utorak, 13.03.2007.

9.mozda i zadnji post

nekako gubim volju za pisanjem log,postalo je dosadno,mislim bilo je i prije
novosti:poderala sam glasnice,na antibioticima sam
veysmysina imala koncertcerekcerekcerekcerekprejebeno,decki su savrseni
ja sam dobila svenovecerekpalice za bubnjevecerekcerek

2 tjedna ne smijem na net...mislim ono i van itd.
no opet sve isto,prazno
papapaa

| 13:03 | komentiraj (4) | #

četvrtak, 22.02.2007.

8.post

evo ja pisem novi post.

U mom zivotu se izdogadjalo dosta stvari..pa mogla bi nesto i napisat,zar ne?

krenimo od danas-prvi dan nakon nekih 2 mjeseca da sma bila cijeli dan u skoli,cak nije bilo tako strasno...mislim izdrzivo..poslije bijah u sobi s anjom i sarom i bio neki band,bili su onak ok,al imali su prejebene bubnjeve,skoro se rasplakah,sat vremena sam buljila u njih(ludjakinja)

jucer:e tad nisam uopce bila u skoli,2. razredi pisali nacionalne,ja se lijepo od doma pokupih u pol 13,u sobu i cijelidan tamo,ma bilo je smjesno,hehe,i ugodno...to ne smijem vise radit:(

prekjučer:ma maskare..markala ovo-ono...zajebi to

prekprekjucer:-ajme ko se tog sjeca!!!!!!!!!

Shvatila sam da sma jako isfrustrirana postupcima jedne osobe.Tek sad sam skroz shvatila kakva je ta osoba.Stvarno takav egoist,čak previše i za mene.Stvarno ni sama ne shvacam kako sam mogla toliko vremena provest s takvom osobom koja mi je stalno određivala kud ću i šta cu.no nadam se da kad razgovaram s tom osobom,da cemo sve rijesit,makar to znacilo kraj prijateljstva....

subota melin-jedan veliki lol....hehhehehehehhehehhahahahahahahhhihihih

jos sam skuzila,da kad neka osoba,pocne vrijedjat moje prijatelje,koje istina ne poznam dugo,pogotvo helenu,saru i leu,da me to jako raspizdi i da cu toj osobi bit problem.vezem se uz ljude jako brzo,nekad se prevarim sto se tice karaktera te osobe,al vecniom ne i za te ljude bi sve napravila....

sad moja osoba x...a jebiga on nije bas svoj...zove ne zove,ajmo necemo..ma jebe mi se za njega....one je neandertalac...nek se stera....ne moze shvatit moje osjecaje iako jako dobro zna sto osjecam prema njemu,jer sve sma mu rekla,no tad je on sve okrenuo na sebe,kak je njemu tesko,ovo-ono...


Within Temptation - Our Farewell
In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not by my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

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nedjelja, 11.02.2007.

post 7

eto tako....novi post...čudna li čuda....
Jučer sam sama sebe izmučila sa system of a down-lonely day...i da bio je to jedan od mojih dana u kojem sam se osjecala samo,jadno i ne znam kako vec...
Srela sam osobu koju mrzim,vec duze vrijeme,i to zbog njegovih jadnih izgovora vezanih uz godine....
osobu ćiji ego odlazi visoko u nebesa,čovjek koji valjda nikada nije bio an zemlji,njegova uobrazenost,arogantnost i podrugljivost me uzasno iritiraju...naravno morala sam ga srest
i šećer na kraju mi je bila osoba koju ne mogu smislit,koju se bojim vidjet,osoba koju sam prvu u zivotu voljela...
jučerasnji dan je bio stavrno odličan,zar ne??

Al jedna jedina osoba koju sam htjel vidjet,nigdje nije bila,nisam ga vidla, zbog toga sam se zacudjujuće usamljeno osjećala iako je pred melinom bila hrpa poznatih ljudi...al ja sam trebala samo njega...

