konacno i ja u blog editoru =)

hah.
pjesma za pocetak.po obicaju =)


sad dalje..
O da novi post.
U ovih 2 mjeseca ne pisanja posta dosta se toga dogodilo.
Bolje sam upoznala neke ljude u kojima sam se na kraju razocarala. Nije vazno o kome se radi. Meni je vazno da sam ja oke i moji frendovi, dakako.
Darija zaljubljena =)
Panic isto..
I to mi je jako najs. Sretna sam zbog njih.
Nek uzivaju ko i ja =)
Teo i ja skupa smo sad vec 7 mj i 2 tjedna :D
I jucer sam bila na probi, konacno jedva sam cekala tu probu.

I kaj sad? O cemu da pisem..?
U skoli sve oke. Prosjek mi je 3.9..hehe
Ma potrudim se ja do kraja sk. godine =)

I za novu godinu je bilo odlicno. Makar su mi starci skuzili da sam pijana (al nisam bila xD) al dobro, nisu srali..
I volim klizanje.
Sam moje klizaljke vec nisu u najboljem stanju :D
Mah oke su. I nadam se da je sutra klizaliste otvoreno.
Nisam dugo klizala. Od prosle subote. Ili nedjelje..idn

Prebrojila sam sve svoje parfeme..
24 :DDDDD
hehe
e da, za bozic sam od bake dobila 25 i pol tisuca kuna
hell yeah! =)
tjasa i ja..svaka..25 500 kn :)
ma da, mi volimo svoju baku.


...
tako se moj zivot mijenja..
Hah. Ljudi su drugaciji.. svakoga pukne zrelost u drugacijem trenutku.
Mislim da mene vec jest i to vec mozda prije kojih godinu dana.
Ili ne? Ili mozda ovo ljeto.
Ne znam. Al divno je to. Pogotovo kod osoba do kojih ti je stalo. Hmmm.. onda osjecas slobodu na jedan nacin. Bar ja..jer sam npr. osobu xxx morala stalno usmjeravati na pravi put, tj bar sam pokusavala to.. sad vise ne. Mozda sam i ja malo pridonijela tom sazrijevanju..mozda =) bilo kako bilo, drago mi je =)
Sazrijevanje je mozda kada skuzimo vrijednost nekih stvari..zivota.
Kad naucimo procjenjivati razlicite situacije. Ili zivotne prilike.
Ne znam.. jos nisam dosla do te razine da mogu određivati znacenje apstraktnih pojmova.
Jos sam na proucavanju i stvaranju vlastitih ideja. Preamaterski za javnost :D
Iako je blog javnost. Ali ko bi ozbiljno shvatio gluposti jedne 15(i pol)-godisnjakinje.
Pogotovo mene. Imam zute minute. Oda
Inace sam izjavila da je sibir u indiji na povijesti.. prof je rekla da sam sramota za gimnaziju..
Eheh..:) mah. Meni svejedno. Toliko o mojoj opcoj kulturi..

Svira mi sonata..tallulah.
Teiova i moja pjesma. Ali je predivna..jea..
ja inace jako volim svojeg decka.
onak..sluzbeno receno.
obozavam ga =)
jes, to je ljubav =)
i sretna sam..


Mah sad me ...inspiracija napustila.
Beh. O cemu sad?
Ako ocete da napisem post dajte ideje. Ako vam se vec sviđaju moji postevi..hehe
Da
Iz njih se moze svasta nauciti..
Npr. Kako biti glup.
U drugom postu..
Kako ostati glup..
Ma ne znam.jebeno..

Haha,plavi decki su dvolicni..znam ih.. 3!
Lol.pa je inace..sa svima sam bila u dobrim odnosima al jebiga.mah inace bolje je tak..
Volim to da su dvolicni, bas te osobe, bar sam ih se rijesila.hehe

I tak..daaaa i tak =)
Moj deda je prije pol godine bil na operaciji..
A sad se svaki dan sece..a danas..je odlucil trcati..omfg.
Ima 65 godina. I sad se njemu trci..jao..

