Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Probudila sam se sa žvakom u kosi i ne baš najboljim okusom u ustima. Problem sa kosom sam rješila škarama na štetu svoje frizure... Pomislim "da se barem sve može tako rješiti...Cak..
Međutim spomenuti okus običnom vodom, četkicom i kaladontom ( ka kaladont) nije isperiv...
Ne radi se o tome. Potrebno mi je nešto dublje.
Nešto kao Ljubav?
Potrebno mi je da nekog Volim.
Da mi je netko... Poseban
Na grani listić
Jedan
Jednak stotinama
Drugih...
..............
Ali nije...
Ja sam ga...voljela.
Treba mi ta mala razlika.
Nisi ti drugačiji od drugih. Moja Ljubav je ta koja čini razliku.
A sada ju ja držim pod ključem da mi ne našteti iz čiste nemoći. Zadnji puta kad mi je pobjegla naletila je na jedne zelene oči i sada viče kroz zidive. Ne prestaje. Zatvaram uši. Ignoriram ju, ali ona ne prestaje. Zato ju držim dolje, ispod zidina zatočenu. Nismo sretne ni ona ni ja... ali ja sam ipak malo bolje, barem sam izvukla glavu iz pečnice i zatvorila plin.
Danas sam prešla preko pruge... Volim pruge... pružaju mi osjećaj da postoji Put.
I to je nešto.
Na vratima doma zdravlja piše: PRIMAMO NOVE PACIJENTE
Priznajem jedan mali smješak mi je preletio licem. "Možda da uđem?..."
Postoje D.K. muškarci... i to nema apsolutno nikakve veze sa mojom nedotičnom ljubavlju. Objasnit ću. D.K. muškarci su vam oni za koje se pitate: "Kvragu Do Kada misliš biti prisutan u meni. Do Kada.. Potkožni muškarci... oni vam se samo nađu ispod kože i ne možete ih izvaditi bez boli.. poput istoimenih prišteva.
Nije bed luče... to što si slomio bilo je samo jedno srce.
"Opet si pijana?"
A ne... pa šta bih s tobom radila trijezna?! Ti si dečko "pojebem - odjebem"...
A meni nočas treba Kazna.
...I ne brini... Dobro ću se nositi s tim... sutra.