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I admit, I was very weak. Relationships have ups and downs but since 2003 mine have had far more downs than ups. It was like a cold war going on and the only strategy I had was hope. He lied, spewed anger and venom, told me everything was my fault, she was better in bed, she knew The Secret... He has gotten so used to hiding, sneaking and
covering things up and I couldn´t tell what was fog and what just was.
He told me many times he wanted us to try again, but never made an effort to work on our real problems. I´ve kept living in the vicious cycle and it sucked life out of me. I was lost, felt sad and rejected. I was in such a mess and, even so, I couldn´t imagine being with another man. I had made so many excuses for his behavior and was happy to take any crumb thrown my way. My self-confidence got stuck deep into the toilet and fear of being alone crippled me. If I had been stronger at the time, I would have recognized the situation for what it was and left with dignity. But I was weak and had no self-respect at all.
I forgave him for everything except for one thing - he started cheating on me a month after my father died. In Iraq with a journalist from Turkey. She gave him a red T-shirt with a huge "GURU" sign on it. That´s how she moved the door. She definitely knew the secret, make no mistake about it!
But, no pain, no gain!
I've learned how to lean on my friends (they taught me to trust again). I've learned how to love Zagreb again. I've learned to smile beneath the glowing rainbow. I've learned the basic concept of any relationship. It's simple - self- respect, mutual respect, honesty and trust.
And the most valuable lesson I have learned - nice girls finish last.
Post je objavljen 25.01.2008. u 23:23 sati.