Moj život treba promjenu,to sam danas shvatila,sve je monotono.Svaki dan idem u skolu,markam,odem na kavu i doma....
Zelim da mi se dogodi nest neočekivano,moze biti i lose,al sam da prekine monotoniju...dosta mi je vise uvijek istog....
No nisam ja te srece,nikad se ne dogodi ono sto zelim....

cekam drugi zivot.....

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petak, 02.02.2007.

6.post

da,sad bi ja trebala pisat onu stafetu...joj luc.....

dakle 5-6 stvari koje vecina ljudi o meni ne zna...

1.jako sam povucena,i tiha u drustvu ljudi koje ne poznajem


2.imam fobije od suprotnog spola,iako to ne pokazujem,al jednostavno bojim se


3.sebe smatram jako losom osobom,zbog svog ponasanja


4.izuzetno sam drska,bahata i tvrdoglava(prema roditeljima)


5.za gluposti se stalno ispricavam,a kad se treba nekom iskreno ispricat nikad necu,makar znala da sam u krivu


6.bila sam sklona samoozljedjivanju i zeljela sma se unistit,al me proslo(donekle):)


ja stafetu prosljedjujem sari,hotickoj i kiwici

pussa svima:D

| 21:54 | komentiraj (7) | #

ponedjeljak, 29.01.2007.

5.post

Danas me opet uhvatilo nesto sto uzalud pokusavam ignorirati,al ne znam zasto ne uspijeva.On me pozvo na svoj koncert(da,sad bi trebala bit jako sretna).e pa nisam..mrzim se zbog toga...netko napravi nesto zbog ceg bi trebala bit sretna,ugodi mi,a ja umjesto da pokazem veselje ja ostanem mrtva hlada..zasto ja...ne zelim bit neka ledena kucketina.ali ne znam kako to ispraviti.pokusala sam mu prikazat svoje osjecaje,al ne ide,nikako ne zlaze iz mene,samo neka hladnoca koja odbija sve osim najblizih frendova koji znaju kakva sam i to ignoriraju.zalim pokazat svoje osjecaje,dat mu doznanja da mi je stalo do njega.kad ga vidim umjesto da ga odzdravim ili pricam s njim,ja samo okrecem glavu od njega ili jednostavno blejim u pod.Zasto?ne zelim bit takva.zalim da zna sto osjecam,koliko mi znaci...no ako ovako nastavim,sto najvjerojatnije i hocu,jer nemam snage promijenit se,niti znam nacin,on nikad nece nista znat,kao ni bilo koji drugi prema kojem cu imat osjecaje...jer ne znam pokazat svoje osjecaje i svi me vide kao ledenu kucku ili glupacu...ne zelim bit takva,nema svrhe zivjeti,mozda najbolje da se zatvorim negdje,duboko u sebe i sutim...tako necu nikog povrijedit,nitko me nece vrijedjat,i ja cu bit sretnija...

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subota, 27.01.2007.

4.post

da,malo sam zapostavila blog.od dana kad je pocela skola..o markiranju necu ni govorit...oko 20 neopravdanih..al sve opravdat...sara nemoj me mrzit....i ugl..moj zivot tece istim dosadnim tokom,nista se ne dogadja...nista ni ne zelim da se dogodi,nek sam ovak nastavi..pusto je al sam bar fizicki i psihicki zdrava donekle...ljubav....prazno kao i obicno.i drago mi e da je prazno...i tako...shvatila sma da mrzim svoju rasku,cijelu skolu....i tako to al prezivit cu jos koju godinu...
U cetvrtak idem na therion...karta odavno kupljena...idem s ninom i jos ljudi koje vjerojatno ne poznam...osim marka..i tako to ..moj zivot vam je ocekivano dosadna...sad mi se nada pisat o necem drugom...budem uskoro...pozzzz

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ponedjeljak, 15.01.2007.

