searching my soul
like a blind man feeling his way through a room
bumping into things which scare me because I don't know what they are
feeling only their shapes
their sharp edges
the more I try
the harder I hit the wall
the wall that cannot be torn down
but still I try
always someone offering help
but I refuse
not wanting anyone to hold my hand
to guide me
always by myself
even in a crowd of people
even with my closest friends
just me
alone
you say you know me
or how much alike we are
I just smile
sometimes agree
and dismiss you at the same instant
how can we be the same
or even similar
me a nonentity
you a human being
my numerous personalities
experiences
achievements
and it all still amounts to nothingness
Post je objavljen 15.09.2005. u 16:11 sati.