A buduci da ga, naravno ne pustimo sad trci po stepenicama..gore-dole..
Jaj. Uzas..cudna obitelj =)

Bile smo tara i ja na kavi.. u frki.
I sad je na mtv-u nekvi spot..
Mi nemamo pojma ni jedna ni druga.
i sad komentiramo koji glupi spot (o paucima itd :DDD)
i sad jedam tam stricek veli..
cure, pa to vam je the cure, to je bil veliki hit dok ja sam bil kak vi..
pjesma se zove spiderman..
i onda nam objasni cijelu povijest grupe i na kraju veli
da se pjesma zove lullaby.. -.-

lullaby, uspavanka,ne? a gle paukovi su na spotu..niste cule?? - nismo..
onda je otisel po daljenskoga konobaru i poglasnil da mi to cujemo..da da

i sad si ja mislim..pa mogel nas je i castiti s jos jednom vrucom cokoladom :D


I sad slusam..
np: The Cure – Lullaby

I sad sam se prisjetila osnovne..
na fizici..
u 8.razredu..
prosle godine..
DOSADA!
osoba xxx (zenskog spola,mirna na satu) u ruci drzi olovku..
i igra se s njom..
uciteljica dođe..
i upita:
...a sto sad ti to radis? snimas porno filmove..?

da, to je pitala..

jaj.uzas.

i prije nekolko dana..
arctic monkeys na mtv-u..
when the sun goes down
ja sam to..slusala na moru..
prije dvije godine :D
i bila sam luda za pjesmom
fake tales of san francisco

i obozavam vokal.i taj britanski naglasak...ijaj
pogotovo kad na pjesmi
fake tales of san francisco
veli
So all that's left
Is the proof that love's not only blind but deaf


obozavam taj dio.
<3


no ugl idem ja sad.mislim da je ovo dosta za jedno vrijeme.
Samo vi sazrijevajte :D
Idem jaaaaaa

BOK!

Cek cek..pozdravi ::
- 2 Sljivica mojaaaaaa <3
- 2 Teoooo MOJ!
- 2 BuBu mojaaaaaa
- 2 Darija mojaaaaaaa
- 2 Tena mojaa najdraza =)
- 2 Panic moj vjecni drug. Uh moram mu pana donesti..eh
- 2 Toni Tenin slatkiiiiii
- 2 Ninek perverzni ..BIČ!
- 2 Perec smesni. :D
- 2 Tjasha moja kapucino-sex-party sestricna
- 2 decko s kojim se dopisujem vec pola godine prek maila =) iz Cavtata
- 2 myself


to je to.
E da, dobila sam gajbu piva od Petre iz Zagreba =)
Hehe.jeaa

I sada.
BOK!
saPu* & Cmoxxi
P&p
MRS!
vt&ly
O DA

BOK!

POSEBNI POZDRAV LUCIJI!!!

bok!
BOK!

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x My Music;
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x inace nisam vjerna jednoj vrsti glazbe...ono kaj slusam ovisi o mojem raspolozenju x

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x Dream Theater
x Metallica
x Stream of Passion
x Leaves Eyes
x Nemesea
x Mandragora Scream
x Xandria
x Sonata Arctica
x Kotipelto
x Kamelot
x Lacuna Coil
x Shadow Gallery
x Opeth
x Breaking Benjamin
x Within Temptation
x Children of Bodom
x Dimmu Borgir
x Korpiklaani
x Nightwish
x ...that's all?

Guns N Roses - Don´t Cry
...Talk to me softly...
...There is something in your eyes...
...Don't hang your head in sorrow...
...And please don't cry...


Dream Theater - Tears
All of the seasons and all of the days
All of the reasons why I felt this way
So long, so long

Then lost in that feeling
I looked in your eyes
I noticed the motion
and that you had cried
For me, I can see

What could touch me deeper
tears that fall
From eyes that only cry
Would it touch you deeper
than tears that fall
from eyes
that know why ...

Scorpions - You're Lovin Me To Death
It's your move
I'm in pain
I'm a pawn
In your game
It's your life
I just happen to be in it for a while

Oh, you're lovin' me to death
You're killin' me with kindness
What's behind this sudden tenderness

You're lovin' me to death
And leavin' me to die
You make me wanna scream
But my tongue is tied
You played me like a toy
You made my life a mess
Everybody knows
You're lovin' me to death

When you touch
Can you feel
Is your heart
Only made of steel
When you cry
Do you ever let emotions
Break your stride

Oh, you take away my breath
Your unexpected hunger
Makes me wonder
What the hell comes next


Help!
Help! I need somebody
Help! Not just anybody
Help! You know I need someone
Help!


Sonata Arctica
The End Of This Chapter
Across darkened skies, I travelled without a light
I sank in the well of my mind
Too deep, never to be found

I can't remember...
How could you be so vain...

Tell me that past times won't die...
Tell me that old lies are alive
Love that expired too long time ago
Kills me, it thrills me...

You have new love and
It looks good on you
I have never wished you dead, yet.

You can now have all the things I could never give to you
Look out the window "c'est moi"...


