness which I'm afraid the most...Destroy my fear...Let me hunt you...Let me catch a dream...<3
Post je objavljen 15.06.2009. u 14:33 sati.