~No Time To Cry~

Ej...napokon da napišem post...a jbg nema se vremena :D....moš mislit...hehe...ma nisam imala inspiracije,pa onda me komp j***..al popravila sam ga..yeah...(nakon 5 mj:D) i tak...hepi sam zbog toga...X)
U petak Matea slavila ročkas, iako pola ljudi koji su joj obećali da će doć nisu došli i zbog toga joj je bilo žao, a jbg to sad pišem umjesto nje...al kad je istina, onda neki su joj otišli, pola njih imalo je smiješne izlike..haha...ma daj zajebi to..no ugl meni je bilo ok=)iako smo na kraju ostale same, bilo je dobro, i to baš onda kad smo morale ić..heh...a štaš-...a..onda u sljedeći petak u kt..to yeah..i tak...
Škola tak-tak..ide nekak, malo sam postala ljena...neda mi se uopće učit, pf..no znam kad ću..kad dođe kraj polugodišta..:D..
Malo razmišljam posljednjih par dana, o svemu pomalo, vrijeme tak brzo leti..đizsss...mislim na sve, da sad ne nabrajam...ma u posljednje vrijeme sam razbijam glavu neki pitanjima u potrazi za odg kojih nema....




~Iako je naizgled sve savršeno, iako sam naizgled cijelo vrijeme nasmijana ..stvarnost je totalno drugačija.. katkad mislim da mi ništa ne ide od ruke…a toga je puno…
No kako život ide dalje idem i ja, bježim od nekih stvari i ne želim se zaustavljati. . Svima dam priliku, previše vjerujem nekim ljudima, a nebi smjela I tu se uvijek zajebem..zašto?ili kad mi netko glumi da mi je prijatelj a to zapravo nije - e to mrzim… Uvijek si kažem jedno, a to je upoznati nekoga i tek nakon nešto vremena suditi o njemu. Al me boli kad nakon što nešto vremena prođe, ode i taj neko. Što se ljudima mota po glavi, zar nisi svjesni najvažnijih stvari u životu? Kako se neko odjednom može tolko promijeniti??? Meni se čini da se taj netko nije promijenio nego je cijelo vrijeme glumio, to je ono pravo. No više se jednostavno ne mislim zamarati takvim ljudima…
Nema smisla glumatati i biti nešto što nismo….zar ne? ~

Btw:Matea sretan ti rođendan!!!!! :)

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...ROAD TO NOWHERE...

Utjeha kose

Gledo sam te sinoć. U snu. Tužnu. Mrtvu.
U dvorani kobnoj, u idili cvijeća,
Na visokom odru, u agoniji svijeća,
Gotov da ti predam život kao žrtvu.

Nisam plako. Nisam. Zapanjen sam stao
U dvorani kobnoj, punoj smrti krasne,
Sumnjajući da su tamne oči jasne
Odakle mi nekad bolji život sjao.

Sve baš, sve je mrtvo:oči, dah i ruke,
Sve što očajanjem htjedoh da oživim
U slijepoj stravi i u strasti muke,

U dvorani kobnoj, mislima u sivim.
Samo kosa tvoja još je bila živa
Pa mi reče: Miruj! U smrti se sniva.

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Inace...
Mrzim:umišljenost,lazi
dvolicnost,glupost
osobe koje se prave previše pametne

Volim:zajebanciju
iskrenost,optimisticnost
davat savjete ;)
frendove/ice,silovanje šalim se,Wildchild,
alkohol ,heh, aj zivjeli! :D

† Vermillion Pt. 2 †

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sane.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, no!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real

† Running Away †

No where to go
No where to stay
No where to hide
Just straying away
Walking alone
In the dark, misty night
Aimlessly travelling
No actual end
Thinking where next
The road will bend
Meeting strangers
Getting lefts
Paranoid schizophrenic
Breathing down your neck
Wanting to get out
To go some place new
Realizing you've been here
Nothing but circles
Going back home
To the same old news.

† Poison †

Your cruel device
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you, but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison runnin'thru my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains
Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat
I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (And pins)
I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (Deep in)
I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison runnin'thru my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains
Poison
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you, but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison runnin'thru my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains
Poison
I want to love you, but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison, yeah
I don't want to break these chains Poison, oh no
Runnin'deep inside my veins, Burnin'deep inside my veins
It's poison I don't want to break these chains