Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Kraj teškog razdoblja se nazire. To je puno. Nikada nije baš sve idealno u životu, ali postoje periodi koji u vam gotovo neizdržljivi i oni u kojima opet vidite svjetlo..i imate nade.
Teška sam osoba znam.
Nije me lako razumjeti.
Moji motivi većinom nisu shvatljivi čak ni kada ih pokušam razjasniti.. možda tek tada nisu shvatljivi.
Ali sam i osoba koja voli bez potrebe da posjeduje... i tu bolnu stvar vjerujte nije lako živjeti. Ali nedavno sam još jednom prošla kroz taj osjećaj i dobila svoju osobnu pobjedu.
Hvala ljudima koji su bili uz mene.
Sanja. Fabi. La. Rebs. Miriam.. (hm..fali li to meni dobar muški prijatelj?!)
Hvala.
Neki ljudi mi fale..
Ali oni znaju da su im vrata uvijek otvorena.. nije li to bit prijateljstva?
Savjet dana:Ponekad kad si ljut sjedni i razmisli..
I želim reći još samo jednu stvar svima koje volim:
Stvarno vas volim, možda nekada zakažem, imam mana hrpu, ali imate moju ljubav..a to je nešto. Nekad mi fale riječi i ne znam se izraziti, ali otkrivam vam to kroz svakodnevne sitnice. Vi moj život činite bogatijim i zahvalna sam Bogu na Vama i veselite me. Predivni ste i jedinstveni svaki ponaosob i šareni i ..neopisivi. Bez obzira koliko vremena provodim s vam ( većinom puno manje nego bih željela).. bez obzira da li ste svakodnevno prisutni ili ste odselili, da li me još volite ili me više ne volite...
sve je svejedno..jer ja vas volim.
znam da neke svoje ljubljene ljude možda nikad više neću vidjeti..bar ne u ovom životu, neke sam izgubila, neke.. šta god i kako god.. ovo vrijedi za sve ljude koji su ikada ušetali u moj život kao prijatelji. Neprocjenjivi ste. Zapamtite to. I nedajte nikad nikome da vam određuje vrijednost.