3.post

o da,na zalost svog svijeta(tocnije hrvatske) danas je pocela skola :smajlickojisiodrubljujeglavu:..Prvi sat,ma naravno,kavica,opet nisam bila na fizici,al jebiga idem iduci sat :smajlicumireodsmijeha:.No da,idem,ozbiljno,to je moje obecanje,necemu.Ugl moja ''najdraza'' skola se sad sjetila stavljat nove parkete u ucionice,tako da su neki razredi razmjesteni.:smajlicšmrlji:.Dosta škole.
Inače,danas proslavih(pod navodnicima) rodjendan s ovim iz rezreda,bilo je pomalo,ok lazem,podosta dosadno,onda smo odsetali do klona,da mi anja kupi poklon:D.oooo da,jos jedna,no ova je lijepsa,Panterina zakrpa:D:D:D:D.Ponosim se njome.I ugl prije sat vremena sam dosla doma,blejala sma u raspored i cinjenicu da sutra prva dva sata iam rasku-matisu.Za popizdit,no prezivjet cu.

II.dio Pantera

Nakon stecena slave ulaze u studio i snimaju veliki i brutalni Vulgar Display Of Power.Njihovi koncerti su bili udarne vijesti,to su bili spektakli(jedan od njih je i odsvirani koncertu u Rusiji pred milijun ljudi).
Odmah nakon turneje vratili su se u studio i poceli snimat novi album koji ej snimljena za 6 tjedana.Album se zvao Far Beyond Driven i hitovi kao što su 5 Minutes Alone, I'm Broken, Becoming, te prva obrada u njihovoj karijeri - Planet Caravan (Black Sabbath) uveli su ih na prvo mjesto Billboardove ljestvice.1996. se vracaju u studio.Dopustili su si malo eksperimentiranja, usporili su tempo i pomaknuli se od beskompromisne žestine prethodnog albuma,rezultat je bio jedinstven i jedan od najboljih albuma godine The Great Southern Trendkill. Pjesme kao što su Suicide Note i Living Through Me pokazale su da droga uzima veliki zamah u životu Pantere.To je bio razlog prvih problema u Panteri.2000. godine kasnije snimili su pomalo nostalgičan, ali odlican Reinventing The Steel, Nova turneja i gostovanje na brojnim festivalima bilo je zadnje što smo od Pantere vidjeli.Braća Abbott klela su se na vjernost svojoj Panteri, te novostvorenom grupom Damageplan nastavila gdje su stali.
Iako se uvijek pricalo da ce se 'četvero braće' vratiti zajedno na pozornicu i u studio.Sve zelje i nada su otisli 08.12.2004.24 godine nakon ubojstva Johna Lennona, zaluđeni obožavatelj Pantere popeo se na pozornicu za vrijeme prve pjesme na jednom od koncerata Damageplana i priredio krvoproliće u kojem je brojnim hicima usmrtio Dimebaga Abbotta i nekolicinu prisutnih. Smrt gitarističkog gurua još je jednom, zadnji put, bacila svjetlo na Panteru.

R.I.P.-DIMEBAG

He came to rock,
and rocked like no other
with the heart twice
the size of texas,
our beloved brother,
companion,mentor,
idol and friend
we love you dime,
until we meet again




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subota, 13.01.2007.

2.post

iako je je prvobitna namjena ovog bloga bila pisat iskljucivo o panteri,predomislih se.O meni sve pise u boxevima...bla...bla...
prije nekih 10 minuta jehovini svjedoci su mi zvonili na vrata...boze moj...onda me zicali pare za neki casopis,pa ispitivali o zivotu,svako malo ima zatvaram vrata oni uporno zvone.Zasto uopce dolaze na vrata jer nisu svi vjernici-ja osobno vjerujem u boga,al ne u onakvog kakvog ga crkva predstavlja.na kraju mi je neka zenska dala besplatno taj fucking casopis....ma nek si nosi,kaj ce to meni.Stvarno sam bila lose volje s obzirom da je danas vec subota i da je preksutra skola i ond ami jos ova mora unistit dan..ma nek se ster u tri pi*** ,**te****.zakaj sam im uopce i otvorila vrata(istina pas je lajao ko ludjak nije mi bilo izbora).
prekjucer sva vesela,za rodjendan dobila marte,nakon sto je majka shvatila da su mi one stare 3 broja premale...i da lijepo ja idem od glavnog do trga..i osjetim da me noge bole...pitamo se zasto...nika,al nikad u zivotu nisma imala zuljeve od marti,al sad ih moram imat...argh
tudej se anja vraca,majko bozja,mislim da ce i meni i njoj jezik otpast dok prepricamo prosli tjedan,koji ej bio super ako izuzmemo neke sitnice....no daaaaaa
ne znam zasto al nekako sam zivcana..pitam se pitam zasto....

