I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Ova bi pjesma trebala biti cijeli post. Ili bi trebala biti JA. Divim se camp rocku na tim prekrasnim, stvarnim pjesmama... Kada bih tu pjesmu mogla pjevati satima i satima, možda bih se promjenila.
Saznala sam da sam anemicna. Pukla sam. Nisam znala što bi.Slana suza mržnje, u kojoj se mogao vidjeti moj mrtav, vrišteći odraz, mi se slijevala niz lice, te bi se preselila na moju ruku klizeći, dok ne bi došla na vrh prsta i pala na travu poput rose, te zatim nestala u zemlji.
Drugi sam dan odmah išla na vađenje krvi. Cijelo sam vrijeme bila nervozna. I dođem lijepo, jedva nađe mi žilu za vađenje, koja mi je skroz oštečena i gurne u nju iglu. I tako krv nejde iz žile. Skamenila sam se. Onda je počela mi nekako prčkati i vrtiti žilom ispod kože, dok nisam vrisnula da prestane. Nisu znali šta mi je sa žilom. Išli su provjeravat iglu, ali ona je dobra. Onda su mi iz prsta vadili... Čudo da mi je i od tud išla -.-'
I onda su me dan poslije (danas) išli bušit na ušima... Bilo me i strah i bila sam uzbuđena... Dala sam si dodatno na svakom uhu još jednu rupu, tako da na svakom ih imam 2. I wanna play my music... I sviram ju... I'm playing a broken guitar of my life. That's a bad rock.
I tko kaže da se ljudi ne mjenjaju preko noći? Ja se mjenjam.
Želim se igrati oko tvojih usana, oko tvoga tjela i oko samog tebe. I wanna be your toy.
It's gotta be somebody for me up there. Pjesma od nickelbacka. Prepre...
Pojačana najjače što može... Svira u mome srcu. U mojoj duši. U mojoj sobi.
Želim biti zahvalna Alini... Jer, što bi ja bez nje. Bez njezine utjehe preko msn-a? One cure koja trpi mene, i koja ima živce za mene? =)
She's the best friend, who won't leave you alone in the dark, and if i will fall she will catch me.
Thanks. Very much.