Leaving you was the toughest thing I have ever done in my life...
And dealing with the fact that I will never see you again is more than I could take ..yes I admit it is a burden that I don't know how to carry.
I guess what ever happened, I always knew I will see you again, even for a second... and now its taken from me... by me !!!
What am I going to do? How will I continue?
You... somewhere out there sleeping, walking, thinking... breathing....
Me out here, knowing that you will never know how I feel...
I love you with all my heart...
You make my universe shake, you make me a little boy again, you make my time stop... you...
The perfection!
I will never touch you again, I will never had a chance to hug you... and I don't know if I can live with that... cause you are all I ever wanted, you are all my world!
I am glad you did listen to me, I am glad you have things in your life that makes you happy but I cant go on like this ... you mean to much to me...
in less than a month it will be 3 years since I met you... 3 years of hell and heaven!
I miss you...
When you hugged me it was a dream come true.. but I want more and yes I know I played the right cards... but not for me ... I am so sorry but those were the only cards I had and it was the only way, I did what you expected me to do.. but I didn't do what I had to do!
I love you...
Can you understand that? Can you realize how much you mean to me?
Our universes are going apart now, like I said ... I hope you enjoy the show, cause this is all I can give you ... its simply The End and I don't know if I can live with that!
I hate you.. you make me go away from my friends.. my best friends, they simply cant understand me and I am a person who never had complication with communication... That's me!
Like you said a fool ... but good fool... what ever you meant by that!