Still Loving You
Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there

I'll fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you

Try, baby, try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there
If we'd go again

All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Yes, I've hurt your pride and I know
What you've been through
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end
I'm still loving you

I'm still loving,
I need your love
I'm still loving you


Don't Say A Word
We had it all so sweet
Made for me, you, indeed...
Big secret, small the lie
Don't cry for me, oh, argentite

No word you say tonight
Can make this be alright
I'll help you follow through
Remember this?: Pacta sunt servanda

... The wounds are too deep,
I need to keep the scars
To prove there was a time
When I loved something more than life

Unlike the last time here,
I now have the means and a will sincere
Your knight is nowhere near
Unfortunate for you, this makes me your God...


Shamandalie
I have never forgotten your smile
Your eyes, oh, Shamandalie

Time went by, many memories died
I'm writing this down to ease my pain

You saw us always clearer than me
How we were never meant to be
Love denied meant the friendship would die
Now I have seen the light
These memories make me cry

"Can I ever have what I had then?
Friendship unbroken
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
All those moments with you
And see the world with my wide open eyes

Friendship got broken
There's no other for me
Like the one of my childhood days
Can you forgive me?
The love got better off me,
On that day back in old times"


Within Temptation - Forgiven
Couldn't save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Time has passed you by

Oh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
Oh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

I've been so lost since you've gone
Why not me before you?
Why did fate deceive me?
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence?


Stream of Passion
Deceiver
For long I have been hiding,
And all the pain I hold within sends shivers down my spine.
For long I have been waiting,
For a reason to arise,
Was it all a waste of time?

I am not who you think I am,
Soon I'll be letting you down.
I am not who you think I am,
I'm everywhere.

Passion
A dangerous stream of passion,
Flows through my veins.
Infecting my mind with madness,
Blurring my senses.
My fingers crawl like spiders,
Caressing the wall,
In desperate need of screaming,
For a way out.

This feeling's rushing through me, and again,
I'm willing to surrender,
To the violent notes that spin around.
Id give it up for you.
This feelings clinging to me, and again,
I'm willing to surrender.
I could lose my breath but even then,
Id give it up for you

Nostalgia
Con la vista sobre el mar,
Busca entre las olas una seńal,
Algo que le ayude a olvidar la verdad.

Toda una vida de lágrimas.
Cede a la locura y luego calla,
Por amor a un dia que jamás volverá.

Cuando la rosa muera,
Calmará sus ansias en letras vanas,
Por amor a un dia que jamás volverá.
Por amor a un dia que jamás volverá.

With her eyes fixed on the sea,
She looks for a sing among the waves,
Something to make her forget the truth,
An entire life filled with tears.
She surrenders to the madness,
Then goes quiet,
For the love of a day, that will never come back.
When the rose dies,
She'll find peace in those useless words,
For the love of a day, that will never come back,
For the love of a day, that will never come back.


Open Your Eyes
Tell me what I could have said or done to hold you back?
All the love I gave was not enough... forever I'll walk alone.

My body froze as I saw you fall (falling down).
One single step saw you give your heart to the Earth, down below.

Open your eyes, open your eyes,
Open your eyes and look at me, I'm alone here.
Open your eyes, open your eyes,
Open your eyes and look at me, I'm alone here.

All at once the wind has changed its song to a wailing cry;
As it seems to call my name I know forever I walk alone.

My body froze as I saw you fall (falling down).
One single step saw you give your heart to the Earth, down below.

Metallica
Hero Of The Day
Mama they try and break me

The window burns to light the way back home
A light that warms no matter where they've gone

They're off to find the hero of the day
But what if they should fall by someone's wicked way

Still the window burns
Time so slowly turns
And someone there is sighing
Keepers of the flames
Do ya feel your name?
Can't you hear your babies crying?

One
I Can't Remember Anything
Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream
Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream
this Terrible Silence Stops Me
Now That the War Is Through with Me
I'm Waking up I Can Not See
That There's Not Much Left of Me
Nothing Is Real but Pain Now

Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me

Darkness

Imprisoning Me
All That I See
Absolute Horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot Die
Trapped in Myself
Body My Holding Cell

Landmine

Has Taken My Sight
Taken My Speech
Taken My Hearing
Taken My Arms
Taken My Legs
Taken My Soul
Left Me with Life in Hell



Sad But True
Hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who takes you there
Hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who cares
They
They betray
I'm your only true friend now
They
They'll betray
I'm forever there

I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true

I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
You know it's sad but true

You
You're my mask
You're my cover, my shelter
You
You're my mask
You're the one who's blamed
Do
Do my work
Do my dirty work, scapegoat
Do
Do my deeds
For you're the one who's shamed

