Simon and Garfunkel - I Am A Rock


A winter's day
In a deep and dark December;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

Don't talk of love,
But I've heard the words before;
It's sleeping in my memory.
I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.


And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.

I don’t wanna talk
About the things we’ve gone through
Though it’s hurting me
Now it’s history
I’ve played all my cards
And that’s what you’ve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That’s her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I’d be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It’s simple and it’s plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don’t wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You’ve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence

But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all


Danas bih voljela imati carobni stapic. Nacrtati mu osmjeh na lice, izbrisati tugu iz svih predjela duse. Otkloniti sjetne misli i nesigurnost u buducnost. Isprazniti vodu za ribicu i pustiti da se to mjesto stopi s ostatkom srca. A tada sebe dotaknuti stapicem po nosu i - nestati. Samo kad bi bio sretan. Jer ja nisam, a netko bi stvarno trebao biti. Dajem svoj glas za barkicu! The winner takes it all ... (Abba)

Dobar i glup ista je stvar tu nista promijenit ne mogu i sve sto sam cinio da bi nas odrzao sad ide na moju sramotu i na obraz moj. Podigni zid bezbroj godina dug ucini mi uslugu tako jer lijepo govoris samo da mi ugodis (sa figom u srcu je lako dati casnu rijec). Ako te pokusam sacuvati sam cu sebi se narugati a to je prevelika cijena za nesto cega nema sto u tebi ne postoji. Podigni zid bezbroj godina dug tako da ne mogu preko da te ne vidim i da ne osjetim da za tebe ima jos netko meni nepoznat.. (Gibonni - s poklonjenoga CD-a)

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If I should stay, I would only be in your way. So I'll go, but I know I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way. Bittersweet memories that is all I'm taking with me. So, goodbye. We both know I'm not what you, you need.

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.

And I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you. I, I will always love you.
(Whitney Houston)

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Trying to be misunderstood, Just a product of my childhood, Still I find myself outside, You can’t say I haven’t tried, Perhaps I tried to hard, No excuses, I Won’t apologise, To justify your lies, Come find me, Tell them to me, Look me in the eyes... (Robbie Williams)

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(No hero in her sky - No hero in her sky - No hero in her sky - No hero in her sky)

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I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself, and yet I wanted to save us high water or hell and I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt, and in the meantime I lost myself - in the meantime I lost myself -
I'm sorry I lost myself - I am.. (Alanis Morissette)

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Watching I keep waiting Still anticipating love Never hesitating To become the fated ones Turning and returning To some secret place to hide Watching in slow motion As you turn to me and say - Take my breath away... Take my breath away... (Berlin)

Ovaj Siječanj je bio za mene mjesec gubitaka. Netko mi je rekao oko prvoga "nova godina - novi pocetci". Nisam znala da ce sve otici tako radikalno u nistavilo. Izgubiti sve i poceti iznova? That is not my idea of new starts. A izgubila sam prvo - ljubav, barkica je otisla.., izgubila sam dva prijatelja.. i nadu u musko zenska prijateljstva. Vjeru u ljude, optimizam i osmjeh na licu. Izgubila sam mjesec dana u suzama. Ponajvise, izgubila sam vjeru u sebe i mozda ono najvaznije - svoje srce. Zato vam niti ne mogu pisati nista jer pisala sam iz sebe, iz srca. A sada je ono ostalo negdje na podu, slomljeno u mnostvo krhotina. Po njemu je skakano i gazeno, tako da su neki djelovi bespovratno izmrvljeni u prah vjecnog nemira. Krhotine sam pokusala pokupiti no samo sam se ozljedila jos vise, so I'll leave them there for a while. Ostaviti cu neka srce lezi. I da sutra ravno s neba dobijem blagoslov u vidu nacrta za sastavljanje slomljenih djelova oni smrvljeni ce uvijek faliti. Nisam vjernica, ali svidja mi se ona izreka: Bog moze zalijeciti slomljeno srce, samo mu moras dati sve dijelove. Nemam sve djelove. Nemam više ništa.. Ili kako je to lijepo Whitney otpjevala: I have nothing.. A ja bih se nadovezala: I feel nothing.. I am nothing.. Nije li otuzno kako u blokadi bola covjek je prisiljen blokirati i sve ostale emocije. Ne postoji neki checkbox kod mene za izbor zeljenih emocija. Sve ili nista. Rekla bih kako trenutno biram nista, ali ne biram, to je onako kako je. I tako maslacak vise nije cijeli. Puhnuo je vjetar i bijele latice su odletjele. Ostalo je samo vrijeme.

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...

And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...

Who can say why your heart sighs,
As your love flies?
Only time...

And who can say why your heart cries,
When your love dies?
Only time...

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be,
In your heart.

And who can say when the day sleeps,
If the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart...

Who knows?
Only time...

Who knows?
Only time...

(Enya)