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pišem post zbog Vida i Ive... :)
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ja sam sretna.čudno zvuči.al istina je.doma se situacija s mamom i tatom popravila.mama mi kupila marte i nekak smo u komunikativnoj vezi,a tata se ohladio i danas smo pričali iako ga ponekad uhvate neka njegova sranja..al ajde preživit ću..škola je uskoro gotova,a ja sad radim sve šta se može napravit..ljubav je nekako dobra.hm..to neka još ostane tajna..hehe...xD
ali,kao što uvijek napomenem uvijek postoji neka mala stvar koja mene zajebe..recimo,sjedim ja sama doma,jedem sendvič i na msnu sam..prije toga sam učila,pa sam ono malo predahnula..sama sam doma,pa uživam..mama luduje na koncertu,tata je valda na poslu,a brat...da.brat.on.on je jedina stvar koja me užasno živcira..to me deprimira.i čujem ja da se otvaraju vrata.čim sam čula znala sam da je to moj brat.al nije bio baš prijateljski raspoložen..nažalost..došao je do mene i počeo mi je psovat,a onda jedna šaka u glavu i razbio je tanjur meni kod noge..ja sam bila tolko tužna i potresena zato kj niko nije s menom,da sam plakala.al nije to plakanje.to je takva bol u mom plaču.ja stvarno ne znam.nitko ništa ne može napravit da se brat smiri,a najmanje ja.kad bi ga istukla on bio poludio i mene bi lovio po stanu i onda me zatuko,a ja bi se bacila na krevet i plakala..gledala na mobitel očekivajući neku poruku..samo da ne mislim na brata.kada sam plakala bila sam na msnu i vidila sam da je Vid na msnu..nisam znala šta da napravim,samo sam stisnula na njega i napisala mu pomagaj...nisam znala.stvarno nisam znala kaj da mu velim i kak da mu obijasnim kak se osječam...ja sam bila tolko tužna..htjela sam samo nekog zagrlit i maknut se od mog brata.što dalje.ali to je nemoguće.
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i tak sam ja sva onehrabrena sjela dalje na komp...i išla si upalit Queen...ono...ja ne znam..tako bi si htjela pomoć al nemrem..fala Videk...da tebe nije bilo ja bi pukla...stvarno sam se osjećala ko kanta...ja samo sjedim a brat me tuče od glave do pete,a ja se ne mičem...samo mi suze idu...ali ne smijem više...
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u zadnje vrijeme stvarno osječam da je nešto bolje..ali brat.on me deprimira...
pusa:Tini,Ivi i Wideku...mwa
When i reminisce ignorance was bliss,
Back in the days where the magic exist
Never be the same as it was, 'cuz the way it was
Just another day in the maze of a myth
Had a lot of fun living life on the run,
Never had a chance to pause to get a better glance
Everything was free and everything was fast
Never even thought it wouldn't last
When you go the mind of a man in the middle
Life is just a big fat riddle, so figure it out
Always thinking that you know
Everything little thing there is to know
But you don't really know, ya know?
It's like love, some people get it
For some it's just a glove that just never fitted
For me it's just a pain in the ass
But i'm addicted to the taste of hopin' it could last
[chorus]
Another day another night inside a lonely world
Another game another fight inside a lonely world
Another wrong another right inside a lonely world
Such a lonely world, such a lonely world
Who's the man (the man in the middle) x4
Maybe i'm a target for people that are bitter
At least i can say that i've never been a quitter
I remember high school, man i hated high school
It was like prison with bullies always putting me down
Just a little skater boy they could pick on
I learned to forgive'em, now i got the balls they can lick on
I loved sneakin' out when my mom was asleep
With my gothic girlfriend makin' love in the creek
With the mind of a man in the middle
It could be the end of the world as we know it
Still i never want it all, and i never want it now
I just want to cruise, if i loose then i'll figure it out
How the times flies, even with the blink of an eye
When you're young you absorb like a sponge in disguise
Then you get a little older and gather your thoughts
It's amazing what you learn
When you've never been taught, ya know?
[chorus]
No matter how hard i can try inside a lonely world
No one can hear me when i cry inside a lonely world
I'll never know the reasons why inside a lonely world
Such a lonely world (such a lonely world
Post je objavljen 09.06.2008. u 19:06 sati.