I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true

I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
You know it's sad but true

Hate
I'm your hate
I'm your hate when you want love
Pay
Pay the price
Pay, for nothing's fair

Hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who took you there
Hey
I'm your life
And I no longer care

I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true

I'm your truth, telling lies
I'm your reasoned alibis
I'm inside open your eyes
I'm you

Sad But True



The Outlaw Torn
And now I wait my whole lifetime
For you
And now I wait my whole lifetime
For you

I ride the dirt, I ride the tide
For you
I search the outside, search inside
For you

To take back what you left me
I know I'll always burn to be
The one who seeks so I may find
And now I wait my whole lifetime

My outlaw torn
My outlaw torn
And I'm torn

Wherever I May Roam
...and the road becomes my bride
I have stripped of all but pride
So in her I do confide
And she keeps me satisfied
Gives me all I need

...and with dust in throat I crave
Only knowledge will I save
To the game you stay a slave
Rover wanderer
Nomad vagabond
Call me what you will

But I'll take my time anywhere
Free to speak my mind anywhere
And I'll redefine anywhere
Anywhere I may roam
Where I lay my head is home

...and the earth becomes my throne
I adapt to the unknown
Under wandering stars I've grown
By myself but not alone
I ask no one

...and my ties are severed clean
The less I have the more I gain
Off the beaten path I reign
Rover wanderer
Nomad vagabond
Call me what you will

But I'll take my time anywhere
I'm free to speak my mind anywhere
And I'll never mind anywhere
Anywhere I may roam
Where I lay my head is home

But i'll take my time anywhere
Free to speak my mind
And I'll take my find anywhere
Anywhere I may roam
Where I lay my head is home

Carved upon my stone
My body lie, but still I roam
Wherever I may roam


Mandragora Scream
Brain Storm
Follow me all over
where you are there is no life
always you the only
oooh you...! can hear me
save my brain
save my death
and now...tell me if you now can me fly
you now can cry and give me your light
now I stay in my creeper...
I remember shadows life
every night they come alive
always you the only one
always you can, only the end...
now, if you want kiss my stormy brain
do you know where my black rain ends...?
listen to the roar of the stormy sea
feel how my soul now is frozen breeze
my quiverin' voice bewitched by the wind
now I fell under these green leaves

Little Zombies
There was a day
where many ways
seemed to be one...
and where my life
ran to the dark
for the love of my light

Over the hill come alive the Angels
there are many glances
every night it's the time of the Zombies
they are little eyes of light
and if you want
to know where I go
when you leave me alone
come!where the purple roses are born
and sleeps the child...
they've a little bed of red roses
and bright flames of life
thry've shrill wings of bright light
they're little children of the night
come here!don't be afraid
this disk...it's a life potion!?

Silent Lullabies
Raised by my death,
Unleashed diamond grave
I remember...
Real spasms of shadows
Laid in sighs of my eyes,
Dark lips of hope
Count...
I feel the presence of my
Saviour; he came once...
His pale hands, his convulse
breathin' and
His shakin' dance on my old dress of
Chrysanthemums...
Come, Count Veilembre, give me
Your embrace
Inside your winged cape lullabies in silence
Dwelt deep floodin' in your heart
A cobweb born from dreams
Weak infant crystal choir murmurin'
Unveiled, a romance of disgrace
All quiverin' memories painful on deathbed,
King Seal's tears
Memories of a dark moon



Dark Lantern
Never again will I taste in your passion
this vain call that dies...
Never across sacrifice will I lose my dark guide...
Dazed in my dark and ephemeral wail that rapes a cool light,
in a corpse-like, haunted, nightmare I die...

Never in life
After tonight
Through my sighs
Don't you change
I will lie

Always arisin' over moulderin', enlightened swear,
never a light can die, Dark Lantern, darklin' in light...

Wavin' this shine, overwhelmed by this whirl,
and you engravin' my gaze heavenwards in your face,
are greedy of grace and lust.
Graspin' your heart,
you mourn through risin' of holy embraces.

Groanin' through this tearflow, I feel It's getting dark...

Always arisin' over moulderin', enlightened swear,
maybe this light, Blind Lantern, in the Silence, is blindin' my mind...

Always arisin' over moulderin', enlightened swear,
never a light can die, Dark Lantern, darklin' in light...

Always arisin' over moulderin', enlightened swear,
never a light can die, Dark Lantern, darklin' in light...
Always arisin' over moulderin', enlightened swear,
maybe this Lantern in the Silence, cries... and lies.