Pig Destroyer - Natasha
been lonesome two years since she disappeared I'm at the park
where she was
last seen a vast green clearing wrapped up in maple trees
spilling the
morning rain from their leaves I used to walk here with a girl
seventeen at
the time mistress of seventeen smiles sublime with flaming locks
of red in
autumn and burning locks of orange in the summertime we were
solemn and
awkward that last night together she laid by my side staring
into starless
skies black as fallen angel feathers I stared into the forest
pretending not
to see the hangmen she was hiding in her eyes of serpent green
she said
there was another I refused to believe her I'd thought we'd kiss
till our
tongues tied together all my loving memories became scenes of
frenzied
slaughter my hands became cruel talons as they moved to destroy
her her neck
broke like a toy in a careless child's grip my tears rained down
into dead
eyes and splashed upon her lifeless lips I put her in the ground
like a
flower here I am standing in that same spot today where my
angel's empty
shell last laid and as my tears began to well up once more I see
a path into
the treeline that I'd never seen before I follow it down into a
ravine find
a hole in the earth framed in the roots of a birch tree subtle
echoes of her
voice speaking words I've never heard but the way she hissed her
"s"'s it
just had to be her I smell honeysuckle then opium two of her
signature
scents I pull aside all the thistles and vines and mesmerized I
make my
descent as I crawl further inside the light slowly dies and the
dirt begins
to feel like her skin I tremble as I drag my fingers down the
walls
caressing her sweet flesh again I'm sliding down trying so hard
not to fall
slipping on the blood that's seeping from the walls then
suddenly I'm
surrounded by a thousand of her eyes bathing the tunnel in a
strange green
light the eyes show me pictures like ghostly television screens
all her
thrashing final strles and her ravaged corpse serene the
tunnel is
closing behind me pressing me further and further down I'm being
swallowed
by her earth and consumed by her ground the end is moving into
sight I gasp
and I scream as I see her lovely mouth five times the size of me
her lips
curl into a grin around her crooked gnashing teeth I'm
pulverized and
devoured in the jaws of a girl seventeen


idem sad...pozdrav


ovakvu zakrpu mi lucija kupila:Dsmokin

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petak, 12.01.2007.

uvod

Pantera je osnovana 1981. godine u Arlingtonu,Texas(USA).Prvobitna postava Pantere je bila:braca-Vinnie & Darrell Abbott,Terrence Lee & Rex Rock.Zajedno su snimili nekoliko glam rock albuma.to su bili:Metal Magic,Projects in the Jungle,The Hot 'n Heavy Home Vid Video,I Am the Night.
1988. Terrencea zamjenjuje Phil Anselmo.Iste godine su snimili album Power Metal,koji nije bio toliko znacajan kao iduci album,koji su izdali dvije godine kasnije.Cowboys From Hell.Taj album je bio prekretnica u njihovoj karijeri.Pjesma s istoimenog albuma im je donijela slavu,naravno tu su jos bile i Cemetery gates i Domination.

"Metal Magic"

Ride My Rocket
I'll Be Alright
Tell Me if You Want It
Latest Lover
Biggest Part Of Me
Metal Magic
Widowmaker
Nothin' On (But The Radio)
Sad Lover
Rock Out

"I Am The Night"

Hot And Heavy
I Am The Night
Onward We Rock!
D*G*T*T*M
Daughters Of The Queen
Down Below
Come-on Eyes
Right On The Edge
Valhalla
Forever Tonight

"Power Metal"

Rock The World
Power Metal
We'll Meet Again
Over And Out
Proud To Be Loud
Down Below
Death Trap
Hard Ride
Burnnn
P.S.T."88"

"Cowboys From Hell"

Cowboys From Hell
Primal Concrete Sledge
Psycho Holiday
Heresy
Cemetery Gates
Domination
Shattered
Clash With Reality
Medicine Man
Message In Blood
The Sleep
The Art Of Shredding

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izlazim:melin,runa,ribnjak,
rijetko kad zvuk &
soba

Linkovi
pantera-official site
dark lyrics-pantera
imageshack
iskon
videocure

hoti
daughter of north
gaja
jessy
tana
blacken
abas
lukša
jelena
sara
luce
pače

Pantera-This Love

If ever words were spoken
Painful and untrue
I said I loved but I lied
In my life
All I wanted
Was the keeping
Of someone like you
As it turns out
Deeper within me
Love was twisted and pointed at you

Never ending pain, quickly ending life --

[Chorus]
You keep this love, thing, love, child, love, toy
You keep this love, fist, love, scar, love, break
You keep this love

I'd been the tempting one
Stole her from herself
This gift in pain
Her pain was life
And sometimes I feel so sorry
I regret this the hurting of you
But you make me so unhappy
I'd take my life and leave love with you

I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself --

[Chorus]

No more head trips

Within Temptation-Jillian

I've been dreaming for so long,
To find a meaning
To understand.
The secret of life,
Why am I here
To try again?

Will I always,
Will you always
See the truth
When it stares you in the face?
Will I ever
Will I never free myself
By breaking these chains?

[Chorus:]
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back, it's my fault.
Your destiny is forlorn,
Have to live till it's undone.
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back
And then at last
I'll be on my way.

I've been living for so long,
Many seasons have passed me by.
I've seen kingdoms through ages
Rise and fall,
I've seen it all.

I've seen the horror,
I've seen the wonders
Happening just in front of my eyes.
Will I ever
Will I never free myself by making it right?

[Chorus]

Jillian
Our dream ended long ago.
All our stories
And all our glory
I held so dear.
We won't be together for ever and ever,
No more tears.
I'll always be here
Untill the end...

[Voices]
(Jillian, no more tears...
Jillian, no more tears...)

[Chorus]

J.Cash-Hurt


I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
















Within Temptation-Angels

Sparkling angel
I believe
You are my saviour
In my time of need

Blinded by faith
I couldn't hear
All the whispers
The warning's so clear

I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There is no escape now
Now mercy no more

No remorse 'cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

[Chorus:]
You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wished they'd turn to real
You broke the promise
And made me realise
It was all just a lie

Sparkling angel
Couldn't see
Your dark intensions
Your feelings for me

Fallen angel
Tell me why?
What is the reason?
The thorn in your eye

I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There is no escape now
No mercy no more

No remorse 'cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

[Chorus]

Could have been forever
Now we have reached the end

This world may have failed you
It doesn't give the reason why
You could have chosen
A different path of life

The smile when you tore me apart

[Chorus:]
You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wished they'd turn in to real
You broke a promise
And made me realise
It was all just a lie

Could have been forever
Now we have reached the end

Evanescence-Forgive


Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I thought that I would die
It hurts so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret, I cry "I don't wanna lose you!"
But some how I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Some how I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry..

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you


Pantera-Cemetery Gates

Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy?
Crucified for no sins
An image beneath me
Whats within our plans for life
It all seems so unreal
I'm a man cut in half in this world
Left in my misery...

The reverend he turned to me
Without a tear in his eyes
It's nothing new for him to see
I didn't ask him why
I will remember
The love our souls had
Sworn to make
Now I watch the falling rain
All my mind can see
Now is your (face)

Well I guess
You took my youth
I gave it all away
Like the birth of a
New-found joy
This love would end in rage
And when she died
I couldn't cry
The pride within my soul
You left me incomplete
Memories now unfold.

Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the
Cemetery gates

Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder aloud
If you're watching over me
Some place far abound
I must reverse my life
I can't live in the past
Then set my soul free
Belong to me at last

Through all those
Complex years
I thought I was alone
I didn't care to look around
And make this world my own
And when she died
I should've cried and spared myself some pain...
Left me incomplete
All alone as the memories still remain

The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the cemetery gates

Evanescence-My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

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